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Awakening from the dream state 

Hello 🙂 

This is a Hindi bhajan, which some of you will recognise from Devi Bhava nights on Tour with Amma. The rough translation of the first line is, ‘The Mother Queen is showering her Grace upon us’, but my absolute favourite part is later on – ‘The Empress of the Universe has arrived, all my wishes are fulfilled.’ 

Please note : I am offering sessions as usual on the weekdays I am at home during the period of Europe Tour. 

I hope to see you somewhere on the Tour and would love to say Hi in person 🙂 Remember that the UK program is not in London. If you want to see Amma more than once, I would recommend getting accommodation nearby (or on site, if there is any left, and you can handle dormitory style sleeping). Also, here is a helpful announcement from the UK ashram : “Mantra Initiation Important Update. This year Amma will be giving Mantra Initiation during all four programs at Sandown Park, Esher. Previously, She only gave mantras during the last night of Her visit. If you would like to receive a mantra this year, we would very much like to ask if you might consider attending one of the first two days of the program. It is not essential and more for everyone’s convenience, as we suspect Saturday night will be rather busy. You are most welcome to attend any or all four of the programs. We hope this information will help with your planning. Om Namah Shivaya.” 

The next Free Online Group Healing is Friday 28th November @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them. Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you🙏 

I remember years ago, seeing a person wake up at the microphone during a Q&A with Adyashanti and also witnessing Ric Weinman individually removing people’s Core Veils one-by-one, during early Vortex Healing classes designated for that purpose. I honestly never dreamed that one day this would be happening in my sessions (and outside of my sessions to clients who were ‘ripe’, as they say). Now, this has happened so many times it feels normal. That, in and of itself, amazes me… Having written about a few of these cases in past newsletters, I would like to share some of the latest stories with you. All of these people are now lucky enough to be in the Core Veil class currently happening 🙂 In this first person, I was very motivated to move the Veil for a myriad of reasons, not least because of this class coming up and the possibility the person could lose the Veil early and take it. So I mustered all my focus and the tools and prayed to Merlin, and somehow – it worked! Something really cool happened in the aftermath, which was that this person was stroking the sofa she was lying on in disbelief (that the sofa was existing) and went into hysterical laughter, uttering the words, “It’s a joke”. I experienced that moment as incredibly profound…as if her words were spoken right from the heart of Truth. Even though I am aware that this awakening was manifested by a combination of Merlin and Amma, it felt very moving to hear confirmation from Ric and feedback, “Nice work!” The next case actually happened before this, in July, and the funny thing is there is nothing to write about it. It was an awakening beyond that : it simply happened to this person spontaneously – not in session, not in class, with no teacher and no method at all. This is something I really wish to honour. This is only ever likely to take place from an uncontrived burning desire for Truth / Bhakti / freedom / service – or something like that. There is yet more to this case. During the course of the 2 & 1/2 months following the awakening, I was working as usual on this person’s 11 month old son, for a few sessions. During the last one, even when I only connected to him, I went into deep bliss……… When I looked for, and channelled into, his Core Veil – I found nothing there. My theory is that he had been patterning his mother’s awakeness, plus she was just in Foundational class, so there was an extremely conducive environment in which this could have happened. Whatever it was though, the awakening happened naturally (and Ric confirmed this), well in time for the baby’s First Birthday – which is today 🙂 

For online private sessions, book here (NB : ‘Schedule’ button must be pressed after payment, or the booking is not accepted and money returned):-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your junk mail, so please check. (NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.) 

See you soon I hope 🙂 🙂 🙂

Love,

xDaisy

Free Online Group Healing : tomorrow 19th Sept 

🕉 Om Amriteswaryai Namah 🕉  “The Guru is beyond the body; he is beyond being human. He is the embodiment of pure consciousness. In reality, he is formless and nameless. There is no person there. Only nothingness. How can the formless, nameless Guru snatch anything from you? How can he control you? He simply is, and you benefit from his presence. If you really want to use the Guru, then surrender to your own Self. Your Self is the same as the Guru’s Self” ~ Amma

The next Free Online Group Healing is tomorrow 19th Sept @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them (NB: these Groups are fortnightly). Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏 

I have had the great fortune to be in several group fields recently and to embody and also learn a huge amount. This was from Adyashanti giving his finale event, the EarthWorks V in-person class with Anthony Gorman and an Embodiment class taught by Ric Weinman. Right now there is an extraordinary sense of Grace, Love and gratitude, in addition to a clear feeling of embodiment. Yet integrating all of this leaves me rather speechless to explain it – lol! Perhaps that’s the point 😉 

This appeared in the sky above us over Hyde Park, during a pivotal moment in conversation with friends on the evening the EarthWorks V class finished :-  

There are a few things from that very recent Embodiment class, however, which I would like to share. There were 157 of us present. It was beautiful to hear Ric reading from Adyashanti’s book ‘Falling Into Grace’, part of which contained fascinating notes on the end of suffering. The gist of this bit I feel is crucial to groc. It is essentially that, waking up to the true nature of our being but also waking up to a whole roomful of illusions we carry, is probably going to be the only way to end the suffering we feel. Awakening can be quite disturbing really, because “who wants to find out that everything they felt was real was nothing but a pocketful of dreams..? Who wants to find out that everything they hold onto and cling to is the very reason they suffer..?” 

Adyashanti went on to explain our addiction to approval, power and control, none of which brings an end to suffering – and, in fact, is the actual cause of it. So the truth is that most of us don’t actually want to wake up at all; we don’t want to end our suffering – rather, we want to manage it. We would like to have a little bit less of it, so that we can just go on with our lives as they are – unchanged, the way we want to live them. Hearing Adya’s words reminded me a bit of something Jesus is supposed to have said, written in the Gospel of Thomas : “Seek, and you shall find. But when you find, you will be disturbed. And when you are disturbed, you will marvel. And then you will reign. And after you have reigned, you will rest.” Taken in the correct manner and not by the ego, this statement can be very freeing. The deepest addiction we have is to suffering itself – and this is something we really don’t want to see. “The very thing we want to be without is the thing we’re addicted to.” If we look at this sincerely, it can be revealed that we have no idea how to live without suffering. We don’t know how to interact, what to do with our time and energy or how to be, if we aren’t suffering. 

Here is the link you need for Amma’s Europe Tour :- 

For online private sessions, book here (NB : ‘Schedule’ button must be pressed after payment, or the booking is not accepted and money returned):-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your junk mail, so please check. (NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.) 

Love,

xDaisy 

Back in London now :-) 

Hello 🙂 

The next Free Online Group Healing is Friday 25th July @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them. Please note that these Groups are now back to being fortnightly. 

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏 

I have returned from India early, so I am available for individual sessions. There were three main reasons I went to Amritapuri this time and, once they were all complete, it was as if Amma ‘let me go’ : I can only describe it like this. 

Please note that there is now a new schedule : individual sessions are available Mon to Fri, 10am – 6 30pm UK time. 

For online private sessions, book here (NB : ‘Schedule’ button must be pressed after payment, or the booking is not accepted and money returned):-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your junk mail, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.

I would like to tell a little story about my time at the ashram in India with Amma. When my friends and I were reunited in Amritapuri, we received Grace upon Grace continuously for about a week and a half. It was like being in heaven… This is how it can be with Amma sometimes; just beyond…….. During this ecstatic period, each of us could be found at different times literally crying with tears of joy and gratitude, because of the things that kept happening to us. One such time, we were asked by another friend to participate in the seva of passing the Prasad plates during Amma’s Tuesday lunch offering. In order to receive this free food, Indians have been known to travel – by foot – for miles on end to reach the ashram. Obviously this action can be caused by hunger and poverty, but also – and this is one of the things I most love about India – by the cherishing of Divinity. The atmosphere in the entire country is permeated with that; no sooner than you step off the plane, you can begin to sense it. 

So there we were in the Big Hall in Amritapuri, watching hundreds of devotees eagerly lining up to receive a plate of food blessed by Amma. People queue two or three abreast and walk up a ramp to where Amma is seated, handing out plate by plate as they nervously take it from Her. If a devotee is very elderly or disabled, after Amma touches the plate it gets passed down to a line of sevites, who ensure its safe passage into the hands of that devotee, who by then is being helped to walk. Upon entering this seva, I broke down in tears. I felt overwhelmed by the sense of unconditional Love in the air, in my life and by the Grace flowing everywhere. And I just felt so grateful to be there, experiencing this, and towards Amma…I couldn’t hold back my tears. Eventually, I was given the position in the line of sevites whereby I could see the whole of Amma directly. As everything was happening, it was as if She opened a window into Reality for me. As I was passing the plates along, I felt everything slow down, to the point of timelessness : time seemed to evaporate and actions seemed to be as if in slow-motion. Then I felt a kind of motion like the fabric of Reality got consumed / sucked in / absorbed into Mystery. Amma began to reveal to me that She was in control of everyone in the scene. I perceived Her as Divinity moving every single person and manifesting every other movement taking place as well, right from the way people walked, to if the food plate dropped on the floor, to if it didn’t – every tiny detail was included in that Totality. Everything appeared as both moving and still at once. It seemed comical to me when I gazed at people, that they were acting as though they were individuals. Because I could see with clarity that this was not the case. It was like Amma was the centre, so-to-speak, directing Creation; with absolutely no separation between these apparent two. All was being directed by Her Will. 

Love,

xDaisy 

May all beings benefit from your sincerity 

Hello 🙂 

The next Free Online Group Healing is this Friday 18th April@ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them. 

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏 

I received very beautiful messages from a number of you regarding the last Group Healing – thank you – and wanted to share this one : “Dearest Daisy, I’m writing to thank you for the beautiful and deep healing you held space for this past Friday. By the afternoon, I couldn’t function and had to nap. The next day, I was clear and energized. A pattern that was taxing and tiring my system was released. I awoke on Saturday feeling grounded, calm, empowered, confident. And there was so much Peace! Sincere thanks for all you give and have given to our community and to me personally. With Love ❤️”

I have space where I am living in London to treat you in-person. Also, if you live within tube Zones 1 or 2, I can come to you if you prefer that. Please contact me via regular text, WhatsApp, Telegram or email to arrange this.

Please pay before the session via bank transfer, cash or PayPal – thank you. NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full. 

For online private sessions, book here (NB : ‘Schedule’ button must be pressed after payment, or the booking is not accepted and money returned):-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your junk mail, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.

I would like to acknowledge the life and death of my father, Roger Nokes, as the 14th anniversary is tomorrow. It is a vulnerable moment for me, because of our unique closeness, and one which I find tougher being single. Here is a photo of Dad holding me with love :-

I re-watched ‘Amma’s Way’ and it had such a profound impact on me that I thought I would re-encourage you to see it. It is available to rent / buy on YouTube, Amazon Prime and Apple TV. Here is the trailer :- 

Love,

xDaisy 

That Bliss of the Self is always with you 

Hello 🙂 

The next Free Online Group Healing is 4th April@ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them. 

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏 

Thank you for your beautiful and moving messages in the chat (and elsewhere) from the Group Healing today. This one has touched me particularly deeply and I want to share it with you : “I can’t express how happy being some part of the Group makes me. You’re right – it is community.” 

Amma will have a program in London this year (dates as yet unknown). It is possible that this will be Amma’s final Europe Tour, therefore you may want to cancel things to make space for it. I know it is difficult to plan as we don’t know when the Tour will be yet – lol! But perhaps try seeing this process as part of the self-effort and pilgrimage attitude necessary to accept Truth and freedom.  

There is a Vortex Healing EarthShift coming up very soon : 5th – 6th April. If you have taken Foundational class, you can take this one and it is F R E E 🙂 Here is what Ric Weinman writes, “In this Earthshift, we will manifest a massive Peace Portal in humanity’s group psyche..” These EarthShifts are a fantastic opportunity to do Seva (selfless service) for the whole of humanity and the Earth, donate money (however small) to Amma’s charity, receive an upgrade to your energy system and engage in fruitful connection and community with like-hearted souls 🙂 

For online private sessions, book here (NB : ‘Schedule’ button must be pressed after payment, or the booking is not accepted and money returned):-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your junk mail, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.

“When the desire to know the Self arises, you will start doing all the things that are required to attain that goal and start avoiding all the things that will take you away from it. The more love you develop for the goal and the more you understand the need for the various disciplines and spiritual practices, the easier it will be to adhere to those disciplines and practices. The love for the goal is like the petrol in your tank. It is what gives enthusiasm, energy and vitality in your practices.” ~ Amma 

Love,

xDaisy 

Free Online Group Healing : tomorrow!

Hello 🙂 

How are you?

The next Free Online Group Healing is tomorrow Fri 17th Jan @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them. 

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

A friend told me a very beautiful story this week, which I would like to share with you. There was once a Tibetan monk who became imprisoned by the Chinese government during the taking of Tibet. He was in prison for 15 years and was tortured frequently. When he came out, friends asked him how it was. He replied describing the prison as a very dangerous place. The friends nodded, saying they had imagined it would be, and asking him to continue. The monk said, “There were two moments when I almost lost compassion.”

I have space where I am living in London to treat you in person. Also, if you live within tube Zones 1 or 2, I can come to you if you prefer that. Please contact me via regular text, WhatsApp, Telegram or email to arrange in-person sessions.

Please pay before the session via bank transfer, cash or PayPal – thank you. NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full. 

For online private sessions, book here (NB : ‘Schedule’ button must be pressed after payment, or the booking is not accepted and money returned):-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.

There is an upcoming Foundational class in Vortex Healing with Anthony Gorman (18th – 22nd Feb). Please book here :-

https://www.anthonygorman.org/Foundational.html

Love,

xDaisy 

Free Online Group Healing : tomorrow 

Hello 🙂 

How are you?

The next Free Online Group Healing is tomorrow Fri 10th Jan @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them. 

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

Please note that all sessions other than Groups are now available 7 days per week, 11 30am – 9 30 pm London time. 

We may sometimes wonder about (or at!) the experience of a Master’s inner world. Amma once said of this, that the reality She experiences is best described as “the blissful silence of love.”

Ric Weinman wrote something to us which contains valuable general insights. I hope these help you, and if you would like to experience the new Aliveness transmission in session, please let me know :-

“When aliveness (or other aspects of vitality) are low, the body will tend to compensate by cranking up the nervous system (or using stimulants), which over time exhausts it. So when you bring up the aliveness (or other aspects of vitality), the nervous system will relax and the person may feel more tired than before for a few days, which could be confusing. But what has happened is that they now have enough energy to relax. It’s for the same reason that when a person is over-tired and can’t sleep, instead of trying to relax them the best thing to do is energise them.”

For online private sessions, book here (NB : ‘Schedule’ button must be pressed after payment, or booking is not accepted and money returned):-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.

I hope you enjoy this as much as I do :-

Love,

xDaisy 

November Magic 

Hello 🙂 

How are you?

I would like to remind you of the exciting news that all sessions are now available 7 days per week : 11 30am – 9 30 pm London time 🙂 🙂 🙂 Yes, you can now have a session on the weekend 🙂

The next Free Online Group Healing is this Friday 29th Nov @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them. 

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

For in-person sessions = I will come to you if you live within tube Zones 1 or 2. Please contact me via regular text, WhatsApp or Telegram to arrange this.

Please pay before the session via bank transfer, cash or PayPal – thank you. NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full. 

For online private sessions = please book here :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.

I made this over the weekend and thought I would share it with you :-  

And lastly, this is a clip of Amma doing the 1000 Names! 

Love,

xDaisy 

Happy New Schedule :-) 

Hello 🙂 

How are you?

I would like to share the exciting news that all sessions are now available 7 days per week : 11 30am – 9 30 pm London time 🙂 🙂 🙂 Yes, you can now have a session on the weekend 🙂 

For in-person sessions, I will come to you if you live within tube Zones 1 or 2. Please contact me via regular text, WhatsApp or Telegram to arrange this.

Please pay before the session via bank transfer, cash or PayPal – thank you. NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full. 

The next Free Online Group Healing is Friday 29th Nov @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them. 

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

For online private sessions, please book via :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.

I think you will enjoy this beautiful offering from Adyashanti :-

Something you may like to try, which I discovered and have been experimenting with : if you have Vortex Healing / other healing tools, try channelling to clear a bad attitude. You can even do this while riding a bike, driving, washing up, cooking etc. Obviously safety first though, otherwise a bad attitude will be the last thing on your mind (quite literally), LOL! 

Love,

xDaisy 

Free Online Group Healing : this Fri 23rd Aug 

Hello 🙂 

The next Free Online Group Healing is this Friday 23rd August @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them. 

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

Just a reminder from the last newsletter that my fees have changed as follows :-

Online private session = £95

In-person session = £115

Online Group Healing = still free 

I am currently in London offering in-person sessions and will come to you if you live within tube Zones 1 or 2. Please contact me via regular text, WhatsApp or Telegram to arrange this (please pay before the beginning of the session via bank transfer, cash or PayPal). NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full. 

Alternatively, here is the link to book online private sessions :-

https://calendly.com/daisynokes/private-session

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

“The mind is a big lie, and the world is a projection of that lie. Both are unreal. The world exists only because the mind exists. The mind is responsible for all your problems…It is maya and untruth. As long as you have a mind, your existence is unreal. Elimination of the mind alone can bring you back to the truth and to reality.” ~ Amma 

The next Vortex Healing Foundational training is 23rd – 27th September with Anthony Gorman 🙂 You do not need to want to become a professional healer to take this training. In fact, most people take it to support their awakening embodiment evolution, inner growth and to transform / upgrade their energy system. Or they do not know why they take this class; they simply feel drawn 🙂 Please book your place here :-

https://www.anthonygorman.org/

On a different note, I think Glastonbury Festival has proven to be the most renowned worldwide over time, other than Woodstock. So the main stage there (the Pyramid stage) could be thought of as something of a litmus test for popular culture. If this is true, prepare for any doubts in the rapid awakening of this human race to be challenged :- 

https://www.theguardian.com/music/article/2024/jun/28/marina-abramovic-glastonbury-festival-seven-minute-silence

“Without the passport of compassion, we will not be able to get the visa of liberation” ~ Amma 

Love,

xDaisy

Breaking Into Bhakti

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I am very well indeed and am now writing to you from London 🙂 

At the end of my stay in Amritapuri, which was filled with peace and happiness this time, I found myself sitting on the floor of the main hall for bhajans. My flight was to leave later on that night, so (in a way) I was saying goodbye to Amma. 

I’m going to try to convey what it feels like to be with this Living Master and perhaps a tiny bit of what She is doing with our paths to God-realisation. It is difficult to do so, partly because you have to have really stayed with Amma for a good amount of time to grok this, and partly because it is so tricky to communicate in words what is totally beyond words. Nevertheless, I feel to try. 

There was a particular bhajan which Amma sang that night which seemed to crack me open completely. I often feel that She takes us from a sort-of habitual mundane emotional state to the uppermost heights of what the passion for Divinity is capable of; and it can happen in a split second when She sings. All She needs is a tiny crack – a hair’s breadth of space – in which to reveal the Great Mystery in all its glory. As I was sitting there singing with everyone, this happened to a whole new degree. Amma leaves the very best til last 😉 

As my heart burst with longing, I started sobbing uncontrollably and there was a surrender which felt almost physical and beyond physicality at the same time, as if my heart opened from the front to the back (spine) and outwards, beyond…….. What I was feeling was a blend of the most immense gratitude, with joy – pure joy – and devotional Love (Bhakti). As my system underwent Amma’s ‘surgery’, I felt the return to Innocence, unconditional Love and the perception (as if for the first time) of what She is doing with us all. I could see in that moment, that Amma is the salvation for the whole of humanity. Ric Weinman once told me that She “has the long-haul job of transforming the heart of humanity” and Adyashanti once created a series about what he describes as ‘Redemptive Love’. It was as if those two insights came alive at once, yet in a brand new way, and then went beyond even that… 

There was this absolutely overwhelming – literally overwhelming – gratitude. It was for all of the above and also for the beyondness of what was being revealed, and yet simultaneously it was uncaused. There was zero sense of specialness, yet a complete sense of being present and available for the transformation happening through this body and heart and through the bodies and hearts of all those around me on that sacred ground. Perhaps it could be said that the small self / me / I suddenly broke open and was consumed by / merged into Divinity / became what it truly had always been. The crying was so intense that I couldn’t contain it in any way. I was floored byTrue Love, fiery devotion (which was also recognised as being choiceless) and the sense of being in the right place at the right time : of pre-destiny. That was mixed with the utter gratefulness for what Amma has done for us all, and how different things could have been if She hadn’t come to Earth during this era. This seeing engendered in me such confidence…….trust, surrender, and faith in the highest. It was breathtaking.

In the taxi on the way to Trivandrum airport afterwards, I noticed that there was complete Peace, “the peace which surpasses all understanding” as Adyashanti puts it. Thoughts would still arise and pass, but ‘witnessing’ – in the most engaged way – would simply perceive them, without interfering. It was a simple seeing, no more no less. I realised that you don’t actually need detachment when Bhakti has taken over. Love ‘becomes’ (so-to-speak) the only thing which makes sense. And the stunning thing is, it doesn’t even need to make sense. 

To discover more about the incredible global impacts of what Amma is doing, check out :-

“Those who know the Self are always compassionate. They wish to see society thrive in peace and harmony. 

Love is the very foundation, beauty and fulfilment of life. If we dive deep enough into ourselves, we will find that the one thread of universal love ties all beings together.

As this awareness dawns within us, peace alone will reign.” ~ Amma

Here is the link to book online private sessions and please note that the usual schedule is now back on :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

Looking forward to seeing you again 🙂 🙂 🙂 

Love,

xDaisy

Sessions are back on :-) 

Hello 🙂

How are you?

Yes, sessions are back on 🙂 You can book any day 10am – 2 15pm Indian Standard Time, except  Mondays and Tuesdays. NB : your session will be displayed in your own timezone in the email you will receive from Calendly. 

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

A natural aspect of Embodiment of whatever degree of awakening one has realised, is service (seva), as the force of awake energy moves from the personal to the impersonal. Until that shift happens, Embodiment itself means very little at all, no matter how many classes / awakenings / breakthroughs / experiences of Divinity etc. etc. one has been through. Both Adyashanti and Eckhart Tolle have spoken eloquently on this. Another part of such Embodiment though, could perhaps be described as the stillness aspect. Having the opportunity to sit for many hours on stage with Amma and simply meditating in that radiance, is incredibly nourishing for this aspect. I have never found anything better for Embodiment and certainly no replacement for this simple and humbling act. Beholding the beauty of this avatar, this direct incarnation of Divinity in a human body, is a motion of awe….…any identification with form, any separation lingering, anything ‘else’, gently dissolves back into Divinity. 

It becomes clearer and clearer that the ‘reason’ (if there is one or needs to be) for coming here to Amritapuri is God-realisation. And in every single Darshan, Amma is putting it right in our face! Because of our naturally and passionately arising devotion to Amma, and the resulting alignment, surrender and deepening (in Divinity) created by that, in my opinion it will follow for Amma’s children. 

Looking forward to seeing you again,

Love,

xDaisy

A Rain of Grace

Hello 🙂

How are you? 

It has been an incredibly busy time during December 2023 and January 2024. Happily so, with many many blessings and much Grace, but yet so very busy indeed. I want to apologise for not finding the time to do the Group on the 12th Jan, for not being so available lately and for not getting back to all of your emails and messages. 

I also want to thank you, for all your inner work in 2023, which made my job as a healer such a delight. I love what I do and I love working with you 🙂 I feel so fortunate to be working with such interesting, intelligent, loving and sincere beings. May we all get what we need and our life’s goal. 

Having arrived in India on the 16th of this month, I have had quite a ride already with travel and illness (India digestive stuff). But it has all been so right….. You know when you just realise the profound ‘rightness’ of the experiences you are having..? I don’t know if that’s really the correct word for the context, but I think you probably get the gist.

I am currently in Goa and will be travelling to Cochin in Kerala on the 24th and then on to the ashram (Amritapuri) on the 26th. As much as I would like to work from my room here in Goa, the connectivity just isn’t reliable enough. I am hoping that once I reach the ashram, I will be given a room which makes online private sessions possible. I miss you all and miss giving the sessions I so love. Although it has to be said that I will have very limited access to reliable connectivity, you can try me on WhatsApp or Telegram if you need something – especially if you are experiencing a healing emergency / crisis. 

There is something important I want to share with you all. I had a deep and mystical experience of Truth just now, whilst watching one of my favourite films of all time. These words then came through, perhaps partially channelled, perhaps partially from my interpretation of what I realised in that moment :- 

Please always know that a Rain of Grace is falling upon you. Divinity is always always always here, perfectly available and present. Listening within is the way. Doing so, any person can find the sole force of this entire universe and fall into That endlessly, or even only for a few seconds. Yet such ‘seconds’ will possibly change the rest of that person’s life, forever. 

Trust your feelings, and from there trust what is the basis of those feelings (and of all things), and from there, dive even deeper still. Surrender now, and you will never regret doing so. Be here now, and you will never regret doing so. Give yourself peace now, and you will never regret doing so. Always know that you are loved beyond imagining, by the Formless itself – in fact by Divinity in and out of form. 

I sometimes think that Unconditional Love is the only thing worth calling reality. 

It’s unlikely that I will be able to offer the Free Online Group Healings until my return to London in mid-March. However, once I am back in London I will be offering these, plus in-person sessions again as before 🙂 

For now though, you can book online private sessions via the usual link beginning in mid-March :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

Please stay tuned to these posts for info on when I can resume giving online private sessions from here in India. I hope to see you soon 🙂 

Love and care,

xDaisy

London until 15th Jan :-) 

Hello 🙂

How are you? 

I am very well indeed, feeling inspired, grateful and in love with the winter and Christmas season here in London 🙂 I am in London until the 15th Jan 2024, at which time I will fly to Amma in India. 

Please be aware that once I arrive in Amritapuri, I will be taking time to focus solely on Amma and God-realisation. This will be for at least 3 weeks, possibly more, so please plan your sessions accordingly for before that time. You can book online private sessions via the usual link :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

The next Free Online Group Healing is on Friday 29th December @ 1pm (London time) 🙂 Please book your place here, if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions :-

Love,

xDaisy

Back In London :-) 

Hello 🙂

Yes, I am now back in London 🙂 I will be here for about 5 weeks.

The next Free Online Group Healing is this Friday 1st December @ 1pm (London time) 🙂 Please book your place here, if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions :-

You can book online private sessions via the usual link :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

I thought you might like to read these inspiring words from Amma :- 

🕉 Om Amriteswaryai Namah 🕉 

“Life is like a garden. Quite naturally, leaves wither and flowers fade. Only if we clear the decay of the past then and there can we really enjoy the beauty of the new leaves and flowers. Likewise, we must clear the murkiness of the past bad experiences from our minds. Life is remembrance in forgetfulness. Forgive what ought to be forgiven; forget what ought to be forgotten. Let us embrace life with renewed vigour. We should be able to face every moment of life with renewed expectation, like a freshly blossomed flower.”

 ~ Amma

Love,

xDaisy

Free Online Group Healing : tomorrow (17th Nov) @ 1pm

Hello 🙂

The next Free Online Group Healing is tomorrow 17th November @ 1pm (Lisbon / London time) 🙂 Please book your place here if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions :-

Please note thatnothing changes with online private sessions from here in Portugal, or when I am in London. You can book via the usual link :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

I am returning to London for around 3 weeks on the 15th December. During that time, I will be offering in-person private sessions again 🙂 🙂 🙂 If you live within London tube Zones 1 or 2, I will come to your home. The price is £100 and you can pay via bank transfer, cash, Wise or PayPal before the start time of your session. Please contact me via WhatsApp or Telegram to book in-person sessions.

Love,

xDaisy

Update :-) :-) :-) 

Hello once again from Amma’s ashram 🙂

How are you? 

I am sorry it has taken this long to get back to you: I have been completely locked out of my Yahoo email account, due to a tricky tech problem. However, due to the power of Grace, the 1000 Names and a very willing Sevite here in the ashram, the seemingly impossible was made possible 🙂 

I am returning to London on the 12th April, hoping then to be able to give in-person sessions. This is a dream of mine 🙂 Another is an in-person retreat in Portugal in October with Chetana Thornton 🙂 So I will keep you updated and send invites as that unfolds. 

From soon-ish (and that’s a big ‘ish’, as everything in India seems to take about half a day to accomplish – lol!) until mid-April, I will make sessions available via Zoom as usual. There will be more limited availability. However, I plan to give a session each day – meaning to include the weekend. This will be very good news for some of you 🙂 I will write again once I have sorted the tech aspects of the changes and etc.: I am looking forward to being with you again 🙂 

I would like to leave you with just a few insights from my time here in Amritapuri – briefly, as I am cooked! A combination of an incredible Darshan with Amma last night, intense seva (selfless service), deep sadhana (spiritual practices) and lack of sleep. I feel it’s a thrillingly relentless schedule of Divinity in Amma’s physical presence. Definitely for those born to be wild 🙂 Actually, Amma apparently once said that while the Guru lives, their organisation is like a jungle; when they die, it’s like an office. I am so happy and fulfilled to be in the jungle!

In her comments after the satsang given on the 29th January, Amma said, “The most effective way to eliminate the ego is to have a roommate with a bigger ego.” LOL! How true… She added, in a more general sense, that only by facing the challenges of life will we be able to transcend the ego. 

An early Amma devotee named Kusuma, witnessed Amma healing a man named Dattan of King Leprosy (I have seen the footage of this, in which Amma actually licks his sores with her tongue). She asked Amma how she could stand it – when every other person was moving away from Dattan..? Amma replied that the real miracle is that she (Kusuma) herself has the same power inside her, but she doesn’t know it.

Love is the answer,

xDaisy

Free Online Group Healing : this Wednesday :-) 

Hello 🙂

How are you?

Have you noticed there is a vast feeling of space everywhere, at all times and in all situations..? It is a grand Silence, relatable to the feeling of walking into a cathedral or huge art-deco ballroom. It is both ‘inside’ and ‘outside’. It’s as if Eternity is rising to greet the mind with a welcoming happy glance. Often the mind says, No [insert excuses], which is fine and the vast space remains totally undisturbed. There is something beautifully non-negotiable about it…we just cannot bargain with what is. What is, is never part of that game: the game of being “in business with life” as Tony Parsons has so wonderfully described it. That belongs to a completely different landscape, a level upon which the real doesn’t dance its dance. The real can easily disguise itself inside one of the dancers, but it does not itself devote to that kind of manipulation. All forcing, beguiling and making deals ends with the dawning of unconditional Love, which is perhaps the culmination of this vast space. 

It’s a funny thing that the unreal never is or was real, so why do we all pretend for so many painful years that it is? Eventually of course, death comes and immediately exposes the mythology upon which we have laid our fantasies; what we may even have termed “our lives”. Maybe all the while, Divinity is asking, hinting, “Why wait?” The freedom we crave is fully available right now. And only, ever and always now.

Somehow, I am reminded here of something Amma once said :-

“When there is true Love, anything is effortless”

Like almost everything Amma says, the sheer simplicity of it is sort-of finalising: it has a finality to it, daring the ego to stop…..dead………..check-mate.

If you would like to attend the next Free Online Group Healing, it is happening this Wednesday 1st June @ 1pm GMT. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

Please note that you need to pre-book. You can also book as many Groups as you like in advance. 

For Private Sessions with me, here is the link. You will receive an email (or text if you request this when booking) with which you can rearrange or cancel your session up to 24hrs before the start time, if you wish :- 

I request that you never contact me about rearranging, cancelling or scheduling : instead, simply utilise the email sent to you by Calendly for this very purpose. It may end up in your spam / junk box, so please check.

Please also note that lateness, no-showing, cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full for that session. Thank you 🙂 

Lastly today, you might enjoy this track from Massive Attack. It is one of those songs which everyone in my generation in England would have at least heard (if not, partially grown up on) during their teenage years. Aside from a multiverse of enthused comments I could make about it, I will say that there is something wonderfully wistful about it… And the timbre of the aural landscape gives the chance for expanse, opening, relaxation. Enjoy 🙂 

Love,

xDaisy