Posts tagged ‘stillness’

Dec 12

The Core Emotional Position You Entered This Life With

Hello,

I have been having fun helping you to release the core emotional position you entered this life with, using the Merlin’s Grace transmission and healing protocol. Let’s call that emotional position, ‘Z’. The nature of Z would have put you in a particular family situation to match it, and you would have created new dramas with your parents, with Z as the background for those dramas. Later, other life dramas would be created, all with Z as their foundation. But here is the key: each of those new life dramas will have its own stream of history connected with particular people. Most likely you define your issues as what you see in your life, which is likely to be with spouses, boyfriends & girlfriends, and especially with parents. You don’t tend to point to Z because it has become camouflaged within all these other issues.

I am half-way through releasing this in myself and in many of you. It goes to show that what you think is your problem in this life is often a cover for the real ‘problem’. As you experience healing in this issue, you tend to get a deeper insight into that core position that never wanted to budge, but now is. Not only can that give a huge release and relief but it also joins up the dots of your life in ways you wouldn’t have imagined possible before.

I learned an interesting fact through my drug & alcohol training for my volunteer placements at outreach projects (a part of my degree in Person-Centred Counselling). 80% of thoughts are negative in nature. That might explain a lot! But the reason for this goes back to hunter-gatherer days, when this mechanism of negative thinking meant that the men and women of that era kept on improving on the ways they were completing practical tasks, spurred on my such thoughts. Nowadays, this kind of thinking of has become toxic for many people for a variety of reasons, but it is comforting to know that there was actually a piece of good design in there originally.

A reminder that I will be here and available over the Christmas period. The days I will not be working are Christmas Day and Boxing Day, and then New Year’s Day. You may wish to give a session as a present: I can send you a voucher for this if so, please just email me.

And to clarify, since some of you have been surprised about this and got mixed up (understandably), yes – Sarah and I have split up. It has been almost two months now and it is only really beginning to hit me. The pain is very deep and it is a whole life change for me. However, as I said before, please do not stay away because of this. Working with you is helping me and strangely enough, the sessions I am able to facilitate now are oftentimes deeper than they were before.

I look forward to our next session together,

Love,

xDaisy

Dec 2

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What You Can Receive from Vortex Healing Now

Hello,

I realised I haven’t written for a while about all the new ways in which Vortex Healing can help you at Merlin’s Grace level. Here are some of the techniques that I am now able to employ in our sessions together:-

Simply by channelling Merlin’s Grace energy alone on an issue you have will clear the issue from all the energetic bodies, through to the 8^th Dimension; clear the issue from the Localised Consciousness of the Form (the ‘expression’ of awareness which is your human form) – through to the 8^th Dimension; clear your chakras automatically; clear the geography of consciousness (imprints of your issues in the larger field of consciousness); clear the heart identity consciousness (literally the heart of the matter); clear issue beliefs & belief packages (that are ready to go); and catch up your inner ‘story’ – that is, the story you keep telling yourself about who you are.

Pretty good? As always though, I want to stress that I can help you meet your issue in a session and channel to clear a big bulk of it, but it is whether or not you are willing to meet that issue within your life which truly determines the end of that issue.

There is the work with the AP (Assemblage Point) & Reality Streams: this is our deepest way of utilizing Merlin’s Grace for issues. When used on someone with no Core Veil, it automatically breaks down all the identities that were associated with that issue, leaving very little in the rest of the system to catch up. And with someone with a Core Veil, it still releases the issue to the deepest possible extent currently possible.

Reality Rifting: Rifting enables you to access your other possible selves and their corresponding realities, and to some extent, bring one that is more desired into manifestation, replacing the one that is presently manifested. It is an incredibly powerful healing technique that works on both emotional and physical levels, accessed through Merlin’s Grace.

Merlin’s Grace can also strengthen a weak energy system and channel in a Special Grounding Frequency to bring you back down to earth (lol – I know, perhaps the Vortex Healing lingo could do with some of that too!).

It can be used to clear Mum or Dad’s conditioning from your system, incorporating the release of the Parental World View Identity (as it sounds).

Since the recent Vortex Healing Earthshift, lineage shift, working with the Assemblage Point and spending quality time with Amma, I have noticed that the sessions I facilitate have gone much deeper than before. Here is what some of you have experienced recently:-

Client 1: The session was to clear rejection. The client had such a deep release during the last part of the reality stream releasing from the Assemblage Point, that his body was shaking and he was crying within, his body even convulsed. This is a major thing for him and has only happened twice in about 5 years! I felt such deep stillness as both of us, that I was unable to channel at all for a few minutes and simply rested as oneness.

Client 2: “…I’m feeling much lighter today and my sinuses have stopped hurting since the healing! Thank you so much :-)…” (NB, I did not even work specifically on her sinus problem – the session was to release core guilt)

Client 3: by the end of the session, this client spoke about his experience of the healing (releasing deep anxiety in the body) and of Amma. He began to cry and shake uncontrollably. This continued for 20 minutes. I sat with him and remained as still as possible, whilst being totally intimate. It was an indescribable honour to be present with this movement of freedom arising as this person and breaking down conditioning on its way through.

Client 4 : During the session, I could smell Amma (her rose perfume) strongly and at many points throughout it. Very interesting, as there was none in the room.

Client 5 : At the end of the session, this client stared into my eyes and his mask was gone. He cried and kept on staring and everything which came up for him I could see dissolving into oneness. Very deep stuff had moved completely out of his system and he was able to finally rest. He said, “I can just be myself. I don’t have to try to be somebody”.

Client 6: An issue came out underlying the neediness / victim issue in this client: such deep pain and sorrow. It was heart-breaking. So we did the session based on the felt sense of this. And she smelled Amma – literally as if Amma was right beside her, throughout the session.

Client 7 : We hadn’t had a session together for some time, so I called this client. During the conversation, she said to me, “I can’t tell you what just speaking to you for a minute does”. Sometimes oneness will use my body-mind to meet a person where they are and I feel that that is the ‘you’ she was talking about.

Client 8 : By text from a client – “Hello darling, u can take this with a pinch of salt, and I was doing a process with Durga yesterday 🙂 u came up and she told me you are here to awaken other high level light workers, and in these instances the divine gives you extra oomph haha!!”. I do take this with a large handful of salt 🙂 and I also believe it is the Divine and not me to whom this text refers, but I included it because of the thoughtfulness and care of this individual and the way that that warmed my heart.

There are so many more, and each session is its own sweetness and beauty. I hope no-one feels left out. Do contact me if you would like a healing,

Love,

xDaisy

Nov 20

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Amma’s Recent Visit to London

Hello,

How are you? I know that many of you have taken the recent Vortex Healing classes here in London, or have been with Amma, or Mooji. I would love to hear your stories, so please do write if you have time.

I have an Amma story to share from one of you who met Amma for the first time in London:-

“I remember you saying the experience can be bit like your issues being brought up like iron filings drawn to a magnet and that is a bit like the way it was on the first day. As soon as Amma came in the room I could feel a palpable current of love. I spent most of the day just sitting in the hall taking it all in, until it was my turn for Darshan. I was quite nervous for some reason and felt kinda awkward and conflicted to be honest and the hug seemed to happen quite fast, but I went to sit down behind Amma in a bit of a daze. But then while sitting I started to feel incredibly emotional for a reason I can’t explain, it was intense to the extent that I felt that I was on the verge of completely breaking down crying, everyone else around me seemed completely calm and I was on the verge of completely losing it! It was almost like I was torn in two. It took me a while to recover and take it all in.

I decided to go back a second day during the morning again and was fortunate that it wasn’t so busy that I could have a second Darshan at the end, this time it wasn’t so much about stuff coming up and there wasn’t the intense emotions coming up, but this time as I sat in the seats on the stage my legs turned to jelly, the hug seemed to last a lot longer this time and as I sat down I could feel a lot of releases in my body like warmth coming to my head and rushes of energy which was very pleasant and not at all overwhelming this time.

I am very grateful to you for telling me about Amma and encouraging me to go because it was a very powerful experience for me. I have had a taste now of her power and how she inspires so many people and why so many people are dedicated to her.”

I feel the need to share something with you because it is the reason why some of you may have felt me ‘off the radar’ for a month. Sarah and I have broken up. It happened exactly 1 month ago today (the day before Amma arrived in London). After such a deep, loving and truthful relationship, plus 6 and a half years together and two engagements, it’s a lot to lose. So I am going through a very painful time. Please do not stay away though. I am finding that the state I am in is actually deepening sessions with you, and working is helping me too.

This is what I meant in my last email about the significance of Amma chanting “My Love” (rather than “My Daughter”) in my ear during darshan in Berlin, after London. I don’t mean that I go to Amma for the major decisions in my life, that is not something I tend towards. But I knew when she said that that she was pulling me closer, into Love in its purest form, the true Lover – Divinity itself.

I immersed myself in seva in London as usual, and that helped. We earned £10,221 for Amma’s humanitarian charities this year – in the massage area in London alone! Yes, seriously. At the end of the second evening in London, to everyone’s amazement Amma got up from darshan (at around 4am) and began to dance! Sarah and I were on the stage and our mouths just fell open. We watched in amazement as Amma performed a traditional Keralan dance for everyone around her. Bear in mind, I had only ever seen Amma dance once before this, during the 12 years I have been with her. It was very powerful. She then repeated this wonderful ritual in Berlin and Milan, and I believe in most of the stops on the European tour. Lucky us!

At the end of Devi Bhava in London, Amma showered us with flower petals while Swamiji blasted an absolutely amazing bhajan. If you have not had this experience, I highly recommend it. It was a profound one for me. I got hit by 3 bunches of petals and as they hit me I felt all the tiredness in my muscles from doing massage seva leave my body: just by throwing flower petals, Amma performed a healing. Really everything she does is imbibed with energy and meaning: if you watch her over time I believe you will witness this.

Love,

xDaisy

Nov 13

Amma in Berlin

Hello,

I have now done 3 stops on the Europe tour (incl. London), because I can’t go to Amritapuri this year. The stop before Milan for me was Berlin. I must say, what a fabulous city! I never thought I would hear myself say this, but London is no longer the place with the best music in the world – Berlin has overtaken us. Everywhere we went we heard such excellent house music, really tech-y stuff, and also fantastic dub step etc. Impressive.

Anyway, most of the time I spent blissfully with Amma. The German people were lovely and everything had been done so nicely – almost to the point of perfection. There was no cheering and clapping after each bhajan etc. (like in Italy) but people were quiet and respectful and that was appreciated in the chaos that is an Amma tour 🙂

One evening, Amma was soon to finish darshan (due to the curfew in the hall) and as usual I was sitting on the stage watching her and going in and out of meditation. Suddenly she looked at us all and began talking in Malayalam. Br. Shubamrita translated: “Amma says she is sorry that the darshans have to go so fast. It was not like this years ago. Amma says that in the olden days nobody had a watch but everybody had time; these days everybody has a watch but nobody has time”. Many people started to cry upon hearing this. That Amma would apologise for not giving even more than she already does was moving. And what a lesson in such a simple way from a true master: it seems that everything Amma ever says has a tapestry of meanings woven into it.

On the Devi Bhava I somehow managed to get to the front of the queue with a timecard from the previous day. It was my Birthday, so I felt very privileged. Then I was seated RIGHT IN FRONT of Amma’s chair! I honestly couldn’t believe it. When she walked in, the power was so huge that I stepped backwards and nearly fell over my chair. It was like being “hemmed in” by Truth, as Adyashanti says. But I noted how strange it is that I say I want Truth, but when it comes I step backwards away from it.

I was also one of the first people to receive Amma’s darshan. I didn’t say it was my Birthday (which apparently you can do and you get a lovely Birthday darshan) because I was praying intensely in the darshan line. The helpers asked me my language and I said “English”. My prayer was, “Amma help me step towards you. I don’t want to step away from Truth anymore. There is so much fear within me but I really want the Truth. Please bring me closer to you”. When I was in front of Amma, Geeta (Amma’s darshan assistant) said to me, “You don’t speak any other languages?”. I was surprised because she knows me; I replied, “No” and she said, “Only Polish”. Before I had time to correct her, Amma had taken me! Amma hugged me and then looked at me and hugged me again. In my ear she chanted in German “Meine Liebe”. Then she motioned to the left of her chair and said “Come around”. I was so overcome I had to ask her, “Come around?” and she motioned again. I felt so blessed… What a Birthday darshan! I couldn’t walk properly when I stood up. When I could, I sat there with her absorbing the darshan for an hour or so.

But I didn’t know what the German words meant which she had said to me. So I asked my German friend. She said, it means “My Love”. I was floored… For 12 years, Amma has said to me, “My daughter”. For a moment, my blood ran cold. I knew that amongst other meanings, this had a deeper significance regarding my relationship with Sarah. I will explain all in the next review.

I want to acknowledge those who recently took the Core Veil Vortex Healing class. Whooppeee! I hope you had some deep experiences – do let me know what yours were. And I wanted to remind you that I will be here over the Christmas holidays, which is often an important time for healing,

Love,
xDaisy

Nov 12

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Amma in Milano

Hello,

I am now back from my trip with Amma in Milan.

Wow…

As always, Amma delivered a spectacular program. It is also interesting to note the individualities of different cultures in which she gives her darshan. For me, the Italians were wonderful: warm, enthusiastic about seva and about working together, passionate during bhajans, and of course the coffee was great 🙂

There were some stand-out moments too. I was doing seva making and decorating the donation boxes in preparation for Devi Bhava. A young girl of about 10 approached me and began talking in Italian. Eventually, between my broken Italian and her limited English I understood what she was saying to me: “I have walked past here several times and you have been working all the time. Have you eaten? Perhaps you should eat lunch now?”. I was floored… The selflessness and care shown by children around Amma is breathtaking.

Bhajans were truly amazing, some of the best I have experienced in the 12 years I have been with Amma. During the end of the last bhajan one evening, which was a repeated calling to the Divine aspects of Devi and Kali – “Devi…Maha Devi, Kali…Maha Kali”, I burst into tears of absolute longing for God. Everything else disappeared. I experienced a prayer from nowhere coming through my body: “Amma don’t leave us here, take us with you. We’ve waited so long to meet you, please don’t leave us here. Take us to the other shore”. The ‘other shore’ being God realisation and the ‘so long’ meaning so many lifetimes. It was such a deep release. After this I fell into a deep meditation and everything around me felt present but far away, as if I had withdrawn into Self.

Later in the darshan queue I prayed, “Amma please help this longing come to full fruition”. She embraced me, saying “my darling daughter” in Italian and squeezed my cheek, playing with me as if I was a cute baby.

I have received a wonderful account of Amma-time from one of you. Please anyone else do send on your experiences. I will share them anonymously with your permission.

I just did a session and the person actually smelt Amma (the rose perfume) for much of the session, as if it was right up her nose. I think part of this is because of the intense time I have just spent with Amma. So do get in touch for a session – it is a good time,

Much Love to you,
xDaisy

Oct 29

I Surrender

Hello 🙂

Oh I feel so blessed to have had Amma here in London! I saw a few of you there and that made me very happy 🙂 Please do write to me with your experiences of her, as I would dearly love to hear what went on for you.

Were any of you there during the speeches about Amma at the beginning of the first evening? I felt they were outstanding, the best I have ever heard. Among them was a speech from Manish Pandey, writer of acclaimed British film ‘Senna’. In it he quoted Amma devotee and musician David Sylvian from his song “I Surrender” (written about Amma) from his 1999 album ‘Dead Bees on a Cake’. I burst into tears on hearing this. It is the most accurate description in words of my first darshan with Amma many years ago and the way that I still feel in her immeasurable presence now:-

I’ve travelled all this way for your embrace

Enraptured by the recognition on your face

Hold me now while my old life dies tonight and I surrender

My mother cries beneath the open skies and I surrender

An ancient evening just before the fall

The light in your eyes, the meaning of it all

Birds fly and fill the summer skies and I surrender

She throws the burning books into the sea

“Come find the meaning of the word inside of me”

It’s alright the stars are all aligned and I surrender

My mother cries beneath the moonlit skies and I surrender

My body turns to ashes in her hands

The disappearing world of footprints in the sand

Tell me now that this love will never die and I’ll surrender

My mother cries beneath the open skies and I surrender

David Sylvian

It still makes me cry sharing it with you now. I have more to write but don’t want to overwhelm you, so will do it in bits. For now I leave you with the good news that I will be here for the Christmas holidays, since I have just been with Amma in Berlin and will visit her again briefly in Milan (8th – 11th Nov). So, I will be offering healing during a time when I am usually awayand I am sure when you need it most. I look forward to speaking with you soon,

Love,

xDaisy

Oct 13

Amma Fever!

Hello 🙂

Yes – Amma will be with us in a week! 21st – 23rd Oct in Alexandra Palace. If you can and feel inclined, I highly recommend spending as much time there as possible because the energy will sink in much deeper if you do.

This week, it has come to me that meeting my stuff in life is even more important than I had thought. I felt overwhelmed today when out with friends and was going to go home, but instead I left them for a bit and stood under a tree in Angel, Islington. I stopped. Then I closed my eyes and went inside, with the intention to meet what was coming up. To my surprise, I met my inner child who was whining and crying pitifully. I stayed with her, remaining still and intimate. After a short time, I was able to rejoin my friends and have a lovely evening with them. Do try this on for size – you may be surprised at how life-changing it is.

When I went to Amma’s Birthday recently with Br. Shubamrita here in London, he gave a speech in which were some delightful tales from Amma-land, which I would like to share with you. When asked, “Amma, who are you?”, Amma replied, “I am sleep-disturber. I am somebody who disturbs the sleep of others”.

Upon learning of Amma’s tireless schedule of round-the-clock darshans (not to mention managing her many charities), a journalist asked Amma, “But Amma, when do you really sleep?”. Amma answered, “I will sleep when all of my children have awakened”. By the way, that does include you. I felt like crying when I heard this… Only a being who is absolutely and totally free could say such a thing and mean it.

Lastly, Brahmachari explained that oftentimes people will try to book a holiday for Amma, like a cruise or a beach holiday in the Bahamas, or something. Amma simply points out that if you had a child who was ill and somebody offered you a free holiday, would you go? She said she feels the suffering of each one of us so intensely when we come for darshan, that she could not possibly abandon us for a holiday.

Here is the website of Jason Becker, who I mentioned in the last review. In ‘part 2’ he talks about some of his darshans with Amma:-

http://jasonbeckerguitar.com/jasons_words.html

I am looking forward to seeing you soon and especially at Amma’s, where I will be giving massage in the massage and yoga area at the back. Please do visit – there are many talented therapists there.

Love,

xDaisy

Sep 27

Amma’s 60th Birthday Today!

Hello,

Yes it is Amma’s 60th Birthday today 🙂 I have been told that the 60th is a big deal in India (though usually for men) and that there are HALF A MILLION people in the ashram at the moment to celebrate! The most I have seen is 10,000 – and that was a squeeze! – so I can only imagine… Prayers for world peace were conducted there from Tues to Fri this week at Amma’s request.

This Sunday, Brahmachari Shubamrita (one of Amma’s closest devotees) is coming to celebrate her Birthday at a FREE event in London. It is from 5pm – 9pm and includes bhajans and dinner: Hornsey Moravian Church, Priory Road, London N8 7HR.

I was very touched by the innocence of an email I received from a man I have never met in Germany, who had been with Mother Meera and then somehow found my posts about her and read them. He also sent me this link to an article about her:-

http://www.awaken.com/2012/11/a-special-encounter-darshan-with-mother-meera/

The following part from that article answered a question I had about devoting to Amma whilst in Mother Meera’s presence. I also think it shows so much about where Mother Meera is coming from:-

“It is not necessary to devote or believe in me. If you are sincere to your guru, master, God, Absolute or to the Divine, it is enough and I will strengthen your faith.

Finally, if you believe in God, that is enough for me. I suggest you do your job and your duties wholeheartedly and joyfully and bring peace and happiness in your family and in your surroundings… If you need me or my help I will help you, whatever path you may follow. For me there is no difference. All paths lead to the same goal, that is, to realise the Divine.”

Mother Meera

I learned something interesting this week during my training on relapse prevention in drugs and alcohol, which I think pertains to all addictive / obsessive ways of being. If you are obsessing about anything (a substance, person, past hurt, job etc.) and you wait 20 mins…the neurons in your brain will cease firing on that 1 thing.

That’s all for now, have a lovely weekend,

Love,

xDaisy

Sep 16

Deeply Strengthen Your System

Hello,

I’m feeling very inspired by a session I just did with one of you, so I thought I’d write. How are you? I would love to hear how your journey is going if you have time off the train to write 🙂

I wanted to say more about my experiences with Mother Meera. What I have found with her over the years is that if you go with a really strong intention she will meet you in that. That was my experience this time. I ended up doing the 1000 Names to Amma quietly while I was waiting for the ‘staring’ darshan from Mother Meera. That helped me let go of all the mind stuff and issues that were flying around. In the darshan, I felt met…it was an incredible feeling. I simply felt a complete meeting, like I was being received and also receiving Mother Meera as best I could. It was very beautiful and deep. I am dying to hear your stories about it, so please do write if you have any time at all.

Ric has explained an excellent new way to deeply strengthen your entire energy system. This is because of the way the new ‘Energise’ transmission works with the upgraded Merlin’s Grace transmission, coupled with discoveries he has made in the energetic navel of the human being. A stronger system energetically means you will be more robust on all other levels. Do try this, especially as the colder weather sets in.

There is also an entirely new Merlin’s Grace protocol for clearing issues, incorporating the Assemblage Point work with releasing Divine Structures, deep Identities, Vortex Therapy and Genetic Therapy (as it sounds), 9th and 10th dimensional releases and releasing Mum and Dad from your system (we love them, but, y’know…). The upgraded Merlin’s Grace and Energise channelling really feels different and I hope you will think so too: it goes deeper and feels fuller, more complete.

NB: ‘hello@daisynokes.com’ no longer works and has not done for a long time, so apologies if you have had problems contacting me through that address.

Happy Mondays to all 🙂 Ok – feel free to shoot me! Speak / write to you soon,

Love,

xDaisy

Aug 30

The Power of Love

Hello,

I have decided to write when I really feel inspired from now on (so no set day for the review). I hope this suits you.

I cannot stress enough the importance of talking to friends on a similar path. I have been having a wonderful time in the company of friends and finding that my issues are revealed in the light of Truth, in a way that is much more whole than anything I could have come up with in isolation. I would love to hear your experiences with this, if you feel like sharing them.

I have an extraordinary healing story to tell you this week. A client came in for the first session; we talked a great deal and it became evident that she had had a lot of serious challenges throughout her life, particularly physically and emotionally. I worked on grounding her in the healing, reconnecting her with her body and allowing her to stop. I also repaired broken energy lines in her womb. I commented that there was a lack of love in her and that there was a lot of trauma in the womb and vagina, which she confirmed. But I didn’t do ANY release work at all. The next day, she ended up in A&E with what they think was a burst ovarian cyst. I was shocked! I have no idea why she would react so strongly to a healing such as the one I did. My explanation is that she had a combination of a huge amount of ‘stuff’ AND deep sensitivity to energy (being a healer herself). In the second session, she was like a balloon when she came in (her abdomen) and couldn’t walk properly due to the pain. A lot of present life stuff came out in the session and this time I did a little release work. By the end, she was down to a normal size and was able to walk and to sit down (which she had also been unable to do before the session). The pain was reduced to a smallish area in the left side of her womb.

Adyashanti is doing a retreat in England next year! The first EVER! The process of doing his retreats I would put second to Amma in terms of awakening, and that is really saying something. The list opens on Sunday (1st Sept), as far as I know. Here is the link:-

http://www.adyashanti.org/index.php?file=retreatsschedule

And lastly, please use the bottom bell when coming for sessions as my bell is not working well at the moment. Enjoy your weekend,

Much Love,

xDaisy

Aug 21

50% Off This Monday 26th August!

Hello,

I want to tell you about my fantastic Bank Holiday Deal on all treatments 🙂

50% off this Monday 26th August!

Vortex Healing®, Reiki, Infinity Healing, Merlin Healing and Swedish Massage (at least 1 hour) = £40

Indian Head Massage (1/2 an hour) = £15

This applies also to pre-booked sessions this Monday. Please call if you want to take up this offer: 07931 536 700.

I had a wonderful time in Finland. Really spectacular… While I was there I got the chance to more fully immerse myself in spiritual practices, mostly the 1000 Names, stillness and reading Adyashanti’s book ‘The Way of Liberation’. Here is a passage which I felt you may appreciate (the context is ‘being a good steward of your life’):-

“Your life, all of your life, is your path to awakening. By resisting or not dealing with its challenges, you stay asleep to Reality. Pay attention to what life is trying to reveal to you. Say yes to its fierce, ruthless, and loving grace.”

I also learnt from a nutrition expert there, that the body can only process 1 glass (absolute maximum 1L) of water in one go. Then you need to wait at least 15 mins before having another. Otherwise the kidneys get overloaded and you begin to lose minerals through urinating. This has made a big difference to me in terms of staying hydrated. If you are dehydrated, the best thing to do is to sip a little bit of water continuously for the rest of the day.

I am back, so please do book a session when you can, especially if you like the sound of the Bank Holiday deal which tends to book up quickly,

Love,

xDaisy

Aug 15

Back on 19th August

Hello from Finland 🙂

It is beautiful here… We have been swimming in a huge natural lake after having a sauna, eating healthy food, playing charades and generally having a wonderful time in the purest nature I have ever seen. We are staying with friends from Amma and Vortex – Chetana and Mikko, which means we have people to go on about Amma with and to do the 1000 Names with – which feels like the biggest blessing of all. I will be back on the 19th August, if I can tear myself away 🙂 🙂 I miss you, and giving healing actually though 🙂

Something I have noticed over the past week, in working through my own issues, is that the one you think is your core issue often isn’t – that issue may well be concealing another one. It is easier for someone else looking into your system to see that, but when you are working on yourself with energy this is something bear in mind.

There is some more that can be cleared for the Assemblage Point, which Ric has written to us about. The Assemblage Point exists on something he is calling the ‘luminous egg’, which you can think of as your entire system and field of energy. This egg has bands around it which, in part, hold conditioning – more on the genetic and physical levels. These bands can be cleared, with apparently profound results: for example, the intention of ‘clearing the band (of the luminous egg) that holds allergy conditioning’, or ‘clearing the allergy band’, will make a big difference to allergies.

I would like to give a polite reminder about cancelling or re-scheduling an appointment: please give me at least 24hrs notice, otherwise the cancellation fee is £50.

I hope you are enjoying yourself and that I see you soon,

Love,

xDaisy

Aug 5

Receiving Everything

Hello,

I would like to share some of how the retreat and the one-day with Marlies Cocheret were. The content of each was similar, though the different women in the groups brought unique flavours out. What I have noticed about attending retreats with both Adyashanti and Marlies, is that the after-effect really lasts. The impact of the retreat goes on, having the permanent quality which all true awakening teachings share.

We engaged in several exercises with one another and on our own, including a dance into nothingness (or I could equally say, everythingness) call the Tandava, self-inquiry into the nature of our experience of femininity (done in pairs) and guided meditations. The threads that ran through it all were a rooting in stillness, a celebration of the body and the willingness to reveal our vulnerability, as much as we wanted to. Here is an excerpt from my diary at the retreat in London. It is in regard to the experience of thoughts / feelings arising during meditation:-

‘Amazing to begin, tentatively, to receive. I am receiving what comes up and in and around. Instead of pushing everything away during meditation, I am receiving everything. Far from preventing Silence, in this way everything is spontaneously penetrated by Silence.’

As I am writing this, I am aware that I can’t possibly put into words the profound experiences I shared with the circles of women in Sussex and in London. It just sounds flat in comparison to the reality. As Adyashanti has said, “My job is to fail well”. Perhaps I am failing badly though…oh well!

There was a level of emotionality that was touched by the presence of Marlies that I haven’t experienced in many other places. I don’t mean the gushy level, where emotions are put on a pedestal well above their true place. More like the plain which is revealed when stillness begins to seep into the cracks of who you thought you were the moment before, and it cracks the mask beyond repair. Far from being forceful in nature, this kind of movement is subtle and refreshing, like a breeze, even while pain or passion or sadness are expressing. It feels to me like the place where all worlds meet.

On a practical note, I will be on holiday visiting friends in Finland from the 13th to the 19th of August, so please book before or after this time. The work with the Assemblage Point is going wonderfully, so do ask me about this if you haven’t yet had a session of clearing at this profound level.

Love,

xDaisy

Jul 29

Marlies Cocheret THIS WEDNESDAY in London

Hello,

Well…the retreat was truly wonderful. I cannot write much about it now as I am still digesting it, but I will do next Monday.

GREAT NEWS: there may still be spaces on Marlies’s Women’s Day this Wednesday in Belgravia (near Victoria station). It runs from 9 30am til 5pm and you can apply by emailing her directly: marliescocheret@yahoo.com. Details are in the following link:-

http://www.marliescocheret.com/PDF/The%20Way%20of%20Woman%20London2013.pdf

I have nothing else to say right now, but I wanted to make contact with you. When I go away I often think of you, particularly when I am in spiritual community. I hope you are doing well and more than that diving into what you are,

Love,

xDaisy

Jul 22

Re-assemble to Harmonise Your Life

Hello,

The weather is still here – Yey! Sorry, just had to say that! 🙂 I hope you are getting time and space to enjoy it.

I have been thoroughly enjoying working on the Assemblage Point. It is VERY powerful work and certainly the deepest work we can now do in Vortex Healing. As I mentioned, it even clears deep rooted identities (such as the Incarnational Identity of the issue at hand) for those without a Core Veil. And for those with one, these IDs become far easier to release afterwards.

So, what are the results? In my own system, I have noticed big shifts in my relationships as a result of working this way. And this also seems to be the case with those of you I have worked on. One of you managed to become clear about a difficult relationship AND began to leave it after only one session of this work. Others of you have reported that you feel your life has changed completely afterwards. Really fantastic stuff.

This weekend I have the privilege of being part of a retreat with Marlies Cocheret in Sussex. Here she is talking on YouTube if you are not yet familiar with her:-

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wm5oB3cB_Zw

As a result, the next review will be on Monday. I look forward to sharing with you again then. In the meantime, please do send me your stories, because I enjoy them 🙂 It’s kind of like eating. Ok, enjoy and bye for now,

Love,

xDaisy

Jul 5

Assemble Your Karmic Field ;-)

Hello,

Yey – we have sunshine in London, and not just for one day!

I want to share with you my enthusiasm for this new work with the Assemblage Point, which is available through using Merlin’s Grace. It is remarkable in it’s ability to transform conditioning quickly and simply and working on it also loosens other deep conditioning in the system and helps it to drop away.

The first thing which can be done is to release a ‘possibility stream’ for an issue in the Assemblage Point. This only takes 15 mins and yet it also clears identities, VERY deep ones, such as the incarnational ID, body mind ID, genetic ID, organ ID etc. etc. Please bear in mind though that this doesn’t necessarily happen if you have not taken the Core Veil Vortex Healing class. However, releasing this stream even without the IDs going, is still the deepest work we are currently able to do in Vortex Healing (i.e. it is clearing the deepest and most profound level of our issues). It works at 50% at a distance, but still loosens the above IDs significantly. It also automatically frees your issues from deep entanglement with one another, making them easier to let go of and release in sessions.

After working on the Assemblage Point with one of you, I was laughing because it was comedic how different she looked afterwards. I felt like I was looking at a different person when she got up from the table! Bear in mind though, that this person is truly committed to awakening which means that releases will usually have a deeper impact.

I am also excited about working with the Karmic Field. This is where you are storing past life ‘pacts’ with people in your life now and with your issues. The best way to release these is with Merlin’s Global Healing Grid. Deep residues can take some time, up to 25 mins per issue. Let’s say you have a residue with someone who is in your life now, and you want to clear that. I would release the residue for you, the residue for the other person, and then also the stuff that is just the energy between the two of you in the Karmic Field (this part releases much quicker).

Do get in touch if any of this resonates for you. Enjoy the sun,

Much Love,

xDaisy

Jul 1

The 2 ‘A’s: Adyashanti and Assemblage Points

Hello 🙂

I’m sorry this review is late – I have had a lot on my plate in the last week, including having to resign from one of my counselling placements.

I wanted to report a little on how it has been for me since Adyashanti’s retreat: it is as if there is a softness that is so subtle, yet it creates a lot of availability and transformation. As if the quieter the voice, the more impact it has. It is like continuous dynamic stillness.

Please let me know if this doesn’t make sense – I’m aware that it may well not!

Here is some more about the Assemblage Point from Ric, in case you are interested, or want me to work on yours with Merlin’s Grace energy:-

The Assemblage Point: This is brand new work and a new term for Vortex. It is now the deepest stuff we can do on a healing level. Over the last few weeks I have been emailing info to Merlin’s Grace wizards about this, since they are the only ones that can use it, but I want to make the general community aware of this new work. The ‘assemblage point’ (AP) is a term that I first heard through the Carlos Castaneda books. According to his teacher, Don Juan, the AP is a point on our energy field that “assembles” our reality. To Don Juan, that energy field looks like a “luminous egg”, and the AP sits on it somewhere between the spine and right shoulder blade, about an arm’s length back. According to this view, we are all able to have a similar view of physical reality because our assemblage points are all in the same place, and so assemble the same kind of reality. I realised that the assemblage point was not a metaphor but a real, functional part of our energetic reality–and a very deep and key aspect of it. As something fundamental for assembling our personal reality, it contains a lot of the core blueprinting that determines our personal reality.

How the AP works: It seems that at conception, as the new lifeform begins to grow, a new AP grows as well. As it does, zillions of what I have called “9th D possibility threads” (and now will call “possibility fields”) are brought together for that person, for that life. The possibility fields are then expressed in creation as streams of personal, local reality. I call these expressions of reality created by the AP “reality streams”. I began to play with releasing the possibility fields that were creating specific reality streams for issues, and the effects were amazing. And I was able to upgrade Merlin’s Grace to do this work.

Note that the AP gets at the causes of our experiences but does not directly impact our physical reality. For instance, releasing the possibility field that manifested the reality stream of an accident that broke a leg will not repair the leg. The physical universe is constructed from a deeper level; our AP’s construct our perceptions of that universe, our personal reality, which includes all the issues we project onto reality. (It is like the mind-body duality on a universe level, with the AP’s constructing the mind level.) On the other hand, although releasing the possibility field that manifested as the reality stream of cancer will not in itself clear the cancer, it will go a long way to releasing the emotional and consciousness basis of the cancer, which will help it to turn around.

And finally, here is an exerpt from an email I received from one of you:-

“I wanted to thank you for the last session we had and update you with what has been going on for me. I think there might have been a sort of satellite delay in my processing but as I lay down to bed on the night after our session, it started to dawn on me what actually happened. Maybe it was a taste, but I think there were moments of non-duality or recognition while I was with you. I expect you see all this a lot more clearly than I do, but I hope this makes sense and I am not talking crazy. It seems quite profound to me at the moment and I am still trying to grasp the implications of all of this. I don’t know if it will last but things seem fundamentally a bit different since then in my day to day life.”

See you soon I hope,

Love,

xDaisy

Jun 21

Retreat Report and more…

Happy Solstice to all 🙂

My friends Chetana and Mikko, along with Anthony Gorman and others, are doing some exciting earth healing dragon magic in Avebury today, which has been building up all week. Emails from Ric or Anthony will follow and I will pass on any news.

The retreat with Adyashanti was even more wonderful than I could have imagined. One of you was there with me, along with Sarah and quite a few Vortex students from Finland, the Netherlands (where the retreat was held) and England. This quote sums it up rather well:-

When I look within and see that I am nothing, that is wisdom.

When I look without and see that I am everything, that is love.

And between these two, my life turns.

Nisargadatta Maharaj

The experience for me was of embodying awakening in such a way that it was almost invisible. It was like grounding as beingness, which didn’t have an ‘end point’. It wasn’t flashy, there were no ‘bangs’ or ‘pops’, and that is the beauty of this style of teaching. Here is an excerpt from my diary:-

Walking in the forest tonight, in the dark, into great silence. The trees seemed to invite me in, draw me into their midnight darkness and depth. Into Truth and nothingness. But what a full nothing…

I was amazed at how real everyone was with their questions to Adya during satsang, particularly since there were 350 people listening! The rest of the retreat was held completely in silence. We were told that the two most important things to do were to maintain that silence and to show up on time for each of the 6 or so silent sittings per day. And I found that this container was most useful in deepening into silence and embodying (though I must admit I did do quite a bit of laughing and whispering to Sarah!). The overriding sense I got from the retreat was that resting as silence and stabilising in that primarily, is it.

Adyashanti will be holding a retreat in England in August 2014! He will also visit Copenhagen and possibly the Netherlands again just beforehand. You can register for these events in September by visiting his website.

I had a lovely session with one of you recently who said afterwards, “The heart was just…so open and the body was melting. I felt like I was waking up…”. There is no telling exactly why this happened – I leave that in the Mystery from which it arose – but this person is particularly sensitive to the ‘Surrender-Grace’ aspect of Merlin’s Grace energy. Please request this if you would like to try it and haven’t yet.

I have recently tried receiving healing from a practitioner of Scenar. Let me know if you would like his details. This is a healing machine (hand held) which works by stimulating the electrical energy in the body for healing. While I was receiving it for my neck, I literally felt a muscle PHYSICALLY move back into it’s correct position! Here is a video of Scenar being used on a breakfast television program:-

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z4T3h2KIYng&list=PLVuQvLW3o4VQnH7pkkFIFvHYnC2a5YmAk

Ric is very excited about a new technique in Vortex which works with Assemblage Points. Please contact me if you would like me ‘to release or clear the possibility thread for ‘X issue’ from your assemblage point. And it can be done at a distance 🙂 More on that to follow.

That’s the news for this week. I look forward to seeing you soon,

Love,

xDaisy

May 31

Mukti Tonight in London

Hello,

This evening, Adyshanti’s wife Mukti will be giving a talk on awakening at the Centre for Counselling and Psychotherapy Education, Beauchamp Lodge, 2 Warwick Crescent

London, W2 6NE. It’s £12. I will be there along with other familiar faces. I can’t wait! This is the first time she has given satsang in London, maybe even in Europe (she is from California). She’ll also be doing a retreat day, which is all day Saturday.

http://www.adyashanti.org/index.php?file=mukti_bio

I will be away 7th June – 15th June on a 7 night silent retreat with Adyashanti in the Netherlands.

Thank you to all of you who participated in the Bank Holiday deal. I noticed that the effect, power and clarity of the sessions on that day was very powerful. It seems this way on Bank Holidays in general; it’s like London finally breathes a sigh of relief and stops. And in that space we can really play with energy 🙂

I was in conversation with one of you yesterday and you said the most beautiful thing, which I want to share with the group. This person was describing his first meeting with the Dalai Lama and said it was like meeting his best friend. That really touched me…….that is exactly how I felt when I met Amma for the first time and I had never heard it expressed like that.

Have a great weekend,

Love,

xDaisy

May 25

The Power of Sangha

Hello,

This week I have been reminded of the power of sangha: the natural focus in Truth which takes place when you are in the company of friends who are also functioning from beingness.

It’s not that beingness needs this as such, or that it gets created by any particular situation, more that it is simply a joy to remind one another of what it means to live the awakened life by being together.

I also wanted to say that I know I haven’t been ringing as much as I usually do. This is because my degree is at a busy phase. I have started placements and therefore have been travelling a lot and doing mad things like learning about needle exchange as a part of substance misuse training. So I don’t have as much time as I used to at the moment. But I do care and welcome any incoming calls!

Don’t forget your Bank Holiday session those of you who have signed up. I am really looking forward to Monday and hope you are too 🙂

Enjoy your long weekend,

Love,

xDaisy

May 17

Alchemy

Hello,

This week I want to present an overview of how and what we carry as history (or herstory 🙂 within, in order to answer some common queries.

From a Vortex Healing perspective, half our conditioning is from our incarnational path and half is ancestral (carried through our family genetics). One issue invariably has elements of both. So…it really is nothing personal!

If I ask you about your parents, it is not a clumsy counselling tactic 🙂 It was a recommendation from Ric about how to deepen our understanding about what your core issues are, which is shown in how you have carried through your parents’ issues. As a Vortex healer, I can help dissolve the bulk of this, but the truly significant changes will happen as and when you are willing to meet this stuff in life, and to what extent. It is in that space that alchemy happens.

I received a touching email this week from one of you, with whom I had done some deep healing work for releasing shock in the abdominal organs. He said, “Hi Daisy, yesterday’s session was really a break-through for me! And I had so many dreams of the shocks of the past 8 months, of the rest of my life & former lives also.”

And that’s all for this week. Enjoy your weekend,

Love,

xDaisy

May 11

2 Comments

Healing as Stillness

Hello,

A huge thank you to all those who made themselves part of the Bank Holiday deal last Monday 🙂

A rare thing happened this week: a healing happened as Stillness itself. Now, you may say “Isn’t that always the case?” Yes, in a way it is in that there is nothing BUT Stillness. But to BE that, consciously, throughout the entire process of a session was quite something. The channelling part of the session involved me placing my hands on the receiver, yet there was absolutely no sense of separation and no channelling of one energy into another person, no two of anything at all. At the end, we simply gazed into each others eyes in silence. There was a feeling of completeness and therefore no sense that I had just done a session for a person, partly because there were no two people, no giver nor receiver, and partly because everything was so totally effortless. You may recall me writing about similar healings around the time of my ear surgery some time ago. All of this happened spontaneously and had no ’cause’ per se.

I had a conversation with a dear friend this week in which we were discussing how Truth is an orientation, or rather we were discussing Truth AS an orientation: a rudder steering, gently guiding each of us into Itself. Like a backwards motion, in a sense, Truth can only return to Itself.

To put this back on the ground level… It is not enough to simply follow a tradition, teaching or leader of spirituality. It is what is ALREADY within each of us, perhaps expressing itself as a movement towards that teaching or group of teachings, which really has significance. It is only that which can actually bring about what is known as awakening. Often, the unconscious awareness of it is experienced as longing.

I would love to hear your feelings on this.

I hope you are enjoying the weekend,

Love,

xDaisy

May 5

“The World Will be Saved by the Western Woman”

Hello,

I hope you are enjoying the sunshine in London today, or the weather wherever you are.

First of all, I want to let you know that there is still 1 space left for tomorrow’s bank holiday deal (at 6 30pm).

One session this week saw one of you, who smokes 20 a day, spontaneously stop smoking for 2 days afterwards. We weren’t actually focussing on the smoking issue at all and this person hadn’t been for a session for about 4 years, so this is all the more remarkable.

One person was involved in a spiritual practice with a healer they were having doubts about and we worked on these, inspiring them to give it up and instead go and see Marlies Cocheret for a one-on-one session. So, all-in-all a fantastic week 🙂

On that note, Marlies was truly awakening……such beauty and the expression of all that is, including the ‘bad’ bits. It was wonderful to see some of you there and share that sangha space with you 🙂 For those of you who couldn’t make it, you may be interested in watching this video:-

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1uqjvGsq4bM

The quote which titles this email is from the Dalai Lama and was shared with us by Marlies. Have a wonderful Bank Holiday,

Love,

xDaisy

Apr 28

If You Really Want The Fast Path, Slow Down…

Hello,

This week I have had the pleasure and the privilege of spending time with Marlies Cocheret. Marlies was asked to teach by Adyashanti in 2001 and is also a psychotherapist and sacred sexuality expert.:-

http://www.marliescocheret.com/

At the beginning of the retreat day, she read a poem which she had written about her first and foremost love – Silence. It was so moving, I cried the entire way through and for most of the rest of the day. The poem met me in my deepest desire for God (aka Silence etc.) and I felt absolute Oneness and total humanity at once. The longing for God was overwhelming…like when I meet Amma. It occurred to me that THAT is what bridges the human and awakeness together – longing. So if you feel that, it is not wrong: it is a vehicle which can help deliver you into what it is you are truly seeking.

The title of this email is something Marlies said in answer to a question as to the fastest path to awakening. Slow down… She is all about receiving and “being touched by life – the pleasure and the pain”, as she puts it.

Not that this implies ‘taking’ or grabbing at all; rather a bodily sense of openly receiving what life is bringing you in this moment, and in every moment. It was so amazing to feel the way she works with people and where she is coming from as a being. She has a unique ability to meet each person in their whole Self – human and Divine, as one. I feel so inspired by her that I am attending another workshop this Wednesday, entitled ‘Silence and the Female Body’.

On a different note, here is Ric speaking about awakening in preparation for his appearance with Deepak Chopra and Caroline Myss at a conference in Argentina in May. I found a lovely transmission in it which I thought you might enjoy:-

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=wYRD1ksFqcM

Thank you to those of you who have offered yourselves to the Divine through receiving healing this week – it has been beautiful and wonderful and moving, as it always is. Thank you,

Love,

xDaisy

Apr 19

Grace Your DNA

Hello,

Last week I compiled a guide to what I feel is needed for awakening. Some of you have asked whether it is in order of importance – yes it is. Please do write to me with your experiences around awakening, as I would love to hear them and hear what you have to say on…well…the most important subject in the world!

This Wednesday, I attended a memorial service for my Dad who died 2 years ago. It felt significant in helping me ‘get’ that he really is dead and helped bring through another wave and stage of grief for me and my family.

During a session this week, I realised again that clearing genetic identities is really something amazing. In this session, I finished clearing the one for ‘fear of lack’ in one of you. An enormous wave of grace came pouring through, which shook my body and made all my little hairs stand on end. Just when I thought that was it, another wave came through. Incredible stuff… I highly recommend having a session for this if you haven’t done so yet.

On that note, I have been noticing the difference in results when sessions are done regularly. Having a session once in a blue moon doesn’t do the same thing as having them on a regular basis. Regular sessions open up and clear your system in a much deeper and more thorough way AND help reveal more of what I can move there.

Thank you to all of you who have come in this week. As always, it has been a pleasure and a joy 🙂 Have a lovely weekend,

Love,

xDaisy

Apr 12

Alignment

Hello,

My passion this week has as usual been truth, and more specifically, alignment with truth. I have been contemplating what it really takes to wake up to and embody our truest nature in this lifetime. I have come up with the ingredients which I believe are essential. Here they are:-

1. Alignment with an avatar/God-realised/fully liberated being. I cannot stress the importance of this enough. Unless one has a pure reflection of truth, it is difficult (perhaps even impossible) to get in touch with that within oneself, in a deep enough way that it really takes over.

2. Being quietness. Unless we come to experience what it is we are seeking, there is really no possibility of embodying it. Sounds obvious; but I have seen many people do anything possible to avoid quietness, whilst paying lip service to a desire for awakening.

3. Meeting your stuff. Facing your humanness is a vital aspect of the aspiration to wake up, and one which is extremely challenging for many people (probably all people). Meeting issues as they arise in life (instead of denying/avoiding them) provides an opportunity for the lived experience of oneness to flower and blossom fully.

4. Clearing your stuff. This is a much underrated facet of waking up to and embodying truth. Experience has shown me that there is a small minority of people born with little conditioning and who TRULY don’t need to dissolve any of it in order for awakeness to be realised. To really feel the sun on your skin, the clouds must clear away.

Well, I think that’s enough for one day! Please do give me feedback on these ingredients and your experience of them, as I would be fascinated to hear it. Enjoy your weekend,

Love,

xDaisy

Apr 5

Breathe…or is that the Divine breathing you?

Hello,

I had a fascinating experience this week while giving healing to one of you. At first the session was going at a gradual pace, but it wasn’t gradual at all during the Rifting part. The Divine simply started to breathe me. I was not doing anything and the Divine literally breathed me. At first they were very deep breaths, then they became short and sharper – like pranayamic breathing. I believe this was done in order to bridge the Rift in deeper and clear the incredibly dense conditioning that was in the receiver’s system.

I received a touching compliment from this person, who spontaneously commented that my “work is really excellent”.

In another session, one person said afterwards that it was the first time in their life that they had had an emotional release during a healing session. It was very moving when it happened. I was so surprised, I had to stop my reflex to comfort the person, which would only interrupt the process. It happened following the release of a genetic identity. To recap: this is an identification with an issue/disorder/disease that is held tightly in the genetics, and therefore in the body. Releasing them is proving very powerful for a lot of people.

I would like to point out that, although these are sessions which particularly stand out in my consciousness, every single session I do with you is an incredible and exciting journey into the unknown every time. I deeply honour you all for daring to be what you are and to face what you are not. It really takes guts.

Let me know if you would like healing or please do write with your own experiences of life. I am always interested to read what you have to say,

Love,

xDaisy

Mar 29

Happy Easter :-)

Hello,

Happy Easter to you! I also want to say a huge THANK YOU to all the participants in today’s Good Friday Deal.

I am having an amazing day, with one client saying that the session was one of the most amazing he has had ever and that he felt throughout it a deep sense of gratitude and a bowing down in reverence to the Divine. This was following a release of a genetic identity – please let me know if you would like to experience this.

I must report also on a session yesterday, in which I had a deep and spontaneous connection with the isolated and withdrawn inner child of one client. Through the emotional connectedness between us, I was able to begin to see much more of what was going on psychically. One interesting result of the session was that he looked and felt more embodied in his masculine afterwards. This may be because withdrawal is, in a sense, a feminine wounding and perhaps healing this helped him rest more deeply in his masculine.

Again, thank you for the privilege of working with you – you truly are amazing. I hope all of you have an enjoyable Easter weekend and eat too much chocolate 🙂

Love,

xDaisy

Mar 22

Mother Meera and Awakening to 0-Self

Hello,

How are you? It feels like a long time since I have written to you as I have been taking the Vortex Healing® class ‘Awakening to 0-Self’ and seeing Mother Meera in London.

Did any of you make it? I saw one or two of you there and would love to hear about your experience.

Mine was the experience of coming into alignment with what I am really here for and then resting in the knowing of that. My first darshan involved my offering a prayer to Mother Meera in my heart and then feeling the answer come straight away when she gazed into my eyes (as is the way of her darshan). The second darshan was more like resting in this knowingness within, seeing the reflection of that in her eyes. We are INCREDIBLY lucky to live in times when we can visit these mahatmas (great souls), who are in the deepest enlightenment and to meet with them in that as far as we are able to go. In the past there was Jesus and Neem Karoli Baba etc., now we have Amma, Mother Meera and Karunamayi. I just feel so amazed that this is possible – that we can simply visit them!

The ‘Awakening to 0-Self’ class was both an experience of deepening into embodiment of Truth and also awakening to a new sense of Truth which I was unaware of. Very profound and moving at times and also feeling that I came home into my body and out of denial of things that were not in alignment with my deepest and truest desire. In awakening we both are freedom itself and ALSO we are free enough to see the aspects of ourselves that are not free.

So, how does this benefit you?, you may be thinking. Ric discussed this in class, which I was very interested to hear. He said that as each of us moves deeper into awakening, so the power which we can bring to healing is greater. What amuses me about this is that once again I am reminded that thereis huge benefit to awakening, but not for me – not for the ego 🙂

I am currently reading a book that is so good, I would say it is the only book I have ever needed to read about enlightenment. I was given it as an e-book, so please let me know if you would like to receive a copy and I will email it to you. It is Adyashanti’s new book – “The Way of Liberation”.

And finally…after a session this week I was told something by one of you that I simply must share since it was so moving and deeply appreciated by me. I was told that I “went beyond the call of duty”. Well, there is certainly enough ego left here to enjoy that one. Thank you 🙂

Love,

xDaisy

Mar 8

Journeying into Self

Hello,

I would like to share this video with you, which is about spiritual autonomy. It was forwarded to me by one of you, with whom I had a fascinating conversation about self. I was sharing that it is challenging for me at university to talk about ‘self’, because for me there is no inherent separate self and has not been for many years now. Adyashanti addresses this by exploring the absolute self and the relative self and, crucially, discusses the significance of spiritual autonomy.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ywwZSmy5hoU

Next week I will be taking the ‘next level’ of Vortex Healing® which is called ‘Awakening to 0-Self’.

This is how I understand what this means: Consciousness arises from Awareness, but it experiences this Awareness as being ‘out there’, so Awareness is perceived and felt as an image and not as it truly is. This is the deepest creation of the sense of separate self which Ric has currently discovered. It is not localised to the body, but fills all of Consciousness becoming Universal Self. This Universal Self is so vast and transcendent, that is FEELS like True Self (and is what many people mean when they describe ‘their True Self’). But really it is our first self-identity – ‘I’. In this class, we awaken from this subtle primary sense of I. Ric comments, “That’s where freedom lies, free of all ego and sense of self.”

I will be attending the class from 14th – 20th March, so please book in advance if you would like a session. Enjoy your weekend,

Love,

xDaisy

Feb 22

And The Grace Goes On…

Hello,

How are you? I have had another wonderful week of healing with you. In one session, I was working on clearing 9th Dimensional conditioning – yes, you really do occupy a lot of the universe! Every layer of you contains conditioning, even those you probably don’t spend much time in consciously. The receiver’s experience was that she felt “strings being cut from way up” and freeing her from the issue I was working on. She commented that she was feeling a sense of loss even though she wanted to let go of the issue at hand. She described this as a “loss of that part of ‘me'”. It’s an interesting one isn’t it? We want to be free, but almost always when we experience that freedom we mourn the loss of the very thing which was making us suffer.

In another session, the receiver “was amazed at how much [he] could feel the energy”, saying “It was amazing…”. This was his first session with me, and I think often there is a special quality to these first sessions because everything is so new and the sense of human connectedness is so palpable. It also felt to me that during this healing the Divine was using my body-mind-heart to love and nurture this person. Whatever is needed is what happens for each session; I still find that incredible…

On a different note, I am afraid I am ending the 4 for 3 deal. I can no longer afford to offer this – apologies. This does not affect sessions which have already been booked on this basis. As a reminder, my usual fees are as follows:-

Vortex Healing® / Reiki / M-Energy Healing / Infinity Healing / Swedish Massage : £80 (at least 1 hour)

Indian Head Massage : £30 (at least 1/2 an hour)

Cancellation fee (in cases of less than 24 hrs notice) : £50

When you come for a session, please press the bell several times as it is a bit temperamental. Enjoy your weekend,

Love,

xDaisy

www.daisynokes.com

Feb 15

Waking Up Out Of Prison

Hello,

This week I have been considering that healing and awakening are not about getting rid of anything. This may sound obvious, but there is often a hidden agenda in human beings that wants to get rid of what we don’t like, whatever that may be, particularly our feelings and thoughts.

But how can we be what we really are, if we cannot be all of it? Next time something comes up for you that you don’t like and your reflex is to ignore it, avoid it, transcend it or even be with it (but with the secret intention of getting rid of it), try simply allowing it to be here. I would be delighted to hear what happens.

Ric (founder of Vortex Healing) has written to us with an interesting tip on healing IBS and a host of other conditions. Here is his idea:-

“I just read that a study showed that 87% of IBS patients had anti-bodies in their blood that were attacking neurons in the gut (the gut brain). The idea is that these neurons of the gut brain regulate the gut, so if they are being stressed by the immune system, symptoms will develop. Most often, though, when the immune system is attacking the body, it is because there is a virus there.”

I can release this virus with the level of Vortex Healing I am working with (this is also true for conditions other than IBS), so let me know if I can help you in this way. You may remember me writing to you a couple of weeks ago about gut brain and brain identities. Ric has discovered several others, the most interesting of which is an incarnational identity for each of our core issues. In other words, a deeply held identity in the very ‘vehicle’ in which we travel from lifetime to lifetime. After releasing an incarnational ID for one of you via Skype this week, this is what the receiver had to say:

“I wanted to cry with joy at the space…it was like waking up from a prison I didn’t even know I was in. It’s like I was in prison and didn’t even know it and then someone opens the door and it’s like, “Fuck!”. To know that I’m free of that place just feels like liberation and joy and it’s very emotional….it’s great. Massive freedom…and I’m feeling a very physical release of tension. It’s a palpable drop of tension.”

I hope you have a wonderful weekend, Love, xDaisy

Feb 8

Exciting dates for your diary!

Hello,

A quick review today, as I have been asked to run a stall for Amma at the Mind Body Spirit fair in Colchester. There are some exciting spiritual dates for your diary, which I wanted to make you aware of. Marlies Cocheret is coming to London. She is a teacher from Adyashanti and I have thoroughly enjoyed time with her. She is coming in April and here is the link:-

http://www.marliescocheret.com/calendar-events.html

There is also an event with Mooji coming up in London, in March. This will sell out quickly, so do check this link asap:-

http://www.mooji.org/schedule.html

For those of you who have done some Vortex classes, I would like to remind you about meditating with the energy. I use Presence as a meditation often and find it gorgeous…It’s like falling and falling and falling deeper into..well..presence (for want of a better word!). You can use any Vortex energy as a meditation. Simply just sit for a few moments, and then channel an energy with the intention to meditate in it. It’s great for when you only have 10 minutes or so free.

I hope this email finds you well, and diving into yourSelf more and more each day…

Lots of Love,

xDaisy

Jan 25

Healing for Us All

Hello,

First of all, here is something to brighten up your week:-

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CHQNx3jKXvU

Yesterday, I did some healing on myself – the first proper one for 2 and a 1/4 years! It feels sooo good… Finally, I made time to heal the healer 🙂 Releasing a core issue using the Merlin’s Grace protocol works wonders, so if you haven’t tried this yet, please do – you know where I am.

I also want to express how much I enjoy working with you, what a pleasure it is to see you unfolding from the grasp of the past and into this now moment, free and unbound.

I hope you enjoyed the snow, that silence…

Love,

xDaisy

Jan 18

Gut Feeling

Hello,

How are you? I am well and feeling a yummy kind of happiness from having taken care of a new-born baby and her Mum in UCH today. My friend had a c-section last night. So, that’s my world today.

To continue from last week, as well as the brain identities for major issues, there are also gut-brain identities. The gut brain (ENS – enteric nervous system) is now recognised by doctors as being its own brain, which will even function when the central nerve between it and the normal brain is cut. Exciting stuff 🙂 We carry a lot of suppressed material there, so I am now releasing this too. Here is what one of you reported after a session involving the release of a normal brain identity:-

“I haven’t done any catch up yet, because I keep blissing out all the time. I don’t know what you’ve done to me, but I’m very very grateful :-).”

He also reported having NO THOUGHTS that evening when he got home.

I want to share with you part of my diary from Amma’s ashram, to give you a feel of my own transformation and the shifts that tend to take place around this living avatar:-

“I did the 108 names, slept and did healing on my chest [I had a chest infection], and then did the 300 names. My intention was to release and let go of the tendency towards negative thinking. Afterwards I meditated spontaneously. I found myself feeling a sense of death and ending – something which I have felt numerous times.

This time, instead of moving away (and also while letting go of the panic at this), I went towards the feeling. I told myself to follow this river of truth within, wherever it may want to take me; to flow downstream with the river and let it take me. I felt the sense of this death/ending more deeply for quite some time. But then I went through it, like a dropping that was beyond my control, and eventually came out the other side. Then I felt a sensation like a sun rising. It started to shine from deep within and rise into the place where that death had been. It was like the experience I had in Sensing class recently, and the process was similar too, only this time it feels like it has gone even deeper.”

Thank you for indulging me! I hope you are well and wrapping up warmly in the snow,

Lots of love,

xDaisy

Jan 11

Amma, New Healing Tools and More :-)

Hello, hello, hello 🙂

I am back from seeing Amma

in India with renewed vigour

and love for awakening, work and

learning. And actually just having

fun: that part is embodied

in Amma’s laugh, which

seems to resound through the ashram.

Amma is always laughing:

there’s a lot to be seen just in that.

I don’t have the words to express

the depth of my experience

there yet, but they will come.

Suffice to say, stillness is here.

There are a few new and wonderful

things which can be done

with Vortex Healing and I wanted

to let you know about them.

There is a great way to transform

your meridians and ‘voridians’

(yes, it’s a Ric-ism) and bring life

back to your sleepier organs,

using Merlin’s Grace. This

helped me get over a chest

infection, for example, whilst in India.

Transforming the cellular

consciousness of the brain

has also become more important,

as has the new step of releasing

identities in the brain which

are based only on issues (5-10 mins).

This will help the whole system to

recognise that it is not that issue.

Also, for anyone with Lyme or Herpes

(or possibly other stubborn pathogens),

I can now channel the ‘anti-Lyme

transmission into any Lyme in the system’

(or whichever pathogen it is) – 40 mins max.

This replaces the burning out of the

infection in the clearing-infections protocol.

Nice to have some deeper tools for these

difficult kinds of infections.

And finally, how much are your chakras

receiving from life and how

much are they expressing? If you have the

feeling that you are blocked

somewhere, in the solar plexus

for example, it may be because

the chakra is not balanced

in it’s giving and receiving. Dealing

with this can also reveal the deeper

issue around receiving, or perhaps

hesitancy in getting your hands dirty,

which in turn can really change your life.

Ask me more about this if it resonates.

I have a few spaces left this

weekend, which I would love to fill

with giving healing to you – so do

get in touch on 07931 536 700.

Love and much more Love 🙂

xDaisy

Dec 15

Thank You…and Au Revoir

Hello 🙂

Last night I went to see a

teacher called Pamela

Wilson at a gathering

about awakening. It has

left me with such a tender

sense of silence…I am so grateful.

Here is her website

if anyone is interested:-

http://www.pamelasatsang.com/

Although I am excited to be

spending time with Amma

in India, being and doing

what I love most, I must say that in

writing this email I feel

sad and I will miss you all!

Thank you for coming to

me and sharing your heart.

I consider it an honour and a privilege

to be a person whom you permit

to receive you as you are.

I hope you have a wonderful

Christmas and New Year.

See you after the 9th Jan,

Great Love,

xDaisy

ps Sorry it’s late again!

Dec 8

A Belief is the Magic Dust We Add to A Position

Hello 🙂

Beliefs are generally

thought of as a mental thing,

but they are so much more than that

– infiltrating the whole system, the

heart, even the physical tissue.

You literally live and breathe

what you believe.

This week, I was able to witness

the power of releasing such a

belief during a session with

one of you.

The belief was “I’m not safe”

and I have found this tends to

get created in reaction to

abuse of any kind. As I began

to intend for this belief to clear,

my client began to breathe

very quickly and shallowly.

Then she started to shake right through

to her core. She cried and

allowed herself to really let go.

This was not a dramatised

process, rather a healthy giving

up of a deeply held position.

You could say, she was ready.

Do let me know your thoughts on this

and any questions you may have

about releasing beliefs or anything else.

I am here until next Monday

and then after the 9th Jan,

Love,

xDaisy

ps Sorry it’s late!

Nov 30

Integration for the Nation :-)

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I am well – very well in

fact, after attending Anthony

Gorman’s Sensing class

(Vortex Healing)

on Wednesday. More about

that later.

I have an offer on at the moment:-

Only £40 for a session of

Energising and Integration.

This is because many of you

are not getting enough of

either of these and I would

like to make sure you do.

I want to talk about some of

the wonderful experiences

I have shared with some of you

this week.

One person came in with

some deep emotional

conditioning which I attended

to. Interestingly, the effect of doing

that is not what may have been expected.

Here is her feedback:-

“Thanks for a great session. As usual

the day after my creativity peaks.

Got in 3200 words this morning! Feel great”

So, it goes to show that it

really is worth unblocking those

deep places of emotionality –

you never know what might

spring up in their place.

Another person I have not had

the chance to work on recently,

but did so some time ago,

contacted me. She asked me

to work on her family and when

I thanked her for the recommendation

she had this to say:-

“I have felt what you do and I have

a lot of faith in your abilities so it

was really a no brainer 🙂

You were the only one who ever

came into my life and helped to

the degree that you have and for

that I will always be grateful.

So I will continue to recommend you

to everyone I meet who needs help.

Thank you!”

********

The Sensing class was amazing…

I have taken this class about

4 times, and it has always been

taught in a unique way and

also had a unique effect.

You can take this class after the

2nd level of Vortex Healing –

Magical Structures.

This time it went very deep for me.

I was ready to stop moving away from

a central fixated drama which

had been going on for over 2 years

and had also spawned many

mini-dramas. I’m not sure I’m ready to

publicly declare what they were,

but feel free to ask me privately.

As I sat, I realised I had always

moved away from what I was feeling,

either by analysing, dramatising,

or by hiding in awakeness.

When I faced it, not aggressively,

but just because I actually

wanted to know the truth about it,

the truth revealed itself to me.

And it went on revealing.

Everything I wanted to know

at that point in time, I knew.

It was like a deep falling

or you could say, dissolving.

What dissolved was what I

had thought before was truth,

and what remained was

was something completely

different to that. I could never

have imagined what real truth

is……….a love that

permeates all that is, a peace that

can never be touched.

Of course, I had touched that

before – you have touched that

before, I have no doubt about that.

But when I was willing to stop

moving away from what was

painful, then and only then

could it really open itself up and shine.

A reminder that I am going to

India to be with Amma on the

17th Dec to the 9th Jan,

so please do book if you

would like to come in, or to

arrange distant sessions

while I am away.

Lots of love to you,

xDaisy

Nov 23

A Little Help From Your Friends

Hello 🙂

This week I want to talk about

the importance of reaching

out when you need support,

to a friend who really understands

what you are going through.

I did just that this week

and feel so much gratitude and

relief. We all like to pretend that

our lives are better than they

are because we are afraid

of our own vulnerability.

But putting on a front is untrue;

besides which, it is has life span.

Your willingness to be vulnerable

IS your strength.

As one of you remarked this

week, “Everything is the

opposite way round”.

So, if you have been thinking

of reaching out but holding back,

do it now.

Remember that seeking what you

need is a necessary part of

where you are sometimes;

even if you find out in the end

that what you need is nowhere

outside you – that wholeness

in the truest sense of the word,

that eternal harmony.

Another part of this is that

often you need to first of

all see that it is you, and only you,

who is creating your situation.

Usually that bit needs

to dawn by itself, but sometimes

it can be prompted by said friend,

or another kind of

supportive connection.

I hope this email finds you

and touches something that

wants to come alive within.

It has permission!

Love,

xDaisy

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