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May 20

“You’re not a drop in the ocean, you’re the ocean in a drop” ~ Ric Weinman

Hello 🙂

How are you doing? 🙂 

I am great 🙂 The Accessing Manifesting Intention class in Virginia Beach was incredible… 

First off though, I would like to remind you that there is a Foundational class in Vortex Healing® with Anthony coming up extremely soon: 26th – 30th May. If you would like to take this wonderful class for the first time, or repeat it, please book here :-

https://www.anthonygorman.org/

This was the third time I had taken Accessing Manifesting Intention and the amazing thing was, it was three times as good! It makes more sense to me now, why Amma would have guided me away from Amritapuri in April, as otherwise I would not have been able to take this class. It feels quite weird to try to describe the class and its impact, because I am so much within the wonder and integration of it all. I feel majorly shifted from the ‘person’ I was before I went. In fact, at the airport in Norfolk on our way back, my classmates and I were saying how strange it felt to be back ‘in the world’, out of that bubble in Virginia Beach and how all of us no longer felt like who we were, standing there. It is like being born, fresh, like a new ‘person’ is standing where I used to be. 

I want to share some of the wisdom I gained from the class itself, mostly through Ric’s comments or his interactions with fellow classmates. There were 145 people in the class, so there was a lot to learn 🙂 My hope is that, what I write helps direct some of your own self-healing / evolution or provides you with ideas for your next session with me. 

What is Accessing Manifesting Intention (MI)? Essentially, it’s all about a way of channelling the manifesting of Divine – not egoic – Intention. In this class, we receive a structure / gateway in the heart & spine, which becomes a kind-of concentrated access point to Divine Intention – like a bridge for Divine Intention. This is what is meant by ‘Accessing’ such Intention, for use in session or in other ways, and channelling it. Plus, during this particular class, MI got upgraded 🙂 (When you hear the term ‘MI’ in Vortex circles, it’s the abbreviation of ‘Accessing Manifesting Intention’) 

Many people are interested in one of the hottest things in Vortex, which is Karma Day 🙂 We had a Karma Day as part of this class and my classmates and I believe this is number 4 or 5, so far. This movement is designed to release Karma of Events, which is a particularly deep type of Karma and incredibly difficult to release. We cannot release this on our own, even with our Vortex tools. It can only be released by Divine Grace, which is how Merlin is doing it with us in these classes. Simply put, Karma of Events is : what goes out, comes back – like a boomerang. This type of Karma comes back to us either as, 1) an event (let’s say a car crash, for example), 2) glue (which holds our conditioning in place) or 3) both of these. Let’s say you killed somebody in one lifetime. That doesn’t necessarily mean you will be killed in another lifetime : you may end up as a medic working on a battle-field in another lifetime, for example. 

Karma is always between us and the Divine. We don’t need to ‘work out our karma’ with another person, as is sometimes thought. 

We talked a little about diet in the first few days of class. I know this subject has become like politics or the pandemic – don’t go there, LOL! Amma recommends vegetarianism for everyone, whilst Ric generally recommends a diet containing fish for 70% of people, adding chicken and / or meat to that for the other 30%. As a bit of background, I spent 2 & 1/2 years of my adult life vegetarian, 6 months vegan and the rest in a normal healthy-ish diet (ie, no dramatic fasts or cleanses etc.). Here is some new information from class, which resonated with me in my own experience and from observing others, which might help colour the landscape. Ric was explaining that, in red meat there is kidney Yang (masculine energy), which can be very needed by some people for nourishing their kidneys / kidney energy. Or even needed by most people occasionally. A purely Yin (feminine energy) diet is not very healthy in reality, but it would be attractive to people who want to get very out-of-body and stay there. In addition, Ric has noticed that vegetarianism tends to weaken the adrenals, forcing the body to rely too much on the nervous system. The strain of that can end up in the joints, eventually leading to arthritis. So with something like arthritis (or with anything else for that matter), we can see that things have built up over time; it’s not that something ‘just happens’ to the body one day. It’s usually a build-up over years and years, which eventually culminates in physical symptoms, conditions or diseases. 

With allergies, the system has an Immune reaction, whereas with sensitivities / intolerances a different aspect of the system is engaged. For example, the liver doesn’t like something and so it is the liver which reacts.

A fascinating insight which Ric shared is that brain fog often comes from Lung congestion. This might be particularly of interest to people who have had Covid badly or Long Covid. A lot of that fogginess in the brain is in fact coming from the Lungs / Lung energy. 

Why do cults exist? Many of us are interested in cults, so I thought I would share this information from Ric, about why people get into cults and even stay in them. People who are still deep in separation are searching for connection. They’re looking for a place emotionally which they can call home, but they don’t find it in the ‘world’ – so they find it in a cult. Further down the line, even if they don’t want to be there anymore because of abuses, scandals etc., their conditioning (like neediness, for example) tends to keep them in the cult.

Ric thinks of all astrology as a type of environmental influence. For example, if you are supposed to get ill during a particular astrological phase, it means that the environment for illness is there. But you won’t necessarily actually get ill. The freer / more awake one gets, the less one is subject to astrological influences. Divinity rules astrology 🙂  

Here is the link to book sessions. Please keep checking availability, as spaces can shift around, so what you wanted becomes available again :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

I plan to re-start the Groups with the next newsletter. Following negotiations and contemplations, for in-person sessions I have decided to use a room here, where I am currently living. I need to (physically) clear that room out first though. This should be a very convenient destination for everyone 🙂 

‘The Amma Diaries’ will begin with the next newsletter. For now, I would like to leave you with this, which inspired many of us at Pamela Wilson’s recent satsang in Hampstead, London. If you would like to join these, simply Google her name to get details. 

“The best satsang for the body is touch” ~ Pamela Wilson

Love,

xDaisy

Apr 25

Spontaneous Divinity 

Hello 🙂

I hope this newsletter finds you well 🙂 

Today’s update will begin to express more about my time with Amma and detail a couple of musings on the upcoming in-person class in Virginia Beach.

There I was, on the plane to India, hungover from over-indulgence with family over Christmas, feeling completely unprepared for Amma. But, as my friend once said when I was deliberating over a sudden trip to see Amma in Paris one year, “Daisy, you’ll never be ready for Her.” Those words are so very true… The ego in us can never be ready for Divinity, can never have all its ducks in a line, can never feel ‘aligned’ enough. Divinity hits us anyway – totally regardless of any such conditions, so beautifully, right in the places and the ways which are unpredictable and surprising. From Divinity’s point of view, it could be said that everything is always a surprise party 🙂 

As the plane began its descent into Trivandrum, an Adyashanti satsang appeared on random through my headphones. It was one of my favourite golden oldies from him, entitled ‘The Territory of Freedom’. It deals with the awakening movement from the personal to the impersonal. I don’t remember what he said now, but suddenly an intuition landed in me that I must go straight to the ashram from the airport. That was not my plan – no way! I wanted to chill out in Varkala, the nearby beach town, de-frag from the world, from work and from Christmas antics, and then go to Amma after a few days. Deep down, I felt that something deeper inside me was telling me to abandon this agenda. Don’t we often sense things that we don’t want to sense? Have you ever known something you didn’t want to know, and then ignored it..? I have – many, many times. And, every single one of those times, upon reflection years later – the result was suffering (either in the moment, soon afterwards, or years afterwards). This is the gritty version of what I believe Amma means when She says “All desires lead to suffering.” People get hung up on the ‘desires’ part – what that means etc. etc. – but it’s not about that. The significant part of the statement is the suffering part. All that is really meant by desires is the motion of ego, versus the motion of what is beyond ego.

I felt that if I went with this spontaneous intuition, it could mark the beginning of a sea-change. Perhaps a new beginning altogether – of whole new life of dedication to Truth at the deepest level possible: to following that inner seeing, rather than continuing to secretly trust my conditioning (or somebody else’s). It is also important to add here that, in my experience, even another very wise person’s genuine intuition about your life is never equal to your own. Nothing can replace it. This is maybe the most important thing I could ever write to you. 

The plane landed and I got out, to be hit by the wall of heat, smells and noise of India… I was alone, slightly terrified and had no plan or transport. Nevertheless, I was headed into the jungle of rural India to meet Kali – lol! I laughed at my predicament. Then, unnecessary though it was, I sat with the decision for a bit. As soon as I stepped into the natural dynamism of truth moving through me, and followed it – everything from that moment until this one right now, has been flowing like a Divine river. Not always easy in every moment, but I was never into awakening for easy anyway. Ever since that embodied commitment, everything has flowed like this.

I arrived in the ashram and was asked to sign in. As I took up the pen in front of me, I saw on the list above the space to sign my name, “Thornton, Thornton, Thornton” – the surname of three of my closest Amma friends. What are the chances of that in an ashram of thousands..? I couldn’t believe it… There had been no plan to meet, plus I didn’t know they were arriving at the same time I was. I took it as confirmation of the decision I had taken at the airport. I was then given the best room I have ever had in Amritapuri 🙂 As I put my bags down and lay on the bed in deep relief, I fell into Bliss… This ended up continuing constantly for two and a half weeks. At some moment I realised that, when we need a certain medicine at a certain time, Amma knows and She administers it. For this doctor, you don’t need a phonecall, an appointment, nor a prescription. When the disciple is ready, the Guru appears.

I would like to address a question I sometimes get, about why I repeat some of the Vortex classes or why I continue to take new classes – given all the shifts which have already happened. For me, the first reason is intuition – that is how I ‘choose’ which class to take. But a very important second is, to receive an upgrade to my system which deeply supports the awakening embodiment evolution and which enables me to offer more of myself and of real transformation in the sessions with you. Every class I take seems to release my system more, creating more space in which Divinity can shine in and through this human form. Additionally, I absolutely love the experience of being in community – especially in-person – plus the value and fortune of education.

Here is the link to book sessions. Please keep checking availability, as spaces can shift around, so what you wanted becomes available again :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

There is no movement as yet on the Groups, but I am feeling it out. I am still waiting to hear back from the venue I have in mind for in-person sessions. 

I would like to leave you with these inspiring words from Amma :-

“Life is like a bicycle ride: one must keep moving forward in order to avoid falling down”

Love,

xDaisy

Apr 19

Session schedule available :-) 

Hello 🙂

How are you? 

I am great and yes – I am back in London 🙂  

In simple terms, being with Amma in-person for three and a half months (the longest single stretch I have ever spent with Her) was a huge reset. I have so much to say about that…… One thing I realised within being reset is, any question I have, Amma will answer at the right time.  

On to practical matters: firstly, my sincere apologies for all the tech and connectivity problems in India. You did so well to tolerate – thank you for your patience.

The schedule for Private Sessions has now opened up again. Here is the link to book. Please keep checking availability, as spaces can shift around, so what you wanted becomes available again :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

I am currently waiting to hear back from a venue I have in mind for in-person sessions. Regarding Groups, please bear with me as I have only just integrated my return from Amma’s form / living in Amritapuri.

I will begin telling the stories of my adventures with Amma in the next newsletter. For now, I leave you with these searing words from a bhajan I love to sing with Her :-

“Chidananda rupah

Sivoham! Sivoham!”

I am pure awareness-bliss

I am Shiva! I am Shiva!

And :-

“When we surrender to a True Master, we surrender to the entire Creation” ~ Amma

Love,

xDaisy

Mar 11

Ammazing!

Hello 🙂

How are you? 

It is so ammazing here… I simply don’t have words to describe… As someone once said in a documentary, Amma is an experience. 

I am sorry that I haven’t written for a while. Ashram life is completely absorbing on every imaginable level. I have decided not to offer Groups while here in Amritapuri. The Groups will resume once I return.

I am available for Private Sessions once per day on Zoom in the usual way, but for 7 days per week. Sessions will be at 2 30pm IST (9am GMT). As a reminder, I am returning to London on the 12th April and will adjust my availability accordingly after that. 

Here is the link to book Private Sessions. Please keep checking availability, as spaces sometimes shift around, and what you want becomes available :-

As a reminder, I have limited access to tech due to being in rural India, but the most effective methods for contacting me are: WhatsApp and Telegram. Please bear with me – thank you 🙂 

I heard these beautiful words from Shirdi Sai Baba – who was probably the most well-known avatar in India, whom even non-spiritually inclined Indians acknowledge to this day – and thought how easily they could also have been said by Amma herself :-

“I give people what they want, in the hope they’ll want what I have to give” ~ Shirdi Sai Baba

Love,

xDaisy

Feb 8

In Wild Heaven 

Hello 🙂

How are you? 

I am great 🙂 Being here with a direct physical incarnation of Divinity, living in harmony with nature,  people and animals and having an awakening focus to everything each day, feels like wild heaven… In fact, I heard a wonderful song of similar name on the plane jukebox flying here: R.E.M’s ‘Near Wild Heaven’. 

It occurs to me that the more we willingly relinquish in favour of Truth, Reality, unconditioned Love – the happier we are. Or at least, the happier we end up: it can involve a process, sometimes a rather long one – lol! I believe this is also why Amma recommends seva (selfless service) as the primary awakening practice for all her devotees. In the deepest place within, it quite simply makes a human being happiest to serve without personal gain. 

My friends and I have been sharing that it is actually difficult to do paid work here at the ashram, because one feels as if going against a great tide…as if, in the very air and atmosphere of Amritapuri, this dharma is flowing.  

As such, I have settled on a new schedule for Private Sessions while I am here with Amma. I have not yet settled on the same for the Groups, I am still feeling into that and patiently awaiting intuition. Therefore, for now I have cancelled all existing Group Healings, so please note this. 

I will be available for one Private Session per day on Zoom in the usual way, but for 7 days per week. Sessions will be at 2 30pm IST (9am GMT) each day. This begins on the 17th February. As a  reminder, I am returning to London on the 12th April and will adjust my availability accordingly at that time. Apologies if any of this is an inconvenience you. 

Here is the link to book Private Sessions (NB any which have been previously booked will not be affected and will go ahead) :-

I would like to share a couple of short points, from things I have learned by listening to the satsangs and my experiences here. 

One aspect of compassion is viewing all experiences which come to us – the good, the bad and the ugly – as gifts from God. When this attitude becomes true and real, the mind immediately becomes tranquil. 

Something crucial I find about Darshan with Amma, in particular when asking a question, is that – whatever I bring – Amma consistently responds with such a relaxed feeling and way about Her. It makes me feel that, if Amma is so relaxed about this, perhaps I can relax about it too. That is one of the greatest gifts Amma has given me over the course of my lifetime (and possibly many lifetimes – who knows?). 

One devotee shared a very beautiful thing which Amma once said : “At the end of our days on this earth, after all our successes and failures, the measure of our life will be how much we have loved” ~ Amma  

Love,

xDaisy

Feb 4

Update :-) :-) :-) 

Hello once again from Amma’s ashram 🙂

How are you? 

I am sorry it has taken this long to get back to you: I have been completely locked out of my Yahoo email account, due to a tricky tech problem. However, due to the power of Grace, the 1000 Names and a very willing Sevite here in the ashram, the seemingly impossible was made possible 🙂 

I am returning to London on the 12th April, hoping then to be able to give in-person sessions. This is a dream of mine 🙂 Another is an in-person retreat in Portugal in October with Chetana Thornton 🙂 So I will keep you updated and send invites as that unfolds. 

From soon-ish (and that’s a big ‘ish’, as everything in India seems to take about half a day to accomplish – lol!) until mid-April, I will make sessions available via Zoom as usual. There will be more limited availability. However, I plan to give a session each day – meaning to include the weekend. This will be very good news for some of you 🙂 I will write again once I have sorted the tech aspects of the changes and etc.: I am looking forward to being with you again 🙂 

I would like to leave you with just a few insights from my time here in Amritapuri – briefly, as I am cooked! A combination of an incredible Darshan with Amma last night, intense seva (selfless service), deep sadhana (spiritual practices) and lack of sleep. I feel it’s a thrillingly relentless schedule of Divinity in Amma’s physical presence. Definitely for those born to be wild 🙂 Actually, Amma apparently once said that while the Guru lives, their organisation is like a jungle; when they die, it’s like an office. I am so happy and fulfilled to be in the jungle!

In her comments after the satsang given on the 29th January, Amma said, “The most effective way to eliminate the ego is to have a roommate with a bigger ego.” LOL! How true… She added, in a more general sense, that only by facing the challenges of life will we be able to transcend the ego. 

An early Amma devotee named Kusuma, witnessed Amma healing a man named Dattan of King Leprosy (I have seen the footage of this, in which Amma actually licks his sores with her tongue). She asked Amma how she could stand it – when every other person was moving away from Dattan..? Amma replied that the real miracle is that she (Kusuma) herself has the same power inside her, but she doesn’t know it.

Love is the answer,

xDaisy

Jan 24

Important Info, please read :-) 

Hello from Amma’s ashram in India 🙂 🙂 🙂 

How are you? I hope this email finds you well, happy and advancing on your unique path to god-realisation 🙂

This will be briefer than I would like, due to a time constraint, but here is a very important note:-

I have blocked Calendly right now and this means no booking at all for any Groups or individual sessions. This is because I am deciding this week whether to stay here with Amma and until when. If I do stay, it will impact timings etc. of all sessions. So please bear with me. I will go ahead with all sessions which are already booked, as long as it is possible and practical to do so – which I anticipate it will be:-)  

For now, I would like to leave you with this from Amma, regarding seva (selfless service) :-

“When we are ready to give more than we take, we can sever the bonds of karma through karma itself” ~ Amma

As with everything that Amma says, the simplicity of Her statement seems to disguise the profound depth and multiplicity of meaning / nuance contained within it. 

I’m looking forward to connecting with you again soon 🙂 Until then, if you have a question or a need, feel free to contact me using my usual number – via WhatsApp or Telegram only.

Love,

xDaisy

Dec 11

Free Online Group Healing : last one for a while!

Hello 🙂

If you would like to attend the next Free Online Group Healing, it is this Wed 14th Dec @ 1pm GMT. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

I have had to cancel the Group Healing on the 28th December. I am flying to India early the following morning, so it is unlikely I would have the proper attention / time. The Groups will resume upon my return from Amritapuri (please refer to the link above for dates). 

For Private Sessions here is the link. You will receive an email (or text if you request this when booking) with which you can rearrange or cancel up to 24hrs before the start time :- 

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

I am excited to share this with you, even though I have not yet finished watching it myself – yes, it is that good! If you have time for something the length of a feature film, do enjoy this in one go. Otherwise, perhaps take bites and digest them, as I am doing :-

While I am away with Amma, you may be wondering with whom you might have sessions..? If you just want to ask a brief question etc., feel free to message me on WhatsApp or Telegram. Please do bear in mind though, I will be in rural India, with no Wifi on the ashram itself. If you want sessions, here are the healers I recommend: Chetana Thornton, Claudia Ruckhert and Kalpana Alejandra Arias.

Looking forward to seeing you this Wednesday in the Group 🙂 It has begun to snow as I write this! 🙂 

Love,

xDaisy

Nov 26

Free Online Group Healing : this Wed 30th Nov

Hello 🙂

If you would like to attend the next Free Online Group Healing, it is this Wed 30th Nov @ 1pm GMT. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

Please note that you need to pre-book. You can also book as many Groups as you like in advance. 

For Private Sessions here is the link. You will receive an email (or text if you request this when booking) with which you can rearrange or cancel up to 24hrs before the start time :- 

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

I will be reunited – finally – with my Guru in person after 3 long years 🙂 I am going to India from the 29th Dec – 9th Feb. Please note, I will not be giving sessions or Groups during that period. Most of all though, I want to welcome you to meet / re-encounter Amma if you would like to. I would be happy to see you in Amritapuri 🙂 🙂 🙂 

I would like to draw your attention to a podcast series from a member of this community, Max Buchmann. Check out ‘Heart of a King’ on Apple podcasts (and etc.). In particular, I recommend episode 15 although all of them are excellent. I feel the need for men’s inner work as a strong calling from our world today and I love Max’s approach and the light he brings. I was messaging with him recently because I was thinking about the true masculine and true feminine. Max came up with a succinct description which really encapsulated it :-

True masculine = I am loving, grounded presence

True feminine = life (without the feminine there would be no life and she makes everything truly come alive), openness, expression, connection, flow

By the way, it dawned on me recently to explain something important. I used to think that we weren’t allowed to be friends with our clients – as in the world of psychotherapy, for example. But I wrote to Ric at some point and he said this is not the case. I apologise if I gave anyone the aforementioned impression; it was because I didn’t know. I was once told by a gifted psychic and healer (Chetana Thornton) that it is part of my dharma to create community. So I have been pondering ways to expand upon the Group Healings. Perhaps creating get-togethers in person for anyone who would like that. At the moment, my housing situation won’t support it, but when I get back from India it will be more plausible. It is so enriching to come together as sangha and be in the company of like-hearted souls 🙂 🙂 🙂 

I hope this email finds you well and enjoying your weekend 🙂

Love,

xDaisy 

Nov 15

Free Online Group Healing : tomorrow + EarthShift + Awakening to Divinity (pt. 3)

Hello 🙂

If you would like to attend the next Free Online Group Healing, it is tomorrow Wed 16th Nov @ 1pm GMT. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

Please note that you need to pre-book. You can also book as many Groups as you like in advance. 

For Private Sessions here is the link. You will receive an email (or text if you request this when booking) with which you can rearrange or cancel up to 24hrs before the start time :- 

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

As some of you know, this past weekend we gathered as a community in Vortex (around 583 of us) to facilitate the latest EarthShift 🙂 🙂 🙂 First, I’d like to offer a few experiences in this EarthShift, before explaining the technicalities of what we did. This one was much more intense and deep than the last one in April, and others I have spoken with also share this sense. The essence and presence of the Angels with us, to facilitate things, was particularly palpable this time too. At one point, I simply broke down in tears because of the sheer sense of Divinity which they bring to us here on earth. As one Angel entered my spine, I felt this Love…..hope……and the strong sense that everything will be ok – even more than that, that everything IS already ok, well and safe. It’s that point at which one sees very clearly this truth, Reality.

I like it when ‘bystanders’ make a passing comment about what is happening in the EarthShift. You just stand there and feel – YES! What I mean by this is that, in the middle of the EarthShift on Saturday night, I went out to a club to see my friend DJ, as he had put me on the guest-list. The atmosphere there was amazing…so light, free and chilled. Quite something when you consider it is a club in central London full of high-powered creatives in the commercial industries. A man I met said to me at one point, “I don’t know what it is, but everyone is so relaxed tonight.” I thought to myself, “I do!!” – LOL 🙂 🙂 🙂 I think verbally I probably said, “Yes”, or something like that. Yet I was struck with the profound sensation that he was picking up on what we had done (and were still doing) in the EarthShift. I also noticed a marked difference in my client sessions the day after we completed the Shift: an incredible Silence kept spontaneously arising within the sessions (especially with those who were actually in the class) and everything I cleared in the person went at such a rate! I would say at least twice as quickly as usual 🙂 

Here is what Ric Weinman wrote about this event beforehand: “I bumped up against something dark, and I tracked it to what seemed like some kind of consciousness program designed to resist the light. Further investigation showed me that a powerful interdimensional being (between the 7th & 8th dimension), had placed this consciousness program in all humans, and as a species we have carried this for some 80,000 years. More specifically, the program amplifies our identification with separateness, amplifies our sense of neediness and fear, and amplifies our negativity in general. All in all, it acts as a resistance to heart and to light.  

     These programs are not carried incarnationally; they need to be placed in babies after they are born. I have already wrapped this being in wizard thread so as to block its ability to continue to do this. But the programs already placed in all living humans are still active. The first day of the Earthshift will be focused on releasing those programs in all of humanity.  

     In tracking all this, I discovered that there were about 25 other, similar, interdimensional beings that in various different ways were supporting human negativity. With wizard thread, I have already neutralized their ability to continue to do so.  But one of them has also placed some kind of program into all human psyches. This program has more to do with creating distrust, which feeds isolation and conflict. The second day of the Earthshift will be focused on releasing this program. In addition, we will also create a protection field around humanity to prevent further implants of these kinds of programs from these kinds of beings.”

To continue with the final installment of the recent Awakening to Divinity class: there are 3 major phases to this aspect of awakening, sub-phases within those and then more sub-phases within those. Therefore, it is important to note that the total embodiment of Awakening to Divinity is probably a life’s work. This also gives a nod to the sheer depth of Ramana Maharshi’s evolution. In the embodiment process, what happens is that Divinity comes into awareness more and more and more…It takes over awareness gradually. 

Another interesting thing on the subject of Neediness (which is at the core of all human suffering), is that it doesn’t work to suppress or avoid it. In fact, the avoidance of Neediness often leads into addiction. Not only the obvious ones either, but even things like sports, “keeping busy” all the time, etc., because we just don’t want to feel that. The way through it, is to face it, get your awareness into it and clear it. 

The whole of creation is Divinity. It’s like Divinity writes this whole story, and then plays all the parts – using Method Acting. A terrible thing happening inside – or even in life – is Divinity pretending not to be Divinity. Versus the Divinity in the heart, which is Divinity not pretending, but simply being Itself. 

In Vortex Healing awakening classes, when we meditate / receive transmissions, it’s not that we are ‘trying to become One’. We already are One. The meditations are more like sign-posts saying, “This way.”

For those of you yet to visit Italy, I thought I would include this little entry from my diary in Sardinia, where I was taking this Awakening to Divinity class:-

“Italians always speak with their hands, as well as with their voice. You can tell what everyone means, even with a very basic grasp of the language. But it’s that warmth……that endless, effulgent feelingness which seems only to be waiting for a chance to burst forth. I’m not talking about in big things; it’s the small ways of humanness which make life here so pleasant, calming and inviting.”

Anything that we struggle with just becomes our struggle. And, in a nutshell, embodying awakeness / Divinity is the only true way through that. Mostly, this is because what we perceive as (and from) awakeness / Divinity, is perceived as what it really is.

For those of you who can get to Quinstel, check out the Grace Room. Wow…….. 

If anyone would like to meet or visit Amma, I am going to India from 29th Dec – 9th Feb 🙂 It would be lovely to see you there in Amritapuri, if you are feeling called 🙂 Please note that I will not be giving any sessions during those 6 weeks, but will be available via WhatsApp and Telegram. Although, the ashram has no Wifi so my availability for messaging will be limited. 

If none of this email resonated for you, let me leave you with this. One way of thinking about Divinity is that it is the face of Mystery…

Love,

xDaisy

Nov 1

Awakening to Divinity (pt. 2) + Free Online Group Healing : tomorrow 

Hello 🙂

As promised, I am sharing the next installment of goodies from the Awakening to Divinity class 🙂 First of all, what is meant by the term ‘Awakening to Divinity’? Ric explains that, in the general awakening process, awake space takes over personal consciousness. Then in Awakening to Divinity, Divinity takes over that awake space. It is when Divinity wakes up to Itself within a form. One great example of this is Ramana Maharshi: Ric believes that he was both awake and very deeply embodied in this phase, so he was living from Awakening to Divinity (since embodiment means living from our awakeness). If you gaze into a photo of Ramana, you can feel he is very very empty indeed……..and, as a result, there is all this genuine Love and compassion. 

As with all Vortex classes, it is often the rich learning which happens around the transmissions / meditations in the Q&As, which feels so precious. One particular discussion led to important information on the nature of will. I know this is a subject that many of you have asked me about before. Ric explained that what we experience as personal will, really comes from two different sources: 1) “I want this” “I want that” etc. and 2) from deep in the body – survival drive, sex drive, etc. The second is extremely strong, because of how powerfully we are identified with the body. In contrast, Divine Will and Divine Intention are really more like one singular ‘thing’, so-to-speak. The funny saying, “People make plans and God laughs” comes to mind, because what actually ends up manifesting depends entirely on Divine Will. 

If you would like to attend the next Free Online Group Healing, it is tomorrow Wed 2nd Nov @ 1pm GMT. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

Please note that you need to pre-book. You can also book as many Groups as you like in advance. 

For Private Sessions here is the link. You will receive an email (or text if you request this when booking) with which you can rearrange or cancel up to 24hrs before the start time :- 

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

Love,

xDaisy

Oct 28

Awakening to Divinity (pt. 1) + Free Online Group Healing : Wed 2/11/22

Hello 🙂

I am very excited to write to you all today 🙂 I have just returned from two weeks solo in Sardinia and the completion of my third Awakening to Divinity class (Vortex Healing) 🙂 🙂 🙂 I would dearly love to share some of the magic of the class with you and to do that in installments, beginning at the end first. I think it’s important to share the impact the class had on me first, before going into details about it. Here is my diary entry the day after class finished. It’s cool that this also happened to be the day before my Birthday 🙂

“26/10/22

I am eating lunch at the most beautiful restaurant with a view to match! It feels like Merlin is giving me a huge gift….. This view is truly breathtaking and the vibe, food, people – everything – in this restaurant is perfect….. To be immersed in such beauty….. My life is so amazing….. I’m so utterly fortunate. They say that fortune is ally to the brave, yet I don’t feel I did much to get here, or that I have been particularly courageous in my life. Just about the same as the next person. Perhaps we are all ordinary people.

I’m seeing that all I need to do is allow myself to be happy. Let it all in……… I don’t need to brace myself against life any longer. As I allow this brilliance to penetrate my soul, my heart, my being in its entirety, happiness floods me……… Happiness floods, gushing and leaping, gentle and caressing. Happiness is here, now, eternally. And there is such stillness………”

So, it is with great joy that I can say, I think I was wrong about there being no connection between happiness and awakening. I know I said this during the Q&A part of a recent Free Online Group Healing, and it was what I believed at the time. But now I realise, I just hadn’t gone far enough. Or, you could say, Divinity hadn’t yet destroyed enough of the ego for me to see the truth. Amma did give me a strong hint about all this, during Darshan in Switzerland in 2019. She turned and said to me, “You need to find happiness inside.”

Since then, I have heard it said that the Guru does not tell the truth: what they say to us becomes the truth. Yes……… Now I can see this. Another lovely thing is that, I imagine if was wrong about happiness, I was probably also wrong about the other point in that aforementioned Q&A in the Free Online Group Healing: that there is no connection between health and awakening. So it’s good news all round folks 🙂 🙂 🙂 

I will be writing the other installments about Awakening to Divinity periodically, until I feel I have conveyed as much of the dense wisdom and magic of this phenomenal class as I can.

If you would like to attend the next Free Online Group Healing, it is Wed 2nd Nov @ 1pm GMT. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

Please note that you need to pre-book. You can also book as many Groups as you like in advance. 

For Private Sessions here is the link. You will receive an email (or text if you request this when booking) with which you can rearrange or cancel up to 24hrs before the start time :- 

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

I would like to acknowledge the appointment of Rishi Sunak as Prime Minister of the United Kingdom. I don’t know what this implies for the future of the world… On a personal note though, I feel safer in the hands of a person of colour – who is also Hindu – than in those of the other contenders. Either way, I feel it’s important to give a nod to the great change which has happened recently (and perhaps rather dramatically) here in London. 

On a closing note, I wanted to share another interesting little thing about the class. Upon my arrival in Sardinia, the very first thing I saw was the word ‘Freedom’ in bright letters on the Givenchy t-shirt of the passenger in front and to the right of me, as we began disembarking the plane. Then later, upon my return to London, the very first thing I saw was the word ‘Surrender’ – again on the t-shirt of a fellow passenger – who was also in exactly the same position as the other one had been in the plane 🙂 

Love,

xDaisy

Oct 4

Free Online Group Healing : tomorrow 5/10/22

Hello 🙂

If you would like to attend the next Free Online Group Healing, it is tomorrow 5th October @ 1pm BST. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

Please note that you need to pre-book. You can also book as many Groups as you like in advance. 

“When the body becomes still, the mind follows” ~ Suzuki Roshi

I learned this during a Sunday community meditation practice with Mukti. For those of you who don’t know her, she is Adyashanti’s wife, both a teacher in her own right and the leader of Open Gate Sangha since Adya’s sabbatical. It was one of those moments when the words just went right through me……..and landed inside. I recognised something which had been taught to me so many times before, but which I was not then ready to actually hear. Can any of you meditators relate to this..? I think I will just leave it at that (instead of adding more words or ideas) in order to leave space for contemplation of that statement by the renowned Zen master. If you would like to attend the meditation sessions, please email me for details. 

Here is an interview with the Dalai Lama, in which he weaves a lovely talk based on his appreciation of the Quantum physicist David Bohm. I love the way in which he points his finger when he speaks. That, combined with a wisdom he just radiates, reminds me of my late great uncle, Brendan O’Toole, who died very recently in his late 90s. Brendan would use his hands in the same manner during our wonderings together, which were often based around Christ in ordinary life. Brendan was one of only a tiny handful of people in my family who were on a conscious awakening path, and our connection was very tender and meaningful to me. I hope you enjoy the interview 🙂

I also thought to let you know that I have moved home. Mostly, it was intuition. In addition, there was a kind of (new) dark energy coming into my bedroom from neighbours on one side of the house, which was impacting my body, dreams and sleep every night. I am now at my Mum’s house and I plan to move to east London in the New Year. From there, I will be able to meet up with most of my friends and other family members more easily.

For Private Sessions here is the link. You will receive an email (or text if you request this when booking) with which you can rearrange or cancel up to 24hrs before the start time :- 

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

There is a remaining opportunity to take the Foundational training in Vortex Healing very soon, but you will need to book this asap. Here are a few details from Anthony Gorman :-

Foundational Training: 27-31st October

https://anthonygorman.org/Foundational.html

…region 4, and anyone in region X can also join as a first-timer: https://www.vortexhealing.org/Policy-BookingVirtualWorkshops.pdf

…a few spots for repeaters…….if you feel drawn to join, you can book directly on https://www.anthonygorman.org/AdvancedTrainings.html

‘Yantra Fridays’ with Anthony are back on 🙂 These are free and they are seva (selfless service) for the earth and humanity. Anyone who has completed the Foundational training (or above) can participate. Please contact me if you would like to do this and do not have the details to join. 

Did you know that you can see Amma live online every day? What a wonder…we are so blessed and graced to have the chance to be with a living Divine incarnation – a pure and direct embodiment of Divinity in human form – so regularly and easily 🙂 🙂 🙂 It is the first time in the history of the world that this is the case. Ever since the original pandemic lock-down, Amma has been providing this spiritual lifeline to all those who have met Her in-person or who have done seva for Embracing The World. If you are already watching – fab (and hopefully this is also a reminder) – but if you qualify and don’t yet have access, please write to me and I will explain how. Amma is currently back in the ashram in India (Amritapuri) and you are free to visit 🙂 

Love,

xDaisy

Sep 17

Free Online Group Healing : 21/9/22

Hello 🙂

If you would like to attend the next Free Online Group Healing, it is this Wednesday 21st September @ 1pm BST. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

Please note that you need to pre-book. You can also book as many Groups as you like in advance. 

For Private Sessions here is the link. You will receive an email (or text if you request this when booking) with which you can rearrange or cancel up to 24hrs before the start time :- 

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

Following the previous Group Healing, I received a deeply touching email from one of you, along with other messages and emails about your experiences. These are always gratefully received, so thank you 🙂 I am including parts of the aforementioned email anonymously:-

“I had my first mini-bhakti today, most likely because of your group healing. I loved the story of Amma, then the healing itself in which I felt things, then your email about weeping and crying out to Divinity…so this afternoon, during a transmission in which I felt that the Merlin-mantra was only coming out of my mind, I somehow could surrender and open up, give in to a longing for connection with Merlin/Divinity, and I was in tears, and ‘held’, seen. ’Twas a small wonder, and all because I attended your group healing…”

I want to acknowledge the death of the Queen, the appointment of King Charles III and the appointment of Prime Minister Liz Truss. Quite an epic rollercoaster for the UK / Britain, in the space of only a few days!! Whatever your view may be, it is a significant loss and one which has been felt in some way by everyone, particularly in London. I like this endearing video, which discusses some of the higher and deeper impacts :-

There is a remaining opportunity to take the Foundational training in Vortex Healing very soon, but you will need to book this asap. Here are a few details from Anthony Gorman :-

Foundational Training: 27-31st October

https://anthonygorman.org/Foundational.html

…region 4, and anyone in region X can also join as a first-timer: https://www.vortexhealing.org/Policy-BookingVirtualWorkshops.pdf

…a few spots for repeaters…….if you feel drawn to join, you can book directly on https://www.anthonygorman.org/AdvancedTrainings.html

‘Yantra Fridays’ with Anthony are back on 🙂 These are free and they are seva (selfless service) for the earth and humanity. Anyone who has completed the Foundational training (or above) can participate. Please contact me if you would like to do this and do not have the details to join. These sessions are very powerful indeed: yesterday, I participated and a friend of 20 years spontaneously called me straight afterwards, who had also been there. We could barely communicate at first, because we were so blasted by the intensity of the energetic from the Divine Doors. We were just laughing so hard! Unbeknownst to us during the Yantra, our brains had been reconfigured in some way – perhaps an upgrade – which I am still feeling today. It’s like a kind of bliss and harmonisation. 

Are you interested in learning a meditation technique directly from Amma’s mind? The IAM (Integrated Amrita Meditation) Technique came about in 2004 (if I remember correctly). Apparently, Amma went for a walk around Amritapuri ashram in the wee hours of the morning, when no-one was about, and the steps came to Her one-by-one in a vision while gazing at the sea. I first learned it that same year, at the San Ramon ashram. I found it tremendously helpful each morning during my brief affair with Advertising. When in the office, I felt I had a shield of protection around every part of me and a direct link to Divinity. Further down the line, I experienced samadhi for a few seconds during one part of the practice. Incredible… If you would like to investigate online options with this technique, please write to me and I will forward you the information you need to learn it anew, or to refresh your old practice. 

Did you know that you can see Amma live online every day? What a wonder…we are so blessed and graced to have the chance to be with a living Divine incarnation – a pure and direct embodiment of Divinity in human form – so regularly and easily 🙂 🙂 🙂 It is the first time in the history of the world that this is the case. Ever since the original pandemic lock-down, Amma has been providing this spiritual lifeline to all those who have met Her in-person or who have done seva for Embracing The World. If you are already watching – fab (and hopefully this is also a reminder) – but if you qualify and don’t yet have access, please write to me and I will explain how. Amma is currently back in the ashram in India (Amritapuri), following the inauguration of the Faridabad hospital in Delhi. You are free to visit 🙂 

Love,

xDaisy

Sep 7

Holiday: 10th – 16th September

Hello 🙂

I hope you enjoyed the Group today 🙂 I felt so inspired by the subject of ‘What is devotion?’ and moved by the whole Group that I dove into Amma’s livestream with renewed verocity afterwards. I found myself weeping and crying out to Divinity in no time at all. Later on, I received a wonderful message from one of you, noting a change in the depth of the recent Groups, which he offered could have been created by the movement in the Vortex Healing class ‘Awakening From Freedom’, which I took a little while back. I don’t know, but I am so pleased to see how switched on some people are and interested in awakening and the evolution of it. In messaging a friend after that, I recognised that she was more aware of the evolution she had been through in said class – and was in agreement with that person. I found this fascinating.

I want to share that I will be going on holiday to celebrate my mother’s belated 80th Birthday 🙂 She, I, my brother, sister-in-law and darling baby niece are going to Puglia, in the south of Italy – the heel of the boot. I really need this holiday on a human level and am also excited to be going away 🙂

I will be back and giving sessions and Groups after I return on the 16th September. Before the 10th, you are welcome to message or call me with your questions or comments. After that, please do not contact me until my return – thank you.  

Take care, and again, I hope you got something from the Group today (or lost something no longer needed 🙂 ) If you attended, you are still in Merlin’s Global Healing Grid in the background for a couple more hours. 

May devotional Love bless you always with its vast opening presence xxx

Love,

xDaisy

Sep 1

Free Online Group Healing : this Wed 7th Sept

Hello 🙂

If you would like to attend the next Free Online Group Healing, it is this Wed 7th Sept @ 1pm BST. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

Please note that you need to pre-book. You can also book as many Groups as you like in advance. 

For Private Sessions with me, here is the link. You will receive an email (or text if you request this when booking) with which you can rearrange or cancel up to 24hrs before the start time, if you wish :- 

Please don’t contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, please utilise the email you get from Calendly for this. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

I went to the annual Notting Hill Carnival on Monday. It was a relief to see it back, alive and kicking, after facing two years of cancellation due to Covid restrictions. The unity consciousness was stunning…….and I guess this is why I am mentioning it to you. That sense of oneness which comes from a mass of diverse people coming together in the name of celebration, is so compelling 🙂 🙂 🙂 Here is a brief history of the Carnival :-

I have received a few requests over the pandemic period for in-person sessions. As much as I would love to do this, I am following inner guidance and it is still a No from Divinity. This may be for individual as well as collective reasons – I don’t know – but either way, I am not yet getting a Yes. I will continue to tune in and let you know how it unfolds. 

There are two opportunities to take the Foundational training in Vortex Healing very soon. Here are some details, from Anthony Gorman :-

Foundational Training: 14-18th September & 27-31st October

https://anthonygorman.org/Foundational.html

…region 4, and anyone in region X can also join as a first-timer: https://www.vortexhealing.org/Policy-BookingVirtualWorkshops.pdf

…a few spots for repeaters on each of the Foundational Trainings, if you feel drawn to join, you can book directly on https://www.anthonygorman.org/AdvancedTrainings.html

To close, I want to share a funny synchronicity which just took place: in the cafe where I am currently finishing this email, a reggae song came on – My Master’s Will, by Israel Vibration 🙂 🙂 🙂 

Love,

xDaisy

Aug 19

Free Online Group Healing : Wed 24th Aug

Hello 🙂

If you would like to attend the next Free Online Group Healing, it is this Wed 24h August @ 1pm BST. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

Please note that you need to pre-book. You can also book as many Groups as you like in advance. 

Please feel free to invite people to the Groups via this booking link. If they would like to receive this newsletter, a message to me via WhatsApp, Telegram or regular text containing their email address is good.

For Private Sessions with me, here is the link. You will receive an email (or text if you request this when booking) with which you can rearrange or cancel up to 24hrs before the start time, if you wish :- 

I request that you do not contact me about rearranging, cancelling or scheduling: please utilise the email from Calendly for this. It may end up in your spam / junk box, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.

I had a sweet request from one of you during the last session, to include the passage I read from Adyashanti’s book ‘Sacred Inquiry’. Here it is for your enjoyment 🙂

“What allows this ultimate letting go, this unreserved surrender? Of course there can be no formula, no way to let go. I am sitting here in my living room, late at night, writing this response to you. You are here with me as I am there with you, and I can feel that in the deepest place within you is the complete willingness to let go completely; it has already let from before the beginning of time. Yet here you are wondering what can bring about this letting go. Such is the final paradox. 

You cannot do it because it has already been done, but you must still find this letting go within yourself, allow it to bloom and flower completely. 

What a divine paradox, to find a letting go that has let go from before the beginning of time. We do not do the letting go as much as we embrace it, give everything without reserve to it. It is a matter of love, is it not? And it is the courage to die for what we love, to give everything without holding back, without reserve, without expecting anything in return, not even a better life or a better experience. 

Our deepest desire is for truth or God, is it not? And not just for how God can be experienced by self, but how God is experienced by God – something neither the ego nor self can ever know. The infinity of the infinite will always be experienced as annihilation to self when self comes to its own boundary and imagines what is beyond it. 

Love truth, love the infinite, love God, with all your heart. Do not love your experiences of truth, but rather love truth as it is within itself. Take leave of yourself; flow out from yourself completely in all things. We all must die into life out of love, and thus embrace life lived beyond all self. We must become what we already are and let go into what has never held on.

How do you breathe? You just breathe. How do you embrace this letting go? You just embrace it. It’s like breathing out, continually. It’s an emptying out of all uneccessary ‘selfing’.” (Pg 118 – 119)

Love,

xDaisy

Aug 4

Free Online Group Healing : Wed 10th Aug

Hello 🙂

If you would like to attend the next Free Online Group Healing, it is happening this Wednesday 10th August @ 1pm BST. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

Please note that you need to pre-book. You can also book as many Groups as you like in advance. 

Please feel free to invite people to the Groups via this booking link. If they would like to receive this newsletter, a message to me via WhatsApp, Telegram or regular text containing their email address is good.

For Private Sessions with me, here is the link. You will receive an email (or text if you request this when booking) with which you can rearrange or cancel up to 24hrs before the start time, if you wish :- 

I request that you do not contact me about rearranging, cancelling or scheduling: please utilise the email from Calendly for this. It may end up in your spam / junk box, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.

Love,

xDaisy

Jul 19

Inviting Grace Into Your Life + next Group = 27/7/22

Hello 🙂

I am currently watching this video from Eckhart Tolle and Ram Dass. I feel so inspired by it that I wish to send it to you right away :-

If you would like to attend the next Free Online Group Healing, it is happening on Wednesday 27th July @ 1pm BST. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

Please note that you need to pre-book. You can also book as many Groups as you like in advance. 

Please feel free to invite people to the Groups or to receive this newsletter: a message to me via WhatsApp, Telegram or regular text would be best to arrange this (as so with anything else, since email-replying is not my strong point).

For Private Sessions with me, here is the link. You will receive an email (or text if you request this when booking) with which you can rearrange or cancel your session up to 24hrs before the start time, if you wish :- 

I request that you never contact me about rearranging, cancelling or scheduling : instead, simply utilise the email sent to you by Calendly for this very purpose. It may end up in your spam / junk box, so please check.

Please also note that lateness, no-showing, cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full for that session. Thank you 🙂 

I am going to be offering workshops at Secret Garden Party this weekend and am leaving on Thursday. Please note that, as a result of this, I will not be contactable from 21st – 25th July. I hope, next time, I will be given more notice so I can invite you all 🙂 It would be so lovely to have you there! 

I also want to announce that there will be a course offered in Amma’s IAM Meditation in early September. Once we have organised this at Amma’s London ashram, I will let you know.

Love,

xDaisy

Jul 7

Secret Garden Party Group Healings :-) 

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I am excited since I have been asked to offer workshops at Secret Garden Party 🙂 Please join me if you feel like it – I would absolutely love to see you there 🙂 It’s 21st – 24th July in Cambridgeshire and is a mixed music, arts and spirituality festival. Although it is sold out now, perhaps you are already going..? Or, I have often found that, where there’s a will there’s a way 😉 

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I was very moved by these words from Amma this morning and wanted to share them with you:-

🕉Om Amriteswaryai Namah 🕉 “Children, in the face of karmic experiences all your weapons of ego and strength are powerless unless you abandon them, following the Guru’s instructions and throw yourself down in humble surrender. You cannot escape karma. If God’s or the Guru’s Grace is with you, the arrow of karma, which has already left the bow of your past life, cannot hurt you.”  – Amma

If you would like to attend the next Free Online Group Healing, it is happening next Wed 13th July @ 1pm GMT. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

Please note that you need to pre-book. You can also book as many Groups as you like in advance. 

For Private Sessions with me, here is the link. You will receive an email (or text if you request this when booking) with which you can rearrange or cancel your session up to 24hrs before the start time, if you wish :- 

I request that you never contact me about rearranging, cancelling or scheduling : instead, simply utilise the email sent to you by Calendly for this very purpose. It may end up in your spam / junk box, so please check.

Please also note that lateness, no-showing, cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full for that session. Thank you 🙂 

New MI Jin Shin Node Structures: these are fab new structures for enhancing / upgrading your energy system. They make you feel really healthy and smooth inside. So if you want to receive these, please remind me in one-on-one sessions. Generally they work best when channelled for whatever is optimal.

Love,

xDaisy

Jun 28

Free Online Group Healing : Tomorrow

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I am excited about offering this Group tomorrow 🙂 🙂 🙂 I really hope you can attend. Aside from the transformational aspect, I love being in community with all of you and forming pathways through this world mess together, with love and understanding. 

I hope you fared ok during the Summer Solstice. For me, this Solstice energy felt like a wild forest fire blazing its way through me. A friend remarked the day after, that whereas during Winter Solstice there is darkness outside so we find the light inside, during Summer Solstice there is light outside so we find the darkness within. This darkness is both the dazzling dark, the feminine divine essence, and also our most tightly held identities, secrets and core primal wounding. 

If you would like to attend the next Free Online Group Healing, it is happening tomorrow 29th June @ 1pm GMT. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

Please note that you need to pre-book. You can also book as many Groups as you like in advance. 

For Private Sessions with me, here is the link. You will receive an email (or text if you request this when booking) with which you can rearrange or cancel your session up to 24hrs before the start time, if you wish :- 

I request that you never contact me about rearranging, cancelling or scheduling : instead, simply utilise the email sent to you by Calendly for this very purpose. It may end up in your spam / junk box, so please check.

Please also note that lateness, no-showing, cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full for that session. Thank you 🙂 

Love,

xDaisy

Jun 10

Free Online Group Healing : this Wednesday (15th June)

Hello 🙂

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How are you?

If you would like to attend the next Free Online Group Healing, it is happening this Wednesday 15th June @ 1pm GMT. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

Please note that you need to pre-book. You can also book as many Groups as you like in advance. 

For Private Sessions with me, here is the link. You will receive an email (or text if you request this when booking) with which you can rearrange or cancel your session up to 24hrs before the start time, if you wish :- 

I request that you never contact me about rearranging, cancelling or scheduling : instead, simply utilise the email sent to you by Calendly for this very purpose. It may end up in your spam / junk box, so please check.

Please also note that lateness, no-showing, cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full for that session. Thank you 🙂 

I am in a particularly silent space after my practices this morning, so I don’t have anything to add today. I hope you are enjoying the sunshine 🙂 

Love,

xDaisy

May 30

Free Online Group Healing : this Wednesday :-) 

Hello 🙂

How are you?

Have you noticed there is a vast feeling of space everywhere, at all times and in all situations..? It is a grand Silence, relatable to the feeling of walking into a cathedral or huge art-deco ballroom. It is both ‘inside’ and ‘outside’. It’s as if Eternity is rising to greet the mind with a welcoming happy glance. Often the mind says, No [insert excuses], which is fine and the vast space remains totally undisturbed. There is something beautifully non-negotiable about it…we just cannot bargain with what is. What is, is never part of that game: the game of being “in business with life” as Tony Parsons has so wonderfully described it. That belongs to a completely different landscape, a level upon which the real doesn’t dance its dance. The real can easily disguise itself inside one of the dancers, but it does not itself devote to that kind of manipulation. All forcing, beguiling and making deals ends with the dawning of unconditional Love, which is perhaps the culmination of this vast space. 

It’s a funny thing that the unreal never is or was real, so why do we all pretend for so many painful years that it is? Eventually of course, death comes and immediately exposes the mythology upon which we have laid our fantasies; what we may even have termed “our lives”. Maybe all the while, Divinity is asking, hinting, “Why wait?” The freedom we crave is fully available right now. And only, ever and always now.

Somehow, I am reminded here of something Amma once said :-

“When there is true Love, anything is effortless”

Like almost everything Amma says, the sheer simplicity of it is sort-of finalising: it has a finality to it, daring the ego to stop…..dead………..check-mate.

If you would like to attend the next Free Online Group Healing, it is happening this Wednesday 1st June @ 1pm GMT. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

Please note that you need to pre-book. You can also book as many Groups as you like in advance. 

For Private Sessions with me, here is the link. You will receive an email (or text if you request this when booking) with which you can rearrange or cancel your session up to 24hrs before the start time, if you wish :- 

I request that you never contact me about rearranging, cancelling or scheduling : instead, simply utilise the email sent to you by Calendly for this very purpose. It may end up in your spam / junk box, so please check.

Please also note that lateness, no-showing, cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full for that session. Thank you 🙂 

Lastly today, you might enjoy this track from Massive Attack. It is one of those songs which everyone in my generation in England would have at least heard (if not, partially grown up on) during their teenage years. Aside from a multiverse of enthused comments I could make about it, I will say that there is something wonderfully wistful about it… And the timbre of the aural landscape gives the chance for expanse, opening, relaxation. Enjoy 🙂 

Love,

xDaisy

May 17

Free Online Group Healing : Tomorrow

Hello 🙂

Often when I am preparing for the Group, I will read something which spontaneously makes me burst into tears. Perhaps the Divine arranges it this way so I don’t cry the whole way through the Group – lol! Because they are certainly worthy of that: the courage and the tenderness and love which run like threads through all these Groups are stunning. Plus, being as an emotional a being as I am (yet also so very guarded at the same time) often gives me the sensation that I could burst like this at any moment. Or perhaps it is the purity of life which does this to me. The purity and the joy and the pain and the suffering – all of it. Don’t you feel that being alive is the most amazing adventure? We never know what is coming next or how anything will be or look. It’s like life is continuously arising to greet itself, without any preconceived notions or pattern. I find that happy chaos very nourishing. Sometimes it is expressed well in free jazz. 

Anyway, one such thing which brought on those tears was reading this observation by Rupert Spira :-

“The greatest discovery in life is to discover that our essential nature does not share the limits nor the destiny of the body and mind” 

If you would like to attend the next Free Online Group Healing, it is happening tomorrow Wed 18th May @ 1pm GMT. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

Please note that you need to pre-book. You can also book as many Groups as you like in advance. 

For Private Sessions with me, you will receive an email (or text if you requested this when booking) with which you can rearrange or cancel your session, if you wish. That email may wind up in your spam / junk box, so please check. Here is the link to book Private Sessions:-

Please never contact me about rearranging, cancelling or scheduling : instead, simply utilise the email sent to you by Calendly for this very purpose.

And please also note that lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full for that session. Thank you 🙂 

As a closing note today, I would like to share this short video of Adyashanti in conversation with Loch Kelly :-

Love,

xDaisy

May 2

Free Online Group Healing : this Wednesday :-) 

Hello 🙂

How are you? I am very well 🙂 

If you would like to attend the next Free Online Group Healing, it is happening this Wed 4th May @ 1pm GMT. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

Please note that you need to pre-book. You can also book as many Groups as you like in advance. 

For Private Sessions with me, you will receive an email (or text if you requested this when booking) with which you can rearrange or cancel your session, if you wish. That email may wind up in your spam / junk box, so please check. Here is the link to book Private Sessions:-

Please never contact me about rearranging, cancelling or scheduling : instead, simply utilise the email sent to you by Calendly for this very purpose.

And please also note that lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full for that session. Thank you 🙂 

There happens to be a Kartika Puja happening at the ashram (Amritapuri) right now, so if you have time, click this link 🙂 :-

Love,

xDaisy

Apr 19

Free Online Group Healing : Tomorrow, plus new Amma film :-) 

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I am feeling fab after my holiday in Greece 🙂 🙂 🙂 I am excited to see you all and facilitate this next Group 🙂 It is tomorrow 20th April, so if you would like to attend @ 1pm GMT, here is the link you need for booking :-

Please note that you need to pre-book. You can also book as many Groups as you like in advance. 

For Private Sessions with me, you will receive an email (or text if you requested this when booking) with which you can rearrange or cancel your session, if you wish. That email may wind up in your spam / junk box, so please check. Here is the link to book Private Sessions:-

Please never contact me about rearranging, cancelling or scheduling : instead, simply utilise the email sent to you by Calendly for this very purpose.

And please also note that lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full for that session. Thank you 🙂 

There is a new Amma film coming soon, from a female Italian director 🙂 Here is the trailer:-

If you would like to support Ukraine, you can donate here:-

https://www.paypal.com/donate/?hosted_button_id=86GSDHXVKGYU6

On holiday, I began to delve deeper into Adyashanti’s book ‘Sacred Inquiry’. I would like to recommend it as reading for you and I invite you to engage with it without any preconceived notions about awakening, even those gathered from Vortex Healing classes or sessions.

See you tomorrow I hope 🙂

Love and care,

xDaisy

Mar 19

Amma’s Peace Prayer for Ukraine tomorrow + Free Online Group Healing on Wednesday

Hello 🙂 

Have you been itching to make a simple contribution to easing the suffering in Ukraine? If so, your opportunity is arriving tomorrow 🙂 Please save or jot down the details in the picture above (the time for UK will be 7pm). Over 900 people attended last week! Imagine the impact of that………

Alternatively, you could contribute financially to Amma’s charity work for Ukraine, which includes feeding, clothing and giving medical assistance to refugees crossing the border from Ukraine to Poland. Please note that Amma’s charity is unique because nobody in the entire organisation is getting paid. What you give goes directly to those in need, because there is no middle man.

https://www.paypal.com/donate/?cmd=_s-xclick&hosted_button_id=86GSDHXVKGYU6&source=url

The upcoming Group will be about Faith. I have been receiving numerous signs, almost from every angle, to offer this as a theme. Similarly to how it takes a tremendous amount of Trust to rest in the unknown so that the known can reveal itself, Faith is a leap into the dazzling dark. Much of modern society secretly or overtly looks down on people who worship God or religion. However, is it not true that we are all already worshipping something..? Observe the relationship which many people have with status, for example, or with self-image. With power, wealth, with buying property, jewellery, with celebrities… I think you get the picture. In order to be worshipping anything at all, the ingredient of Faith has to be there already, inherently. But when we channel this self-effulgent Faith in a positive direction, we begin to live the potential of being human – of what it means to truly be alive and kicking. From this place, we can begin the journey out of contraction, self-centredness, separation and suffering, into freedom, Truth and Divinity. 

Often, at the beginning of our awakening embodiment evolution, we need an event like a miracle to inspire Faith in something deeper. I’m not saying this is necessary at all, but nevertheless, it is the way things tend to go. Here is a video which tells the story of such an event. If you don’t have time to watch it all, please watch from minute 9.22 to 16.36 :-

If you would like to attend this Free Online Group Healing, it is happening this Wednesday 23rd March @ 1pm GMT. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

Please note that you need to pre-book. You can also book as many Groups as you like in advance. 

For Private Sessions with me, you will receive an email (or text if you requested this when booking) with which you can rearrange or cancel your session, if you wish. That email may wind up in your spam / junk box, so please check. Here is the link to book Private Sessions:-

Please never contact me about rearranging, cancelling or scheduling : instead, simply utilise the email sent to you by Calendly for this very purpose.

And please also note that lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full for that session. Thank you 🙂 

Quite a few of you have been asking, “When do we get the Truth Line?”, so I clarified this with Ric Weinman. That is in Core Veil class. Likewise, another curiosity has been, “When do I get to break the identity with my Home Energetic Body?” That is in Universal Veil class. 

See you soon, 

Love,

xDaisy

Mar 8

Free Online Group Healing : Tomorrow

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I am well and bathing in the winter sun here in London 🙂 I wish you a Happy International Women’s Day! 

If you would like to attend the next Free Online Group Healing, it is happening tomorrow 9th March @ 1pm GMT. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

Please note that you need to pre-book. You can also book as many Groups as you like in advance. 

I want to share these moving words from Amma :-

“Once determination and detachment arise, the past becomes ineffective. The past loses its grip on a person who has surrendered everything at the feet of the Lord. Such a person glides into a forgetful state about his entire past, and he starts living in the beautiful present where he sees only the Lord and His enchanting form. The fearful dreams about the past completely die in a surrendered soul, and he will definitely feel God’s grace guiding him throughout” ~ Amma

For Private Sessions with me, you will receive an email (or text if you requested this when booking) with which you can rearrange or cancel your session, if you wish. That email may wind up in your spam / junk box, so please check. Here is the link to book Private Sessions:-

Please never contact me about rearranging, cancelling or scheduling : instead, simply utilise the email sent to you by Calendly for this very purpose.

And please also note that lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full for that session. Thank you 🙂 

The next Foundational training in Vortex Healing is happening from the 22nd – 26th March. I will be re-taking this class for the first time 🙂 I strongly urge anyone who has had a couple of sessions or Groups sessions with me to take this class. You do not have to want to be a healer: it is about healing you. Here is the link:-

https://anthonygorman.org/Foundational.html

Love,

xDaisy

Feb 18

New Podcast and one-off Tuesday event : Free Online Group Healing

Hello 🙂

How are you? 

Thank you to everyone who came to the last Group, even though I hadn’t had time to send an official invitation. Thank you also for bearing with the WiFi problems I had. That was much appreciated! These are now resolved. I forgot to mention that, in preparation for the Group that morning, I had bridged all of you participants into the Karthika Puja, which was for Amma’s birth star and to thank Her for everything She is providing us with. 

I was recently invited to do another podcast 🙂 It was a thoroughly enjoyable experience and I am impressed by what Shelby Alexander is achieving with this series. In the following episode, I talk about energy healing in layman’s terms, the awakening path and my personal journey. This is an ideal podcast to share with people in your life who are wondering what you are up to in your spiritual life 😉 Those who perhaps know little about energy healing or awakening, plus for any of you who are interested in how and why I got into awakening and more about my personal journey:-

https://anchor.fm/shelby-a/episodes/014-Initiating-Awakening–Vortex-Energy-Healing-e1di0e8

If you would like to attend the next Free Online Group Healing, please join in this TUESDAY 22nd February @ 1pm GMT. Note that this is a one-off event, in light of the fact that the gap between Groups is large at the moment.

NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

Please note that you need to pre-book. You can also book as many Groups as you like in advance. 

For Private Sessions with me, you will receive an email (or text if you requested this when booking) with which you can rearrange or cancel your session, if you wish. That email may wind up in your spam / junk box, so please check. 

Here is the link to book Private Sessions:-

Please never contact me about rearranging, cancelling or scheduling : instead, simply utilise the email sent to you by Calendly for this very purpose.

And please also note that lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full for that session. Thank you 🙂 

The next Foundational training in Vortex Healing is on the 22nd – 26th March. I will be re-taking this class for the first time, if there is space 🙂 I am very excited 🙂 I strongly urge anyone who has had a couple of sessions with me to book. You do not have to want to be a healer. It is about healing you and the class also does wonders for your awakening embodiment evolution, whilst strengthening your energy system profoundly. Here is the link:-

https://anthonygorman.org/Foundational.html

Love,

xDaisy

Jan 10

Free Online Group Healing this Wednesday

Hello 🙂

How are you? 

Happy New Year 🙂 I hope the start of 2022 has been so for you.

I have been thinking a lot about accepting this week. I prefer using this version of the word, rather than the more commonly used one, because it has more flow to it and is closer somehow to the meaning itself. It also occurred to me that perhaps this was the missing piece to the last Group Healing on Faith, Optimism and Surrender – along with the Trust piece, which was so gracefully added by one of you who spoke at the end of that Group. This was also in parallel (synchronistically) with some beautiful writing offered by Ric Weinman on the subject of Surrender. The even better news is, that accepting is actually easier than Surrender. 

Let me explain more of my ideas about accepting and the lead up to accepting. First of all, why accept? Why accept anything in particular? Perhaps the most important motivation for doing so is that accepting breeds that still point within all of us. And the ability to abide in – or as – that still point is what gives rise to everything valuable in our lives / awakening paths. What throws us off our awakening path, contrary to popular belief, is never what comes ‘from outside’ us. It is what comes up from inside us, as a part which in fact wants to be thrown off-course, which pulls us like a magnet away from Truth. If we can truly accept this part and the reality of this movement, that accepting actually begins to make us invulnerable. When we fully accept something, we cannot be moved. 

If you would like to explore this in a Group Healing community setting, please join in this Wednesday 12th January @ 1pm GMT. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

Please note that you need to pre-book. You can also book as many Groups as you like in advance. 

For Private Sessions with me, you will receive an email (or text if you requested this when booking) with which you can rearrange or cancel your session, if you wish. That email may wind up in your spam / junk box, so please check. 

Here is the link to book Private Sessions:-

Please never contact me about rearranging, cancelling or scheduling : instead, simply utilise the email sent to you by Calendly for this purpose.

And please also note that lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of a session time will result in you being charged in full for that session. Thank you 🙂 

There are Foundational trainings in Vortex Healing coming up – this is very exciting 🙂 🙂 🙂  The 9th – 13th February or the 22nd – 26th March. I strongly urge anyone who has had a couple of sessions or more with me to book. You do not have to want to be a healer – it is far more about healing you at this stage, and the class does wonders for your awakening embodiment evolution, plus strengthens your energy system. Here is the link:-

https://anthonygorman.org/Foundational.html

Lastly, I want to say something controversial but I feel important. By the way, I am as guilty as the next person of doing this, so I am not talking from ‘on high’ but simply trying to help. We are human beings. When we label someone as narcissistic or say they have Aspergers etc. etc. etc., we tend to end up pathologising them. That, in turn, creates distance and / or a wall between you and that person. Perhaps the fashion for doing this has arisen from modern pop psychology. At any rate, when we do this, we lose the human and the Being – both in them and also in us. 

Love,

xDaisy

Dec 12

Free Online Group Healing this Wednesday

Hello 🙂

The next Free Online Group Healing is this Wed 15th Dec @ 1pm GMT. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

Please note that you need to pre-book. You will not be able to book on the day itself and no link is available to join like that. You can also book as many Groups as you like in advance. 

For Private Sessions, you will receive an email (or text if you requested this when booking) with which you can rearrange or cancel your session, if you wish. That email may wind up in your spam / junk box, so please check. Please do not contact me regarding rearranging or cancelling. 

Here is the link to book Private Sessions:-

I would like to share this episode of Max Buchmann’s podcast. You may know Max from the Group Healings or from interviewing me as part of this series. As I feel it is crucial that men are supported by other men in the dawning vision of embodied masculinity, the following episode is perhaps my favourite :-

Great news! From now on, all EarthShifts are free! 🙂 🙂 🙂 These incredible opportunities to give love, support and transformation to the earth + humanity are also now open to any Vortex Healing student or practitioner at any level 🙂 We suggest a donation to Amma’s charity ‘Embracing the World’. Please search ‘Vortex Healing’ for details.

I would like to share the learning from recent classes I have repeated in Vortex Healing. It never ceases to amaze me that every time I repeat a class, it goes deeper and contributes to a sense of ongoing freedom of what I am, deepening in Divinity, in Silence and in Mystery. With awakening, we are far more available for life: to live life on its own terms. This allows more opportunity for having heart in any situation, no matter what the situation is, and less conditioned reflexes and programs. 

Many people wish to sense better: to see within, or to see something in the outside world in a clearer and deeper way. This would traditionally be known as being ‘psychic’, yet that word has too much baggage to use today I feel. The interesting thing about this, is that whatever we see is controlled by where we are looking from. Furthermore, if we can find a ‘place’ we are looking from, then that can’t be Truth – it has to be some place of separation. 

In a similar way, whatever we encounter in the outside world is dependant upon where we are coming from. For example, if we are ordering food in a restaurant, the waiter is going to have a pre-existing range of responses within him. The one which comes out, though it ‘belongs to’ him so-to-speak, is going to be the one which best ‘fits’ us at that time.

Love is not an emotion. We may process it through our emotional system and even try to turn it into an emotion. But really love is a direct expression of Divinity. It comes from much deeper…….and certainly, deeper than any emotion. 

I hope you enjoyed this and are enjoying life and growth 🙂 I’m looking forward to seeing you in the Group on Wednesday if you can make it,

Love,

xDaisy

Nov 14

EarthShift, Podcast, Free Will and Free Online Group Healing

Hello 🙂

Yes, as many of you will be aware, we are in the middle of an EarthShift 🙂 I don’t want to get into too much complexity about what we are doing, since I think it runs the risk of feeling a little distancing. In a nutshell though, every so often a huge group of Vortex Healing practitioners gets together to work on the earth and human species. The group is led by Ric Weinman and Anthony Gorman. This particular EarthShift is about creating two new points of choice from Divinity, within creation, which actually allow all human beings to move into more of a friendliness with one another. What we are moving out of is a type of intense negativity. As a species, we went into that like a trajectory, many thousands of years back in time and it has been influencing life on Earth ever since. 

If you would prefer to book thenext Free Online Group Healing without reading on, then itis this Wed 17th Nov @ 1pm GMT. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

Please note that you need to pre-book. You can also book as many Groups as you like in advance. 

For Private Sessions, you will receive an email (or text if you requested this when booking) with which you can rearrange or cancel your session if you wish. That email may wind up in your junk box – so please check. 

Here is the link to book Private Sessions:-

I am very happy to say that I was interviewed for a podcast during the summer. The series has been created by Max Buchmann, who you may know from the Group Healings. I have received very humbling and moving feedback about our conversation and I feel it is time to share it with all of you. Please also feel free to explore the other episodes in this series since, like I have, you may learn a great deal from them :-

On a different subject, many of you ask me about free will or free choice. It is indeed a fascinating topic 🙂 and I would like to share more. These insights are from discussions with my friends and experiences on my own path and those of the teachers and practitioners of Vortex Healing. 

The essential thing is that all choice is Divine choice. Contrary to popular belief, the intellect has little involvement in making choices. Every choice – big or small – arises from Mystery. It then moves through the body and system of the individual, giving it the appearance of coming from that individual. The only such thing as free choice or free will is that which comes out of what is already free (ie, Divinity). At any point when a choice is being made, life can actually go in either direction: Divinity can choose to follow egoic consciousness, or it can choose to follow freedom. Also worth noting, is that the power to do any of this is coming from the only source of any power: Divinity. Surprisingly enough, the ego doesn’t have any power. It has no power ‘of its own’. 

A question may then arise, something like, “But why would Divinity choose to follow egoic consciousness?” You may have noticed that, in fact, Divinity mostly does choose the forays of egoic consciousness. I think that this is for the pure play of it all. Remember, Divinity does not have likes nor dislikes. So it’s not in that separation game whatsoever – it’s not condemning anything, it’s not exalting anything, it’s not believing one person to be better than another etc. etc. By moving into egoic consciousness, I think Divinity is exploring 🙂 It’s exploring the experience of separation 🙂  Divinity is absolutely fascinated by the play of that and by the myriad ways in which that expresses. And it seems to me that Divinity is doing this…until it isn’t any more 🙂 

Love,

xDaisy

Nov 1

Free Online Group Healing on Wednesday

Hello 🙂

The next Free Online Group Healing is this Wed 3rd Nov @ 1pm GMT. 

NB: the clocks have gone back in the UK. And please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

Please note: you need to pre-book. You can book as many Groups as you like in advance. 

For Private Sessions, you will receive an email (or text if you requested this when booking) with which you can rearrange or cancel your session if you wish. That email may wind up in your junk box – so please check. 

Here is the link to book Private Sessions:-

Looking forward to seeing you in the Group if you can make it 🙂

Love,

Daisy

Oct 19

Free Online Group Healing Tomorrow

Hello 🙂

How are you my lovelies? I hope this email finds you well and diving deep into your path in this delicious living presence. 

The next Free Online Group Healing is tomorrow 20th October @ 1pm BST. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

Please note: you need to pre-book, so as not to get locked out on the day.

For Private Sessions, you will receive an email (or text if you requested this when booking) with which you can rearrange your session if you wish. THAT EMAIL MAY GO TO YOUR JUNK – so please check. Here is the link to book Private Sessions:-

Yesterday, I completed my third repeat of the Vortex Healing class Deepening in Divinity. Wow……. There are really no words at this point. And suffice to say I am also recovering from a Divine battering – lol! But I would like to share what I learned from a few of the class discussions. 

If we grow up with parents who we don’t trust, things can go either way as an adult. On the one hand, some people will extend that not trusting to the Divine as well. This is maybe the most common way for things to go. But other people with this same childhood experience, will only trust the Divine and nothing else. Both of these are problematic in their own ways. 

To give a little more colour to what I mean by this, I would like to relay another absolutely beautiful discussion, between Ric Weinman and a student in the class. The student was sharing how deeply grateful she feels for her husband, since he has been able to give her what her Dad didn’t – namely that he is reliable, supportive and not abandoning of her. Ric said that this is really good karma, because the tendency from conditioning would have been to repeat the cycle. It was what he went on to say, though, which also struck me. He said that there tends to be this idea in awakening paths / circles that one should only get love from the Divine alone. This can set up a big problem – a wall – and the person actually blocks love (the love which flows out and in naturally – into and out of everything and everyone). I have definitely seen this happen within the communities I am part of. I always felt confused by this kind of avoidant and defensive way of being, too often justified with a spiritual quote or two. It is not my way nor how I feel, so it was certainly affirming to hear this wisdom from a spiritual guide whom I greatly respect. I often feel that Ric Weinman has a way of putting into words things which I deeply feel but would struggle to clearly articulate. 

On the other hand (just in case any of you are getting too comfortable ;-), what can also happen is lots of attachment and aversion in relationships. And this is where the person is playing out neediness, co-dependency and loneliness etc., which will tend to create clinging or toxicity or mistakenly searching for love as only ‘coming from’ relationships. 

I also felt inspired to share with you these beautiful words from Amma :-

“Patience is a great asset. Patience is the antibiotic that destroys the germs of bad feelings like anger. Patience helps us to have a proper perspective of the thoughts that we entertain. If a person commits a mistake, we should not abhor the person but the mistake. Even if we have to punish a person, deep within ourselves we should have love towards him” ~ Amma

Looking forward to seeing you in the Group if you can make it 🙂

Love,

xDaisy

Oct 4

Free Online Group Healing + important transformations

Hello 🙂

The next Free Online Group Healing is this Wednesday 6th October @ 1pm BST. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

You will notice that this is a new link and way of booking. I have had an overhaul and am also continuing to make improvements to my booking and payment system (plus eventually to my website). Thank you in advance for your patience and adaptability 🙂 The new system should make everything a bit easier for everybody. Much appreciation to Shelby for her work on this 🙂

Here are the transformations :-

* Booking is via an easy calendar system

* Payment is taken at the point of booking the session

* Payments are via PayPal only 

* All Groups are still free and can be booked using the link above (which includes the ability to book well in advance) 

* I will be available 5 days per week, Mon – Fri (no weekends – apologies) 

* You will be reminded of your session by email or message and the session time will be shown in your local timezone 

* The package is no longer available – apologies

* All private sessions can be booked using the following link (which includes the ability to book well in advance) :-

Please note that sessions already booked are not affected by these changes. 

There was an interesting discussion about appearance versus reality, when it comes to awakening, during a recent Vortex Healing class. I have included Ric Weinman’s comments here. Enjoy 🙂  

“When one is in a state of calm, often it is imposed over the top of another place that isn’t calm and has a lot of movement in it. And, even though there might be a lot of conditioning in the place that isn’t calm, it also has aliveness. But that aliveness gets pushed out by the calm state and Divinity also ends up getting pushed out with it (since Divinity is the source of aliveness). So there is actually a trade-off for being in a calm state.”

Looking forward to seeing you in the Group if you can make it 🙂

Love,

xDaisy

Sep 7

Free Online Group Healing: tomorrow

Hello 🙂

The next Free Online Group Healing is tomorrow @ 1pm BST. NB: please write to me at the address on the Contact page for the invitation to this Free Group. Thank you 🙂

I would like to share this from Amma:-

“If you deny people after seeing their faults, their faults will remain the same. Only through love can you bring people to the path of knowledge and devotion through their wrong paths” ~ Amma

Looking forward to seeing you tomorrow if you can make it 🙂 🙂 🙂 

Love,

Daisy

Aug 23

Free Online Group Healing: this Wednesday 25/8/21

Hello 🙂

The next Free Online Group Healing is this Wednesday 25/8/21 @ 1pm BST. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) :-

Please use the Contact page to contact me about this event. Thank you 🙂

See you there I hope 🙂 

Love,

xDaisy

Aug 10

Free Online Group Healing Tomorrow

Hello 🙂

The next Free Online Group Healing is tomorrow 11th August @ 1pm BST. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) :-

Please contact me via the Contact page for this

If you want to really progress with your energetic and spiritual development, I highly recommend these upcoming trainings in Vortex Healing :-

Click to access vortexhealing-foundational-flyer-online.pdf

https://anthonygorman.org/MoreTraining.html

If you would like a spiritual film to watch, this one really blew my mind… Thank you Amyas for sending this :- 

For the Benefit of all Beings – Film

Please note the following regarding private sessions: –

* I will send a new Zoom link just before each session

* Please complete your payment for the session before it begins. Thank you

* If you need to cancel or reschedule, please do so at least 24 hrs before the start of the session, in order to avoid full payment for the session

See you tomorrow I hope 🙂 

Love,

xDaisy

Jul 14

Track + Passage

Hello 🙂 

This is for those who attended the Group just now. I hesitate to provide a YouTube link to the Dire Straits track, because I would rather you hear it on either vinyl, tape or CD. 

If you really have to though, there is the aforementioned option 😉 Here are the lyrics:-

Brothers In Arms

These mist covered mountains

Are a home now for me

But my home is the lowlands

And always will be

Some day you’ll return to

Your valleys and your farms

And you’ll no longer burn 

To be brothers in arms

Through these fields of destruction

Baptisms of fire

I’ve watched all your suffering

As the battles raged higher

And though they did hurt me so bad

In the fear and alarm

You did not desert me

My brothers in arms

There’s so many different worlds

So many different suns

And we have just one world

But we live in different ones

Now the sun’s gone to hell

And the moon’s riding high

Let me bid you farewell

Every man has to die

But it’s written in the starlight

And every line on your palm

We’re fools to make war

On our brothers in arms

The passage was from Adyashanti’s book ‘The End of Your World’ page 41 – 43.

See you again in a fortnight I hope,

Love,

xDaisy

Jul 13

Tomorrow: Free Online Group Healing

Hello 🙂

The next Free Online Group Healing is tomorrow 14th July @ 1pm BST. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) : please write to me (see Contact page) to get added to the invites for these.

There are upcoming Foundational Trainings in Vortex Healing which I cannot recommend highly enough. This is also the logical progression from having sessions, even if you have no interest in becoming a healer (due to the profound effect the class has on your energetic development and awakening embodiment evolution). All details are here:-

https://vortexhealing.org/foundationaltraining

See you tomorrow hopefully,

Love,

xDaisy

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