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Feb 22

And The Grace Goes On…

Hello,

How are you? I have had another wonderful week of healing with you. In one session, I was working on clearing 9th Dimensional conditioning – yes, you really do occupy a lot of the universe! Every layer of you contains conditioning, even those you probably don’t spend much time in consciously. The receiver’s experience was that she felt “strings being cut from way up” and freeing her from the issue I was working on. She commented that she was feeling a sense  of loss even though she wanted to let go of the issue at hand. She described this as a “loss of that part of ‘me'”. It’s an interesting one isn’t it? We want to be free, but almost always when we experience that freedom we mourn the loss of the very thing which was making us suffer.

In another session, the receiver “was amazed at how much [he] could feel the energy”, saying “It was amazing…”. This was his first session with me, and I think often there is a special quality to these first sessions because everything is so new and the sense of human connectedness is so palpable. It also felt to me that during this healing the Divine was using my body-mind-heart to love and nurture this person. Whatever is needed is what happens for each session; I still find that incredible…

On a different note, I am afraid I am ending the 4 for 3 deal. I can no longer afford to offer this – apologies. This does not affect sessions which have already been booked on this basis. As a reminder, my usual fees are as follows:-

Vortex Healing® / Reiki / M-Energy Healing / Infinity Healing / Swedish Massage : £80 (at least 1 hour)

Indian Head Massage : £30 (at least 1/2 an hour)

Cancellation fee (in cases of less than 24 hrs notice) : £50

When you come for a session, please press the bell several times as it is a bit temperamental. Enjoy your weekend,

Love,

xDaisy

www.daisynokes.com

Feb 15

Waking Up Out Of Prison

Hello,

This week I have been considering that healing and awakening are not about getting rid of anything. This may sound obvious, but there is often a hidden agenda in human beings that wants to get rid of what we don’t like, whatever that may be, particularly our feelings and thoughts.

But how can we be what we really are, if we cannot be all of it? Next time something comes up for you that you don’t like and your reflex is to ignore it, avoid it, transcend it or even be with it (but with the secret intention of getting rid of it), try simply allowing it to be here. I would be delighted to hear what happens.

Ric (founder of Vortex Healing) has written to us with an interesting tip on healing IBS and a host of other conditions. Here is his idea:-

“I just read that a study showed that 87% of IBS patients had anti-bodies in their blood that were attacking neurons in the gut (the gut brain). The idea is that these neurons of the gut brain regulate the gut, so if they are being stressed by the immune system, symptoms will develop. Most often, though, when the immune system is attacking the body, it is because there is a virus there.” 

I can release this virus with the level of Vortex Healing I am working with (this is also true for conditions other than IBS), so let me know if I can help you in this way. You may remember me writing to you a couple of weeks ago about gut brain and brain identities. Ric has discovered several others, the most interesting of which is an incarnational identity for each of our core issues. In other words, a deeply held identity in the very ‘vehicle’ in which we travel from lifetime to lifetime. After releasing an incarnational ID for one of you via Skype this week, this is what the receiver had to say:

“I wanted to cry with joy at the space…it was like waking up from a prison I didn’t even know I was in. It’s like I was in prison and didn’t even know it and then someone opens the door and it’s like, “Fuck!”. To know that I’m free of that place just feels like liberation and joy and it’s very emotional….it’s great. Massive freedom…and I’m feeling a very physical release of tension. It’s a palpable drop of tension.”

I hope you have a wonderful weekend, Love, xDaisy

Feb 8

Exciting dates for your diary!

Hello,

A quick review today, as I have been asked to run a stall for Amma at the Mind Body Spirit fair in Colchester. There are some exciting spiritual dates for your diary, which I wanted to make you aware of.  Marlies Cocheret is coming to London. She is a teacher from Adyashanti and I have thoroughly enjoyed time with her. She is coming in April and here is the link:-

http://www.marliescocheret.com/calendar-events.html

There is also an event with Mooji coming up in London, in March. This will sell out quickly, so do check this link asap:-

http://www.mooji.org/schedule.html

For those of you who have done some Vortex classes, I would like to remind you about meditating with the energy. I use Presence as a meditation often and find it gorgeous…It’s like falling and falling and falling deeper into..well..presence (for want of a better word!). You can use any Vortex energy as a meditation. Simply just sit for a few moments, and then channel an energy with the intention to meditate in it. It’s great for when you only have 10 minutes or so free.

I hope this email finds you well, and diving into yourSelf more and more each day…

Lots of Love,

xDaisy

Jan 25

Healing for Us All

Hello,

First of all, here is something to brighten up your week:-

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CHQNx3jKXvU

Yesterday, I did some healing on myself – the first proper one for 2 and a 1/4 years! It feels sooo good… Finally, I made time to heal the healer 🙂 Releasing a core issue using the Merlin’s Grace protocol works wonders, so if you haven’t tried this yet, please do – you know where I am.

I also want to express how much I enjoy working with you, what a pleasure it is to see you unfolding from the grasp of the past and into this now moment, free and unbound.

I hope you enjoyed the snow, that silence…

Love,

xDaisy

Jan 18

Gut Feeling

Hello,

How are you? I am well and feeling a yummy kind of happiness from having taken care of a new-born baby and her Mum in UCH today. My friend had a c-section last night. So, that’s my world today.

To continue from last week, as well as the brain identities for major issues, there are also gut-brain identities. The gut brain (ENS – enteric nervous system) is now recognised by doctors as being its own brain, which will even function when the central nerve between it and the normal brain is cut. Exciting stuff 🙂 We carry a lot of suppressed material there, so I am now releasing this too. Here is what one of you reported after a session involving the release of a normal brain identity:-

“I haven’t done any catch up yet, because I keep blissing out all the time. I don’t know what you’ve done to me, but I’m very very grateful :-).”

He also reported having NO THOUGHTS that evening when he got home.

I want to share with you part of my diary from Amma’s ashram, to give you a feel of my own transformation and the shifts that tend to take place around this living avatar:-

“I did the 108 names, slept and did healing on my chest [I had a chest infection], and then did the 300 names. My intention was to release and let go of the tendency towards negative thinking. Afterwards I meditated spontaneously. I found myself feeling a sense of death and ending – something which I have felt numerous times.

This time, instead of moving away (and also while letting go of the panic at this), I went towards the feeling. I told myself to follow this river of truth within, wherever it may want to take me; to flow downstream with the river and let it take me. I felt the sense of this death/ending more deeply for quite some time. But then I went through it, like a dropping that was beyond my control, and eventually came out the other side. Then I felt a sensation like a sun rising. It started to shine from deep within and rise into the place where that death had been. It was like the experience I had in Sensing class recently, and the process was similar too, only this time it feels like it has gone even deeper.”

Thank you for indulging me! I hope you are well and wrapping up warmly in the snow,

Lots of love,

xDaisy

Jan 11

Amma, New Healing Tools and More :-)

Hello, hello, hello 🙂
I am back from seeing Amma
in India with renewed vigour
and love for awakening, work and
learning. And actually just having
fun: that part is embodied
in Amma’s laugh, which
seems to resound through the ashram.
Amma is always laughing:
there’s a lot to be seen just in that.
I don’t have the words to express
the depth of my experience
there yet, but they will come.
Suffice to say, stillness is here.
There are a few new and wonderful
things which can be done
with Vortex Healing and I wanted
to let you know about them.
There is a great way to transform
your meridians and ‘voridians’
(yes, it’s a Ric-ism) and bring life
back to your sleepier organs,
using Merlin’s Grace. This
helped me get over a chest
infection, for example, whilst in India.
Transforming the cellular
consciousness of the brain
has also become more important,
as has the new step of releasing
identities in the brain which
are based only on issues (5-10 mins).
This will help the whole system to
recognise that it is not that issue.
Also, for anyone with Lyme or Herpes
(or possibly other stubborn pathogens),
I can now channel the ‘anti-Lyme
transmission into any Lyme in the system’
(or whichever pathogen it is) – 40 mins max.
This replaces the burning out of the
infection in the clearing-infections protocol.
Nice to have some deeper tools for these
difficult kinds of infections.
And finally, how much are your chakras
receiving from life and how
much are they expressing? If you have the
feeling that you are blocked
somewhere, in the solar plexus
for example, it may be because
the chakra is not balanced
in it’s giving and receiving. Dealing
with this can also reveal the deeper
issue around receiving, or perhaps
hesitancy in getting your hands dirty,
which in turn can really change your life.
Ask me more about this if it resonates.
I have a few spaces left this
weekend, which I would love to fill
with giving healing to you – so do
get in touch on 07931 536 700.
Love and much more Love 🙂
xDaisy

Dec 15

Thank You…and Au Revoir

Hello 🙂
Last night I went to see a
teacher called Pamela
Wilson at a gathering
about awakening. It has
left me with such a tender
sense of silence…I am so grateful.
Here is her website
if anyone is interested:-
Although I am excited to be
spending time with Amma
in India, being and doing
what I love most, I must say that in
writing this email I feel
sad and I will miss you all!
Thank you for coming to
me and sharing your heart.
I consider it an honour and a privilege
to be a person whom you permit
to receive you as you are.
I hope you have a wonderful
Christmas and New Year.
See you after the 9th Jan,
Great Love,
xDaisy
ps Sorry it’s late again!

Dec 8

A Belief is the Magic Dust We Add to A Position

Hello 🙂
Beliefs are generally
thought of as a mental thing,
but they are so much more than that
– infiltrating the whole system, the
heart, even the physical tissue.
You literally live and breathe
what you believe.
This week, I was able to witness
the power of releasing such a
belief during a session with
one of you.
The belief was “I’m not safe”
and I have found this tends to
get created in reaction to
abuse of any kind. As I began
to intend for this belief to clear,
my client began to breathe
very quickly and shallowly.
Then she started to shake right through
to her core. She cried and
allowed herself to really let go.
This was not a dramatised
process, rather a healthy giving
up of a deeply held position.
You could say, she was ready.
Do let me know your thoughts on this
and any questions you may have
about releasing beliefs or anything else.
I am here until next Monday
and then after the 9th Jan,
Love,
xDaisy
ps Sorry it’s late!

 

Nov 23

A Little Help From Your Friends

Hello 🙂
 
This week I want to talk about
the importance of reaching
out when you need support,
to a friend who really understands
what you are going through.
 
I did just that this week
and feel so much gratitude and
relief. We all like to pretend that
our lives are better than they
are because we are afraid
of our own vulnerability.
But putting on a front is untrue;
besides which, it is has life span.
 
Your willingness to be vulnerable 
IS your strength.
As one of you remarked this
week, “Everything is the
opposite way round”.
 
So, if you have been thinking
of reaching out but holding back,
do it now.
 
Remember that seeking what you
need is a necessary part of
where you are sometimes;
even if you find out in the end
that what you need is nowhere
outside you – that wholeness
in the truest sense of the word,
that eternal harmony.
 
Another part of this is that
often you need to first of
all see that it is you, and only you,
who is creating your situation.
Usually that bit needs
to dawn by itself, but sometimes
it can be prompted by said friend,
or another kind of
supportive connection.
I hope this email finds you
and touches something that
wants to come alive within.
It has permission!
Love,
xDaisy

Nov 9

Bhakti schmakti – what’s the point in devotion?

Hello 🙂
You may have asked yourself,
what is the point in devotion,
what even is it and what do I
get from it?
I’ve noticed that some people
look down on devotion and seva
as if they are some kind of second
rate ‘path’ to awakening.
Allow me to try to answer the
devotion question
 through the following example.
I have been particularly inspired
today by a client who just came
to see me. He stood at my front
door in a completely transformed
posture and glowed with an energy
and love I had not yet seen in him.
Guess what he’d been up to?
 Yes, he had just been to see
Amma in Barcelona. That was
quite a surrender for him, but the
benefit he got is immeasurable.
He looks and feels energised
and loving towards himself
and towards life as a whole.
He has also lost a large part
/possibly all of his core veil.
This is somebody who had been
chronically tired and full of
conditioning for months.
What it is that Amma does so
marvellously I feel, is to release our
inner devotion. Once I felt
unconditional love from her during
my first darshan, that devotion
awoke and it was no longer
a case of THINKING about
awakening and helping people
– it was actually alive and kicking.
I would like to share with you
the particular chant my client has been
listening too and which has released
such profound devotion in him:-
And here is Amma way back in 1988
in America, during her second world
 tour. Check her eyes, in the last frame 🙂
On that note, I am going to be and
serve with Amma over Christmas,
from the 17th Dec to the 9th Jan.
So do come and see me before
then if you can, or feel free to book
distance treatments before I go.
Thank you for your wonderful
stories – keep them coming 🙂
Love,
xDaisy

 

Nov 2

Laughter at the Heart of It All

Hello 🙂
It feels so good to be
writing to you again. I hope
this review finds you in a
true space and adapting ok
to the suddenly cold weather.
As always, I have many Amma
stories from her recent visit to
London, but I will share only
one with you. Please do send
your own stories in if you feel to.
One morning, I got to sit very close
to Amma while she was giving
darshan. I could overhear the
questions which people were
asking and the translations from
Malayalam by the Swami.
The thing I noticed most was
Amma’s laughter…it is so
beautiful to hear her laugh
and to talk as if literally drunk
on bliss. It was as if she was
intoxicated by the state which
seems to simply be reality for
her, a way of being.
The questions which really seemed
to interest her were the ones
which were not only of benefit
to the person asking, but to
the whole – to everyone.
That in itself was quite a teaching.
She would spend time on them,
laughing and joking and
also listening deeply and fully.
Then one couple went up and told Amma
a joke, which I didn’t hear, but
she laughed quite a bit and said:-
Everybody wants a relationship
these days because they want
someone they can boss around.
In fact, relationships have
even been substituted for pets,
since they are even easier!
I thought it was hilarious!
(but maybe you had to be there…?)
What that said to me is that
Amma is not the goody-goody saint,
she’s about that divine laughter
that’s at the heart of existence
and about being real.
Here is another story which
one of you has sent me:-
A friend told me that she was so messed
up once that she couldn’t get her shit together
to see Amma. But even though she missed
seeing/hugging her, realising that
made a huge impact on her life…
She quit drinking, the loser boyfriend
and changed her life dramatically!!!
I love that 🙂
I would also like to share that
we made a staggering £13, 500
for Amma’s charities in the
massage area!
It has given me so much
joy to know that what we
do really does make a
difference to people’s lives.
I want to finish with a quote
from Adyashanti that a friend
gave me for my Birthday:-
“Actually, all paths lead away
from the truth…..how’s that?
All paths. There’s no such thing
as a path to the truth. The truth’s
already here – where are you going?”
Enjoy!
Love,
xDaisy

Oct 20

Hello from Amma’s in Paris

Hello 🙂
Apologies for the lateness of this
newsletter. I am in Paris
with Amma at the moment.
We are just outside the city,
in a pretty and peaceful suburb
called Cergy.
I will return tomorrow
(Sunday) and look forward to
seeing many of you at Amma’s
program in London, where you can
find me in the massage area.
If you have never met Amma,
here is a little introduction from
the funny and engaging
Louis Theroux:-
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yf_vGArzIbE
I want to share a few experiences
I have had since being here.
For me, it is often during bhajans
(devotional singing) that the most
powerful in-body insights are
received.
At one point, Amma cried out so
intensely to God during one
such bhajan, that I felt a
ball of energy come hurtling
into my heart and I fell into bliss.
In that state, I realised that
giving and receiving are the
same thing – there is literally
no difference between them.
Later during Amma’s set,
 I began to feel grief and
sadness arising. I realised
that this was not actually
coming from me and as I looked
for the root I sensed it
coming in from Sarah and
into my heart.
If I sat as beingness, open,
the grief got transformed through
my heart and body. If I went
into mind/thinking, the process
stopped. Amma was showing
me very clearly how to work
with people in a
more effective way.
And simultaneously
this spelled out for me the deeper
significance of awakening.
That it really isn’t about me,
rather it is meant to serve the whole
of life and alleviate suffering.
These are all things that one can
‘know’ and they may sound
very basic, but it is quite
another thing to actually feel,
experience and realise them.
You may be pleased to hear
that apparently Amma is
beginning to discourage people
from wearing white. I think she
doesn’t want the organisation to
be seen as some kind of cult.
See you soon and
please send me your stories,
Love and Love and Love,
xDaisy

Oct 12

Can you BE with it?

Hello 🙂
How are you?
This week I have learnt a
lot about simply being with
what is. As some of you know,
I have begun a BA in Person-Centred
Counselling, which I am fitting around
healings. While sharing in a group, a woman
on the course began to cry heartfelt tears.
I noticed that I was immediately
wanting to know the ‘right thing’ to say
and do to help. While expressing this later on
in the group, the tutor asked the woman
“Did you need anything while that
was happening?” and she said,
“No. It was just so good to be free
to express that and have you
all here with me”. In that moment
I realised, I really don’t have to
rescue anyone. That was very
profound… I hadn’t realised that
I had that pattern so strongly.
Now I am able to let go,
and already I am seeing the
true help that that is offering you.
I would love to hear about
your own experiences around
this if you have any.
The other deep learning came
from doing a healing session.
In this session, a deep darkness
came up for the receiver,
which she acknowledged and
described to me. As I tuned
into it, I instinctively wanted
to just be there with it and
hold the space.
No channelling
came, simply being beingness itself.
And then something hit me that
a friend had told me 6 months ago.
This was the ‘shadow’ he had talked
about. He had said that he needed
to be with his shadow like a friend and
give it lots of space, because he
had been suppressing it.
That knowledge became felt in
a split second and I was able
to do just that.
We can bandy-around
concepts like ‘the shadow’, but when it
really becomes real, it is something
that is…of the body in a sense –
much more than words.
So, if you are suppressing
and pushing away this part
(we ALL have it)
of you, try simply being with
it and giving it room – it may be
the first time it has ever received
this kind of love and acceptance.
A couple of reminders…
you have until the 30th October
to register for the Adyashanti
retreat lottery (for the Netherlands
next June). Here is the link if
you are interested:-
https://www.adyashanti.org/index.php?file=retreatsdetails1&eventid=882
And don’t forget that Amma is coming
23rd – 25th October. I will be giving
massage, so you can find me there.
Here are the details:-
http://amma.org.uk/ammas-tour.htm
Do let me know how you are
and what is going on for you.
Have a lovely weekend,
Love,
xDaisy

Sep 14

Who knows how? But it works.

Hello 🙂

 

 

I want to share with you
some results people have
experienced after recent
sessions with me.
Don’t worry – no names
will be revealed!

 

 

One person, over the course
of a few sessions, has stopped
getting pain in her legs.
She had had this pain for many
years previously. This
seemed to happen simply
from working on fear issues,
rather than lots of direct work
on her legs.

 

 

It’s interesting
to see what an impact
emotional conditioning has
on the body: the roots of body
issues are almost always
more than skin deep.

 

 

Another person said there was
no way he could have gone to
work on Monday, had he not
received healing over the
weekend. I remember feeling
this way myself when I
worked at various jobs in
the past – I had to heal my
way to work. When you are
following truth, it doesn’t
always take into account
that you need to work.
It is a seductive lover!

 

Another lovely result was that
somebody experienced
a new sense of safety,
following a session
to release abuse conditioning.
She said she no longer had
to check to see if she was
safe all the time.

 

 

And finally, one person
had a distance session
in which they received a
direction from life itself. She
heard the word ‘stillness’
in a very clear way, from
nowhere. I was thrilled
about this, as you can imagine…

 

 

Thank you for the opportunity
to work with you and for your
wonderful feedback.
I would love to hear from
you if you have your own
story, or if you have anything
else to say (including
constructive criticism),
Love,
xDaisy

Aug 31

Doubt Vs Not-Knowing

Hello 🙂

 

 

First of all I want to
thank all of you who
took up the Bank Holiday
deal. It is a pleasure to be
able to help you help yourselves.
********

 

 

I have noticed in some of
you and in myself the contrast
between doubt and not-knowing,
and I want to talk this today.

 

 

From my perspective, not-knowing
is the natural state:
the oneness within all of
us – whether it is realised or not.
It is perhaps the biggest taboo
in our modern society: “whatever
you do, don’t admit you don’t know”
is the silent message in the
ether all around us.

 

 

I perceive doubting to be a habit
that many of us fall into, and
it can be very convincing
because it has its roots in fear.

It is linked to the kind of thinking that

says, “I OUGHT to know” “I SHOULD
know.” But in reality, we don’t.

 

 

When this reality is embraced,
there is not-knowing, which is
an expression of freedom itself.

 

 

When it is rejected, there is doubt or
the “I know” which is so
prevalent in people. This is also
true of some psychics I hasten to add,
who often believe that they
‘know’ things which can help you.

 

 

So, if you take away doubt,
there is simply not-knowing.
This is misleading too, in that
‘you’ don’t take it away. It falls
away of it’s own accord,
when there is a natural
movement into oneness or stillness.

 

 

Hence, the crucial importance
of a pathway to that stillness,
for example meditation.
But again I want to point
out that real stillness is
spontaneous and cannot truly
be induced by any technique.

 

 

My advice is to leave the door
open for this state of purity
and freedom. That’s all I

can really say at this stage.

********

 

 

In case any of you are
interested in how I became
a healer, I have updated this
section of my web site, which
you may find interesting:-

 

 

Love,
xDaisy

Jun 29

Rifting Results

Hello 🙂
Rifting is going wonderfully 🙂
Here is one example of
how it has transformed
a client’s life…
She reports that she feels
much more present,
that there’s a sense of
willingness to really ‘be here’ 
and not hide anymore.
And that if people are not
in her life, that’s ok
because there’s more of
a sense of her own truth
and more solidity in 
her system.
People have been interested
in the effect of the ‘I-Point
and Duality of Awareness
and Consciousness’ course.
It feels like now I am
living as the unknown,
rather than running
 to the mind to ‘know’.
In terms of healing, this is
significant because it deepens
the experience for both parties,
in that the unknown, or rather beingness,
‘here’ touches that beingness ‘there’
in a more consciously felt way.
And that then means that the
channelling can move more conditioning.
Ok, not possible to really explain
in words, but there’s my attempt!
Have a lovely weekend,
Love,
xDaisy
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