The Mystery of Our Patterns
I want to write to you today about something I discovered in my own process last night. I was on a real comedown from all the amazing pursuits of the summer and all my stuff was coming up. So I decided to be with it and surrender, as best I could.
Eventually, I began to look into what was happening inside. I realised I had made an assumption about what the pattern was which was coming up and was concerned because I had done so much work on that already. When I felt into everything and talked to Amma and Merlin, I found it wasn’t the pattern I had presumed it was. I think that one had been greatly cleared by all the protocol work I had done on it with Merlin’s Grace and probably by all the time I spent in silence, with Adya, Amma and the Breaking with the Past class (by the way, if you are unfamiliar with these terms – please do ask). It was something else – in fact, there were two patterns and they had been uncovered by the original one moving.
So…if you are wondering, “Why do I still feel crappy when I have had ‘x’ number of sessions of Vortex Healing or done ‘x’ number of classes?”, the answer may be that a pattern which was ‘hiding’ has been brought to the surface by all that work you have done, and it can now be moved.
If this rings any bells, please give me one 🙂