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Nov 14

Land of Love

Hello 🙂 

How are you?

The next Free Online Group Healing is tomorrow 15th November @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them. 

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

If you were there to participate (or simply receive it in the world), did you enjoy the EarthShift last weekend..? There were around 450 of us attending to actually facilitate the shift and we were working on a spot deep in the genetic group psyche for survival power. This was released in every human being on the planet. Although the impacts may not be what we dream of most, there will be a kind-of background effect over time to loosen the grip of that flavour of fearful power from the human race. Something interesting which was discussed in the group at one point which I wanted to share with you, is that Ric believes there are currently 13 avatars on the planet 🙂 🙂 🙂 As I wrote that, goosebumps consumed me…….. Many of these are apparently babies and children and some of those don’t even know that they are avatars. Not every one of them would have a role like Amma’s role – in fact none might. But nevertheless, the impact of having such beings on the planet is phenomenal…….. If you even think for a moment about the effect Christ had / has on this world, then Neem Karoli Baba and now Amma, it’s easy to see that this is very very good news! 

I actually felt a huge transformation from the first day of the EarthShift myself, so much so that I wrote to Ric about it :-

“I had a delightful day doing the EarthShift with Claudia 🙂 🙂 🙂 I feel the impact still of having had the angel in my spine, the oneness and soft blissfulness it engendered within my being, and the impact of the entire systemic shift of the class. When I was on the tube on the way home, an old Adyashanti satsang came onto my headphones randomly. It took me deeper still…and I began to experience clarity, like a crystal clear awake presence within. This seeing, knowing as not-knowing (innocent openness in a way) and contentment due to an uncontrived stopping and due to a very deep peacefulness with what is. 

Right now I recognise that I didn’t get what I want [in my life] but I got something much better. I could describe it as freedom, but it’s more than that – and also less than that at the same time. I don’t have a word or any words for this………”

Within just a few hours, completely without me realising it, began the aftermath of that deepening. I started to come down with a gut illness (which is very unusual for me) and by Sunday night, I was extremely ill and that has continued until today. As Adyashanti once said, “everyone wants awakening, not everyone wants the fall-out. Because there’s a fall-out to awakening, and the fall-out can sometimes be quite messy.” Three of my friends also reported having gotten different illnesses at the same time, another friend’s mother had a heart-attack and the renowned, talented yogin (and grandson of the original Ashtanga) Sharath Jois died aged only 53 – of a heart-attack – the day after.

As I was in my sick bed, I happened to glance at the EarthWorks V Group I am part of. To my utter astonishment, especially as it has nothing to do with the healing we are doing in that group, I bore witness to reading there some of the most hateful concepts about trans people that I have ever seen… My heart immediately went to my caring, talented and successful trans friends Jake and Leia and I imagined their eyes seeing such vitriolic words. Through tears, I responded in the Group to explain why the statements being made were false and to suggest creating a boundary for such incidents. I explained how unsafe it could potentially make anyone who is othered feel (which includes me by the way). There was a back and forth, with a few supportive voices saying at least something. I think it is different when it’s your own loved ones being attacked. Otherwise, how easy is it to ignore, since you don’t actually have any trans friends anyway..? Suddenly, the original person not only made more transphobic assertions, but now dragged Amma into them as well, presenting Amma as transphobic. For clarity, Amma publicly invited a large group of Indian trans women to receive awards and grants from Her charity on stage in Amritapuri when I was there this past winter. Although by this point in the thread there had been many triggering attitudes and statements, reading these baseless lies about Amma truly was the final straw. That kind of violence, cascading into a tender community space intended to heal the earth and people on it, left me too emotional (and I was already too ill) to come from a clear space any longer. I decided to leave the group. 

Obviously, there is no way to know whether all of the events above are connected or not, or whether the EarthShift transformed things in this kind of way. But I’m attempting, like perhaps a painter might, to illustrate some possibilities in terms of the Divine’s version of integration, embodiment and what is needed to go deeper into Truth. After hours and days of meeting my feelings (which the illness thankfully forced me into, since I could barely do anything at all) and of sitting in and releasing the deep core issue which had been playing out all along, I began (slowly) to enter into something which could perhaps be described as renunciation. It is a path I have never walked on before. At first I was transported back in time to a conversation with my second girlfriend, after we had broken up and she had gone to live in Amritapuri. Having become a Renunciate (dedicating her life solely to Amma), she asked, what is renunciation? Amma answered that true renunciation is to renounce the mind. Let that sink in for a minute.

I think that anyone can probably renounce ‘things’; like sex or meat or alcohol or money. Not easy, but certain, and possible. But who do we really know that has renounced the mind..? 

In the ensuing Silence of Being, this particular kind of renunciation became so important to me……in a way that it hadn’t done before. I’m not even pretending that I can do it, or that I will get there. I’m just saying that it’s so significant to me………. Amma has said that we need to long for God-realisation more than a drowning man gasping for air. I hope I have written some words to show that the weirdest things along the way can be used by the Divine to set light to a kind of out-of-options inner drive. Time will tell whether or not anything is left in the pathway which cannot be burned up like so much camphor in the Arati lamp. 

I am here in London until at least May next year without any travelling at all. I am offering in-person sessions and will come to you if you live within tube Zones 1 or 2. Please contact me via regular text, WhatsApp or Telegram to arrange this.

Please pay before the session via bank transfer, cash or PayPal – thank you. NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full. 

Online private sessions continue as usual :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.

I have something wonderful to share with you and I highly recommend listening to the entire thing; it’s that good all the way through. My additional hope is that you can do so when you have time to really hear and not just listen. Do you know the difference..? Between hearing and listening. That difference is everything. Awake teacher Anthony de Mello presented this in America in the 1970s :-

Love,

xDaisy 

Nov 6

Immortal Bliss

Hello 🙂 

How are you?

I must say that I was shocked, devastated and traumatised by the result of the U.S. election today and the beginning of Trump’s new presidency. At first, I simply couldn’t take it in – I was in shock. I even felt like pinching myself several times today, to see if it was real or just a very bad dream from which I would wake sweating and terrified, telling myself, “It’s just a dream, it’s just a dream.” Eventually, I took to the meditation cushion. I sat there talking and crying to Amma. What was revealed (beyond the mind) that it all honestly triggered for me, was deep loneliness and the excruciating pain of that inside. The only thing to do was my spiritual practice, so I got on with it. To my genuine astonishment, doing the 108 Names and the 1000 Names completely shifted things. I do not mean this as a spiritual bypass in any way. Through the tears and pain and including those too, I suddenly saw in a flash a part of the translation of one of the 108 Names : “…Immortal Bliss…” It was like the Divine had ‘planted it’ there, or magnetised my eyes to it. I was captivated… It occurred to me where life is going. Where we are likely to end up sooner or later. It totally redirected my attention and awareness. In a sense it was a remembering and in a sense it was a forgetting. Do you know what I mean? 

Perhaps another way of putting it, or something closely related, is in this note from Amma :-

If you are or have been struggling like I was, I strongly suggest you stick to your practices and lean into them even more. This is the time for rituals, for chanting, for meditation, for singing, for all the good stuff. What else is truly going to help us now? Not endless debate and not social media. The only other thing I would suggest for supporting and nourishing yourself at this time is sangha (community). One of you actually sent me a very beautiful quote about that earlier this week :-

“Having thus reflected, Ananda went to see the Buddha, and after saluting him told the Buddha what he thought, namely that spiritual friendship was half of the holy life. The Buddha disagreed. Spiritual friendship, companionship, or comradeship was not half of the holy life, but the whole of it, he told Ananda.”

The next Free Online Group Healing is this Friday 8th November @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them. 

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

I am here in London until at least May next year without any travelling at all. I am offering in-person sessions and will come to you if you live within tube Zones 1 or 2. Please contact me via regular text, WhatsApp or Telegram to arrange this.

Please pay before the session via bank transfer, cash or PayPal – thank you. NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full. 

Online private sessions continue as usual :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.

This weekend, it is the EarthShift 🙂 If you have taken the Foundational class in Vortex Healing, you are eligible to join and it is free. Please contact me if you need details on how to do this. If you will not be in class, I hope you can rest assured that this is yet more evidence of the Divine action happening in the world and that everyone in the human race will be positively impacted by. It may be that Ric Weinman shifts the intention a little (considering what has happened today), or it may be that we continue with clearing a spot in the genetic group psyche for survival power. Let’s see what the Divine has in store. I am excited 🙂 Especially right now, when this is more needed than ever before. Every person in the world will benefit from this work and so will the Earth itself, Gaia and the universe – all will receive healing. Somehow, I am reminded here of Adyashanti’s words and the place we long for within : the silent abyss beyond all knowing. 

Love,

xDaisy 

Oct 21

The Blissful Abode 

Hello 🙂 

How are you?

Yesterday, I was lucky enough to catch the tail-end of the London Film Festival. I went to see Pedro Almodovar’s new film ‘The Room Next Door’. In most of his work, Almodovar likes to look right in the face of death, courage, friendship and high voltage women. Even just this by itself makes me love him. He tells the truth about things. I also love the use of colour in all his films, it’s like magic : always precisely the right one and somehow he can make colours speak like voices on the screen. As much as the actors themselves do, the colours seem to tell the story. The film I saw at the festival will be out on general release next week, I believe, and is Almodovar’s first English language feature film. 

The next Free Online Group Healing is this Friday 25th October @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them. 

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

I would like to explain that I will be here in London until at least May next year, without any travelling at all. 

I am offering in-person sessions and will come to you if you live within tube Zones 1 or 2. Please contact me via regular text, WhatsApp or Telegram to arrange this.

Please pay before the session via bank transfer, cash or PayPal – thank you. NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full. 

Online private sessions continue as usual from here in London :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.

I found this extremely moving and wanted to share it with you :-

Finally, I would like to share with you an absolutely beautiful message I received out-of-the-blue this morning. I have been working with this person for only a couple of sessions so far. This is shared with their permission :-

“Hi, Daisy. 

I want to give some feedback. 

The suffering is gone. And I noticed that in a couple of places, I was still trying to make Reasons for suffering – yet I felt there was no root, no reason, and found my actions as-if artificial. I felt them like that. It’s like suffering is gone but the habit in the brain neurones is left. I really feel there is no suffering in the ‘basement’. 

It has been a tough week, but again, there is no suffering and no ‘reasons’ in the ‘basement’. 

All movements to expand problems where they don’t exist feel like my own artificial moves. I think this was a habit in memory, and nothing else.”

I would like to add a bit of colour here, by explaining that this person had an awakening opening during the last session, brought on by losing their last karma knots, karmic webbing and ego positions. What can be felt and understood in the message above, beautifully illustrates the potentiality of losing that karmic package. Ric Weinman has always said that the movement is like a mini-awakening. Here, one can perceive what is actually meant by that. Although it is our fear which guards that door, it is as if awake consciousness is only waiting to rush in. When the fruit is ripe, it falls off the tree with the slightest wind. I have tears in my eyes and a swelling heart writing these words. Congratulations to this person and to all of you on this most significant of paths : to end all suffering, to sit at the table with God, to be what you truly are… 

Love,

xDaisy 

Jul 18

Aren’t we incredibly fortunate? 

Hello 🙂

How are you doing? 🙂 

At breakfast just now, some wisdom flew in that I felt to share with you. I was contemplating how one lives this awakeness, instead of continuing along in the old actions and the old narrative. I had an insight about what stops this naturalness. One face of the coin, is the sheer quantity of conditioning that is left over from past incarnations, genetics and childhood, and that it is way more than we imagine. Simultaneously, it’s the identification with remaining separateness, with the deep sense of ‘me’, which persists even after profound awakenings and / or significant extent of embodiment of those awakenings. Vortex Healing is a robust path because it offers a way through both of these – and is perhaps the best thing out there doing so. Aren’t we incredibly fortunate? 

I have been sitting with re-starting the Groups. I don’t feel a clear Yes – for now anyway. My sense is that it isn’t the right time. It could change at any point though and I will let you know. I am very sorry about this.

There is a Foundational class in Vortex Healing® with Anthony from 18th to 22nd September. If you would like to take this magical class for the first time, or repeat it, please book here :- 

https://anthonygorman.org/Foundational.html

I think you will be pleased to hear that I am gradually coming back to in-person sessions 🙂 🙂 🙂 I am certainly very happy about this 🙂 🙂 🙂 The room I previously suggested, I feel will not work now though, so I plan to come to you instead. Please bear with me in the unfolding process and details of this. I am currently in Portugal (since last Saturday) and will be here until the 20th August. Therefore, in-person sessions will be available only after that. Please note that I am offering private sessions via Zoom as usual while here. Here is the link to book regular private sessions via Zoom :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

I have received inner guidance not to write more about my experiences of living with Amma at the moment, so apologies if you were waiting for these. I think this may be because so much has happened since then, in terms of embodiment. Perhaps the learning I gained while with Amma in the flesh has been absorbed into the fabric of what I am and is maturing here. If so, it will already be expressing in what I offer to all of you. But honestly, I don’t know why – I only know to follow the  guidance which arises from within.

In an interview with Amma which I was watching recently, She was asked what her central message to humanity is. She replied, “Be honest with oneself and have faith.” Even as I write these words, I get goosebumps all over and feel Light filling everywhere… Later on in the interview, Amma added, “I don’t have a message higher than my own life.” 

Love,

xDaisy