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Mar 29

Happy Easter :-)

Hello,

Happy Easter to you! I also want to say a huge THANK YOU to all the participants in today’s Good Friday Deal.

I am having an amazing day, with one client saying that the session was one of the most amazing he has had ever and that he felt throughout it a deep sense of gratitude and a bowing down in reverence to the Divine. This was following a release of a genetic identity – please let me know if you would like to experience this.

I must report also on a session yesterday, in which I had a deep and spontaneous connection with the isolated and withdrawn inner child of one client. Through the emotional connectedness between us, I was able to begin to see much more of what was going on psychically. One interesting result of the session was that he looked and felt more embodied in his masculine afterwards. This may be because withdrawal is, in a sense, a feminine wounding and perhaps healing this helped him rest more deeply in his masculine.

Again, thank you for the privilege of working with you – you truly are amazing. I hope all of you have an enjoyable Easter weekend and eat too much chocolate 🙂

Love,

xDaisy

Mar 22

Mother Meera and Awakening to 0-Self

Hello,

How are you? It feels like a long time since I have written to you as I have been taking the Vortex Healing® class ‘Awakening to 0-Self’ and seeing Mother Meera in London.

Did any of you make it? I saw one or two of you there and would love to hear about your experience.

Mine was the experience of coming into alignment with what I am really here for and then resting in the knowing of that. My first darshan involved my offering a prayer to Mother Meera in my heart and then feeling the answer come straight away when she gazed into my eyes (as is the way of her darshan). The second darshan was more like resting in this knowingness within, seeing the reflection of that in her eyes. We are INCREDIBLY lucky to live in times when we can visit these mahatmas (great souls), who are in the deepest enlightenment and to meet with them in that as far as we are able to go. In the past there was Jesus and Neem Karoli Baba etc., now we have Amma, Mother Meera and Karunamayi. I just feel so amazed that this is possible – that we can simply visit them!

The ‘Awakening to 0-Self’ class was both an experience of deepening into embodiment of Truth and also awakening to a new sense of Truth which I was unaware of. Very profound and moving at times and also feeling that I came home into my body and out of denial of things that were not in alignment with my deepest and truest desire. In awakening we both are freedom itself and ALSO we are free enough to see the aspects of ourselves that are not free.

So, how does this benefit you?, you may be thinking. Ric discussed this in class, which I was very interested to hear. He said that as each of us moves deeper into awakening, so the power which we can bring to healing is greater. What amuses me about this is that once again I am reminded that thereis huge benefit to awakening, but not for me – not for the ego 🙂

I am currently reading a book that is so good, I would say it is the only book I have ever needed to read about enlightenment. I was given it as an e-book, so please let me know if you would like to receive a copy and I will email it to you. It is Adyashanti’s new book – “The Way of Liberation”.

And finally…after a session this week I was told something by one of you that I simply must share since it was so moving and deeply appreciated by me. I was told that I “went beyond the call of duty”. Well, there is certainly enough ego left here to enjoy that one. Thank you 🙂

Love,

xDaisy

Mar 8

Journeying into Self

Hello,

I would like to share this video with you, which is about spiritual autonomy. It was forwarded to me by one of you, with whom I had a fascinating conversation about self. I was sharing that it is challenging for me at university to talk about ‘self’, because for me there is no inherent separate self and has not been for many years now. Adyashanti addresses this by exploring the absolute self and the relative self and, crucially, discusses the significance of spiritual autonomy.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ywwZSmy5hoU

Next week I will be taking the ‘next level’ of Vortex Healing® which is called ‘Awakening to 0-Self’.

This is how I understand what this means: Consciousness arises from Awareness, but it experiences this Awareness as being ‘out there’, so Awareness is perceived and felt as an image and not as it truly is. This is the deepest creation of the sense of separate self which Ric has currently discovered. It is not localised to the body, but fills all of Consciousness becoming Universal Self. This Universal Self is so vast and transcendent, that is FEELS like True Self (and is what many people mean when they describe ‘their True Self’). But really it is our first self-identity – ‘I’. In this class, we awaken from this subtle primary sense of I. Ric comments, “That’s where freedom lies, free of all ego and sense of self.”

I will be attending the class from 14th – 20th March, so please book in advance if you would like a session. Enjoy your weekend,

Love,

xDaisy

Feb 8

Exciting dates for your diary!

Hello,

A quick review today, as I have been asked to run a stall for Amma at the Mind Body Spirit fair in Colchester. There are some exciting spiritual dates for your diary, which I wanted to make you aware of.  Marlies Cocheret is coming to London. She is a teacher from Adyashanti and I have thoroughly enjoyed time with her. She is coming in April and here is the link:-

http://www.marliescocheret.com/calendar-events.html

There is also an event with Mooji coming up in London, in March. This will sell out quickly, so do check this link asap:-

http://www.mooji.org/schedule.html

For those of you who have done some Vortex classes, I would like to remind you about meditating with the energy. I use Presence as a meditation often and find it gorgeous…It’s like falling and falling and falling deeper into..well..presence (for want of a better word!). You can use any Vortex energy as a meditation. Simply just sit for a few moments, and then channel an energy with the intention to meditate in it. It’s great for when you only have 10 minutes or so free.

I hope this email finds you well, and diving into yourSelf more and more each day…

Lots of Love,

xDaisy

Jan 18

Gut Feeling

Hello,

How are you? I am well and feeling a yummy kind of happiness from having taken care of a new-born baby and her Mum in UCH today. My friend had a c-section last night. So, that’s my world today.

To continue from last week, as well as the brain identities for major issues, there are also gut-brain identities. The gut brain (ENS – enteric nervous system) is now recognised by doctors as being its own brain, which will even function when the central nerve between it and the normal brain is cut. Exciting stuff 🙂 We carry a lot of suppressed material there, so I am now releasing this too. Here is what one of you reported after a session involving the release of a normal brain identity:-

“I haven’t done any catch up yet, because I keep blissing out all the time. I don’t know what you’ve done to me, but I’m very very grateful :-).”

He also reported having NO THOUGHTS that evening when he got home.

I want to share with you part of my diary from Amma’s ashram, to give you a feel of my own transformation and the shifts that tend to take place around this living avatar:-

“I did the 108 names, slept and did healing on my chest [I had a chest infection], and then did the 300 names. My intention was to release and let go of the tendency towards negative thinking. Afterwards I meditated spontaneously. I found myself feeling a sense of death and ending – something which I have felt numerous times.

This time, instead of moving away (and also while letting go of the panic at this), I went towards the feeling. I told myself to follow this river of truth within, wherever it may want to take me; to flow downstream with the river and let it take me. I felt the sense of this death/ending more deeply for quite some time. But then I went through it, like a dropping that was beyond my control, and eventually came out the other side. Then I felt a sensation like a sun rising. It started to shine from deep within and rise into the place where that death had been. It was like the experience I had in Sensing class recently, and the process was similar too, only this time it feels like it has gone even deeper.”

Thank you for indulging me! I hope you are well and wrapping up warmly in the snow,

Lots of love,

xDaisy

Jan 11

Amma, New Healing Tools and More :-)

Hello, hello, hello 🙂
I am back from seeing Amma
in India with renewed vigour
and love for awakening, work and
learning. And actually just having
fun: that part is embodied
in Amma’s laugh, which
seems to resound through the ashram.
Amma is always laughing:
there’s a lot to be seen just in that.
I don’t have the words to express
the depth of my experience
there yet, but they will come.
Suffice to say, stillness is here.
There are a few new and wonderful
things which can be done
with Vortex Healing and I wanted
to let you know about them.
There is a great way to transform
your meridians and ‘voridians’
(yes, it’s a Ric-ism) and bring life
back to your sleepier organs,
using Merlin’s Grace. This
helped me get over a chest
infection, for example, whilst in India.
Transforming the cellular
consciousness of the brain
has also become more important,
as has the new step of releasing
identities in the brain which
are based only on issues (5-10 mins).
This will help the whole system to
recognise that it is not that issue.
Also, for anyone with Lyme or Herpes
(or possibly other stubborn pathogens),
I can now channel the ‘anti-Lyme
transmission into any Lyme in the system’
(or whichever pathogen it is) – 40 mins max.
This replaces the burning out of the
infection in the clearing-infections protocol.
Nice to have some deeper tools for these
difficult kinds of infections.
And finally, how much are your chakras
receiving from life and how
much are they expressing? If you have the
feeling that you are blocked
somewhere, in the solar plexus
for example, it may be because
the chakra is not balanced
in it’s giving and receiving. Dealing
with this can also reveal the deeper
issue around receiving, or perhaps
hesitancy in getting your hands dirty,
which in turn can really change your life.
Ask me more about this if it resonates.
I have a few spaces left this
weekend, which I would love to fill
with giving healing to you – so do
get in touch on 07931 536 700.
Love and much more Love 🙂
xDaisy

Dec 15

Thank You…and Au Revoir

Hello 🙂
Last night I went to see a
teacher called Pamela
Wilson at a gathering
about awakening. It has
left me with such a tender
sense of silence…I am so grateful.
Here is her website
if anyone is interested:-
Although I am excited to be
spending time with Amma
in India, being and doing
what I love most, I must say that in
writing this email I feel
sad and I will miss you all!
Thank you for coming to
me and sharing your heart.
I consider it an honour and a privilege
to be a person whom you permit
to receive you as you are.
I hope you have a wonderful
Christmas and New Year.
See you after the 9th Jan,
Great Love,
xDaisy
ps Sorry it’s late again!

Dec 8

A Belief is the Magic Dust We Add to A Position

Hello 🙂
Beliefs are generally
thought of as a mental thing,
but they are so much more than that
– infiltrating the whole system, the
heart, even the physical tissue.
You literally live and breathe
what you believe.
This week, I was able to witness
the power of releasing such a
belief during a session with
one of you.
The belief was “I’m not safe”
and I have found this tends to
get created in reaction to
abuse of any kind. As I began
to intend for this belief to clear,
my client began to breathe
very quickly and shallowly.
Then she started to shake right through
to her core. She cried and
allowed herself to really let go.
This was not a dramatised
process, rather a healthy giving
up of a deeply held position.
You could say, she was ready.
Do let me know your thoughts on this
and any questions you may have
about releasing beliefs or anything else.
I am here until next Monday
and then after the 9th Jan,
Love,
xDaisy
ps Sorry it’s late!

 

Nov 30

Integration for the Nation :-)

Hello 🙂
How are you?
I am well – very well in
fact, after attending Anthony
Gorman’s Sensing class
(Vortex Healing)
on Wednesday. More about
that later.
I have an offer on at the moment:-
Only ÂŁ40 for a session of
Energising and Integration.
This is because many of you
are not getting enough of
either of these and I would
like to make sure you do.
I want to talk about some of
the wonderful experiences
I have shared with some of you
this week.
One person came in with
some deep emotional
conditioning which I attended
to. Interestingly, the effect of doing
that is not what may have been expected.
Here is her feedback:-
“Thanks for a great session. As usual
 the day after my creativity peaks.
Got in 3200 words this morning! Feel great”
So, it goes to show that it
really is worth unblocking those
deep places of emotionality –
you never know what might
spring up in their place.
Another person I have not had
the chance to work on recently,
but did so some time ago,
contacted me. She asked me
to work on her family and when
I thanked her for the recommendation
she had this to say:-
“I have felt what you do and I have
a lot of faith in your abilities so it
was really a no brainer 🙂
You were the only one who ever
came into my life and helped to
the degree that you have and for
that I will always be grateful.
So I will continue to recommend you
to everyone I meet who needs help.
Thank you!”
********
The Sensing class was amazing…
I have taken this class about
4 times, and it has always been
taught in a unique way and
also had a unique effect.
You can take this class after the
2nd level of Vortex Healing –
Magical Structures.
This time it went very deep for me.
I was ready to stop moving away from
a central fixated drama which
had been going on for over 2 years
and had also spawned many
mini-dramas. I’m not sure I’m ready to
publicly declare what they were,
but feel free to ask me privately.
As I sat, I realised I had always
moved away from what I was feeling,
either by analysing, dramatising,
or by hiding in awakeness.
When I faced it, not aggressively,
but just because I actually
wanted to know the truth about it,
the truth revealed itself to me.
And it went on revealing.
Everything I wanted to know
at that point in time, I knew.
It was like a deep falling
or you could say, dissolving.
What dissolved was what I
had thought before was truth,
and what remained was
was something completely
different to that. I could never
have imagined what real truth
is……….a love that
permeates all that is, a peace that
can never be touched.
Of course, I had touched that
before – you have touched that
before, I have no doubt about that.
But when I was willing to stop
moving away from what was
painful, then and only then
could it really open itself up and shine.
A reminder that I am going to
India to be with Amma on the
17th Dec to the 9th Jan,
so please do book if you
would like to come in, or to
arrange distant sessions
while I am away.
Lots of love to you,
xDaisy

Nov 23

A Little Help From Your Friends

Hello 🙂
 
This week I want to talk about
the importance of reaching
out when you need support,
to a friend who really understands
what you are going through.
 
I did just that this week
and feel so much gratitude and
relief. We all like to pretend that
our lives are better than they
are because we are afraid
of our own vulnerability.
But putting on a front is untrue;
besides which, it is has life span.
 
Your willingness to be vulnerable 
IS your strength.
As one of you remarked this
week, “Everything is the
opposite way round”.
 
So, if you have been thinking
of reaching out but holding back,
do it now.
 
Remember that seeking what you
need is a necessary part of
where you are sometimes;
even if you find out in the end
that what you need is nowhere
outside you – that wholeness
in the truest sense of the word,
that eternal harmony.
 
Another part of this is that
often you need to first of
all see that it is you, and only you,
who is creating your situation.
Usually that bit needs
to dawn by itself, but sometimes
it can be prompted by said friend,
or another kind of
supportive connection.
I hope this email finds you
and touches something that
wants to come alive within.
It has permission!
Love,
xDaisy

Nov 9

Bhakti schmakti – what’s the point in devotion?

Hello 🙂
You may have asked yourself,
what is the point in devotion,
what even is it and what do I
get from it?
I’ve noticed that some people
look down on devotion and seva
as if they are some kind of second
rate ‘path’ to awakening.
Allow me to try to answer the
devotion question
 through the following example.
I have been particularly inspired
today by a client who just came
to see me. He stood at my front
door in a completely transformed
posture and glowed with an energy
and love I had not yet seen in him.
Guess what he’d been up to?
 Yes, he had just been to see
Amma in Barcelona. That was
quite a surrender for him, but the
benefit he got is immeasurable.
He looks and feels energised
and loving towards himself
and towards life as a whole.
He has also lost a large part
/possibly all of his core veil.
This is somebody who had been
chronically tired and full of
conditioning for months.
What it is that Amma does so
marvellously I feel, is to release our
inner devotion. Once I felt
unconditional love from her during
my first darshan, that devotion
awoke and it was no longer
a case of THINKING about
awakening and helping people
– it was actually alive and kicking.
I would like to share with you
the particular chant my client has been
listening too and which has released
such profound devotion in him:-
And here is Amma way back in 1988
in America, during her second world
 tour. Check her eyes, in the last frame 🙂
On that note, I am going to be and
serve with Amma over Christmas,
from the 17th Dec to the 9th Jan.
So do come and see me before
then if you can, or feel free to book
distance treatments before I go.
Thank you for your wonderful
stories – keep them coming 🙂
Love,
xDaisy

 

Nov 2

Laughter at the Heart of It All

Hello 🙂
It feels so good to be
writing to you again. I hope
this review finds you in a
true space and adapting ok
to the suddenly cold weather.
As always, I have many Amma
stories from her recent visit to
London, but I will share only
one with you. Please do send
your own stories in if you feel to.
One morning, I got to sit very close
to Amma while she was giving
darshan. I could overhear the
questions which people were
asking and the translations from
Malayalam by the Swami.
The thing I noticed most was
Amma’s laughter…it is so
beautiful to hear her laugh
and to talk as if literally drunk
on bliss. It was as if she was
intoxicated by the state which
seems to simply be reality for
her, a way of being.
The questions which really seemed
to interest her were the ones
which were not only of benefit
to the person asking, but to
the whole – to everyone.
That in itself was quite a teaching.
She would spend time on them,
laughing and joking and
also listening deeply and fully.
Then one couple went up and told Amma
a joke, which I didn’t hear, but
she laughed quite a bit and said:-
Everybody wants a relationship
these days because they want
someone they can boss around.
In fact, relationships have
even been substituted for pets,
since they are even easier!
I thought it was hilarious!
(but maybe you had to be there…?)
What that said to me is that
Amma is not the goody-goody saint,
she’s about that divine laughter
that’s at the heart of existence
and about being real.
Here is another story which
one of you has sent me:-
A friend told me that she was so messed
up once that she couldn’t get her shit together
to see Amma. But even though she missed
seeing/hugging her, realising that
made a huge impact on her life…
She quit drinking, the loser boyfriend
and changed her life dramatically!!!
I love that 🙂
I would also like to share that
we made a staggering ÂŁ13, 500
for Amma’s charities in the
massage area!
It has given me so much
joy to know that what we
do really does make a
difference to people’s lives.
I want to finish with a quote
from Adyashanti that a friend
gave me for my Birthday:-
“Actually, all paths lead away
from the truth…..how’s that?
All paths. There’s no such thing
as a path to the truth. The truth’s
already here – where are you going?”
Enjoy!
Love,
xDaisy

Sep 21

Mother Meera in London

Hello 🙂
Did you manage to make a date
with Mother Meera this week?
If not you may be interested in
hearing my thoughts about it.
What struck me most was just
how transformative it can be
to sit in complete silence
for 3 hours. The sense of
peace from it is still with me
several days later.
As my friend Neil once said
about a silent retreat with
Adyashanti, “You realise
that talking is kind of overrated”.
There was something about
being there with Mother
Meera this time, which made
being silence easy and
straightforward.
Imagine your best ever
meditation, but for 3 hours
accompanied by God staring

into your soul, and you’re

getting there 🙂

The form is to queue up on

your knees, moving toward
her (seated on chair) and
then bow down before her
and lightly lay your hands
on her feet. She then holds
your head lightly in her hands
and when she releases it,
you look up and she stares
into your eyes for a while.
While this was happening,
I clearly experienced and
heard (psychically) the words :-
“I am your own Self”.
It was so wonderful
and so ordinary at the
same time – as if “Oh yes,
of course” “Ah-ha”.
And I felt a huge sense
of gratitude.
I then watched her with other
people for some time before
returning to meditation
(although there was very little,
if any, difference between
meditation and living life
at this point).
I noticed
that with some people
she spent longer and with
others it was very quick.
With some she seemed to
be ‘hit’ by their conditioning and
then swallow it up, and with others
there was very little ‘coming

                                                                                                                                              out’ of them.

When the person
turned around, this made sense
as you could see etched on
their faces the degree to which
they had or hadn’t let go,
and what their life experiences
may have been like.
That’s all the news this week.
Enjoy yourself and see
you again soon,
Much Love,
xDaisy

Sep 14

Who knows how? But it works.

Hello 🙂

 

 

I want to share with you
some results people have
experienced after recent
sessions with me.
Don’t worry – no names
will be revealed!

 

 

One person, over the course
of a few sessions, has stopped
getting pain in her legs.
She had had this pain for many
years previously. This
seemed to happen simply
from working on fear issues,
rather than lots of direct work
on her legs.

 

 

It’s interesting
to see what an impact
emotional conditioning has
on the body: the roots of body
issues are almost always
more than skin deep.

 

 

Another person said there was
no way he could have gone to
work on Monday, had he not
received healing over the
weekend. I remember feeling
this way myself when I
worked at various jobs in
the past – I had to heal my
way to work. When you are
following truth, it doesn’t
always take into account
that you need to work.
It is a seductive lover!

 

Another lovely result was that
somebody experienced
a new sense of safety,
following a session
to release abuse conditioning.
She said she no longer had
to check to see if she was
safe all the time.

 

 

And finally, one person
had a distance session
in which they received a
direction from life itself. She
heard the word ‘stillness’
in a very clear way, from
nowhere. I was thrilled
about this, as you can imagine…

 

 

Thank you for the opportunity
to work with you and for your
wonderful feedback.
I would love to hear from
you if you have your own
story, or if you have anything
else to say (including
constructive criticism),
Love,
xDaisy

Aug 31

Doubt Vs Not-Knowing

Hello 🙂

 

 

First of all I want to
thank all of you who
took up the Bank Holiday
deal. It is a pleasure to be
able to help you help yourselves.
********

 

 

I have noticed in some of
you and in myself the contrast
between doubt and not-knowing,
and I want to talk this today.

 

 

From my perspective, not-knowing
is the natural state:
the oneness within all of
us – whether it is realised or not.
It is perhaps the biggest taboo
in our modern society: “whatever
you do, don’t admit you don’t know”
is the silent message in the
ether all around us.

 

 

I perceive doubting to be a habit
that many of us fall into, and
it can be very convincing
because it has its roots in fear.

It is linked to the kind of thinking that

says, “I OUGHT to know” “I SHOULD
know.” But in reality, we don’t.

 

 

When this reality is embraced,
there is not-knowing, which is
an expression of freedom itself.

 

 

When it is rejected, there is doubt or
the “I know” which is so
prevalent in people. This is also
true of some psychics I hasten to add,
who often believe that they
‘know’ things which can help you.

 

 

So, if you take away doubt,
there is simply not-knowing.
This is misleading too, in that
‘you’ don’t take it away. It falls
away of it’s own accord,
when there is a natural
movement into oneness or stillness.

 

 

Hence, the crucial importance
of a pathway to that stillness,
for example meditation.
But again I want to point
out that real stillness is
spontaneous and cannot truly
be induced by any technique.

 

 

My advice is to leave the door
open for this state of purity
and freedom. That’s all I

can really say at this stage.

********

 

 

In case any of you are
interested in how I became
a healer, I have updated this
section of my web site, which
you may find interesting:-

 

 

Love,
xDaisy

Aug 17

Prayer-Power!

Hello 🙂

 

 

Are you enjoying the sunshine?
It’s gorgeous here in London 🙂

 

 

This week several of you
have mentioned times to me
when you have offered
a true prayer to the Universe.

 

 

So I want to talk about
my own experiences with
prayer, and when it does
and doesn’t work.

 

 

When I have made
a true prayer it has always
come true. I could count
those one one hand.

 

 

This is because, like
most people, I have only
TRULY meant it that many
times. The rest were basically just
begging, hoping or demanding.

And you cannot negotiate

with Oneness.

 

I could describe the truest prayer

as asking for what I want

without attachment to
the outcome, or how that
outcome manifests.

 

 

Every person knows, or
comes to know, the difference.
It’s not about details, it’s
about intention – it’s an honesty
and humility (not a
technique) thing.

 

 

When you have made your
prayer, don’t forget to listen
carefully to your life over the 
proceeding days/weeks/months
to hear the result.

 

 

One way to get into the
atmosphere of prayer is by
chanting. For those of you
familiar with Amma, or
who would like to find out
about her, here is a YouTube
video of the 108 Divine Names.

 

 

You can listen, or chant
along with the video – the
words and translations are there.
Don’t hesitate to contact me with
any questions about this:-

 

 

Have a lovely weekend,
Love,
xDaisy

May 17

The Only True Power

Hello 🙂
You may have heard that
your true power is within you.
Also that you are One, Self,
awareness etc. etc., but what
does this actually mean?
For centuries, paths towards
spiritual enlightenment
have said you don’t need
to go outside yourself
to know the truth,
yet this can feel abstract.
Even techniques can be
limited, and sometimes
also limiting, in that they
imply you need to
do something in order
to find the truth you seek.
And traditional ideas of
empowerment too often
feel like they are based in ego –
attempting to make the
‘little me’ feel bigger.
In writing about this,
I am aware that
I cannot give you any
answers (or give you
truth) – how could I? 🙂
I can only speak from
experience: the more I unfold
into Oneness, the more I
realise the significance
of spending time in silence,
and vice-versa.
When I shut my eyes and
feel inside for stillness,
without trying to get something
or get rid of anything,
true silence pours like
liquid from itself
quite naturally.
These moments of deep contact
with what is still and real
and complete within, reveal
the only true power there
has ever been. Not power
against, not power for
and not power that is possessed.
This mysterious power
is silent and still.
Don’t undervalue the
power of open-hearted
quietness! You don’t
have to be endlessly task-doing
to be valuable to this world.
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On a practical note, when coming
for sessions, please press and
hold the bell a few times –
even when it lights up, it
sometimes hasn’t rung yet.
Have a lovely weekend,
Love,
xDaisy
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