Please note : I will be with Amma in India 28th Dec – 21st March. I plan to open my full schedule for sessions while there, so my availability is as usual.
The next Free Online Group Healing is 2nd January 2026 @ 1pm London time. Please note this correction of what I said at the end of the last Group Healing.If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them. Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you🙏
Ric Weinman has discovered that an Assemblage Point or the whole Assemblage Point System can get damaged by various traumas. I can channel Magical Jewel to repair these if so, therefore please ask during your next session. It really makes a difference and only takes a few minutes 🙂
As I have mentioned before, my journey this time on Europe Tour with Amma is really too personal to share. But there is one story I would like to relay. As I was entering the hall in Switzerland one day, I bumped into a little girl and her father, both of whom are friends of mine. This particular child is deeply gifted. She was being ‘difficult’, so I offered to give her a shoulder ride so she didn’t have to walk. She agreed and promptly climbed up onto my shoulders as if I were a climbing frame – lol! As she sat there, our spines connected, from her tailbone to my neck. My mind instantly went completely Silent………..and I could feel the presence of Divine Mother. At first, I assumed it was Amma, yet I could feel that it wasn’t – this presence was emanating from the girl herself and rippling down into my entire being. The most striking sensation was that of being totally held, on every level. This girl is 6 years old – imagine! I also felt a profound sense of safety, which is unusual for me. Then my breathing naturally deepened and widened on its own and I relaxed. It felt as if I was going from Maya into Divinity. I didn’t know if I would be able to walk in such an ‘altered state’, yet somehow my feet followed through. This is the beauty and excitement of Touring with Amma. You never know what will happen next or where the Grace will come from – and in which form.
Something which dawned on me while listening to a friend is that it is possible that Amma chants quite different mantras into each person’s ear – not mainly two mantras. So please throw out any previous info from me about this and listen carefully while receiving your next darshan.
Ric has commented on a couple of things in recent classes which I wanted to share with you. The first is that, Magic is a good term to replace Power. Isn’t that beautiful..? How true. I love that… The other one is that we could think of the kidneys as being the force which holds things together in the body. This is why kidneys are so important for health and why we focus on them in Vortex Healing a lot (as is also the case in Chinese medicine).
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Here are two interviews with my mother, Barbara Nokes, who is one of the most iconic figures in the history of Advertising. I’m including them because I’m proud of her and because I think the tale is such an interesting and entertaining one:-
There was a synchronicity here too. As I was listening to these, a friend from Portugal messaged me out-of-the-blue with an article from the BBC website. It had ‘randomly’ been written that day about my Mum’s most well-known television commercial :-
“Will it be possible to see our image in a mirror completely covered with dust? Wipe away the dust particles and clean the mirror, then look and definitely you will see. Our true face is God. Clean away the impurities of the mind through spiritual practices and it will be revealed to you.” ~ Amma
Please note : I am offering sessions as usual on the weekdays I am at home during the period of Europe Tour.
Here’s a little pre-Tour story for you 🙂 I went to a drum’n’bass rave recently, and my friend was late, so I went to the bar to order a drink. As soon as I turned around, I saw someone I knew 🙂 Michael is a guy I have known within almost all my communities for many years. We immediately found ourselves talking about Amma. He revealed that he had actually met Amma on Her first ever trip to London, in the late 1980s, with only about 50 other people there! Wow… He didn’t actually know Amma was doing a Tour of Europe now, but had been keeping some dates aside in his calendar from 20th – 22nd Nov, without knowing why. He was amazed to find out that those are the exact dates Amma will be here and now he is coming! She gathers us from all places into Her lap.
The next Free Online Group Healing is Friday 28th November @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them. Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you🙏
I can honestly say that being with Amma in Switzerland was the most incredible Europe Tour stop so far in my life, aside from when I actually met Amma for the first time. Here are two stories which may be able to convey a little of that magic :-
I got to Winterthur the night before the start of Tour and settled into my hotel briefly, before receiving messages and calls from friends telling me to come to the program hall. I was thinking about going anyway to offer seva for set-up, but didn’t realise Amma was in fact attending! When I arrived at the entrance to the hall, the carpet had been laid out for Amma. Hardly any of us were there – probably 30 people. We began chanting “Om Amriteswaryai Namaha” in unison. Suddenly, Amma’s car appeared and Amma got out. When I beheld Amma’s face for the first time, I literally raised my hands to my own face in shock : it was like getting a Love-shock. It felt as if I had never seen Amma before. I began to go into ecstasy… As we sat for meditation inside the dining hall, Amma was in a playful mood and so young – like a child. She was making jokes and beaming at us all. The whole vibe was utterly magical… At this point, the place began to fill up with volunteer Tour Staff, plus a few more of us who had heard the call. During the MA-OM part of the White Flowers Meditation, everything just fell away… Me and everything else was gone. In place of it, there arose Peace, as if for the first time. For a long time, I had no thoughts – they just stopped – and no anything else either. When this spontaneously happens (which is usually in Amma’s physical presence), I realise that absolutely nothing I take as real is actually real. I can see everything with a true perspective. What arises from that is profound Lovefor everyone… All the people I was arguing with in my head, I loved all of them, I just loved all of them. All the dramas in my life (in my mind really) vanished. Cessation. And the feeling of being absolutely focused in the present moment, yet without efforting or forcing, was so deeply fulfilling and completing… There was only Now. Genuine, sweet, open, present. I knew, without mental knowing yet from within, that there is nothing outside of this. There is nothing real outside of such purity. I am crying writing about this.
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The next story reveals the sheer intensity that we can sometimes go through on Tour, plus the unimaginably perfect timing and Divine intentionality of all of it. On the first day of the program, I was talking with one of you in the main hall as you cried about your situation of single motherhood. It was heartbreaking. And yet you were so strong that it was palpable. Next, another of you approached me and we had a conversation. All-of-a-sudden in the middle of it, someone was hugging me from the other side. Before I knew, I saw it was the number one person I was extremely anxious and vulnerable about, plus had had 0% contact with for many long months. I had no idea he would be there. Despite all of this, we could not stop hugging once we embraced. In that holding, he said to me, “It’s so good to see you, oh my god.” Those words and the rare warmth between us are both things I had entirely lost hope of ever feeling again. I had had to let this person go so completely, not once but again and again and again. The felt sense of this hug was so wonderful…yet ordinary, relieving and everything else all-at-once. His action was brave, kind and gentlemanly. I was also very pleased that the friend I was talking to beforehand was there, because this seemed to facilitate such an unexpected reconnection. My entire body was softly shaking. At that exact moment, another of you called on the phone. I knew it was about something extremely serious, so I answered. I was there for the shock of grief for you, honestly just hoping I was doing a good enough job still shaking. After the call, I got into the darshan line, since earlier I had been handed a token by a friend-of-a-friend (such Grace!!), and decided to take another friend’s picture for photo-darshan (due to the incredibly rough time she is having at the moment). In the queue, I could only try to process everything as best I could! I was guided from somewhere, “Just keep doing your mantra.” As I entered the stage and beheld Amma, the sheer joy of seeing Her face suddenly brought me to my knees in tears. I could only bow down in reverence to such awe-inspiring beauty. When it was my turn, Amma blessed each person in the photo very carefully with sandalwood paste. She then pulled me in for the hug, chanting in my ear very intensely. Suddenly, towards the end of the darshan, Amma changed the words She was chanting. I knew immediately and from a previous experience, that it was a blessing of some kind for the bond between that aforementioned gentleman and I. When She had finished, Amma drew back and in stillness we stared into one another’s eyes, for what seemed like an eternity. Amma was smiling so broadly, beaming in fact. Then She said, looking directly into my eyes, “Ok.” It wasn’t a question, it was a statement. I felt like She was telling me, “You’re totally fine.” She seemed to communicate just through one word and one look, that I can in fact handle the chaotic challenges I think I can’t. Honestly, that reminder changed everything.
On top of all of this, that particular date, exact place and the fact I was with Amma was incredibly significant. In identical circumstances six years earlier, Amma and I had had a Q&A during darshan which was the most significant I have ever had with Her in my life. The timing and synchronicity were spell-binding…it felt as though everything had come full-circle and healed. How transformed I am from the person I was back then… Following my darshan, I sat on stage with Amma for about 2 hours, again with the inner guidance to keep doing my mantra. I believe Amma was still working on the friend in the photo and on me as well. The stage with Amma always feels to me like the centre of the universe. The whole of life is there.
This is a Hindi bhajan, which some of you will recognise from Devi Bhava nights on Tour with Amma. The rough translation of the first line is, ‘The Mother Queen is showering her Grace upon us’, but my absolute favourite part is later on – ‘The Empress of the Universe has arrived, all my wishes are fulfilled.’
Please note : I am offering sessions as usual on the weekdays I am at home during the period of Europe Tour.
I hope to see you somewhere on the Tour and would love to say Hi in person 🙂 Remember that the UK program is not in London. If you want to see Amma more than once, I would recommend getting accommodation nearby (or on site, if there is any left, and you can handle dormitory style sleeping). Also, here is a helpful announcement from the UK ashram : “Mantra Initiation Important Update. This year Amma will be giving Mantra Initiation during all four programs at Sandown Park, Esher. Previously, She only gave mantras during the last night of Her visit. If you would like to receive a mantra this year, we would very much like to ask if you might consider attending one of the first two days of the program. It is not essential and more for everyone’s convenience, as we suspect Saturday night will be rather busy. You are most welcome to attend any or all four of the programs. We hope this information will help with your planning. Om Namah Shivaya.”
The next Free Online Group Healing is Friday 28th November @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them. Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you🙏
I remember years ago, seeing a person wake up at the microphone during a Q&A with Adyashanti and also witnessing Ric Weinman individually removing people’s Core Veils one-by-one, during early Vortex Healing classes designated for that purpose. I honestly never dreamed that one day this would be happening in my sessions (and outside of my sessions to clients who were ‘ripe’, as they say). Now, this has happened so many times it feels normal. That, in and of itself, amazes me… Having written about a few of these cases in past newsletters, I would like to share some of the latest stories with you. All of these people are now lucky enough to be in the Core Veil class currently happening 🙂 In this first person, I was very motivated to move the Veil for a myriad of reasons, not least because of this class coming up and the possibility the person could lose the Veil early and take it. So I mustered all my focus and the tools and prayed to Merlin, and somehow – it worked! Something really cool happened in the aftermath, which was that this person was stroking the sofa she was lying on in disbelief (that the sofa was existing) and went into hysterical laughter, uttering the words, “It’s a joke”. I experienced that moment as incredibly profound…as if her words were spoken right from the heart of Truth. Even though I am aware that this awakening was manifested by a combination of Merlin and Amma, it felt very moving to hear confirmation from Ric and feedback, “Nice work!” The next case actually happened before this, in July, and the funny thing is there is nothing to write about it. It was an awakening beyond that : it simply happened to this person spontaneously – not in session, not in class, with no teacher and no method at all. This is something I really wish to honour. This is only ever likely to take place from an uncontrived burning desire for Truth / Bhakti / freedom / service – or something like that. There is yet more to this case. During the course of the 2 & 1/2 months following the awakening, I was working as usual on this person’s 11 month old son, for a few sessions. During the last one, even when I only connected to him, I went into deep bliss……… When I looked for, and channelled into, his Core Veil – I found nothing there. My theory is that he had been patterning his mother’s awakeness, plus she was just in Foundational class, so there was an extremely conducive environment in which this could have happened. Whatever it was though, the awakening happened naturally (and Ric confirmed this), well in time for the baby’s First Birthday – which is today 🙂
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The next Free Online Group Healing is this Friday 3rd Oct @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them. Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you🙏 NB: the following one will be end of November, due to seva on Tour with Amma.
Please also note : I am offering all other sessions as usual on the weekdays I am at home during the period of Europe Tour.
Upon request from the last Group Healing, here is the passage I read out at the beginning from Adyashanti’s book, ‘Sacred Inquiry’, pg. 1 :-
“Transforming Emotions, Feelings of Unworthiness and Physical Challenges
There is a thread of presence that runs through all, through sickness and health, through happiness and sorrow, through success and defeat. That thread is what you hold to and weave all through your human self, for it is a pure light of conscious being, ever shining and weaving its way through the forest of all your days.
Transmuting Emotions
Transmuting Suffering
Q : Why does the mind return, time and time again, to negative experiences from the past? It seems there is energy there that is in need of being transmuted by allowing awareness to come in and illuminate the negative impressions left from negative experiences. Yet sometimes I get caught up in just trying to solve a past negative experience and it turns into a battle of “what ifs”. Is the transmutation that can occur with past negative impressions a matter of awareness becoming conscious of the impression?
A : The mind returns again and again to unresolved emotional issues for two basic reasons :
First, the ego-mind is magnetically drawn to negativity because that is what sustains its point of view. Negativity by its very nature is magnetic; it pulls everything in toward itself much like physical mass creates gravity.
Second, negativity is looking for resolution and release. All forms of suffering seek to be free from the grip of sorrow. Sometimes the ways suffering seeks release only creates more sorrow, as when one succumbs to blame, shame, victimhood, control, guilt, etc. But when suffering seeks its release through compassion, love and wisdom, the doors to resolution and freedom begin to open.
The first and most important step is to remain fully conscious and present in the face of suffering. Because we experience our suffering deeply, we may think we are being fully conscious of it. But to be fully conscious means more than to simply experience suffering; it means to be fully accepting of it in the intimacy of the heart. It means to allow one’s sorrow (not only your own, but the sorrow of all beings) to crack open the heart. It means to stop defending yourself against your own pain and allow your point of view – your negative story about your suffering – to open up to new and unexpected perspectives. Holding your suffering in the felicity of love instead of the self-justifying or self-loathing narrative of ego protectionism is the key that unlocks the door to greater freedom and completeness.”
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I hope to see you somewhere on Europe Tour and would love to say Hi in person 🙂
One of my favourite directives from Amma is that, we cannot sit in meditation expecting the third eye to open when we have closed the other two to the suffering of this world.
🕉 Om Amriteswaryai Namah 🕉 “The Guru is beyond the body; he is beyond being human. He is the embodiment of pure consciousness. In reality, he is formless and nameless. There is no person there. Only nothingness. How can the formless, nameless Guru snatch anything from you? How can he control you? He simply is, and you benefit from his presence. If you really want to use the Guru, then surrender to your own Self. Your Self is the same as the Guru’s Self” ~ Amma
The next Free Online Group Healing is tomorrow 19th Sept @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them (NB: these Groups are fortnightly). Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions.Thank you 🙏
I have had the great fortune to be in several group fields recently and to embody and also learn a huge amount. This was from Adyashanti giving his finale event, the EarthWorks V in-person class with Anthony Gorman and an Embodiment class taught by Ric Weinman. Right now there is an extraordinary sense of Grace, Love and gratitude, in addition to a clear feeling of embodiment. Yet integrating all of this leaves me rather speechless to explain it – lol! Perhaps that’s the point 😉
This appeared in the sky above us over Hyde Park, during a pivotal moment in conversation with friends on the evening the EarthWorks V class finished :-
There are a few things from that very recent Embodiment class, however, which I would like to share. There were 157 of us present. It was beautiful to hear Ric reading from Adyashanti’s book ‘Falling Into Grace’, part of which contained fascinating notes on the end of suffering. The gist of this bit I feel is crucial to groc. It is essentially that, waking up to the true nature of our being but also waking up to a whole roomful of illusions we carry, is probably going to be the only way to end the suffering we feel. Awakening can be quite disturbing really, because “who wants to find out that everything they felt was real was nothing but a pocketful of dreams..? Who wants to find out that everything they hold onto and cling to is the very reason they suffer..?”
Adyashanti went on to explain our addiction to approval, power and control, none of which brings an end to suffering – and, in fact, is the actual cause of it. So the truth is that most of us don’t actually want to wake up at all; we don’t want to end our suffering – rather, we want to manage it. We would like to have a little bit less of it, so that we can just go on with our lives as they are – unchanged, the way we want to live them. Hearing Adya’s words reminded me a bit of something Jesus is supposed to have said, written in the Gospel of Thomas : “Seek, and you shall find. But when you find, you will be disturbed. And when you are disturbed, you will marvel. And then you will reign. And after you have reigned, you will rest.” Taken in the correct manner and not by the ego, this statement can be very freeing. The deepest addiction we have is to suffering itself – and this is something we really don’t want to see. “The very thing we want to be without is the thing we’re addicted to.” If we look at this sincerely, it can be revealed that we have no idea how to live without suffering. We don’t know how to interact, what to do with our time and energy or how to be, if we aren’t suffering.
Here is the link you needfor Amma’s Europe Tour :-
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“Sometimes I go about pitying myself – and all the while I am being carried across the sky by beautiful clouds” ~ Native American saying
The next Free Online Group Healing is this Friday 5th Sept @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them (NB: these Groups are fortnightly). Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions.Thank you 🙏
I learned a lot from an Adyashanti satsang I was listening to on the tube this week. I will try to convey some of that learning here. The recording was made in 2002, which was the year I first met Adyashanti (now retired), when he transformed my perspective on awakening completely. When we allow ourselves to experience this moment exactly as it is, the barrier between what’s happening in the outside world and inside our skin becomes very transparent. Experiencing sounds – the humdrum of life in the street, the cars – and the sounds inside us become of the same quality. A feeling in our body isn’t really different than the sound of a vehicle – not ours and not other than ours. An understanding which is not in words, but is the direct experience of what is, reveals itself as a great gift of not looking for an alternate experience. Something mysterious knows…something mysterious experiences this moment. Yet we can’t say what it is. Because as soon as we try to – it’s not that. It’s closer, more immediate. As soon as we think about it, it’s not the thoughts – it’s before a thought. It’s closer. We begin to experience directly that we don’t exist, and yet know that we do – but we don’t, but we do… Knowing beyond understanding, yet not able to define in any way. Knowing by this mysterious unknown experiencer. We are not us after all; maybe we are this, that is awake, before all seeking. This mysterious awakeneness… But to sacrifice this for something else – for anything else… Can we not sacrifice this that’s awake, in the chair where we happen to be sitting? Not sacrifice this for the promise of a better moment. A better event, a better experience. This is the Fire of Truth. This that is awake now in us – as us – shows up the utter irrelevance of every other argument, whatever that may be. This fire is unseen and unknown. We all have a choice of, what do I give my life to? Maybe this choice has never been conscious before, but now it is. What is important to us..? Don’t lose ourself – are we going somewhere? Or are we staying here? Just notice… Whatever we do is ok 🙂 🙂 🙂 Just notice where we’re choosing to go. This is it – this is the fire. It does not leave dramatics in its wake – it leaves something unspeakable in its wake. Something more satisfying than joy, something more satisfying than peace. Beyond excitement. When we sell this that is awake out, if we sell it out – be aware and awake to what we’re selling it out to. Make the sure the bargain is what we want it to be. Or perhaps we may, by some Grace, realise that nothing inside of us wants to sell this that is awake out anymore. Not even for our security, our existence or the good opinion of others. A life free from negotiation and bargaining. As Tony Parsons used to ask us, “Are you in business with life?” This is what the fire of this Truth removes from us : our negotiation and our bargaining with what is. That violence of attitude is finally absent. To really receive this gift fully, it’s got to be given to everybody, everywhere. We’ve got to notice that this that is awake doesn’t want anyone to change or improve – at all. That’s the ash of the fire. “A minute a go I wanted you to change, but now I don’t. You’re fine.” Nobody conformed to our pattern and yet happiness more than anything before is now here. This that is awake is the same in everybody and everything. The rest is a beautiful diversity.
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The next Free Online Group Healing is this Friday 22nd August @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them (NB: these Groups are fortnightly). Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions.Thank you 🙏
There is a Foundational Class in Vortex Healing coming up very soon 🙂
If you missed my interview on national radio (NBC) in America last week, the recording can be streamed or downloaded wherever you are, on the following channels (plus Audible or Podbean) :-
And here is the link for YouTube :-
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Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your junk mail, so please check. (NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.)
Someone said something very beautiful this week, about the awakening path. Having woken up on her own, between sessions, she commented : “You have to just grow up and let go and fall.”
Mara Brami has done amazing work in securing a radio show with NBC to discuss the Divine path 🙂 She has kindly asked me to appear on it and you can listen in this Thursday 14th Aug @ 8pm UK time. Go to this page and then press ‘Listen Live’ in the top right corner : https://www.newsforthesoul.com/
And yey, it’s the end of Mercury Retrograde today 🙂 Just needed to say that – lol!
Amma will indeed do Europe Tour 🙂 My sources have told me it will probably be : mid Oct – end Nov. The UK program is likely to be held at Sandown Racecourse again (in Esher, Surrey) sometime during November. Please do not contact me about exact dates because they are not yet known. I will let you know as soon as I do 🙂 As one of you so beautifully expressed it this week, “We only see fragments. She sees the overall picture.”
The next Free Online Group Healing is Friday 22nd August @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them. Please note that these Groups are back to being fortnightly.
Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions.Thank you 🙏
For online private sessions, book here (NB : ‘Schedule’ button must be pressed after payment, or the booking is not accepted and money returned):-
Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your junk mail, so please check. Please note the new schedule, if you haven’t done so already : individual sessions are available Mon to Fri, 10am – 6 30pm UK time.NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.
The Breaking News is that Amma will indeed do Her European Tour 🙂 🙂 🙂 My sources have told me it will probably be mid-October to end of November 2025. The UK program is likely to be held at Sandown Racecourse (in Esher, Surrey) again – in November. Please do not contact me about exact dates as they are not yet known. I will let you know as soon as I do 😉
The next Free Online Group Healing is this Friday 8th August, on the Lion’s Gate :-), @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them. Please note that these Groups are back to being fortnightly.
Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions.Thank you 🙏
I need to move home urgently. Preferably, I will live solo or with only 1 other person. Islington, Highbury, Hackney Wick, Archway, Stoke Newington or Hackney – but I can be flexible if the place is right. I need somewhere with very low noise coming in and be able to work consistently – in deep quiet on Zoom – and sleep consistently. An environment where no one else is working from home is important due to my specialised role. I would prefer somewhere that has a bathtub 🛀 Please do connect me with anyone you think may be able to help in any way. Thank you 🙂
Please note the new schedule, if you haven’t done so already : individual sessions are available Mon to Fri, 10am – 6 30pm UK time.
For online private sessions, book here (NB : ‘Schedule’ button must be pressed after payment, or the booking is not accepted and money returned):-
Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your junk mail, so please check.
NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.
🕉 Om Amriteswaryai Namah 🕉
The Divine is present in everyone, in all beings, in everything. Like space, God is everywhere, all pervading, all powerful and all knowing. God is the principal of life, the inner light of consciousness, and pure bliss awareness. It is your very own self. You can understand the secret of bliss when you contemplate the nature of the self. When the waves of the mind subside you will see that everything you seek is already within you.
The next Free Online Group Healing is Friday 25th July @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them. Please note that these Groups are now back to being fortnightly.
Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions.Thank you 🙏
I have returned from India early, so I am available for individual sessions. There were three main reasons I went to Amritapuri this time and, once they were all complete, it was as if Amma ‘let me go’ : I can only describe it like this.
Please note that there is now a new schedule : individual sessions are available Mon to Fri, 10am – 6 30pm UK time.
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NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.
I would like to tell a little story about my time at the ashram in India with Amma. When my friends and I were reunited in Amritapuri, we received Grace upon Grace continuously for about a week and a half. It was like being in heaven… This is how it can be with Amma sometimes; just beyond…….. During this ecstatic period, each of us could be found at different times literally crying with tears of joy and gratitude, because of the things that kept happening to us. One such time, we were asked by another friend to participate in the seva of passing the Prasad plates during Amma’s Tuesday lunch offering. In order to receive this free food, Indians have been known to travel – by foot – for miles on end to reach the ashram. Obviously this action can be caused by hunger and poverty, but also – and this is one of the things I most love about India – by the cherishing of Divinity. The atmosphere in the entire country is permeated with that; no sooner than you step off the plane, you can begin to sense it.
So there we were in the Big Hall in Amritapuri, watching hundreds of devotees eagerly lining up to receive a plate of food blessed by Amma. People queue two or three abreast and walk up a ramp to where Amma is seated, handing out plate by plate as they nervously take it from Her. If a devotee is very elderly or disabled, after Amma touches the plate it gets passed down to a line of sevites, who ensure its safe passage into the hands of that devotee, who by then is being helped to walk. Upon entering this seva, I broke down in tears. I felt overwhelmed by the sense of unconditional Love in the air, in my life and by the Grace flowing everywhere. And I just felt so grateful to be there, experiencing this, and towards Amma…I couldn’t hold back my tears. Eventually, I was given the position in the line of sevites whereby I could see the whole of Amma directly. As everything was happening, it was as if She opened a window into Reality for me. As I was passing the plates along, I felt everything slow down, to the point of timelessness : time seemed to evaporate and actions seemed to be as if in slow-motion. Then I felt a kind of motion like the fabric of Reality got consumed / sucked in / absorbed into Mystery. Amma began to reveal to me that She was in control of everyone in the scene. I perceived Her as Divinity moving every single person and manifesting every other movement taking place as well, right from the way people walked, to if the food plate dropped on the floor, to if it didn’t – every tiny detail was included in that Totality. Everything appeared as both moving and still at once. It seemed comical to me when I gazed at people, that they were acting as though they were individuals. Because I could see with clarity that this was not the case. It was like Amma was the centre, so-to-speak, directing Creation; with absolutely no separation between these apparent two. All was being directed by Her Will.
The next Free Online Group Healing is this Friday 13th June @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them. Please note that I will be in Amritapuri by then, so connectivity could be interrupted. However, the healing and benefits will not be interrupted (details about my visit are below).
Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions.Thank you 🙏
Some of you may have been wondering why you cannot find a session on my Calendly schedule anytime soon. It is because I have been in Cornwall with my family and am about to embark on a journey to Amritapuri. I’m really sorry that I haven’t let you know sooner.There are times when Amma calls us to Her suddenly and this is one of those times. I really wanted to explain, but simply haven’t had the chance to sit down properly and write until now. It was originally my plan to go to the ashram further down the line (like mid-July / August, not close to the Cornwall holiday), yet the Divine had other plans. I offer you my apologies for the abruptness of this announcement.
I will be away 12th June – 17th July. I will not be offering individual sessions while in the ashram. However, the Free Online Groups Healings will continue – and from Amma’s direct physical presence 🙂
There is a magical bodyworker available in London at my local yoga space, Samya Studios (in Islington) : Diana De Leon. Not only is her / their massage the greatest, but it is their compassionate, warm attitude and genuine comprehension of the human condition, which make every treatment so deep :-
“The current situation the world is facing is not under our control. But there is one thing we can always keep in check – our mental attitude. Let us be strong and optimistic. To do this, we should focus on the Eternal. We should hold tightly to the feet of Paramatma. This steadfast faith and focus on the Paramatma can lift us beyond all kinds of limitations.”
The next Free Online Group Healing is this Friday 16th May @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.
Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions.Thank you 🙏
I would like to share something from the Q&A discussion during the last Group Healing. I loved this so much when one of you said it, that I requested it in written form afterwards. “The quote (as I remember from a few years back) was spoken by Yong Oh, a teacher at the Durango Dharma Center: “I’ve learned to love all of my karma, the good and the bad.” The phrasing may be simple, but living from that truth is hard!”
As many of you know, I attended the recent in-person Deepening in Divinity class in Wakefield, MA. I am honestly still speechless about it… The only comment I can make, is that it has transformed my system and my life on every level I am aware of (and probably also those I am not aware of). The gratitude I feel for the Grace we all received from Merlin remains raw, tender, precious… Whenever I sit down and contemplate it, tears come to my eyes.
During the class, we were also gifted one night with the presence of a talented kirtan artist who used to play with Krishna Das, called Shubal. He recounted a Darshan he had once had with Amma. During it, he asked Her, “What can I do about my addictions?” Amma responded by explaining that his addictions were like a comb for a bald head. She went on to say, “The medicine for your illness lies in the space between your thoughts.”
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Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your junk mail, so please check.
NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.
I am very happy to announce that the film ‘The Necklace’ made by one of you, was selected for the SXSW LONDON Festival 🙂 This short film, in ‘The Laws of Desire’ category, will show on Monday 2nd June @ ‘Rich Mix’ cinema 6:15pm, and on Wednesday 4th June 9:15pm @ ‘The Curzon Hoxton’ cinema. Here are links to explore :-
I will leave you with this today. Divinity is not a perspective. It’s way beyond that. It is so much deeper and fuller… It’s that which is holding all perspectives, all positions, all experiences – everything. It’s That.
The next Free Online Group Healing is this Friday 18th April@ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.
Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions.Thank you 🙏
I received very beautiful messages from a number of you regarding the last Group Healing – thank you – and wanted to share this one : “Dearest Daisy, I’m writing to thank you for the beautiful and deep healing you held space for this past Friday. By the afternoon, I couldn’t function and had to nap. The next day, I was clear and energized. A pattern that was taxing and tiring my system was released. I awoke on Saturday feeling grounded, calm, empowered, confident. And there was so much Peace! Sincere thanks for all you give and have given to our community and to me personally. With Love ❤️”
I have space where I am living in London to treat you in-person. Also, if you live within tube Zones 1 or 2, I can come to you if you prefer that. Please contact me via regular text, WhatsApp, Telegram or email to arrange this.
Please pay before the session via bank transfer, cash or PayPal – thank you. NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.
For online private sessions, book here (NB : ‘Schedule’ button must be pressed after payment, or the booking is not accepted and money returned):-
Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your junk mail, so please check.
NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.
I would like to acknowledge the life and death of my father, Roger Nokes, as the 14th anniversary is tomorrow. It is a vulnerable moment for me, because of our unique closeness, and one which I find tougher being single. Here is a photo of Dad holding me with love :-
I re-watched ‘Amma’s Way’ and it had such a profound impact on me that I thought I would re-encourage you to see it. It is available to rent / buy on YouTube, Amazon Prime and Apple TV. Here is the trailer :-
The next Free Online Group Healing is tomorrow 11th April@ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.
Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions.Thank you 🙏
I saw some of you at the EarthShift this past weekend 🙂 Wasn’t it incredible..? I have to say that I think, for me, that was the most intense and striking one to date (aside from the first one I ever did in 2002). In this one, we managed to create – well, Merlin and the Angels really 😉 – a massive Peace Portal into humanity. There was one particular episode we all did together where I could literally feel the Peace bridging into humanity and it made me cry. It was so palpable…it felt like Peace was enveloping the whole human race. I felt a renewed hope, which burst my heart open and I could sense the reality of Peace. It cut through everything…all the bullshit, everything… It was as if I could see through all the ‘stuff’ that gets in the way and perceive this inpouring of Peace into Creation. That river or ocean of Peace was a true and direct expression of Divinity. I felt so awe-struck and grateful to be part of the unfoldment of that and for the wider Divine context of my role in life. To be able to make a small contribution to the healing of this human race was experienced as a deep fortune and privilege.
The following morning, I was sitting in bliss on my balcony in the sunshine, when something truly remarkable happened. It seemed to demonstrate or hint at the power of these EarthShifts. I received an out-of-the-blue message from one of you, who had not been in the class nor knew anything about it. He wanted to donate money to Amma’s charity and wondered could I pass it on to Amma..? Aside from the beauty of that, the interesting thing was that I had previously made a donation to Amma’s charity for the EarthShift on behalf of me and a friend who did the class with me – but had had the subtle thought that perhaps I hadn’t given enough for two people. Now it felt as if the person sending that message was adding the final amount to our joint contribution! You know when you have a slight thought without attachment and then it comes true..? Things line up. It was one of those. I couldn’t get over the timing of this person’s apparently ‘random’ request!
Our message stream culminated in this stunning statement from him about his reason for wanting to donate the money : “Have an opportunity to be connected to something bigger, more caring than you feel yourself, giving a hope. It’s like a light string, and i wish everyone have that Thread of light no matter what, to escape and be Safe.” Aside from how beautiful his service orientation is, he couldn’t have known that during the EarthShift we had each received the gift of a Thread of Peace into our personal systems! I am convinced that this person sensed that on some level, without being there in the class and without me communicating anything at all about it to him at any stage. The practically identical language he used is not a coincidence in my opinion. Just amazing stuff…
Thank you to the person who sent me this statement during the week. It is something which has been resounding in my heart for many years now, though she didn’t know that – another wow! I feel it really captures the reason, so-to-speak, why ‘personal’ awakening is significant in manifesting peace in the world :-
That same person helpfully mentioned that my favourite Amma documentary (again without knowing it is), ‘Amma’s Way’, is now available on Amazon Prime, YouTube and Apple TV. It is by Italian director Anna Agnelli. Please watch this trailer if you are interested in knowing more about the actual experience of being with Amma :-
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The next Free Online Group Healing is tomorrow 4th April@ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.
Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions.Thank you 🙏
There is a Vortex Healing EarthShift class this weekend 5th – 6th April. If you have taken Foundational class, you can take this one and it is F R E E 🙂 Here is what Ric Weinman writes, “In this Earthshift, we will manifest a massive Peace Portal in humanity’s group psyche..” If you haven’t yet received information about it, this will be either because you haven’t taken Foundational or because you didn’t get the group email sent by Ric. If it is the latter, please check your junk email, and if it isn’t there just let me know and I’ll forward it. These EarthShifts are a fantastic opportunity to do Seva (selfless service) for the whole of humanity and the Earth, donate money (however small) to Amma’s charity, receive an upgrade to your energy system and engage in fruitful connection and community with like-hearted souls 🙂
I am honestly amazed to say that it has happened again – a person went through awakening in a session. Originally, this person only came because of a stomach problem, yet within only 3 sessions and 2 Vortex Healing classes, she lost her Core Veil during a session (confirmed later on by Ric). As if that wasn’t incredible enough on its own, during a simple phone call with her best friend in the weeks which followed, that friend ended up with a hole being blown through her Core Veil during the phone call! It came to light in a session with said friend and was later confirmed by Ric. Although what I am writing here now is a very nutshell version of everything which has unfolded (and it’s also impossible to capture the incredible journey these two have been – and are still – on), I wanted to paint a bit of a picture because it’s just so beautiful…
I have just been fortunate enough to take the Vortex Healing class Divine Magic II 🙂 Divine Magic II is a beautiful new energy which feels to me broad, subtler than say The Magical Jewel and very very magical… It also seeps into all other transmissions, increasing their power by around 15%.
The rich learning in class often mesmerises me…I think all of us really. I would like to share some wisdom from the class with you here. A common question that people in awakening circles will ask is how to ‘manifest’ a relationship and indeed this came up during one Q&A with Ric. He explained that the truth is, if there is a particular reason for it in terms of your awakening path, the Divine will manifest one for you anyway. At the same time, of course you can do things to make yourself more ripe for whatever you want – like pray, for example, which is in a sense beseeching the Magic of all that Is to manifest something for you. But that’s distinct from you being able to manifest it yourself. There is a whole school out there which believes in a kind of ‘positive thinking’ way of doing things, where you repeat whatever you want over and over etc. In Ric’s view, that’s bullshit really and I would agree with that. But what the Divine will sometimes do, is ‘play the game’. It will let the person think they’re manifesting what they want (sort of a set-up), then push comes to shove and it becomes a really important thing and suddenly they can’t do anything… It’s as if the Divine was setting the ego up, kind of like when you’re reeling in a really big fish – you’ve got to give it a lot of line to work with. Ric said he has seen that happen and I can also say that I have lived that.
I guess the thing to grasp here, is that it’s the ego’s ultimate fantasy that it can simply manifest what it wants. And you can look around the wellness scene and see thousands of people and schools offering this. But you can bet on it that the universe has not been arranged to fit the ego’s ultimate fantasy. Now on the other hand, there can be a desire very deep in the heart and there can also be Surrender, which is what one could say the path is ‘looking for’ so-to-speak. Certainly that is going to be responded to a lot more from the universe than an “I have the power” attitude. By the way, one way to explain what Surrender is, is to imagine how a person feels and responds when they see a baby.
On Karma : karma is not just about what we do, it’s about the energy we are coming from to do it.
What is the difference between Divinity and Magic? Ric explained it’s that Magic is something the Divine has. It’s an expression of Divinity and a power which Divinity has. It’s the ability the Divine has to create something out of nothing.
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Some wonderful news : my brother Luke got married today in a civil partnership to the wonderful Tash 🙂 They have been together for around 13 years and have Eva, who will be 4 this month 🙂 I love their relationship and I’m so glad it’s her who is with my brother 🙂 🙂 🙂
Also, this was aired on Radio 4 today. Abi Morgan and I share Eva as our niece (Abi is my brother’s sister-in-law) and it made me feel inspired and happy hearing this genuinely impressive interview. I hope you enjoy it too :-
The next Free Online Group Healing is 4th April@ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.
Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions.Thank you 🙏
Thank you for your beautiful and moving messages in the chat (and elsewhere) from the Group Healing today. This one has touched me particularly deeply and I want to share it with you : “I can’t express how happy being some part of the Group makes me. You’re right – it is community.”
Amma will have a program in London this year (dates as yet unknown). It is possible that this will be Amma’s final Europe Tour, therefore you may want to cancel things to make space for it. I know it is difficult to plan as we don’t know when the Tour will be yet – lol! But perhaps try seeing this process as part of the self-effort and pilgrimage attitude necessary to accept Truth and freedom.
There is a Vortex Healing EarthShift coming up very soon : 5th – 6th April. If you have taken Foundational class, you can take this one and it is F R E E 🙂 Here is what Ric Weinman writes, “In this Earthshift, we will manifest a massive Peace Portal in humanity’s group psyche..” These EarthShifts are a fantastic opportunity to do Seva (selfless service) for the whole of humanity and the Earth, donate money (however small) to Amma’s charity, receive an upgrade to your energy system and engage in fruitful connection and community with like-hearted souls 🙂
For online private sessions, book here (NB : ‘Schedule’ button must be pressed after payment, or the booking is not accepted and money returned):-
Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your junk mail, so please check.
NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.
“When the desire to know the Self arises, you will start doing all the things that are required to attain that goal and start avoiding all the things that will take you away from it. The more love you develop for the goal and the more you understand the need for the various disciplines and spiritual practices, the easier it will be to adhere to those disciplines and practices. The love for the goal is like the petrol in your tank. It is what gives enthusiasm, energy and vitality in your practices.” ~ Amma
The next Free Online Group Healing is the following Friday, 21st March @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.
Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions.Thank you 🙏
Upon seeing a photo of Amma which I had sent him this week, someone said the most beautiful thing about Her, which has stayed with me since : “It’s like she knows something we don’t know and happy to introduce that for us, and more than that, she is happy for what we are going to know.” Amma will have a program in London this year, some time from May onwards (dates as yet unknown).
For online private sessions, book here (NB : ‘Schedule’ button must be pressed after payment, or the booking is not accepted and money returned):-
Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your junk mail, so please check.
NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.
Something I have been reminded of this week is that, when we make a prayer or use our energetic tools with a selfless attitude for someone else – our intention always manifests. I imagine many of you have observed this phenomenon. Sometimes we make a selfish intention – and that is natural! – and then we feel disappointed because it doesn’t come to life. But it’s easy to experience what happens when instead, one day (almost like an accident), we happen to create a movement into life which is truly selfless. One important aspect to this process, is making your intention without expectation. That might even sound contradictory in a way, yet I have noticed it can be the X factor in manifestation.
I have space where I am living in London to treat you in-person. Also, if you live within tube Zones 1 or 2, I can come to you if you prefer that. Please contact me via regular text, WhatsApp, Telegram or email to arrange.
Please pay before the session via bank transfer, cash or PayPal – thank you. NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.
The next Free Online Group Healing is today Fri 7th March @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.
Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions.Thank you 🙏
I would like to share some good news with you. After the rollercoaster of the past two years with Portugal, I am staying here in London. It’s been a nerve-wracking process of choosing, particularly during the last two months. My absolute deepest gratitude to Ric Weinman for assisting me with this. We had a public exchange in the Manifesting Intention class, which was the beginning of the gradual collapse of a house-of-cards within me. Something that he also helped me see was that, whatever I choose – truth or fiction – to take responsibility. That missing piece of the puzzle was the game-changer…
Amma will be holding a program in London this year 🙂 🙂 🙂 It will be some time from April onwards, but as yet no one knows the dates.
A friend who had been living with Amma for 3 months recently, shared something important with me. Amma said that the last two weeks of March this year will be very bad indeed for travel. Apparently there will be some kind of affliction in general in humanity at that time, which will impact travelling.
I would like to share the exciting news that someone’s Core Veil moved in a private session recently 🙂 I don’t remember this ever having happened before. The person is a Vortex Healing student (Lifeform) and I was intentionally working to release the Core Veil. There was a moment in the Zoom session, when I felt something totally leave her. And simultaneously, she breathed a huge breath. I noticed that afterwards her breathing pattern had changed dramatically. She reported that the word “Freedom” had come to her in that moment. I also noticed in the post-session dialogue, that her voice seemed to be speaking from a different place, her face had relaxed and she expressed recognition that it was the Divine looking at me now, rather than her. I checked in with Ric to make sure and he confirmed what I felt had happened. Nevertheless, I remain floored by it…
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Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your junk mail, so please check.
NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.
Although I wish to emphasise that every single session and Group for me is special, it’s not every day that one receives a message from beyond. It was during a session with the wonderful person I wrote about last time, who has a Guardian Angel in her field. This person recently said post-session, that the Angel had spoken to her for the first time and that it had a message for me. I was very surprised. The message was, “I see the beauty in your precious heart.” Even writing this now, I get goosebumps everywhere…and a feeling of depth…of stillness…and of becoming completely quieted by something. For personal reasons, the gratitude I felt upon hearing those words is truly impossible to convey.
‘I Am That’ pg. 296 – “Q : You make all these extraordinary statements about yourself. What makes you say those things? What do you mean by saying that you are beyond space and time?
M : You ask and the answer comes. I watch myself – I watch the answer and see no contradiction. It is clear to me that I am telling you the truth. It is all very simple. Only you must trust me that I mean what I say, that I am quite serious. As I told you already, my Guru showed me my true nature – and the true nature of the world. Having realised that I am one with, and yet beyond the world, I became free from all desire and fear. I did not reason out that I should be free – I found myself free – unexpectedly, without the least effort. This freedom from desire and fear has remained with me since then. Another thing I noticed was that I do not need to make an effort; the deed follows the thought, without delay and friction. I have also found that thoughts become self-fulfilling; things would fall in place smoothly and rightly. The main change was in the mind; it became motionless and silent, responding quickly, but not perpetuating the response. Spontaneity became real. And above all, infinite affection, love, dark and quiet, radiating in all directions, embracing all, making all interesting and beautiful, significant and auspicious.
Q : We are told that various Yogic powers arise spontaneously in a man who has realised his own true being. What is your experience in these matters?
M : Man’s fivefold body (physical etc.) has potential powers beyond our wildest dreams. Not only is the entire universe reflected in man, but also the power to control the universe is waiting to be used by him. The wise man is not anxious to use such powers, except when the situation calls for them. He finds the abilities and skills of the human personality quite adequate for the business of daily living. Some of the powers can be developed by specialised training, but the man who flaunts such powers is still in bondage. The wise man counts nothing as his own. When at some time and place some miracle is attributed to some person, he will not establish any causal link between events and people, nor will he allow any conclusions to be drawn. All happened as it happened because it had to happen; everything happens as it does, because the universe is as it is.” (for interested parties, that was the passage I read out at the beginning of the last Group Healing)
The next Free Online Group Healing is this Fri 28th Feb @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.
Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions.Thank you 🙏
Amma will be holding a program in London this year 🙂 🙂 🙂 It will be some time from April onwards, but as yet no one knows the dates.
A friend who had been living with Amma for 3 months recently, shared something important with me. Amma said that the last two weeks of March this year will be very bad indeed for travel. Apparently there will be some kind of affliction in general in humanity at that time, which will impact travelling.
I have space where I am living in London to treat you in person. Also, if you live within tube Zones 1 or 2, I can come to you if you prefer that. Please contact me via regular text, WhatsApp, Telegram or email to arrange in-person sessions.
Please pay before the session via bank transfer, cash or PayPal – thank you. NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.
I want to highlight a very moving session which happened recently. A new person who has taken Jewel class in Vortex Healing came to see me. I must say, her present-life backstory was genuinely heartbreaking and horrifying… I will not convey details, but suffice to say it was the most extreme history I have ever heard (which includes my years working as a Therapist in deprived areas of London). Here’s the thing though, when I bridged into her system expecting the worst, what I felt was the opposite. There was all this Light which seemed to be emanating from her… I began to feel I was being bathed in Angelic Light. After the session, I wrote to Ric Weinman with a photo, saying I thought it possible that this person might be an Incarnated Angel.
When I lay down that night, I couldn’t stop thinking about the whole thing. I decided to tune into some Incarnated Angels I know (I am only aware of 2 actually) and then back to this client. I felt that there was something the same, yet something different. I then had a premonition of Ric explaining to me that this person has a Guardian Angel in her field. When I opened my inbox the following day, that is exactly what he said. I have never experienced a Guardian Angel before (as far as I remember anyway), so this is beyond exciting! (NB : people do sometimes believe they have one – you may have already heard somebody say this. Plus, it’s a term in common verbiage. Yet a real Guardian Angel is very rare.) The most significant thing about this particular unfoldment – I suppose what moved me the most – is the sense of how deeply help was needed and that it came to this person. I am infinitely moved by this……….it really leaves me in awe of the Divine.
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My Mum and I had fun visiting the AdWomen exhibition at the Museum of Brands in London last week 🙂 As many of you know, my mother Barbara Nokes is one of the most celebrated and awarded Advertising creatives globally, rising to fame during the Golden Age of Advertising in the 80s and 90s. Although by no means her only work, she wrote the concept and screenplay for (and also cast Nick Kamen in) the now legendary Levi’s ‘Launderette’ commercial, in 1985. I felt proud to see her splattered all over this exhibition and to see how much the other women who also shaped culture at that time were inspired by her 🙂 Here is a little souvenir, although the exhibition’s screening of ‘Madwomen’ was our favourite bit. That documentary is probably still available on Channel 4 in some capacity if you would like to watch, plus this exhibition is still on in Ladbroke Grove :-
I have recently completed the repeat of Manifesting Intention class, which means I have a new energetic tool to use with you called Divine Magic 🙂 🙂 🙂 I will be using this for extra transformation during individual sessions. It can be used on anything – it is very versatile. Its particular strength lies in transforming the deeper intelligence of the system.
As is so often the case though, the sparkle in these Vortex Healing classes happens spontaneously 🙂 It is often greatly helped by the Group Field of the class itself. Check out this session which happened in that field :-
I was on the tube on the way to a client and happened to turn my head at one point. I saw the words ‘Lancaster Gate’ on the platform outside. They captured my gaze… I was smashed out of the engrossed mood and message stream I was in. I had flashbacks of shifts and breakthroughs in that grand room at The Columbia over many years. Not too long after this, I caught sight of some other words on a platform which read, “it’s time to believe in magic again.”
I was very pleased to see the client I was treating when I arrived 🙂 ‘X’ has also taken Foundational class. She has a wild and exciting life, working at a bar / hotel / restaurant frequented by creatives and she sings, acts, directs films and gives healings. Amongst other things, ‘X’ wanted to receive a session to get her deposit back from her previous landlady, who looked to be withholding it unfairly. At the start of the session, I noticed an unusual amount of oneness and Grace… I won’t give you a blow-by-blow account, but there was a moment when I felt I needed to work on the ex-landlady, ‘Y’. I asked for her permission and Merlin’s and received a Yes. It was really fascinating – and I think the only time I have ever seen this – but she had a broken Divine Line in her crown chakra. I could see that, as a result, she didn’t feel the Divine, and was also profoundly out of body. It looked as though she had been born with that Divine Line broken. In mending it, I became aware of a higher purpose to the session and communicated my sense of things to ‘X’. On hearing this, she began to cry and could sense exactly why she had lived in that crazy previous housing situation. She got more in touch with her role as a Healer. Although I didn’t have these words at the time, I think both of us could feel the presence of Divine Will. There was immediately a sense of surrender and ‘bigger picture’ in the room and it was very fulfilling…
After the session ended, ‘X’ looked at her phone and there was a message from ‘Y’ regarding returning the deposit 🙂 The time the message had been sent was exactly when I was fixing the broken Divine Line! Plus, as I write these words to you now, fireworks (which were not here at all beforehand and are not in season right now) are suddenly going off outside – not joking!
Later on, ‘X’ sent me this message : “The tears that poured out of my face didn’t even feel like mine at first. I think this may be the closest in all my healing history I’ve ever felt to the divine!”
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One fantastic transmission which deepened for me in this MI repeat is Bio-Dynamic Flow. This can only be channelled in-person. It works on all levels, including the emotional, to restore flow – to bring the system back into flow. Bio-Dynamic Flow transmission does not create flows and tides in the body – rather, it amplifies the ones already present. If you don’t like being touched, it can even be channelled from up to 7 feet away.
The next Free Online Group Healing is Friday 21st Feb @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.
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Here is another session, which also happened in a Group Field (this time for a mini class Ric facilitated on 8/2/25) : this is about a child client, ‘Z’, who is someone I have written about previously. To refresh you, this is what I noted originally (feel free to skip this paragraph if you remember): I could feel a certain power of Divinity within ‘Z’, in particular in her womb and solar plexus. It was surprising to discover such power in a child who is only 8 years old. I immediately recognised her as a Healer, not ‘growing into’, but already. It was almost as if an adult teacher had been squashed into a child’s body. I could see that she is part of a witch lineage and the next thing I knew, that lineage came into the session. One of the Head Witches entered to give her a gift, which looked like a fairly large jewel or gemstone. To my astonishment, this Head Witch then began to give me a healing, which activated my third eye and began drawing conditioning up and out of me! I had tears in my eyes from being so moved, both by receiving the healing and by the sheer beauty of it all. The Witch began speaking to me : I can’t explain it any other way than to say I could hear her and understand her language. She told me she had already met Ric Weinman and was aware of our Merlin Lineage. She seemed to be saying that the two lineages are connected in some significant way. The child’s mother (who was there as her legal guardian) couldn’t hold back at that point. She explained that ‘Z’ had recently started writing sentences in school, one of which was, “I am a witch.” Thankfully, she attends a Steiner School, so they are more likely to receive (or even honour) that. ’T’ (the mother) then told her that she is an advanced being, which I wholeheartedly agree with. The child asked, “What does advanced mean..?” and, upon learning what it meant, corrected her mother by saying, “No, that’s not right. There is no better or worse.” She went on to explain – as if she were talking about the most garden-variety thing in the world – “I’m Free.”
In the second session : the healing was only about 15 minutes and after beginning, I became aware that ‘Z’ was giving me a healing. I had a vision of a horse-shoe shaped table, around which there were many Witches seated. It felt as if a Witch lineage was doing the healing on me through ‘Z’. During channelling integration for her, I asked ‘Z’ if she was aware that she had been giving me a healing. With innocence and with clarity, she replied simply, “Yes.” She explained that she gets a feeling in her hands, like a tingly feeling. She went on to describe it as energy in her hands and said that when it gets “uncomfortable” she puts her hands on her body. But it became overwhelming, so she wanted to put them on my body and put the energy there, she said. I told her what I saw, with the Witches around the table etc., but she said “No” she didn’t see that. She saw one Witch, like a black shape in front of her. She added that she gets this experience a lot. If it ever becomes too uncomfortable, she showed me how she clasps one hand around the other. I wrote to Ric about it all and he agreed that ‘Z’ is an extraordinary being. He also went on to say that she has no Core Veil 🙂
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Even though I have taken Manifesting Intention class 4 or 5 times now, the significance of this one completely blew me away… I can’t say that any was better than any other, because there were such unique openings in each and they have all been crucial to my work, my path and my life. Although impossible to capture the experience and livingness of this class in words, here are some things I learned :-
Perhaps the most remarkable event on a class level, happened to a student there who had previously had multiple strokes, leaving the left side of her face and part of her body paralysed. After doing a few simple class exercises, utilising the transmissions known as Tissue Pulsing + Tissue Unglue + Aliveness in alternate combinations, she regained sensation in her left face!
The mind : the mind is just a tool and seeing it as such may help break your identification with it. It’s a very useful tool and there’s nothing wrong with it. There’s nothing wrong with a hammer, but what if you were to think, “I am a hammer.” Another problem is with the ‘observer.’ People sometimes shift their identification to being the observer of the mind. But that is not the same as freedom at all; they are still tightly bound in fact. It’s stuck and it’s also not a very warm place. The person is not simply observing, they have become an observer. In a place where you’re simply observing, you are in flow – and all this awareness of what is happening is going in, and going out. In this flow, you’re going to have a natural heart response to whatever’s happening. Whereas if you’re identified as the observer, then you’re going to separate yourself from everything and that separation becomes a cold place. I have heard it said that this is arguably the greatest weakness of Vipassana. There was once a Vipassana teacher who went to see the awakened teacher Papaji. After seeing Papaji, he remarked that he had been teaching Vipassana for 13 years but doing it all wrong : he felt he had been creating this ‘mirror’, but that Papaji just broke the mirror 🙂
Of course, it’s never us that does such things – only people we know, lol! 😉
What is Divine Intention..? Well, it lies in Mystery. So it’s not the way the ego would intend. But it’s like there’s some kind of magical intention there…
Braces and orthodontics : please do not give these to your children, teenagers or young adults! Sorry for the rant and for if you have heard about this before. Braces block what is trying to happen in the body, particularly in the head. The impact they have is to cut off many crucial cranio-sacral pathways, cranial bone movements and cranial rhythms, which flow throughout the body (in particular the cranial mid-line over the top front teeth). All these should be opening and closing with the breath, in a harmony created by nature. The head itself, for example, is not a fixed thing : it is always in subtle motion, it’s moving. When this is forced to stop, the body starts to ‘fight itself’ : everything begins resisting that block and this creates a tremendous amount of tension in the head, jaw and neck etc. This eventually culminates downwards, until even the lower body cannot ground anymore. Ric says that, when he had a hands-on healing practice for many years, he could tell just by touching a person’s head if they had had braces or not. If they had, the head felt like a bowling ball with no natural movement or ‘breathing-like’ expansions and contractions. Later on, it is very hard to get all of the tension out of the head and jaw etc., but you could try a Percussor (which is an electronic massage instrument) held lightly underneath the chin (with the mouth gently closed), being sure to use a wide flat pad piece on the head of the Percussor. Ric believes that will get around 65% of the tension out. NB : if you feel your child etc. really needs braces, it is possible to find orthodontists who will fit Visalign but without making a single piece across the top front teeth, so that the head can still move naturally enough.
Karma Day :these are days at the end of major classes where Merlin releases for us however much of the Karma of Events as possible. Karma of Events is essentially the worst kind of bad karma : it is either an action you did in a previous lifetime, which comes back as an event in this lifetime (like a car accident, as an example). Or it is an action which returns to you like that as glue holding your major core issues in place. So far, the only way we have found to release this type of Karma is through a class like MI.
The Acupuncture system is the manifested system of the body, whereas the Jin Shin system is the manifesting system.
Menopause : if you are going through this and would like help, a Genetic Modification is the best first step.
After class, something very important Ric explained was that, “Too much sitting loads the spleen pathways. The spleen energy is the ‘engine’ for the lymph system. If that ‘engine’ goes into slow gear, the lymph becomes stagnant, and then congested. This also sets the stage for Candida.”
Aliveness : people are loving this new transmission 🙂 It works a bit like energising. It is channeled 2/3 from my spine and 1/3 from my heart. It brings back to life dead / lifeless areas of the system.
NB : the reason one can feel more tried after receiving this / receiving any energising type transmission or even a massage, is because all of these support the nervous system, adrenals, kidneys etc. The support relaxes all those systems and they come out of a state of struggle or over-stimulation : it’s like we often walk around cranked up in ‘battle-mode’. So, feeling more tired after treatment is normal. This kind of tired though, is a sign of growing health.
Another thing you might like – and please do ask me for – is having all your joints and tissues saturated with compressed pre-natal Jing 🙂
“Due to our impatience, most of the time, we aren’t even aware of what we are doing or saying. Rather than feeling depressed about the opinions others may have about us, we should transcend our own limitations and try to do what we must with an optimistic attitude. Thus, patience, constant enthusiasm and firm determination to reach the goal are all necessary factors for success” ~ Amma
The next Free Online Group Healing is tomorrow 7th February @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.
Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions.Thank you 🙏
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I was very sad to hear of the death of David Lynch a few days ago. He was an incredibly important influence on my family, friends and I. I actually consider him to be a creative genius and the greatest director of all time. By 1991, his work had taken London by storm…it was a massive thing. Responding to a question about the success of his series ‘Twin Peaks’, David told Patti Smith, “Do what you believe in.”
Kyle MacLachlan, who starred as Agent Dale Cooper in that series, wrote in tribute : “He was not interested in answers because he understood that questions are the drive that make us who we are.” Beautiful in standalone, as an observation about the way of things, his remark also reminded me that I had once heard Adyashanti saying, “I haven’t come to answer your questions but to question your answers.” Of course, I am not making any of the three the same, but it is true that Lynch was an avid meditator. Tomorrow, which would have been his 79th Birthday, his four children have called for a 10 minute worldwide meditation in honour of their father. It is at 8pm London time. You can read more about it here (thank you Shannon Chamberlain for this) :-
Steven Spielberg has described Lynch as “a singular visionary dreamer who directed films that felt handmade.” When I found out he had died, I had a similar reaction to that of when my father died, in that I felt no resistance at all but rather a sense of aligned Truth, whilst also experiencing love and loss (though to very differing degrees in each case). The strange thing is, a day or so before Lynch’s death I decided to make the following list :-
Top 6 TV series of all time :-
Twin Peaks
I May Destroy You
Peaky Blinders
Succession
Girls
Chewing Gum
Again uncannily, the evening before my father Roger Nokes died (which was completely sudden and unexpected), my brother and I were with him compiling lists of the best films of all time! We were having such a laugh together with it… Maybe realising it was a type of futile madness to rate creativity like this, and yet somehow compelled, perhaps out of sheer passion for the work we had all been exposed to over many decades and different eras in history.
The next Free Online Group Healing is this Friday 24th Jan @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.
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There is an upcoming Foundational class in Vortex Healing with Anthony Gorman (18th – 22nd Feb). Please book here :-
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The next Free Online Group Healing is tomorrow Fri 17th Jan @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.
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A friend told me a very beautiful story this week, which I would like to share with you. There was once a Tibetan monk who became imprisoned by the Chinese government during the taking of Tibet. He was in prison for 15 years and was tortured frequently. When he came out, friends asked him how it was. He replied describing the prison as a very dangerous place. The friends nodded, saying they had imagined it would be, and asking him to continue. The monk said, “There were two moments when I almost lost compassion.”
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There is an upcoming Foundational class in Vortex Healing with Anthony Gorman (18th – 22nd Feb). Please book here :-
The next Free Online Group Healing is tomorrow Fri 10th Jan @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.
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Please note that all sessions other than Groups are now available 7 days per week, 11 30am – 9 30 pm London time.
We may sometimes wonder about (or at!) the experience of a Master’s inner world. Amma once said of this, that the reality She experiences is best described as “the blissful silence of love.”
Ric Weinman wrote something to us which contains valuable general insights. I hope these help you, and if you would like to experience the new Aliveness transmission in session, please let me know :-
“When aliveness (or other aspects of vitality) are low, the body will tend to compensate by cranking up the nervous system (or using stimulants), which over time exhausts it. So when you bring up the aliveness (or other aspects of vitality), the nervous system will relax and the person may feel more tired than before for a few days, which could be confusing. But what has happened is that they now have enough energy to relax. It’s for the same reason that when a person is over-tired and can’t sleep, instead of trying to relax them the best thing to do is energise them.”
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I must say, I am starting 2025 feeling super blissed-out… And I can’t wait to serve you this year! I had an absolutely epic NYE, thanks to Kate Valentine + Nik in Sussex, who put on a thrilling, friendly and loving party in their beautiful house & community 🙂 🙂 🙂 Sometimes one party can turn everything around…
The first Free Online Group Healing of 2025 is this Friday 3rd January @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.
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🕉 Om Amriteswaryai Namah🕉
“When the yogi turns off his mind, the play, or the program, ends. It’s just like turning off a television set. When you want to see the program, you press the ‘on’ button. If you want to watch it, it is there; and when you don’t want to watch anymore, you turn the TV off and the program disappears. The on and off button of the mind is in the yogi’s hand, under his perfect control. If you have something and you can let go of it anytime you want, what does that mean? It means you are not attached to it. You do not possess it and it doesn’t bind you. Whether you have it or not, you don’t care. This is detachment. Like this, the yogi is in a supreme state of detachment.”
*****(((Amma)))*****
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Also a recap : all sessions (other than Groups) are available 7 days per week, 11 30am – 9 30 pm London time 🙂
The next Free Online Group Healing is tomorrow 20th Dec @ 1pm London time. This is the final Group of 2024. My apologies for the late notice. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.
Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions.Thank you 🙏
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🕉 Om Amriteswaryai Namah 🕉
“When thoughts are reduced, power of the mind and its subtlety increases, tunes with the Universe. Then you can see the realms beyond the common understanding. When the mind is pure and quiet it becomes one with the universal mind. That mind is like a mirror. The secrets of the Universe will be revealed there.”
I would like to remind you of the exciting news that all sessions are now available 7 days per week : 11 30am – 9 30 pm London time 🙂 🙂 🙂 Yes, you can now have a session on the weekend 🙂
The next Free Online Group Healing is this Friday 29th Nov @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.
Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions.Thank you 🙏
For in-person sessions = I will come to you if you live within tube Zones 1 or 2. Please contact me via regular text, WhatsApp or Telegram to arrange this.
Please pay before the session via bank transfer, cash or PayPal – thank you. NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.
For online private sessions = please book here :-
Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your spam, so please check.
NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.
I made this over the weekend and thought I would share it with you :-
And lastly, this is a clip of Amma doing the 1000 Names!
I must say that I was shocked, devastated and traumatised by the result of the U.S. election today and the beginning of Trump’s new presidency. At first, I simply couldn’t take it in – I was in shock. I even felt like pinching myself several times today, to see if it was real or just a very bad dream from which I would wake sweating and terrified, telling myself, “It’s just a dream, it’s just a dream.” Eventually, I took to the meditation cushion. I sat there talking and crying to Amma. What was revealed (beyond the mind) that it all honestly triggered for me, was deep loneliness and the excruciating pain of that inside. The only thing to do was my spiritual practice, so I got on with it. To my genuine astonishment, doing the 108 Names and the 1000 Names completely shifted things. I do not mean this as a spiritual bypass in any way. Through the tears and pain and including those too, I suddenly saw in a flash a part of the translation of one of the 108 Names : “…Immortal Bliss…” It was like the Divine had ‘planted it’ there, or magnetised my eyes to it. I was captivated… It occurred to me where life is going. Where we are likely to end up sooner or later. It totally redirected my attention and awareness. In a sense it was a remembering and in a sense it was a forgetting. Do you know what I mean?
Perhaps another way of putting it, or something closely related, is in this note from Amma :-
If you are or have been struggling like I was, I strongly suggest you stick to your practices and lean into them even more. This is the time for rituals, for chanting, for meditation, for singing, for all the good stuff. What else is truly going to help us now? Not endless debate and not social media. The only other thing I would suggest for supporting and nourishing yourself at this time is sangha (community). One of you actually sent me a very beautiful quote about that earlier this week :-
“Having thus reflected, Ananda went to see the Buddha, and after saluting him told the Buddha what he thought, namely that spiritual friendship was half of the holy life. The Buddha disagreed. Spiritual friendship, companionship, or comradeship was not half of the holy life, but the whole of it, he told Ananda.”
The next Free Online Group Healing is this Friday 8th November @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.
Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions.Thank you 🙏
I am here in London until at least May next year without any travelling at all. I am offering in-person sessions and will come to you if you live within tube Zones 1 or 2. Please contact me via regular text, WhatsApp or Telegram to arrange this.
Please pay before the session via bank transfer, cash or PayPal – thank you. NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.
Online private sessions continue as usual :-
Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your spam, so please check.
NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.
This weekend, it is the EarthShift 🙂 If you have taken the Foundational class in Vortex Healing, you are eligible to join and it is free. Please contact me if you need details on how to do this. If you will not be in class, I hope you can rest assured that this is yet more evidence of the Divine action happening in the world and that everyone in the human race will be positively impacted by. It may be that Ric Weinman shifts the intention a little (considering what has happened today), or it may be that we continue with clearing a spot in the genetic group psyche for survival power. Let’s see what the Divine has in store. I am excited 🙂 Especially right now, when this is more needed than ever before. Every person in the world will benefit from this work and so will the Earth itself, Gaia and the universe – all will receive healing. Somehow, I am reminded here of Adyashanti’s words and the place we long for within : the silent abyss beyond all knowing.
Happy Halloween 🙂 Today is special for me for an entirely different reason because it is the day 23 years ago when I met Amma 🙂 Upon request, here is the message from Her that I cited during the Group Healing last Friday :-
The next Free Online Group Healing is tomorrow 1st November @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.
Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions.Thank you 🙏
NB : I am here in London until at least May next year without any travelling at all.
I am offering in-person sessions and will come to you if you live within tube Zones 1 or 2. Please contact me via regular text, WhatsApp or Telegram to arrange this.
Please pay before the session via bank transfer, cash or PayPal – thank you. NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.
Online private sessions continue as usual :-
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I am a bit late letting you know about this – sorry – but wanted to bring to your attention a crucial film. I found out about it originally when I was facilitating healing at Kitty Shukman’s show for London Fashion Week. Her family actually came to the show and afterwards I happened to meet her brother, Harry Shukman, as we were leaving. He mentioned being here for the London Film Festival because he was in it, but as he was so understated about it, I was left with no idea at all about the gravitas of what I was about to experience seeing the film. You can watch it now on catch up options for Channel 4. It is called ‘Undercover : Exposing the Far Right’ :-
Even people I love very much have been exploited in their vulnerabilities by being taken in by the far right, under the guise of alt-right theories, conspirituality and ideologies. Therefore to engage with this work, in which privileged white men directly usetheir privilegeto serve all humans, to bring illumination and eventually peace, felt like a sacred moment in history. I was also reminded that my brother, Luke, and I were some of the few white kids I have ever met raised by anti-racist and anti-fascist parents in the 1980s. It brought a lot of healing, passion and relief… I hope you get the chance to see this film and I hope to see you in the Group tomorrow,
I am well and have some exciting news today 🙂 I have had a client for a few years now, Kitty Shukman, who is a streetwear and shoe designer. There was an instant connection between us from the start, which is always lovely, and also with her mother, author Jessica Pryce-Jones, who comes for sessions with me as well. Over time, we each bonded and became friends as well as healer / clients and the sessions continued. Kitty was recently bestowed with the prestigious honour of being selected as one of only a handful of young designers to present their own brands at London Fashion Week. Having established herself with several enigmatic streetwear brands and fashion houses, the opportunity to present what she had created independently was priceless for Kitty. She asked me to support her with the show, both to prepare her for such an undertaking and to do space clearing and personal healing at the show itself, being there to hold space for her and her crew.
I remembered at that point, our journey together with Amma at the Los Angeles program this summer. I managed to get us onto the stage with Amma when Kitty entered the hall. We were seated at the back of the stage, yet Amma found Kitty’s eyes several times and gave her a deep gaze. For some reason, probably Grace, we were kept on the stage for more than an hour, which is unusual nowadays especially for a first-timer. When it came to Darshan, Amma spent a great deal of time with Kitty, playing like a child with the healing chocolate characters she has created, along with her amazing tarot cards and shoe designs – part of the collection for her brand ‘Again’, aka ‘Positive Energy Flows Again’. Amma then reached over and handed her an apple. That was when I really knew…something is going to come of this.
Skip on a couple of months, and back here in London I was doing an in-person session for Kitty. One of the things I did was to create a Divine Door for ‘Positive Energy Flows Again’ (an EW4 MRLN Mendra Divine Door), placing it in one of the shoe prototypes and more widely into the consciousness of the whole brand. Merlin prompted me to ask Kitty to get specific about her intention with her career, which she did. I won’t share what she said, but suffice to say it was both sincere and selfless, so much so it brought tears to my eyes. Again, at that moment, I knew…something is going to come of this.
The day came for the show last Friday and it was so exciting! I felt intimidated going in, to be honest, but thankfully I realised quickly that I had indeed managed to rummage out good clothes for the occasion – lol! I had a clear intention for being there, which also helped a lot : to be a healing presence for Kitty, the crew and models, for Kitty’s artistic vision, for the work itself and to channel on the set. Things were already underway when I arrived at midday and Kitty’s sound designer and I discussed how to create the right atmosphere for the show. He was very open to Amma, so Kitty asked him to play the 1000 Names loudly on set while I cleared the whole space. That was one of my favourite moments – pure magic : there I was, with Amma’s Swami chanting over the speakers, entering into this fascinating and unknown world and doing what I most love to do. The show itself was centred around a shoe – the infinity shoe :-
Suffice to say, when showtime hit and it came time to welcome the 400 guests from the fashion world, everything was spectacular! And Kitty said she felt that I had fixed a major lighting issue, by creating a Divine Door and then sitting with the situation in the Global Healing Grid. It’s hard to remember everything else now, because it was such an intense and thrilling day, but the feelings are something that I think will stay with me forever.
Here are a couple of snippets :-
The following day, I was on the tube and received a Telegram message from an Amma friend. She wondered if I knew a designer who had mentioned Vortex Healing and Amma in her interview for Vogue magazine? My mouth fell open… I opened the link she had sent me and stared, with absolute astonishment… There, right before my very eyes, were the words ‘Vortex Healing’ written at the top of an entire article in Vogue. Not only that, but Amma’s full name – Mata Amritanandamayi – was also in the article, plus the ‘energy healer’ referred to was me. I marvelled at what Divinity had created… I was in awe…
I got off the tube at my stop and, in a usual rush, ran to get the escalator and continue my journey to the next client. But as I crossed over that way, I broke down in tears. I was crying, right in the middle of the tube station – I simply couldn’t stop those tears. I was, quite literally, overjoyed. If there was any story behind the joy inside my tears, it was about what this could mean for Amma’s dream for humanity, for Kitty, for Vortex Healing and for me. Then in my heart I silently prayed, thanking Amma and Merlin over and over again. Things have been very challenging on a human life level for me recently, yet this miracle from God just wiped all that away. The drama came to an end. As I cried, all I could feel was Divinity. I was reconnected. And in that reconnection, it was like I was looking through a window, which I realised was a window into Reality. I perceived that Reality never changes. I could also feel that I am always and only looked after, always and only loved, always and only in Divinity. And so are you. It was a revelation…a total sensing, an insight which included everyone and everything.
The next Free Online Group Healing is this Friday 20th September @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.
Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions.Thank you 🙏
I am travelling to Portugal tomorrow, this time to the south of the country first. I am scoping out that area as a possibility for living. I also want to get a feel for Portugal again, now that I have experienced so much transformation with Amma and The Magical Jewel class.
Here is the link to book online private sessions, which continue as usual from Portugal :-
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I would like to finish by recounting a brief tale. This was told to us all in a satsang during Tour, by a Brahmacharini in yellow whom I greatly respect. She said a man had come for Amma’s Darshan and asked Amma for advice on his sadhana (spiritual practices). Amma’s answer was very beautiful, with a touching yet profound simplicity which only She seems able to convey :-
“Any action which doesn’t harm the world is sadhana” ~ Amma
“In spirituality, the seeker renounces all that he has to the Supreme Principle, God. All that one can claim as one’s own, all the attachments and aversions one has are the product of one’s ego. They can also be referred to as vasanas or accumulated tendencies. All these things which we claim as our own do not, in fact, belong to us since we have no control over them. Reputation, fame, position, our homes, wives, husbands, children – none of these can stay with us permanently. We may have such things now, but who knows what is going to happen the next moment? But this is not the case with the accumulated tendencies, with the ego. The ego is our own. It belongs to us. Nobody else can claim it. Therefore, real self-surrender is surrendering or renouncing one’s ego at the feet of the Supreme Self.”
*****(((Amma)))*****
The next Free Online Group Healing is this Friday 28th June @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.
Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions.Thank you 🙏
Alternatively, here is the link to book online private sessions :-
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I am flying out on 5th July and back on 13th August. Although I am not offering private sessions during that period, please note that I am considering going ahead with the Groups which fall between those dates from ‘Tourland’ 🙂 🙂 🙂 I think it could be a fantastic and rare opportunity for you to feel Amma’s direct presence as part of this community 🙂
I hope to see you on U.S. Tour 🙂 Here are the details :-
The next Free Online Group Healing is this Friday 14th June @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.
Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions.Thank you 🙏
I am in London and will be here for 3 more weeks, before going on Amma’s Tour 3rd July – 15th August.
I am offering in-person sessions and will come to you, if you live within tube Zones 1 or 2. Please contact me via WhatsApp, Telegram or regular text to arrange this (price = £100, payable before the beginning of the session via cash, bank transfer or PayPal). NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.
Alternatively, here is the link to book online private sessions :-
Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.
NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.
Please note that I will not be offering sessions whilst on Tour. Here are the U.S. Tour dates :-
Heartgasms! Please listen to this podcast for which I was interviewed by Sam Allen 🙂 If you feel drawn to do so, please share on social media or let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing these links with them :-
I am currently repeating the Vortex Healing class Kundalini II and just went to my friend Leila Sadeghee’s yoga class in Highbury, so I am super super happy and excited about life! 🙂 🙂 🙂 I’m writing to share the next instalment from The Magical Jewel class and to inform you of the next Free Online Group Healing which is Friday 17th May @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.
Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions.Thank you 🙏
I also now have TimeLines II and the tools from that class to offer you 🙂 Using TimeStreams, the Divine looks at all infinite possibilities for what is being worked on, choosing the best possible one and creating a brand new TimeLine. It is a very powerful and transformative technique, both for physical body issues, emotional issues and all other kinds of issues too.
Continuing with The Magical Jewel class experiences : the other insight which arose from the breakthrough I had, happened a day later and I voice-recorded it. I am sharing this with you verbatim, in order to catch the essence of the thing :-
“So, the other thing I’m noticing in this whole awakening embodiment evolution that’s really exploded on this trip, is…there’s no need for resolution anymore. There were so many things I was trying to resolve. Always trying to resolve things with people, or mostly in my own mind : like, ‘this means this or this means that’ and ‘how can I resolve this?’, whatever it was. And that sense has gone. There’s no feeling that anything needs resolution, because the resolution IS already living and breathing within the whole world. Within what I am, within…it is what I am, so there’s no feeling of…I don’t feel so threatened by everything. It’s like, you know, I don’t have to come to some kind of understanding / resolution about every single thing. Something in that sense has just gone. Completely gone.”
I am in London and will now be here for at least 6 more weeks. I am offering in-person sessions and will come to you, if you live within tube zones 1 or 2. Please contact me via WhatsApp, Telegram or regular text to arrange this (price = £100, payable before the beginning of the session via cash, bank transfer or PayPal).
Alternatively, here is the link to book online private sessions :-
Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.
NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.
Last, but certainly not least, yes – the rumours are true – Amma will tour America this summer! 🙂 🙂 🙂 For the first time in 5 years, Amma will return to do U.S. Tour 🙂 No dates, venues or any other details have yet been released, so stay tuned for that. It looks likely to be the month of July. Here is a natural high to get you in the vibe :-
I am great 🙂 I’m writing to tell you about the next Free Online Group Healing. I am in London and will be here for at least 1 month.
The next Free Online Group Healing is this Wednesday 1st May @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.
Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions.Thank you 🙏
I am offering in-person sessions and will come to you, if you live within London tube zones 1 or 2. Please contact me via WhatsApp, Telegram or regular text to arrange this (price = £100, payable before the beginning of the session via cash, bank transfer or PayPal).
Alternatively, here is the link to book online private sessions :-
Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.
NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.
If you would like to train in Vortex Healing, the next Foundational Class with Anthony Gorman is starting very soon – on 8th May 🙂 Please book asap, since there might be only a few places left. I couldn’t recommend this class more highly to you 🙂
The next Free Online Group Healing is on April Fool’s Day (lol!) 1st April @ 1pm (London time) 🙂 Please book your place here if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr), in a quiet space free from distractions.
If you feel drawn, please let your friends / fam / etc. know about the Group by sharing this link with them. Thank you 🙏
There are two more sessions as well, which you can book via this link.
I will return to London on the 18th April, having completed the class ‘The Magical Jewel’ (the most advanced level of Vortex Healing) in Virginia Beach, USA. Again, I will be offering in-person, private online and online group sessions at that time.
I was recently watching a rare live satsang by Adyashanti, who was talking directly from awakened intelligence. I would like to share my take on some of what he conveyed that day. The idea that we need to get rid of our egos is only an idea which arises from ego. The Truth has a totally different way, a completely other orientation, and then there is what could be described as a third way. This is when our egos find their proper relationship to our deeper nature, when they come into service to it. The potential of that is that the ego is simply a support to true nature. You see, there’s no war – no going into battle with your mind (which never worked anyway) – and no going against anything. Not even any choosing. It’s as if a type of marriage or coming together occurs : a marriage of what once appeared as opposites. This is the integration, embodiment and surrender which colours true human evolution.
Here is the link to book online private sessions :-
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During Maha Shivarartri in Amritapuri recently, Amma surprised us all by playing an interview she had been asked to give by UNESCO for International Women’s Day! Both days happened to fall on the same date this year, like a marriage of masculine and feminine I felt 🙂 Although the interview we were shown during the celebration was the full length one and this has been greatly reduced, I wanted to include it here. Enjoy 🙂
I am happy and well here in London 🙂 I was recently thinking about sharing some photos with you, as I felt that you might like to see a bit more of what goes on in Amma’s ashram (Amritapuri). That same day, a friend messaged me from America to say that he had seen me and my dear friend Charusila in Amma’s Maha Shivaratri 2024 video on YouTube 🙂 So, I am including that here :-
I am offering in-person sessions for the next 2.5 weeks, if you live within London tube zones 1 or 2. Please contact me via WhatsApp, Telegram or regular text to arrange this. The price is £100, payable before the start time of the session via bank transfer, cash, PayPal or Wise.
Here is the link to book online private sessions. Please note that the usual schedule is back on :-
Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.
NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.
There is a wonderful art event being held online for Amma’s charities 🙂 Please contact me directly if you are an artist interested in contributing your own work, or if you are interested in buying :-
Join us on social media to see the beautiful Devotional Art being offered by devotees, with all proceeds going to impoverished communities worldwide from Amma’s vast network of humanitarian charities : Embracing the World.
I am very well indeed and am now writing to you from London 🙂
At the end of my stay in Amritapuri, which was filled with peace and happiness this time, I found myself sitting on the floor of the main hall for bhajans. My flight was to leave later on that night, so (in a way) I was saying goodbye to Amma.
I’m going to try to convey what it feels like to be with this Living Master and perhaps a tiny bit of what She is doing with our paths to God-realisation. It is difficult to do so, partly because you have to have really stayed with Amma for a good amount of time to grok this, and partly because it is so tricky to communicate in words what is totally beyond words. Nevertheless, I feel to try.
There was a particular bhajan which Amma sang that night which seemed to crack me open completely. I often feel that She takes us from a sort-of habitual mundane emotional state to the uppermost heights of what the passion for Divinity is capable of; and it can happen in a split second when She sings. All She needs is a tiny crack – a hair’s breadth of space – in which to reveal the Great Mystery in all its glory. As I was sitting there singing with everyone, this happened to a whole new degree. Amma leaves the very best til last 😉
As my heart burst with longing, I started sobbing uncontrollably and there was a surrender which felt almost physical and beyond physicality at the same time, as if my heart opened from the front to the back (spine) and outwards, beyond…….. What I was feeling was a blend of the most immense gratitude, with joy – pure joy – and devotional Love (Bhakti). As my system underwent Amma’s ‘surgery’, I felt the return to Innocence, unconditional Love and the perception (as if for the first time) of what She is doing with us all. I could see in that moment, that Amma is the salvation for the whole of humanity. Ric Weinman once told me that She “has the long-haul job of transforming the heart of humanity” and Adyashanti once created a series about what he describes as ‘Redemptive Love’. It was as if those two insights came alive at once, yet in a brand new way, and then went beyond even that…
There was this absolutely overwhelming – literally overwhelming – gratitude. It was for all of the above and also for the beyondness of what was being revealed, and yet simultaneously it was uncaused. There was zero sense of specialness, yet a complete sense of being present and available for the transformation happening through this body and heart and through the bodies and hearts of all those around me on that sacred ground. Perhaps it could be said that the small self / me / I suddenly broke open and was consumed by / merged into Divinity / became what it truly had always been. The crying was so intense that I couldn’t contain it in any way. I was floored byTrue Love, fiery devotion (which was also recognised as being choiceless) and the sense of being in the right place at the right time : of pre-destiny. That was mixed with the utter gratefulness for what Amma has done for us all, and how different things could have been if She hadn’t come to Earth during this era. This seeing engendered in me such confidence…….trust, surrender, and faith in the highest. It was breathtaking.
In the taxi on the way to Trivandrum airport afterwards, I noticed that there was complete Peace, “the peace which surpasses all understanding” as Adyashanti puts it. Thoughts would still arise and pass, but ‘witnessing’ – in the most engaged way – would simply perceive them, without interfering. It was a simple seeing, no more no less. I realised that you don’t actually need detachment when Bhakti has taken over. Love ‘becomes’ (so-to-speak) the only thing which makes sense. And the stunning thing is, it doesn’t even need to make sense.
To discover more about the incredible global impacts of what Amma is doing, check out :-
“Those who know the Self are always compassionate. They wish to see society thrive in peace and harmony.
Love is the very foundation, beauty and fulfilment of life. If we dive deep enough into ourselves, we will find that the one thread of universal love ties all beings together.
As this awareness dawns within us, peace alone will reign.” ~ Amma
Here is the link to book online private sessions and please note that the usual schedule is now back on :-
Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.
NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.
I am currently down with what seems like Covid and that is why I haven’t written until now. I had an incredible start to my journey with Amma though………so I’m definitely not complaining 🙂 Plus, I feel fortunate, since some people in this ashram are now in hospital with this. At one point, I must say, I was extremely ill with fever, nerve pain, unable to breathe properly, streaming nose, sore throat and so weak I couldn’t walk further than across the room. Thank goodness for Vortex Healing! I am still not yet well enough to give sessions, so please stay tuned for that. I hope to begin again in the next few days. I really miss you all and I miss working 😦 The only thing I have been able to offer while totally confined to this room, is to create a mix. It may not be a healing session, but I hope it brings you some enjoyment / dancing / goosebumps at least 🙂
Right now, you can book online private sessions via the usual link beginning in mid-March :-
Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.
NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.
It’s unlikely that I will be able to offer the Free Online Group Healings until my return to London in mid-March. However, once I am back in London I will be offering these, plus private in-person sessions again as before 🙂
Many people ask me, what is seva (selfless service)? Or, why do that? Here is Amma speaking about seva, in a rare interview. Watch from minute 8 (where she is describing Darshan from Her perspective) and enjoy 🙂
I have rather limited access to reliable connectivity here in rural India, but you can always try me on WhatsApp or Telegram. Please read these newsletters for info about online private sessions from here in Amritapuri. I hope to start within the next few days.
If you wouldn’t mind mind forwarding the contents of this email to anyone else from the Group Healings who may not be receiving it, so that they know where I am am and what’s happening with my work, I would greatly appreciate it – thank you 🙂
🕉 Om Amriteswaryai Namah 🕉
“There are two important days in our life. The first is the day we are born. The second is the day we realize why we are born. But for many people, this second day never comes. They live mechanically from the day they are born until the day they die. We will only be able to appreciate the beauty and magnitude of life when we realize its true purpose.”
It has been an incredibly busy time during December 2023 and January 2024. Happily so, with many many blessings and much Grace, but yet so very busy indeed. I want to apologise for not finding the time to do the Group on the 12th Jan, for not being so available lately and for not getting back to all of your emails and messages.
I also want to thank you, for all your inner work in 2023, which made my job as a healer such a delight. I love what I do and I love working with you 🙂 I feel so fortunate to be working with such interesting, intelligent, loving and sincere beings. May we all get what we need and our life’s goal.
Having arrived in India on the 16th of this month, I have had quite a ride already with travel and illness (India digestive stuff). But it has all been so right….. You know when you just realise the profound ‘rightness’ of the experiences you are having..? I don’t know if that’s really the correct word for the context, but I think you probably get the gist.
I am currently in Goa and will be travelling to Cochin in Kerala on the 24th and then on to the ashram (Amritapuri) on the 26th. As much as I would like to work from my room here in Goa, the connectivity just isn’t reliable enough. I am hoping that once I reach the ashram, I will be given a room which makes online private sessions possible. I miss you all and miss giving the sessions I so love. Although it has to be said that I will have very limited access to reliable connectivity, you can try me on WhatsApp or Telegram if you need something – especially if you are experiencing a healing emergency / crisis.
There is something important I want to share with you all. I had a deep and mystical experience of Truth just now, whilst watching one of my favourite films of all time. These words then came through, perhaps partially channelled, perhaps partially from my interpretation of what I realised in that moment :-
Please always know that a Rain of Grace is falling upon you. Divinity is always always always here, perfectly available and present. Listening within is the way. Doing so, any person can find the sole force of this entire universe and fall into That endlessly, or even only for a few seconds. Yet such ‘seconds’ will possibly change the rest of that person’s life, forever.
Trust your feelings, and from there trust what is the basis of those feelings (and of all things), and from there, dive even deeper still. Surrender now, and you will never regret doing so. Be here now, and you will never regret doing so. Give yourself peace now, and you will never regret doing so. Always know that you are loved beyond imagining, by the Formless itself – in fact by Divinity in and out of form.
I sometimes think that Unconditional Love is the only thing worth calling reality.
It’s unlikely that I will be able to offer the Free Online Group Healings until my return to London in mid-March. However, once I am back in London I will be offering these, plus in-person sessions again as before 🙂
For now though, you can book online private sessions via the usual link beginning in mid-March :-
Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.
NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.
Please stay tuned to these posts for info on when I can resume giving online private sessions from here in India. I hope to see you soon 🙂
I would like to wish you a very Merry Christmas and a Happy Winter Solstice for tomorrow 🙂 I hope you are enjoying the festive season as much as I am 🙂 If you live in London, I cannot recommend highly enough the current Marina Abramovic exhibition at The Royal Academy of Arts. If you do nothing else this season, it is a must-see. I am left feeling that she may be the most brave, significant and gifted modern artist of all time. There are no words for the exquisite nature of what she has created over so many years……. I can only tell you that I have been deeply impacted by it. Please go with someone who you feel will enjoy this with you, rather than alone, as you might need to silently connect with them or talk about what you see. I also feel to add a gentle warning: please don’t go if you are depressed or worse than depressed. It is on until the 31st Dec 2023.
The upcoming Free Online Group Healing is on Friday 29th December @ 1pm (London time) 🙂 Please book your place here, if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions :-
Yes, I am offering in-person private sessions here 🙂 If you live within London tube Zones 1 or 2, I will come to your home. The price is £100 and you can pay via bank transfer, PayPal or cash before the start time of your session. Please contact me via WhatsApp or Telegram to book. I am in London until the 15th Jan 2024, at which time I will fly to Amma in India.
Please be aware that once I arrive in Amritapuri, I will be taking time to focus solely on Amma and God-realisation. This will be for at least 3 weeks, possibly more, so please plan your sessions and Groups accordingly for before that time. You can book online private sessions via the usual link :-
Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.
NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.
One of you has created an amazing podcast which I am delighted to share with the rest of you 🙂 It is from Abla El-Sharnouby and is titled, ‘Altered Fates’. It is about turning points and how we choose to navigate them: moments in our lives where events conspired to propel us forward. It’s available in the usual places such as Spotify and Apple Podcasts :-
Finally, I leave you with these moving words from a close friend and long-time Amma devotee: “It’s hard to let Her love in, but sometimes we get a glimpse and it makes our lives safe forever.”
“I have been seeing Daisy for over a year now and she has helped me with so many aspects of my life. I suffered from Sciatica for years but since Daisy performed what can only be described as some internal unobtrusive surgery in my sacral area, I haven’t felt the pain and have been more able physically than I have ever been. Emotionally and in terms of my career, I am a lot clearer and have worked through a lot of past karma as well. I cannot recommend Daisy enough and many of my close friends are also now clients after seeing such a difference in me!”
Katya Boirand
Actress and Poet
“It is really incredible what Daisy does. Vortex Healing® is such a powerful experience and has helped me in many ways. I’m so grateful that I had the opportunity to experience it with Daisy, who has a real understanding of and passion for the healing process.”
Cerys Beynon
Student
“Thank you Daisy. You remind me of who I really am and what I really know. And the time where you worked on me, actual magic happened!”
Sheryl Mehmet
Music Producer
“Thank you for the session, so much. I feel a happiness and love that’s been absent and it’s so precious.”
SJ
Research Analyst
“I have felt what you do and I have a lot of faith in your abilities. You were the only one who ever came into my life and helped to the degree that you have and for that I will always be grateful. I will continue to recommend you to everyone I meet who needs help. Thank you!”
Karla Salabie,
Graduate in Law
“Daisy is a remarkable healer. Vortex Healing® is a powerful healing tool and with Daisy’s strong intuition, deep understanding of the healing process and her ability to explain abstract concepts in such a clear manner, a healing session with Daisy is a transformational experience. She has helped me enormously – from completely transforming my relationship with my past to helping me deal with more recent traumatic and stressful experiences.”
Shiraya,
Project Manager
“That was the most amazing healing experience of my life”
Kevin Pritchett
Executive Officer, OISC
“Daisy has integrity and a real openness to the truth at any cost. Don’t work with her if you want to stay in denial. Do work with her if you want to smash through the boundaries of your limitations and get real and honest with yourself! Her beauty lies in being totally non-judgemental and unconditionally loving of all that you are.”
Daisy Nokes 