Posts tagged ‘beingness’

Dec 20

Magic instead of Power

Merry Christmas🎄and a Happy New Year 🥳

Please note : I will be with Amma in India 28th Dec – 21st March. I plan to open my full schedule for sessions while there, so my availability is as usual.

The next Free Online Group Healing is 2nd January 2026 @ 1pm London time. Please note this correction of what I said at the end of the last Group Healing.If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them. Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you🙏

Ric Weinman has discovered that an Assemblage Point or the whole Assemblage Point System can get damaged by various traumas. I can channel Magical Jewel to repair these if so, therefore please ask during your next session. It really makes a difference and only takes a few minutes 🙂

As I have mentioned before, my journey this time on Europe Tour with Amma is really too personal to share. But there is one story I would like to relay. As I was entering the hall in Switzerland one day, I bumped into a little girl and her father, both of whom are friends of mine. This particular child is deeply gifted. She was being ‘difficult’, so I offered to give her a shoulder ride so she didn’t have to walk. She agreed and promptly climbed up onto my shoulders as if I were a climbing frame – lol! As she sat there, our spines connected, from her tailbone to my neck. My mind instantly went completely Silent………..and I could feel the presence of Divine Mother. At first, I assumed it was Amma, yet I could feel that it wasn’t – this presence was emanating from the girl herself and rippling down into my entire being. The most striking sensation was that of being totally held, on every level. This girl is 6 years old – imagine! I also felt a profound sense of safety, which is unusual for me. Then my breathing naturally deepened and widened on its own and I relaxed. It felt as if I was going from Maya into Divinity. I didn’t know if I would be able to walk in such an ‘altered state’, yet somehow my feet followed through. This is the beauty and excitement of Touring with Amma. You never know what will happen next or where the Grace will come from – and in which form.

Something which dawned on me while listening to a friend is that it is possible that Amma chants quite different mantras into each person’s ear – not mainly two mantras. So please throw out any previous info from me about this and listen carefully while receiving your next darshan.

Ric has commented on a couple of things in recent classes which I wanted to share with you. The first is that, Magic is a good term to replace Power. Isn’t that beautiful..? How true. I love that… The other one is that we could think of the kidneys as being the force which holds things together in the body. This is why kidneys are so important for health and why we focus on them in Vortex Healing a lot (as is also the case in Chinese medicine).

For online private sessions, book here (NB : ‘Schedule’ button must be pressed after payment, or the booking is not accepted and money returned):-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your junk mail, so please check. (NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.)

Here are two interviews with my mother, Barbara Nokes, who is one of the most iconic figures in the history of Advertising. I’m including them because I’m proud of her and because I think the tale is such an interesting and entertaining one:-

PODCAST: Barbara Nokes (Pt. 1)

PODCAST: Barbara Nokes (Pt. 2)

There was a synchronicity here too. As I was listening to these, a friend from Portugal messaged me out-of-the-blue with an article from the BBC website. It had ‘randomly’ been written that day about my Mum’s most well-known television commercial :-

https://www.bbc.co.uk/culture/article/20251216-the-risqu-80s-jeans-ad-that-created-shockwaves

Happy World Meditation Day + Winter Solstice for tomorrow 🙂 🙂 🙂

Love,

xDaisy

Oct 23

🕉 In This Very Moment 🕉

Hello 🙂

“Will it be possible to see our image in a mirror completely covered with dust? Wipe away the dust particles and clean the mirror, then look and definitely you will see. Our true face is God. Clean away the impurities of the mind through spiritual practices and it will be revealed to you.” ~ Amma

Please note : I am offering sessions as usual on the weekdays I am at home during the period of Europe Tour.

Here’s a little pre-Tour story for you 🙂 I went to a drum’n’bass rave recently, and my friend was late, so I went to the bar to order a drink. As soon as I turned around, I saw someone I knew 🙂 Michael is a guy I have known within almost all my communities for many years. We immediately found ourselves talking about Amma. He revealed that he had actually met Amma on Her first ever trip to London, in the late 1980s, with only about 50 other people there! Wow… He didn’t actually know Amma was doing a Tour of Europe now, but had been keeping some dates aside in his calendar from 20th – 22nd Nov, without knowing why. He was amazed to find out that those are the exact dates Amma will be here and now he is coming! She gathers us from all places into Her lap.

The next Free Online Group Healing is Friday 28th November @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them. Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you🙏

I can honestly say that being with Amma in Switzerland was the most incredible Europe Tour stop so far in my life, aside from when I actually met Amma for the first time. Here are two stories which may be able to convey a little of that magic :-

I got to Winterthur the night before the start of Tour and settled into my hotel briefly, before receiving messages and calls from friends telling me to come to the program hall. I was thinking about going anyway to offer seva for set-up, but didn’t realise Amma was in fact attending! When I arrived at the entrance to the hall, the carpet had been laid out for Amma. Hardly any of us were there – probably 30 people. We began chanting “Om Amriteswaryai Namaha” in unison. Suddenly, Amma’s car appeared and Amma got out. When I beheld Amma’s face for the first time, I literally raised my hands to my own face in shock : it was like getting a Love-shock. It felt as if I had never seen Amma before. I began to go into ecstasy… As we sat for meditation inside the dining hall, Amma was in a playful mood and so young – like a child. She was making jokes and beaming at us all. The whole vibe was utterly magical… At this point, the place began to fill up with volunteer Tour Staff, plus a few more of us who had heard the call. During the MA-OM part of the White Flowers Meditation, everything just fell away… Me and everything else was gone. In place of it, there arose Peace, as if for the first time. For a long time, I had no thoughts – they just stopped – and no anything else either. When this spontaneously happens (which is usually in Amma’s physical presence), I realise that absolutely nothing I take as real is actually real. I can see everything with a true perspective. What arises from that is profound Love for everyone… All the people I was arguing with in my head, I loved all of them, I just loved all of them. All the dramas in my life (in my mind really) vanished. Cessation. And the feeling of being absolutely focused in the present moment, yet without efforting or forcing, was so deeply fulfilling and completing… There was only Now. Genuine, sweet, open, present. I knew, without mental knowing yet from within, that there is nothing outside of this. There is nothing real outside of such purity. I am crying writing about this.

For online private sessions, book here (NB : ‘Schedule’ button must be pressed after payment, or the booking is not accepted and money returned):-

The next story reveals the sheer intensity that we can sometimes go through on Tour, plus the unimaginably perfect timing and Divine intentionality of all of it. On the first day of the program, I was talking with one of you in the main hall as you cried about your situation of single motherhood. It was heartbreaking. And yet you were so strong that it was palpable. Next, another of you approached me and we had a conversation. All-of-a-sudden in the middle of it, someone was hugging me from the other side. Before I knew, I saw it was the number one person I was extremely anxious and vulnerable about, plus had had 0% contact with for many long months. I had no idea he would be there. Despite all of this, we could not stop hugging once we embraced. In that holding, he said to me, “It’s so good to see you, oh my god.” Those words and the rare warmth between us are both things I had entirely lost hope of ever feeling again. I had had to let this person go so completely, not once but again and again and again. The felt sense of this hug was so wonderful…yet ordinary, relieving and everything else all-at-once. His action was brave, kind and gentlemanly. I was also very pleased that the friend I was talking to beforehand was there, because this seemed to facilitate such an unexpected reconnection. My entire body was softly shaking. At that exact moment, another of you called on the phone. I knew it was about something extremely serious, so I answered. I was there for the shock of grief for you, honestly just hoping I was doing a good enough job still shaking. After the call, I got into the darshan line, since earlier I had been handed a token by a friend-of-a-friend (such Grace!!), and decided to take another friend’s picture for photo-darshan (due to the incredibly rough time she is having at the moment). In the queue, I could only try to process everything as best I could! I was guided from somewhere, “Just keep doing your mantra.” As I entered the stage and beheld Amma, the sheer joy of seeing Her face suddenly brought me to my knees in tears. I could only bow down in reverence to such awe-inspiring beauty. When it was my turn, Amma blessed each person in the photo very carefully with sandalwood paste. She then pulled me in for the hug, chanting in my ear very intensely. Suddenly, towards the end of the darshan, Amma changed the words She was chanting. I knew immediately and from a previous experience, that it was a blessing of some kind for the bond between that aforementioned gentleman and I. When She had finished, Amma drew back and in stillness we stared into one another’s eyes, for what seemed like an eternity. Amma was smiling so broadly, beaming in fact. Then She said, looking directly into my eyes, “Ok.” It wasn’t a question, it was a statement. I felt like She was telling me, “You’re totally fine.” She seemed to communicate just through one word and one look, that I can in fact handle the chaotic challenges I think I can’t. Honestly, that reminder changed everything.

On top of all of this, that particular date, exact place and the fact I was with Amma was incredibly significant. In identical circumstances six years earlier, Amma and I had had a Q&A during darshan which was the most significant I have ever had with Her in my life. The timing and synchronicity were spell-binding…it felt as though everything had come full-circle and healed. How transformed I am from the person I was back then… Following my darshan, I sat on stage with Amma for about 2 hours, again with the inner guidance to keep doing my mantra. I believe Amma was still working on the friend in the photo and on me as well. The stage with Amma always feels to me like the centre of the universe. The whole of life is there.

Love,

xDaisy

Aug 30

The Fire of Truth

Hello 🙂

“Sometimes I go about pitying myself – and all the while I am being carried across the sky by beautiful clouds” ~ Native American saying

The next Free Online Group Healing is this Friday 5th Sept @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them (NB: these Groups are fortnightly). Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

I learned a lot from an Adyashanti satsang I was listening to on the tube this week. I will try to convey some of that learning here. The recording was made in 2002, which was the year I first met Adyashanti (now retired), when he transformed my perspective on awakening completely. When we allow ourselves to experience this moment exactly as it is, the barrier between what’s happening in the outside world and inside our skin becomes very transparent. Experiencing sounds – the humdrum of life in the street, the cars – and the sounds inside us become of the same quality. A feeling in our body isn’t really different than the sound of a vehicle – not ours and not other than ours. An understanding which is not in words, but is the direct experience of what is, reveals itself as a great gift of not looking for an alternate experience. Something mysterious knows…something mysterious experiences this moment. Yet we can’t say what it is. Because as soon as we try to – it’s not that. It’s closer, more immediate. As soon as we think about it, it’s not the thoughts – it’s before a thought. It’s closer. We begin to experience directly that we don’t exist, and yet know that we do – but we don’t, but we do… Knowing beyond understanding, yet not able to define in any way. Knowing by this mysterious unknown experiencer. We are not us after all; maybe we are this, that is awake, before all seeking. This mysterious awakeneness… But to sacrifice this for something else – for anything else… Can we not sacrifice this that’s awake, in the chair where we happen to be sitting? Not sacrifice this for the promise of a better moment. A better event, a better experience. This is the Fire of Truth. This that is awake now in us – as us – shows up the utter irrelevance of every other argument, whatever that may be. This fire is unseen and unknown. We all have a choice of, what do I give my life to? Maybe this choice has never been conscious before, but now it is. What is important to us..? Don’t lose ourself – are we going somewhere? Or are we staying here? Just notice… Whatever we do is ok 🙂 🙂 🙂 Just notice where we’re choosing to go. This is it – this is the fire. It does not leave dramatics in its wake – it leaves something unspeakable in its wake. Something more satisfying than joy, something more satisfying than peace. Beyond excitement. When we sell this that is awake out, if we sell it out – be aware and awake to what we’re selling it out to. Make the sure the bargain is what we want it to be. Or perhaps we may, by some Grace, realise that nothing inside of us wants to sell this that is awake out anymore. Not even for our security, our existence or the good opinion of others. A life free from negotiation and bargaining. As Tony Parsons used to ask us, “Are you in business with life?” This is what the fire of this Truth removes from us : our negotiation and our bargaining with what is. That violence of attitude is finally absent. To really receive this gift fully, it’s got to be given to everybody, everywhere. We’ve got to notice that this that is awake doesn’t want anyone to change or improve – at all. That’s the ash of the fire. “A minute a go I wanted you to change, but now I don’t. You’re fine.” Nobody conformed to our pattern and yet happiness more than anything before is now here. This that is awake is the same in everybody and everything. The rest is a beautiful diversity.

For online private sessions, book here (NB : ‘Schedule’ button must be pressed after payment, or the booking is not accepted and money returned):-

Love,

xDaisy

Feb 6

🕉 Free Online Group Healing : tomorrow 7th Feb 🕉

Hello 🙂

“Due to our impatience, most of the time, we aren’t even aware of what we are doing or saying. Rather than feeling depressed about the opinions others may have about us, we should transcend our own limitations and try to do what we must with an optimistic attitude. Thus, patience, constant enthusiasm and firm determination to reach the goal are all necessary factors for success” ~ Amma

The next Free Online Group Healing is tomorrow 7th February @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

I have space where I am living in London to treat you in person. Also, if you live within tube Zones 1 or 2, I can come to you if you prefer that. Please contact me via regular text, WhatsApp, Telegram or email to arrange in-person sessions.

Please pay before the session via bank transfer, cash or PayPal – thank you. NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.

For online private sessions, book here (NB : ‘Schedule’ button must be pressed after payment, or the booking is not accepted and money returned):-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.

Love,

xDaisy

Jan 19

The Big Fish

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I was very sad to hear of the death of David Lynch a few days ago. He was an incredibly important influence on my family, friends and I. I actually consider him to be a creative genius and the greatest director of all time. By 1991, his work had taken London by storm…it was a massive thing. Responding to a question about the success of his series ‘Twin Peaks’, David told Patti Smith, “Do what you believe in.”

Kyle MacLachlan, who starred as Agent Dale Cooper in that series, wrote in tribute : “He was not interested in answers because he understood that questions are the drive that make us who we are.” Beautiful in standalone, as an observation about the way of things, his remark also reminded me that I had once heard Adyashanti saying, “I haven’t come to answer your questions but to question your answers.” Of course, I am not making any of the three the same, but it is true that Lynch was an avid meditator. Tomorrow, which would have been his 79th Birthday, his four children have called for a 10 minute worldwide meditation in honour of their father. It is at 8pm London time. You can read more about it here (thank you Shannon Chamberlain for this) :-

https://variety.com/2025/film/news/david-lynch-children-worldwide-group-meditation-1236278181/

Steven Spielberg has described Lynch as “a singular visionary dreamer who directed films that felt handmade.” When I found out he had died, I had a similar reaction to that of when my father died, in that I felt no resistance at all but rather a sense of aligned Truth, whilst also experiencing love and loss (though to very differing degrees in each case). The strange thing is, a day or so before Lynch’s death I decided to make the following list :-

Top 6 TV series of all time :-

Twin Peaks
I May Destroy You
Peaky Blinders
Succession
Girls
Chewing Gum

Again uncannily, the evening before my father Roger Nokes died (which was completely sudden and unexpected), my brother and I were with him compiling lists of the best films of all time! We were having such a laugh together with it… Maybe realising it was a type of futile madness to rate creativity like this, and yet somehow compelled, perhaps out of sheer passion for the work we had all been exposed to over many decades and different eras in history.

The next Free Online Group Healing is this Friday 24th Jan @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

There is an upcoming Foundational class in Vortex Healing with Anthony Gorman (18th – 22nd Feb). Please book here :-

https://www.anthonygorman.org/Foundational.html

For online private sessions, book here (NB : ‘Schedule’ button must be pressed after payment, or the booking is not accepted and money returned):-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.

Love,

xDaisy

Jan 16

Free Online Group Healing : tomorrow!

Hello 🙂

How are you?

The next Free Online Group Healing is tomorrow Fri 17th Jan @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

A friend told me a very beautiful story this week, which I would like to share with you. There was once a Tibetan monk who became imprisoned by the Chinese government during the taking of Tibet. He was in prison for 15 years and was tortured frequently. When he came out, friends asked him how it was. He replied describing the prison as a very dangerous place. The friends nodded, saying they had imagined it would be, and asking him to continue. The monk said, “There were two moments when I almost lost compassion.”

For online private sessions, book here (NB : ‘Schedule’ button must be pressed after payment, or the booking is not accepted and money returned):-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.

There is an upcoming Foundational class in Vortex Healing with Anthony Gorman (18th – 22nd Feb). Please book here :-

https://www.anthonygorman.org/Foundational.html

Love,

xDaisy

Nov 26

November Magic

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I would like to remind you of the exciting news that all sessions are now available 7 days per week : 11 30am – 9 30 pm London time 🙂 🙂 🙂 Yes, you can now have a session on the weekend 🙂

The next Free Online Group Healing is this Friday 29th Nov @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

For in-person sessions = I will come to you if you live within tube Zones 1 or 2. Please contact me via regular text, WhatsApp or Telegram to arrange this.

For online private sessions = please book here :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.

I made this over the weekend and thought I would share it with you :-

And lastly, this is a clip of Amma doing the 1000 Names!

Love,

xDaisy

May 29

Free Online Group Healing : this Friday

Hello 🙂

The next Free Online Group Healing is this Friday 31st May @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

I am in London and will be here for at least 5 more weeks, before Amma’s U.S. Tour. I will communicate exact dates once they are released. I am offering in-person sessions and will come to you, if you live within tube Zones 1 or 2. Please contact me via WhatsApp, Telegram or regular text to arrange this (price = £100, payable before the beginning of the session via cash, bank transfer or PayPal).

Alternatively, here is the link to book online private sessions :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

By request during the last Group Healing, I will share what I composed for that session :-

Real Sensing

Real Sensing has very little to do with a technique. It has more to do with the ongoing willingness to see what’s true. When we are doing a healing on another person, it may be relatively easy to access that willingness within ourselves. But when it comes to us, we can often feel blocked or in limbo inside.

So, what is significant to perceive within ourselves and what is not..? There are usually a few things, or even just one thing, at any time in our lives which keep coming up and knocking on our door. These are the things which we know are there, but which we are not addressing. We have perhaps already received many intuitions about a certain situation in life, but have ignored those inner messages or outer messages.

Such intuitive knowing always has its roots within the dynamic aspect of Truth. This is the ‘side of the coin’ of Truth if you will, which is the counterpart to Stillness, awakening and realisation. This dynamic side of Truth pushes through our lives, without any regard for our personal preferences or demands. It is like a force……very creative, very interesting, which clears out illusions one by one. This electric current of Truth is something that we tend to try to avoid or control, because it can shake us to our very core of identity, of ego, of any place inside where we are resisting being the actual Divinity that we are. Yet these intuitive flickers keep happening anyway, in moments, leaping to the foreground of experience like diamonds in the darkness.

Here is my friend Ambujam with a beautiful talk about Amma’s Art Project :-

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A post shared by ETW Amma Inspired Art Auction (@ammainspiredartauction)

Love,

xDaisy

May 11

The Magical Jewel (pt. 3)

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I am currently repeating the Vortex Healing class Kundalini II and just went to my friend Leila Sadeghee’s yoga class in Highbury, so I am super super happy and excited about life! 🙂 🙂 🙂 I’m writing to share the next instalment from The Magical Jewel class and to inform you of the next Free Online Group Healing which is Friday 17th May @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

I also now have TimeLines II and the tools from that class to offer you 🙂 Using TimeStreams, the Divine looks at all infinite possibilities for what is being worked on, choosing the best possible one and creating a brand new TimeLine. It is a very powerful and transformative technique, both for physical body issues, emotional issues and all other kinds of issues too.

Continuing with The Magical Jewel class experiences : the other insight which arose from the breakthrough I had, happened a day later and I voice-recorded it. I am sharing this with you verbatim, in order to catch the essence of the thing :-

“So, the other thing I’m noticing in this whole awakening embodiment evolution that’s really exploded on this trip, is…there’s no need for resolution anymore. There were so many things I was trying to resolve. Always trying to resolve things with people, or mostly in my own mind : like, ‘this means this or this means that’ and ‘how can I resolve this?’, whatever it was. And that sense has gone. There’s no feeling that anything needs resolution, because the resolution IS already living and breathing within the whole world. Within what I am, within…it is what I am, so there’s no feeling of…I don’t feel so threatened by everything. It’s like, you know, I don’t have to come to some kind of understanding / resolution about every single thing. Something in that sense has just gone. Completely gone.”

I am in London and will now be here for at least 6 more weeks. I am offering in-person sessions and will come to you, if you live within tube zones 1 or 2. Please contact me via WhatsApp, Telegram or regular text to arrange this (price = £100, payable before the beginning of the session via cash, bank transfer or PayPal).

Alternatively, here is the link to book online private sessions :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

Last, but certainly not least, yes – the rumours are true – Amma will tour America this summer! 🙂 🙂 🙂 For the first time in 5 years, Amma will return to do U.S. Tour 🙂 No dates, venues or any other details have yet been released, so stay tuned for that. It looks likely to be the month of July. Here is a natural high to get you in the vibe :-

Love,

xDaisy

Apr 30

The Magical Jewel (pt. 2)

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I am great 🙂 I’m writing to share the next instalment of the incredible class I just did in Virginia Beach with Ric Weinman, The Magical Jewel, following on from the shift I wrote about in my second to last newsletter. I suppose I find it somehow important to attempt to convey the power and lived experiences / aftermaths of this awakening embodiment evolution and these Vortex Healing classes.

Also, the next Free Online Group Healing is tomorrow 1st May @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

To continue :-

Class ended for the day after that unbelievable breakthrough I had had and the plan was to go to a friend’s Birthday party at a restaurant later on and pick up groceries beforehand. My friends and I got into the truck of a person who is extremely dear to me and who had offered to drive us to the supermarket. Even before I got to the truck and sat in the passenger seat, I began to have sensations in my body which built and built. As I touched the dashboard of the car, I could feel orgasmic waves passing through everything… I mean, it was ecstatic for me just to touch the car in this way. Yet these waves of heaven were in everything / as everything, so it wasn’t personal and it wasn’t sexual as much as it was sensual; it felt like Divine Union everywhere all at once. My breathing deepened and transformed in a similar way to when the breakthrough was occurring, difficult to convey in words, but it was something like gasping while simultaneously breathing very very deeply. I became sensitive to the cold and any cold air on my skin was painful, yet my body was hot and especially my heart centre – which one of my friends was holding and commenting on. My whole body was waving, somehow like water, like the ocean, yet also shaking and I had nerve pain all over. I took two paracetamol and some CBD oil (without THC) because the pains were very intense, especially in my left shoulder, neck and head. I had to sit up very straight all the time in the car, which was kind of awkward, because there was Shakti was pouring out of me like continuous rivers, especially up and down my spine. My body seemed no longer to be in my conscious control, so I tried to let go more and more of trying to ‘catch’ it. None of this, nor anything else at all, was experienced in any way as a problem or as wrong. But my friends were worried about me because of how weirdly my being was behaving – lol! I could see how worried they were and I tried to reassure them often. My mind was blank, yet words were coming out of my mouth when in communication. I felt no conflicted emotions nor thought any thoughts in that vein either. Everything was experienced as perfect imperfection and as One thing happening, and on a deeper level (so-to-speak) very definitely as Divinity itself. Life was being felt without separation or individuation.

We arrived at the supermarket and went in. Immediately, I needed to grab hold of the arm of the extremely dear person because I experienced the place as overwhelming on all levels. I wanted to whisper to him and hide from everyone, especially strangers, because there was a sense of 100% exposure. I grabbed his arm and squeezed it tightly, so much so that I was concerned I may hurt him yet unable to loosen my grip because I then found I couldn’t walk – lol! I could only shuffle. A friend saw me and said I looked like a pensioner – LOL! It was so funny… Thankfully, the dear person was patient and protective and we made our way round some of the aisles at a snail’s pace. The experience was that my feet were so rooted that they were going through the ground into the earth and the Shakti shocks and rivers continued on and on through my spine and were exploding out of my body from every angle without ceasing. All the while, my breathing was still very weird like before. I still had pain but that was lost in the absolute wonder I felt….. I couldn’t believe how amazing a supermarket is… I just kept gazing at everything and everyone in wonder. I think I felt in awe that it all existed at all. And that so much was happening all at once – it was so ecstatic and orgasmic and thrilling! Even a few steps taken by ‘my own’ body was exciting for me 🙂 My mind was still blank and still words came out of my mouth sometimes, from somewhere, but I knew not from where. I wanted to whisper secretly to this dear person, so that no one could hear or see, because I felt so see-through in every way. I felt all of my inner world was exposed right out there in front of the whole of everything. I hid behind the dear person when anyone would come along. I saw objects in the supermarket, but couldn’t relate them to anything. There was no sense of need or hunger because I was not experiencing any sense of separation. I saw a loaf of bread and was fascinated by it : what was this? Why was it here? Isn’t it amazing..?? It was like being able to see the bread in the shiny plastic packaging, but without any overlayed ideas pushed onto it. I knew somehow that it was bread, yet bread no longer had any separate meaning or story.

Well, we weren’t getting very far in that state – Lol! So the dear one suggested that we go outside into the car park where there were trees and grass. As soon as I got out of the building, my system began to open outwards and it felt like consciousness was hugely expanding and being ‘allowed’ to free itself, unbounded. My body let go and the shaking, the breathing decreased a tiny bit and I could walk a little bit faster. I sat underneath a tree, which ‘helped’ further, although not as much as I had thought it would : I still had to sit bolt upright, rather than leaning against the tree, in order to allow the continuous Shakti to flow and release. I found it comforting to feel the grass underneath my crossed legs and root chakra and to hold onto the calf (leg) of the extremely dear person. Words of gratitude began to leave my lips towards him and we talked about some private things like love. I wanted to stay there forever…

I felt terrible, though, that I was unable to help my friends with our grocery shopping for the hotel room and fridge. I felt torn between responsibility, which was fiercely arising, and my body’s natural behaviour which was beyond my ability to alter. So I surrendered as best I could. Somehow, I knew that if I could speak my experiences into a voice recorder, that would help my system to calm (perhaps because it would gain expression). So I did that. After this, my friends returned and we all piled into the truck to go to the Birthday party. On the way to the restaurant, I wanted to wave at everyone through the window of the car because I couldn’t believe they were there. It fascinated me that people existed : I knew there was no separation at all, yet here were people walking and talking around in their lives and I couldn’t get over how amazing that was. I marvelled at it and felt like crying with joy. When I retracted my hand through the window of the car, I couldn’t understand how it was still there. How can you put a hand through, into a different place, and then draw it back? How come it didn’t stay in that ‘other’ space? I somehow expected any object / thing to just disappear and I had no issue with that. I told my friends that my hand was still there because I thought they might find it as surprising as I did. Lol! It was all very funny and filmic. The dear person and one of my friends in the truck had both taken a lot of acid in the past and said that this is what acid is like, which was very interesting to learn. Suffice to say, I didn’t make it to the party – lol! My friends went and the dear person and I ate some hearty protein, which grounded me a lot and after about three more hours, my physical and energetic expressions somewhat ‘balanced’. A funny thing is though, ever since the original shift I went through and to this day, I can no longer tolerate wearing perfume or using room spray, whereas before I loved them. Plus, my appetite has become erratic and lessened, even with some occasional nausea. I think I’ll leave it there, in case this becomes lengthy or boring. Stay tuned for more such fun, if this was fun for you 🙂

I am in London and will be here for at least 1 month. I am offering in-person sessions and will come to you, if you live within tube zones 1 or 2. Please contact me via WhatsApp, Telegram or regular text to arrange this (price = £100, payable before the beginning of the session via cash, bank transfer or PayPal).

Alternatively, here is the link to book online private sessions :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

If you would like to train in Vortex Healing, the next Foundational Class with Anthony Gorman is starting very soon : 8th May 🙂 Please book asap, since there might be only a few places left. I couldn’t recommend this class more highly to you 🙂

https://www.anthonygorman.org

Love,

xDaisy

Feb 16

Sessions are back on :-)

Hello 🙂

How are you?

Yes, sessions are back on 🙂 You can book any day 10am – 2 15pm Indian Standard Time, except Mondays and Tuesdays. NB : your session will be displayed in your own timezone in the email you will receive from Calendly.

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

A natural aspect of Embodiment of whatever degree of awakening one has realised, is service (seva), as the force of awake energy moves from the personal to the impersonal. Until that shift happens, Embodiment itself means very little at all, no matter how many classes / awakenings / breakthroughs / experiences of Divinity etc. etc. one has been through. Both Adyashanti and Eckhart Tolle have spoken eloquently on this. Another part of such Embodiment though, could perhaps be described as the stillness aspect. Having the opportunity to sit for many hours on stage with Amma and simply meditating in that radiance, is incredibly nourishing for this aspect. I have never found anything better for Embodiment and certainly no replacement for this simple and humbling act. Beholding the beauty of this avatar, this direct incarnation of Divinity in a human body, is a motion of awe….…any identification with form, any separation lingering, anything ‘else’, gently dissolves back into Divinity.

It becomes clearer and clearer that the ‘reason’ (if there is one or needs to be) for coming here to Amritapuri is God-realisation. And in every single Darshan, Amma is putting it right in our face! Because of our naturally and passionately arising devotion to Amma, and the resulting alignment, surrender and deepening (in Divinity) created by that, in my opinion it will follow for Amma’s children.

Looking forward to seeing you again,

Love,

xDaisy

Sep 24

Free Online Group Healings are back on :-)

Hello 🙂

How are you?

Yes, the Free Online Group Healings are back on each fortnight 🙂 🙂 🙂 Let’s come together again to water the seeds of faith, optimism and surrender, so that the heart can breathe again. Although each Group Healing will have a specific focus, they are also an opportunity to rest and to soak up the nectar of the Divine practices you have been engaging in. Here, Divinity creates a space of softness and tenderness to heal, allowing many levels of intimate sharing to unfold – without pressure.

The first of these is on the 6th October at the usual time of 1pm (Lisbon time is the same as London time). Here is the link to book your place :-

Please note that nothing changes with online private sessions here in Portugal. You can book via the usual link :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

I would like to end with a reminder that Truth lives in our bodies. It feels like an opening and it lands in our systems like a remembering.

Love,

xDaisy

Jul 20

2 Comments

Grace

Hello 🙂

How are you doing? 🙂

It’s difficult to describe the beauty of this country of Portugal, of my friends and of this retreat centre. Yet I found myself again sitting at breakfast and writing, in the pin-drop Silence, deep in the natural world, with a realisation dawning as if it had been sent on the wind.

“It’s Grace that’s brought me here, brought me to this moment. And everything – but only everything – which came before this, led me here. What people call the good, the bad and the ugly – all of it.

Perhaps, then, every single experience is karma, and if so, what sense is there in resisting any part of the process of life? Do we simply receive back what we have previously given? If so, is this not the harmony – already fully existing – which we so voraciously seek outside of ourselves, outside of this moment, always outside..?

What if harmony, what if peace, what if cessation, are all an inside job? Who am I to argue with this life..? Who am I?”

There is a Foundational class in Vortex Healing® with Anthony from 18th to 22nd September. If you would like to take this magical class for the first time, or repeat it, please book here :-

https://anthonygorman.org/Foundational.html

I have been sitting with re-starting the Groups. I don’t feel a clear Yes – for now anyway. My sense is that it isn’t the right time. It could change at any point though and I will let you know.

Please note that I am offering private sessions via Zoom – as usual – while here in Portugal. Also, the time zone here is the same as London. Here is the link to book :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

I will conclude today with an experience which occurred during the build-up to the first Darshan of my long stay in Amritapuri. There is a kind of poetry to the fact it happened on the very last day of 2022 and that it was my first Darshan in three years. Here is what I wrote about it :-

“I received Darshan just as this day had broken. As the man in front of me was receiving his, Amma showed me Her eyes….… It was in a way I had never seen them before. She showed me Eternity………

It felt like a steadying force for me, especially for my mind. What I saw was so deep…in those eyes…like pools going on forever……. Eternity….…yet more…….. I felt Amma displaying clearly what I need to dive into.”

Stay free,

Love,

xDaisy

Jul 18

Aren’t we incredibly fortunate?

Hello 🙂

How are you doing? 🙂

At breakfast just now, some wisdom flew in that I felt to share with you. I was contemplating how one lives this awakeness, instead of continuing along in the old actions and the old narrative. I had an insight about what stops this naturalness. One face of the coin, is the sheer quantity of conditioning that is left over from past incarnations, genetics and childhood, and that it is way more than we imagine. Simultaneously, it’s the identification with remaining separateness, with the deep sense of ‘me’, which persists even after profound awakenings and / or significant extent of embodiment of those awakenings. Vortex Healing is a robust path because it offers a way through both of these – and is perhaps the best thing out there doing so. Aren’t we incredibly fortunate?

There is a Foundational class in Vortex Healing® with Anthony from 18th to 22nd September. If you would like to take this magical class for the first time, or repeat it, please book here :-

https://anthonygorman.org/Foundational.html

I think you will be pleased to hear that I am gradually coming back to in-person sessions 🙂 🙂 🙂 I am certainly very happy about this 🙂 🙂 🙂 The room I previously suggested, I feel will not work now though, so I plan to come to you instead. Please bear with me in the unfolding process and details of this. I am currently in Portugal (since last Saturday) and will be here until the 20th August. Therefore, in-person sessions will be available only after that. Please note that I am offering private sessions via Zoom as usual while here. Here is the link to book regular private sessions via Zoom :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

I have received inner guidance not to write more about my experiences of living with Amma at the moment, so apologies if you were waiting for these. I think this may be because so much has happened since then, in terms of embodiment. Perhaps the learning I gained while with Amma in the flesh has been absorbed into the fabric of what I am and is maturing here. If so, it will already be expressing in what I offer to all of you. But honestly, I don’t know why – I only know to follow the guidance which arises from within.

In an interview with Amma which I was watching recently, She was asked what her central message to humanity is. She replied, “Be honest with oneself and have faith.” Even as I write these words, I get goosebumps all over and feel Light filling everywhere… Later on in the interview, Amma added, “I don’t have a message higher than my own life.”

Love,

xDaisy

Mar 11

Ammazing!

Hello 🙂

How are you?

It is so ammazing here… I simply don’t have words to describe… As someone once said in a documentary, Amma is an experience.

I am sorry that I haven’t written for a while. Ashram life is completely absorbing on every imaginable level. I have decided not to offer Groups while here in Amritapuri. The Groups will resume once I return.

I am available for Private Sessions once per day on Zoom in the usual way, but for 7 days per week. Sessions will be at 2 30pm IST (9am GMT). As a reminder, I am returning to London on the 12th April and will adjust my availability accordingly after that.

Here is the link to book Private Sessions. Please keep checking availability, as spaces sometimes shift around, and what you want becomes available :-

As a reminder, I have limited access to tech due to being in rural India, but the most effective methods for contacting me are: WhatsApp and Telegram. Please bear with me – thank you 🙂

I heard these beautiful words from Shirdi Sai Baba – who was probably the most well-known avatar in India, whom even non-spiritually inclined Indians acknowledge to this day – and thought how easily they could also have been said by Amma herself :-

“I give people what they want, in the hope they’ll want what I have to give” ~ Shirdi Sai Baba

Love,

xDaisy

Feb 4

Update :-) :-) :-)

Hello once again from Amma’s ashram 🙂

How are you?

I am sorry it has taken this long to get back to you: I have been completely locked out of my Yahoo email account, due to a tricky tech problem. However, due to the power of Grace, the 1000 Names and a very willing Sevite here in the ashram, the seemingly impossible was made possible 🙂

I am returning to London on the 12th April, hoping then to be able to give in-person sessions. This is a dream of mine 🙂 Another is an in-person retreat in Portugal in October with Chetana Thornton 🙂 So I will keep you updated and send invites as that unfolds.

From soon-ish (and that’s a big ‘ish’, as everything in India seems to take about half a day to accomplish – lol!) until mid-April, I will make sessions available via Zoom as usual. There will be more limited availability. However, I plan to give a session each day – meaning to include the weekend. This will be very good news for some of you 🙂 I will write again once I have sorted the tech aspects of the changes and etc.: I am looking forward to being with you again 🙂

I would like to leave you with just a few insights from my time here in Amritapuri – briefly, as I am cooked! A combination of an incredible Darshan with Amma last night, intense seva (selfless service), deep sadhana (spiritual practices) and lack of sleep. I feel it’s a thrillingly relentless schedule of Divinity in Amma’s physical presence. Definitely for those born to be wild 🙂 Actually, Amma apparently once said that while the Guru lives, their organisation is like a jungle; when they die, it’s like an office. I am so happy and fulfilled to be in the jungle!

In her comments after the satsang given on the 29th January, Amma said, “The most effective way to eliminate the ego is to have a roommate with a bigger ego.” LOL! How true… She added, in a more general sense, that only by facing the challenges of life will we be able to transcend the ego.

An early Amma devotee named Kusuma, witnessed Amma healing a man named Dattan of King Leprosy (I have seen the footage of this, in which Amma actually licks his sores with her tongue). She asked Amma how she could stand it – when every other person was moving away from Dattan..? Amma replied that the real miracle is that she (Kusuma) herself has the same power inside her, but she doesn’t know it.

Love is the answer,

xDaisy

Dec 11

Free Online Group Healing : last one for a while!

Hello 🙂

If you would like to attend the next Free Online Group Healing, it is this Wed 14th Dec @ 1pm GMT. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

I have had to cancel the Group Healing on the 28th December. I am flying to India early the following morning, so it is unlikely I would have the proper attention / time. The Groups will resume upon my return from Amritapuri (please refer to the link above for dates).

For Private Sessions here is the link. You will receive an email (or text if you request this when booking) with which you can rearrange or cancel up to 24hrs before the start time :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

I am excited to share this with you, even though I have not yet finished watching it myself – yes, it is that good! If you have time for something the length of a feature film, do enjoy this in one go. Otherwise, perhaps take bites and digest them, as I am doing :-

While I am away with Amma, you may be wondering with whom you might have sessions..? If you just want to ask a brief question etc., feel free to message me on WhatsApp or Telegram. Please do bear in mind though, I will be in rural India, with no Wifi on the ashram itself. If you want sessions, here are the healers I recommend: Chetana Thornton, Claudia Ruckhert and Kalpana Alejandra Arias.

Looking forward to seeing you this Wednesday in the Group 🙂 It has begun to snow as I write this! 🙂

Love,

xDaisy

Nov 1

Awakening to Divinity (pt. 2) + Free Online Group Healing : tomorrow

Hello 🙂

As promised, I am sharing the next installment of goodies from the Awakening to Divinity class 🙂 First of all, what is meant by the term ‘Awakening to Divinity’? Ric explains that, in the general awakening process, awake space takes over personal consciousness. Then in Awakening to Divinity, Divinity takes over that awake space. It is when Divinity wakes up to Itself within a form. One great example of this is Ramana Maharshi: Ric believes that he was both awake and very deeply embodied in this phase, so he was living from Awakening to Divinity (since embodiment means living from our awakeness). If you gaze into a photo of Ramana, you can feel he is very very empty indeed……..and, as a result, there is all this genuine Love and compassion.

As with all Vortex classes, it is often the rich learning which happens around the transmissions / meditations in the Q&As, which feels so precious. One particular discussion led to important information on the nature of will. I know this is a subject that many of you have asked me about before. Ric explained that what we experience as personal will, really comes from two different sources: 1) “I want this” “I want that” etc. and 2) from deep in the body – survival drive, sex drive, etc. The second is extremely strong, because of how powerfully we are identified with the body. In contrast, Divine Will and Divine Intention are really more like one singular ‘thing’, so-to-speak. The funny saying, “People make plans and God laughs” comes to mind, because what actually ends up manifesting depends entirely on Divine Will.

If you would like to attend the next Free Online Group Healing, it is tomorrow Wed 2nd Nov @ 1pm GMT. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

Please note that you need to pre-book. You can also book as many Groups as you like in advance.

For Private Sessions here is the link. You will receive an email (or text if you request this when booking) with which you can rearrange or cancel up to 24hrs before the start time :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

Love,

xDaisy

Oct 28

Awakening to Divinity (pt. 1) + Free Online Group Healing : Wed 2/11/22

Hello 🙂

I am very excited to write to you all today 🙂 I have just returned from two weeks solo in Sardinia and the completion of my third Awakening to Divinity class (Vortex Healing) 🙂 🙂 🙂 I would dearly love to share some of the magic of the class with you and to do that in installments, beginning at the end first. I think it’s important to share the impact the class had on me first, before going into details about it. Here is my diary entry the day after class finished. It’s cool that this also happened to be the day before my Birthday 🙂

“26/10/22

I am eating lunch at the most beautiful restaurant with a view to match! It feels like Merlin is giving me a huge gift….. This view is truly breathtaking and the vibe, food, people – everything – in this restaurant is perfect….. To be immersed in such beauty….. My life is so amazing….. I’m so utterly fortunate. They say that fortune is ally to the brave, yet I don’t feel I did much to get here, or that I have been particularly courageous in my life. Just about the same as the next person. Perhaps we are all ordinary people.

I’m seeing that all I need to do is allow myself to be happy. Let it all in……… I don’t need to brace myself against life any longer. As I allow this brilliance to penetrate my soul, my heart, my being in its entirety, happiness floods me……… Happiness floods, gushing and leaping, gentle and caressing. Happiness is here, now, eternally. And there is such stillness………”

So, it is with great joy that I can say, I think I was wrong about there being no connection between happiness and awakening. I know I said this during the Q&A part of a recent Free Online Group Healing, and it was what I believed at the time. But now I realise, I just hadn’t gone far enough. Or, you could say, Divinity hadn’t yet destroyed enough of the ego for me to see the truth. Amma did give me a strong hint about all this, during Darshan in Switzerland in 2019. She turned and said to me, “You need to find happiness inside.”

Since then, I have heard it said that the Guru does not tell the truth: what they say to us becomes the truth. Yes……… Now I can see this. Another lovely thing is that, I imagine if was wrong about happiness, I was probably also wrong about the other point in that aforementioned Q&A in the Free Online Group Healing: that there is no connection between health and awakening. So it’s good news all round folks 🙂 🙂 🙂

I will be writing the other installments about Awakening to Divinity periodically, until I feel I have conveyed as much of the dense wisdom and magic of this phenomenal class as I can.

If you would like to attend the next Free Online Group Healing, it is Wed 2nd Nov @ 1pm GMT. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

Please note that you need to pre-book. You can also book as many Groups as you like in advance.

For Private Sessions here is the link. You will receive an email (or text if you request this when booking) with which you can rearrange or cancel up to 24hrs before the start time :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

I would like to acknowledge the appointment of Rishi Sunak as Prime Minister of the United Kingdom. I don’t know what this implies for the future of the world… On a personal note though, I feel safer in the hands of a person of colour – who is also Hindu – than in those of the other contenders. Either way, I feel it’s important to give a nod to the great change which has happened recently (and perhaps rather dramatically) here in London.

On a closing note, I wanted to share another interesting little thing about the class. Upon my arrival in Sardinia, the very first thing I saw was the word ‘Freedom’ in bright letters on the Givenchy t-shirt of the passenger in front and to the right of me, as we began disembarking the plane. Then later, upon my return to London, the very first thing I saw was the word ‘Surrender’ – again on the t-shirt of a fellow passenger – who was also in exactly the same position as the other one had been in the plane 🙂

Love,

xDaisy

Oct 4

Free Online Group Healing : tomorrow 5/10/22

Hello 🙂

If you would like to attend the next Free Online Group Healing, it is tomorrow 5th October @ 1pm BST. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

Please note that you need to pre-book. You can also book as many Groups as you like in advance.

“When the body becomes still, the mind follows” ~ Suzuki Roshi

I learned this during a Sunday community meditation practice with Mukti. For those of you who don’t know her, she is Adyashanti’s wife, both a teacher in her own right and the leader of Open Gate Sangha since Adya’s sabbatical. It was one of those moments when the words just went right through me……..and landed inside. I recognised something which had been taught to me so many times before, but which I was not then ready to actually hear. Can any of you meditators relate to this..? I think I will just leave it at that (instead of adding more words or ideas) in order to leave space for contemplation of that statement by the renowned Zen master. If you would like to attend the meditation sessions, please email me for details.

Here is an interview with the Dalai Lama, in which he weaves a lovely talk based on his appreciation of the Quantum physicist David Bohm. I love the way in which he points his finger when he speaks. That, combined with a wisdom he just radiates, reminds me of my late great uncle, Brendan O’Toole, who died very recently in his late 90s. Brendan would use his hands in the same manner during our wonderings together, which were often based around Christ in ordinary life. Brendan was one of only a tiny handful of people in my family who were on a conscious awakening path, and our connection was very tender and meaningful to me. I hope you enjoy the interview 🙂

I also thought to let you know that I have moved home. Mostly, it was intuition. In addition, there was a kind of (new) dark energy coming into my bedroom from neighbours on one side of the house, which was impacting my body, dreams and sleep every night. I am now at my Mum’s house and I plan to move to east London in the New Year. From there, I will be able to meet up with most of my friends and other family members more easily.

For Private Sessions here is the link. You will receive an email (or text if you request this when booking) with which you can rearrange or cancel up to 24hrs before the start time :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

There is a remaining opportunity to take the Foundational training in Vortex Healing very soon, but you will need to book this asap. Here are a few details from Anthony Gorman :-

Foundational Training: 27-31st October

https://anthonygorman.org/Foundational.html

…region 4, and anyone in region X can also join as a first-timer: https://www.vortexhealing.org/Policy-BookingVirtualWorkshops.pdf

…a few spots for repeaters…….if you feel drawn to join, you can book directly on https://www.anthonygorman.org/AdvancedTrainings.html

‘Yantra Fridays’ with Anthony are back on 🙂 These are free and they are seva (selfless service) for the earth and humanity. Anyone who has completed the Foundational training (or above) can participate. Please contact me if you would like to do this and do not have the details to join.

Did you know that you can see Amma live online every day? What a wonder…we are so blessed and graced to have the chance to be with a living Divine incarnation – a pure and direct embodiment of Divinity in human form – so regularly and easily 🙂 🙂 🙂 It is the first time in the history of the world that this is the case. Ever since the original pandemic lock-down, Amma has been providing this spiritual lifeline to all those who have met Her in-person or who have done seva for Embracing The World. If you are already watching – fab (and hopefully this is also a reminder) – but if you qualify and don’t yet have access, please write to me and I will explain how. Amma is currently back in the ashram in India (Amritapuri) and you are free to visit 🙂

Love,

xDaisy

Aug 19

Free Online Group Healing : Wed 24th Aug

Hello 🙂

If you would like to attend the next Free Online Group Healing, it is this Wed 24h August @ 1pm BST. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

Please note that you need to pre-book. You can also book as many Groups as you like in advance.

Please feel free to invite people to the Groups via this booking link. If they would like to receive this newsletter, a message to me via WhatsApp, Telegram or regular text containing their email address is good.

For Private Sessions with me, here is the link. You will receive an email (or text if you request this when booking) with which you can rearrange or cancel up to 24hrs before the start time, if you wish :-

I request that you do not contact me about rearranging, cancelling or scheduling: please utilise the email from Calendly for this. It may end up in your spam / junk box, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.

I had a sweet request from one of you during the last session, to include the passage I read from Adyashanti’s book ‘Sacred Inquiry’. Here it is for your enjoyment 🙂

“What allows this ultimate letting go, this unreserved surrender? Of course there can be no formula, no way to let go. I am sitting here in my living room, late at night, writing this response to you. You are here with me as I am there with you, and I can feel that in the deepest place within you is the complete willingness to let go completely; it has already let from before the beginning of time. Yet here you are wondering what can bring about this letting go. Such is the final paradox.

You cannot do it because it has already been done, but you must still find this letting go within yourself, allow it to bloom and flower completely.

What a divine paradox, to find a letting go that has let go from before the beginning of time. We do not do the letting go as much as we embrace it, give everything without reserve to it. It is a matter of love, is it not? And it is the courage to die for what we love, to give everything without holding back, without reserve, without expecting anything in return, not even a better life or a better experience.

Our deepest desire is for truth or God, is it not? And not just for how God can be experienced by self, but how God is experienced by God – something neither the ego nor self can ever know. The infinity of the infinite will always be experienced as annihilation to self when self comes to its own boundary and imagines what is beyond it.

Love truth, love the infinite, love God, with all your heart. Do not love your experiences of truth, but rather love truth as it is within itself. Take leave of yourself; flow out from yourself completely in all things. We all must die into life out of love, and thus embrace life lived beyond all self. We must become what we already are and let go into what has never held on.

How do you breathe? You just breathe. How do you embrace this letting go? You just embrace it. It’s like breathing out, continually. It’s an emptying out of all uneccessary ‘selfing’.” (Pg 118 – 119)

Love,

xDaisy

Aug 4

Free Online Group Healing : Wed 10th Aug

Hello 🙂

If you would like to attend the next Free Online Group Healing, it is happening this Wednesday 10th August @ 1pm BST. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

Please note that you need to pre-book. You can also book as many Groups as you like in advance.

I request that you do not contact me about rearranging, cancelling or scheduling: please utilise the email from Calendly for this. It may end up in your spam / junk box, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.

Love,

xDaisy

Jul 7

Secret Garden Party Group Healings :-)

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I am excited since I have been asked to offer workshops at Secret Garden Party 🙂 Please join me if you feel like it – I would absolutely love to see you there 🙂 It’s 21st – 24th July in Cambridgeshire and is a mixed music, arts and spirituality festival. Although it is sold out now, perhaps you are already going..? Or, I have often found that, where there’s a will there’s a way 😉

https://secretgardenparty.com/

I was very moved by these words from Amma this morning and wanted to share them with you:-

🕉Om Amriteswaryai Namah 🕉 “Children, in the face of karmic experiences all your weapons of ego and strength are powerless unless you abandon them, following the Guru’s instructions and throw yourself down in humble surrender. You cannot escape karma. If God’s or the Guru’s Grace is with you, the arrow of karma, which has already left the bow of your past life, cannot hurt you.” – Amma

If you would like to attend the next Free Online Group Healing, it is happening next Wed 13th July @ 1pm GMT. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

Please note that you need to pre-book. You can also book as many Groups as you like in advance.

For Private Sessions with me, here is the link. You will receive an email (or text if you request this when booking) with which you can rearrange or cancel your session up to 24hrs before the start time, if you wish :-

I request that you never contact me about rearranging, cancelling or scheduling : instead, simply utilise the email sent to you by Calendly for this very purpose. It may end up in your spam / junk box, so please check.

Please also note that lateness, no-showing, cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full for that session. Thank you 🙂

New MI Jin Shin Node Structures: these are fab new structures for enhancing / upgrading your energy system. They make you feel really healthy and smooth inside. So if you want to receive these, please remind me in one-on-one sessions. Generally they work best when channelled for whatever is optimal.

Love,

xDaisy

Jun 28

Free Online Group Healing : Tomorrow

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I am excited about offering this Group tomorrow 🙂 🙂 🙂 I really hope you can attend. Aside from the transformational aspect, I love being in community with all of you and forming pathways through this world mess together, with love and understanding.

I hope you fared ok during the Summer Solstice. For me, this Solstice energy felt like a wild forest fire blazing its way through me. A friend remarked the day after, that whereas during Winter Solstice there is darkness outside so we find the light inside, during Summer Solstice there is light outside so we find the darkness within. This darkness is both the dazzling dark, the feminine divine essence, and also our most tightly held identities, secrets and core primal wounding.

If you would like to attend the next Free Online Group Healing, it is happening tomorrow 29th June @ 1pm GMT. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

Please note that you need to pre-book. You can also book as many Groups as you like in advance.

Please also note that lateness, no-showing, cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full for that session. Thank you 🙂

Love,

xDaisy

Jun 10

Free Online Group Healing : this Wednesday (15th June)

Hello 🙂

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How are you?

If you would like to attend the next Free Online Group Healing, it is happening this Wednesday 15th June @ 1pm GMT. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

Please note that you need to pre-book. You can also book as many Groups as you like in advance.

Please also note that lateness, no-showing, cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full for that session. Thank you 🙂

I am in a particularly silent space after my practices this morning, so I don’t have anything to add today. I hope you are enjoying the sunshine 🙂

Love,

xDaisy

Jan 10

Free Online Group Healing this Wednesday

Hello 🙂

How are you?

Happy New Year 🙂 I hope the start of 2022 has been so for you.

I have been thinking a lot about accepting this week. I prefer using this version of the word, rather than the more commonly used one, because it has more flow to it and is closer somehow to the meaning itself. It also occurred to me that perhaps this was the missing piece to the last Group Healing on Faith, Optimism and Surrender – along with the Trust piece, which was so gracefully added by one of you who spoke at the end of that Group. This was also in parallel (synchronistically) with some beautiful writing offered by Ric Weinman on the subject of Surrender. The even better news is, that accepting is actually easier than Surrender.

Let me explain more of my ideas about accepting and the lead up to accepting. First of all, why accept? Why accept anything in particular? Perhaps the most important motivation for doing so is that accepting breeds that still point within all of us. And the ability to abide in – or as – that still point is what gives rise to everything valuable in our lives / awakening paths. What throws us off our awakening path, contrary to popular belief, is never what comes ‘from outside’ us. It is what comes up from inside us, as a part which in fact wants to be thrown off-course, which pulls us like a magnet away from Truth. If we can truly accept this part and the reality of this movement, that accepting actually begins to make us invulnerable. When we fully accept something, we cannot be moved.

If you would like to explore this in a Group Healing community setting, please join in this Wednesday 12th January @ 1pm GMT. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

Please note that you need to pre-book. You can also book as many Groups as you like in advance.

For Private Sessions with me, you will receive an email (or text if you requested this when booking) with which you can rearrange or cancel your session, if you wish. That email may wind up in your spam / junk box, so please check.

Here is the link to book Private Sessions:-

Please never contact me about rearranging, cancelling or scheduling : instead, simply utilise the email sent to you by Calendly for this purpose.

And please also note that lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of a session time will result in you being charged in full for that session. Thank you 🙂

There are Foundational trainings in Vortex Healing coming up – this is very exciting 🙂 🙂 🙂 The 9th – 13th February or the 22nd – 26th March. I strongly urge anyone who has had a couple of sessions or more with me to book. You do not have to want to be a healer – it is far more about healing you at this stage, and the class does wonders for your awakening embodiment evolution, plus strengthens your energy system. Here is the link:-

https://anthonygorman.org/Foundational.html

Lastly, I want to say something controversial but I feel important. By the way, I am as guilty as the next person of doing this, so I am not talking from ‘on high’ but simply trying to help. We are human beings. When we label someone as narcissistic or say they have Aspergers etc. etc. etc., we tend to end up pathologising them. That, in turn, creates distance and / or a wall between you and that person. Perhaps the fashion for doing this has arisen from modern pop psychology. At any rate, when we do this, we lose the human and the Being – both in them and also in us.

Love,

xDaisy

Sep 7

Free Online Group Healing: tomorrow

Hello 🙂

The next Free Online Group Healing is tomorrow @ 1pm BST. NB: please write to me at the address on the Contact page for the invitation to this Free Group. Thank you 🙂

I would like to share this from Amma:-

“If you deny people after seeing their faults, their faults will remain the same. Only through love can you bring people to the path of knowledge and devotion through their wrong paths” ~ Amma

Looking forward to seeing you tomorrow if you can make it 🙂 🙂 🙂

Love,

Daisy

May 29

Free Online Group Healing: Melt-through in Lockdown

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I am well and revelling in this sunshine 🙂 Now is the time for the next group, which will be on Wednesday at 1pm. Please note this progression: these will then be fortnightly from Wed onwards (same time and day) and remain free. Book via the following link, which is offered by Shaun and Kim, with whom I am collaborating in the fantastic collective Wuji Web 🙂 🙂 🙂

https://wuji-web.as.me/daisy-group-healing

Please note another important change to the groups: anyone not present on Zoom for the duration of the session will not be included in the healing.

Many of you have communicated having meltdowns recently. These are normal, but have also been catalysed by the continuation of lockdown. This is why I would like to assist you in moving from meltdown to melt-through. In many ways, this depends upon the Shakti available within us at a given moment in time. If there is enough Shakti (Divine energy) readily available in our system, every situation is met with non-reaction and simply melts through. It passes through without resistance, even if a truthful action is carried out. If there is not enough available Shakti, a reaction asserts itself – pushing back against Reality – in some type of conditioned reflex, like a battle which can only ever be lost. This group healing will be focused on increasing the Shakti within you and clearing the blocks to that.

The group session will include me channelling particular Mantras to awaken false identifications, and associated areas of conditioning, group prayer and connection, guided channelled healing, a chance to share your feelings with the group if you feel called to do so, and most importantly of all – a deepening in Silence / Being-Light-Love-awakeness, which could reveal these to be your own true nature.

Amma (the ‘hugging Saint’) has said that when we come together as a group in prayer or meditation, the Light increases. She gives the analogy that it is very difficult to read under the light of a very low wattage bulb. But when several such bulbs are connected together in a series, one can easily read a book under that light.

If you would like to gift one of my individual sessions to someone, there is now an easy way to do this:-

https://app.acuityscheduling.com/catalog.php?action=addCart&clear=1&id=797755&owner=18957753

Also, a gentle reminder that it is now essential to pay for individual sessions in advance or on the day of the session itself.

Finally, both rearrangement and cancellation of a session must be done 24 hours in advance of the session time, otherwise full payment of that session is required.

Love,

xDaisy

Apr 19

4 Comments

Free Online Group Healing: Inner Reconnection

Hello 🙂

I am offering a Free Online Group Healing this Thursday 23rd April at 1pm GMT. We will be focussing on Inner Reconnection: on contacting and relaxing into that inner sanctuary that can weather any storm without moving and without resisting. When we come into ourselves as we truly are, all anxiety, stress and strain subsides and we recognise the Love and beauty inside. In this way our eyes are opened to the beauty all around us, in each other, in nature and in all of life. This is the return to innocence that the heart both longs for and is simultaneously, yet is oftentimes hidden from feeling or view. I welcome you to de-frag, deepen and cast away any doubt in the prevalence of Loving awake presence.

The session will be 1 hour and will include the highest level of Vortex Healing, guided meditation, mantra chanting and the opportunity to be with other like-hearted souls, connecting together.

Quite a few people who were part of the last group session did not appear on Zoom; in that moment I decided to still send them the healing. But this could potentially create a scattered-ness which is difficult for me and for the group, so please be aware of this. I am not telling you off by the way – not my style! However, please only reply this time if you can actively attend – thank you. If you would like to receive and can do so on Zoom for the duration, please message or email me and I will send the link and password for this group healing session.

Love,

xDaisy

Apr 10

This could be the most crucial message you hear about Coronavirus

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I have just been sent this by a friend in Amritapuri (Amma’s ashram in India). If you have 20 minutes, I believe it harnesses the power to change your life. At the very least, it will touch your attitude and your heart.

Enjoy, and Happy Easter 🙂

https://www.facebook.com/1388125751401423/posts/2629523973928255/?funlid=LmaY6DpgvkkUnA2P&d=w&vh=e

Love,

xDaisy

Apr 2

1 Comment

Free Online Group Healing: Divine Deepening

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I am well and happy 🙂 This strange period in history is giving me the chance to fully embrace my mantra from Amma, the 1000 Names of the Divine Mother (Archana), Amma’s White Flowers Meditation and all the Vortex Healing work I am doing in groups and individually. Perhaps the highlight of all of this is the EarthWorks IV Divine Door group which Anthony Gorman is hosting daily online. We are working together as a community to dissolve the knock-on effects of coronavirus, including healing specifically for the nurses, doctors, care support workers and hospital cleaners on the front line.

In case you haven’t seen it yet, here is Amma’s beauty-filled message:-

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=62BOvKckpAs

I also found this satsang from (the newly appointed) Swami Shubhamritananda Puri full of heart and wisdom. I hope you enjoy it 🙂

https://youtu.be/IXTK_LAcVkQ

I have decided to offer Free Online Group Healings regularly 🙂 The next one is on Tuesday 7th April at 10am. Please note that my groups are offered by Zoom only. Message or email me if you are sure you want to participate in this one, and I will send you the link.

Apologies to those who didn’t get into the last group. I have now worked out how to take more people per session 🙂 And apologies to those who were expecting the next group and this email sooner. I have been inundated with requests for healing, therefore the next group became possible only now.

A reminder that I have a powerful tool to assist your immune system, simply called Immune Boost. I channel it as part of a short immune protocol taught to us by Anthony Gorman in the last class. And the Vortex Healing infection protocol is effective against COVID-19, so please bear this in mind if you need help.

I am now offering distance healing only (at the same price as before):-

1 hr 15 mins = £75

My final words about the current world situation are that there is a Divine path here. Humankind is being led into a very deep evolution and that is not hindered by the corona crisis – or by anything else, for that matter. We may be asking, what can we do? One small thing we can all do – and that we do do naturally – is to open our hearts to each other. Every time one person does this, it affects everything in creation in ripples that venture out into the deep, of their own accord. The world is served not by our arguments but by our compassion, love and courage.

Love,

xDaisy

Ps From Mother Meera : “To bless your days with joy is my reason for being on Earth. Aspire for the inevitable happiness and all Grace will be given to you.”

Pps I am now back on Facebook, just so you know 🙂

Mar 21

Now Full: Free Online Group Healing

Hello 🙂

Thank you for your rapid responses to this offer 🙂 The group is full so I will close it now. If you did not manage to get onto this one, here is something which you may find helpful during this period:-

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hVYv9ktilQw&vl=en-GB

Please contact me if you would like an individual session or with any questions or concerns. As always, non-email contact is best.

Love,

xDaisy

Mar 21

Free Online Group Healing

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I am well and happy 🙂 I am excited to offer you a Free Online Group Healing on Tuesday 24th March, 10am UK time. Please RSVP if you definitely want to receive this. I will then go about organising it using the Zoom app. The focus will be on alleviating stress.

I will write more fully when the writing flow is abundant. In the meantime, please note that I can offer you (as a normal session) an Immune Boost using a brand new Vortex Healing tool designed for this purpose. I can also use the Infection Protocol which is effective against COVID-19, so please let me know if you need this. I estimate that will take between 1 and 5 sessions, depending on the severity of the case (and the strength or weakness of the underlying immune system).

Much Love,

xDaisy

Mar 11

Radiating Awakeness

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I am well and feeling very grateful indeed to be able to take (and even repeat) so many Vortex Healing classes at the moment. People have asked me why I do this and why I go to see Amma so much each year. Well the bigger reason why became apparent in a class discussion recently. Contemplate if you will, the impact that being awake out here ‘in the world’ is having. Have you ever thought about it? All of us living ordinary lives and daring to be conscious humans with a real sincerity for Truth, is actually its own transformative force. This force is indeed making a difference in the world. With this in mind the term ‘embodiment’ reveals itself to mean, living from awakeness.

The most important thing

Anthony Gorman pointed out during EarthWorks III class, that perhaps the only truly valuable thing is time. Not money and not all the rest of the things we assign value to. But time. Every moment we spend directing ourselves towards Divinity, we are no longer wasting time. As Amma says, even one moment spent in meditation is not a waste of time.

Surrender

We, or those around us (particularly in spiritual circles), are frequently trying to surrender. But trying to surrender actually creates a rather nasty inner drama, full of conflict and struggle, self-judgment and the whole shebang – which may in turn block surrender.

True surrender does exist though, and does happen, yet it happens naturally. Perhaps it could be said that surrender happens when the time is right. It could be termed Divine Takeover. Sometimes what happens to facilitate this, is the Divine (in a manner of speaking) ‘sees’ that you aren’t willing to give up a particular thing in your life – so it simply takes it away from you. That movement is utterly different from the aforementioned struggle to surrender. It is rather like an adult taking a sharp object away from a child, which the child was experiencing as a toy.

Acting from Truth

There are many times in our lives when we wonder whether or not we are acting in the best possible way, or we question the truth of a situation. There is help available for this in a simple way.

When facing the situation, align inside (perhaps in the heart or spine) with whatever you see as the source of everything. This may be an avatar, the energy of a teaching, a lineage, a deep sensing of Truth, or something else like that. Then rather than asking, ‘What do I do?’, instead ask, ‘What needs to be done?’.

And wait…

Eventually a movement, or a word, or some other kind of guidance will arise. The idea is to move from a place of what needs to be done as a whole, rather than from what ‘I’ need or want.

Relationships

We often think that we are seeking, or are in, a relationship to find Love. But upon closer scrutiny, what we may find we are really looking for there is connection. This is an important distinction. But also, even that ‘looking’ for connection is really coming from feeling isolated. The consequence is that we tend to create co-dependant relationships, far more times than not.

The good news is, both Love and connection are already here 🙂 They are existing right now, as what you are – or in what you are (depending on the specific way you experience your true nature). When you see this, really truly see it…..wow….it changes everything…..

Imagine for a moment, no more seeking for connection. And then imagine no more seeking, full stop. Can you imagine that? What would it be like to not try to get anything out of relationship? I mean genuinely, naturally – rather than because a spiritual teaching told you to. What would that feel like?

Denial

Never underestimate the power of denial – lol! We all know someone who is in it. Of course, that person could never be us – lol! The position is easy to see from the outside. But how does denial work?

Denial creates a blindspot in a person’s consciousness. So much so that someone in denial can even state outright that they are not doing or feeling what they are in fact doing or feeling. A good example of this is a spiritual teacher who is abusing their students.

At some point the denial position was a choice, of sorts. Usually it would have been a survival choice. There is nothing inherently wrong with that. But harm comes from the consequences of that choice. It may have originally been made a very long time ago (becoming a patterned way of being further down the line, whenever a similar trigger arose). The question for the person in denial is, what am I going to choose now?

Furthermore, if it is Divine Intention for a person to come out of denial (and that certainly is an ‘if’), then it will probably take a sizeable event happening in their life to blow the whole thing up. If it is not in Divine Intention, then perhaps the denial will move in a future lifetime.

Bliss

Mmmmmm…Bliss……. We all love it. But what are we really experiencing?

Ric Weinman was explaining that from his point of view, there are two very different kinds of bliss. The most common kind is actually an egoic state. It is when the ego merges with the energy of bliss, expands and becomes thin – but very much still existing. You can see this a lot around awake teachers – within the sangha. This type of bliss can easily become an addiction. If the addiction continues, ‘bliss’ could actually become a trap which hinders the very thing it is supposed to be creating – i.e., awakening (or embodiment of awakening).

The other kind of bliss, the ‘real thing’ if you like, is hard to put into words. Bliss in this sense, is simply here. Bliss can just be here… Without fanfare. It is not a state. It is more akin to an ongoing expression of Divinity, subtle and beautiful. The only other way I can really describe it is to say that you will know it when you feel it. Some people are in touch with this all the time, although I would say that is rare.

Are you woke?

How awake we are really depends on how attached we are to the Light (Awareness-Being-Light-Love) versus the life ‘things’ (food, TV, sex, and other life attachments and dramas). The weird thing is that, given the choice – even though the Light is freedom and real fulfilment – the vast majority of people still choose the latter, including those who directly experience the difference. This is worth contemplating.

Much later on in the awakening embodiment evolution, there is a sort-of second phase. It is when one becomes unattached to one’s attachments. Then one is free to be the Light itself AND the humanness itself, at the same time.

2020 : may it be the year of 2020 internal vision for all of us 🙂

Love,

xDaisy

Ps A reminder that rescheduling or cancellation needs to be done 24 hrs before the start time of your session, otherwise the session will be charged in full.

Feb 20

Earthshifting + Shivaratri

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I am very well 🙂 It is Shivaratri tomorrow! Yey!! If you would like to celebrate at Bromley ashram, here are the details (please note that I cannot attend due to Vortex Healing training, but there will be many other friendly faces to greet you there):-

Shivaratri Celebrations with Brni Shobana

Friday 21st February. 6pm – midnight

6-7pm Opportunity to Meditate

7-9pm Brni Shobana satsang & bhajans

9-10pm Break (please bring something light to share for the prasad)

10-12 midnight Archana & Shiva Abhishekam*

* You may take part directly in the Abhishekam yourself with a donation of £10; bring a little milk, yoghurt, honey, Vilwa leaves or flowers, and prasad fruits. Please register on arrival.

MA Centre UK, 211 Fair Acres, Bromley, Kent BR2 9YG

As many of you know (consciously or subconsciously ;-), there was an Earthshift last weekend. This is a Vortex class in which we get together collectively to positively impact global issues. Ric Weinman (Vortex founder) discovered that there are 4 sources of darkness behind the human species (not other species) and then there is a deep root which feed these 4. Rather than being anything to do with what people call ‘evil’, rather the 4 sources of darkness feel like the essence of separation. Every egoic behaviour you see in the world is supported by separation consciousness, and an important part of that is arising from these sources of darkness behind humanity. Examples of this in human behaviour are things like people wanting power in a megalomaniac way, or a person feeling hurt and then going about hurting others, etc. You may have asked yourself, why do people do these kinds of things? Basically because they are not resting in the Beingness within themselves.

It is not possible to simply break down all 4 sources (and certainly not the original root) at once, because they are simply too massive. So instead we created a huge filter around the ‘newest’ source of darkness. It was a huge effort as a group, involving the creation of many Divine Doors, structures, energetic crystals and other devices, which were then glued together and sent to filter the source of darkness out from human consciousness. The angelic realm gave us a lot of support for this 🙂 So now the whole of humanity is operating without being overwhelmed by the influence of at least one of these massive sources of darkness 🙂 We will continue this work in future Earthshifts.

I am in London, so let me know if you would like a session. Please message me via WhatsApp, phone or Messenger. Sending you Love 🙂 🙂 🙂

xDaisy

Jan 25

Timeless Magic

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I am well and feeling buzzed after completing the first ever EarthWorks IV training with Vortex Healing teacher Anthony Gorman, here in London 🙂 There were around 70 of us in class, and so we had plenty of support for the embodiment process we were in personally (so-to-speak) and for doing some deep healing on the earth and humanity.

I am so excited! 🙂

Something cool which you may want to do – if you are a Vortex Healing student yourself – is to make use of the EarthWorks IV Rifting Divine Door outside The Columbia Hotel (where you do most of your classes in London). It is on the ‘traffic island’ opposite the entrance to the hotel, between the benches where there is an artistic circle created on the pavement. If you tune in with Merlin, stand in the middle and wait….be patient….. You will feel yourself being moved, perhaps even several times in different directions. Keep going, and at the same time be patient and rest in your heart. Eventually, when you feel invited to, move forward in the direction you feel drawn to, and leave the circle. You will have undergone a complete Rift of your life! In other words, the timeline and direction of your life has been transformed, to be more deeply aligned with Truth and Divinity.

I can now make Divine Doors at a distance, so please ask for this if you would like it. These work much better for a place or situation than an object, when at a distance. All Doors take around 25 mins to create. Please also note that the transmissions from EarthWorks IV automatically upgraded every Divine Door I have made before, including any for you or your life etc. 🙂

Whether at a distance or in-person, all kinds of EarthWorks IV Divine Doors can be made for you (including Merlin Divine Doors, Rifting Divine Doors, Healing Stream Divine Doors etc – please see last email for more examples), with the probable exception of one type of Door, which we have be warned against using on anyone personally, except ourselves. This is an EarthWorks IV MRLN Divine Door. Essentially, it could be too extreme in terms of transformation to use at will like that. The exception to this is that I can make one for a situation only.

A very cool addition to Divine Doors is the Merlin Magical Renewal Divine Door, which creates a kind of healing reset, or new beginning. One way of using this amazing Door is for you to write (to life itself) a short letter about your issue etc. I then create a Merlin Magical Renewal Divine Door into that letter. The Door will work on the situation indefinitely from there 🙂

As a group, we made EarthWorks IV MRLN Divine Doors into the following world issues:-

Hate Crime

Humanity’s treatment of other species / animals in our food chain

Slavery of all types [and the aspect I chose personally was race-based slavery, including historical African slavery]

The Avalonian Realm (a realm of incredible nature beings, which were very abused by humans)

The earth magic in Avebury, plus it’s upcoming awakening on the Summer Solstice this year

The Columbia Hotel (the class venue) and the people in it

Several trees in Hyde Park

On his own, Anthony created an EarthWorks IV MRLN Divine Door into the viral pneumonia spreading from China.

Please email me with any questions about the work we did – or about anything else (I know this is a brief synopsis).

I hope you have enjoyed hearing about the latest in Vortex Healing 🙂 Much love to you and see you soon 🙂

xDaisy

Jan 20

Earth Magic

Hello there 🙂

I am in the middle of Vortex Healing classes EarthWorks III and IV with Anthony Gorman here in London, and I want to share the magic, light, love and wisdom from this group energy field and learning discussions with you 🙂

Something quite extraordinary happened, which is that we made a Weather Funnel as a group for Australia, and the next day – it began pouring with rain there! Make of that what you will. For me, it cannot be coincidence. The Funnel is a Divine device designed to effect positive transformation in weather systems.

One of the main advantages of these EarthWorks classes is that I can now make all kinds of new upgraded Divine Doors and put them into spaces, objects or body systems etc. – even at a distance. So please do ask for this. A Divine Door is a magical device which permanently brings concentrated Divine Light into whatever it is made in. It takes quite a lot of huffing and puffing to make (because the shakti moves this way).

As a class, we made a :-

Merlin Blessing Divine Door into Tehran, in Iran

Divine Healing Stream Door (which then turned into a Rifting Divine Door) into a focal point of politics in Russia

Quantum Gate Divine Door into Fox News (actually Anthony did this by himself a while ago, but I thought you’d be pleased to hear)

Funnel Divine Door for peaceful existence, for the fall of the Persian Empire (i.e., for the ‘scar’ that this past event left behind)

Merlin Divine Door for the astrological pathway [similar to a body pathway] between the Sun and the Earth

Astrological Divine Door for Gaia

Healing Stream Divine Door into pornography

6 x Stopping Spots for the projections people make onto the English Royal Family

Stopping Spot for animal-based food production (in the whole world)

Rifting Divine Doors into the following stadiums: Wembley Arena, Wembley Stadium, The O2, Tottenham Hotspur (Tottenham), Arsenal (Emirates), Chelsea (Stamford Bridge), Fulham (Craven Cottage), Twickenham, West Ham United (London Stadium)

A Christ Consciousness Crystal to surround the Houses of Lords & Commons [an enormous circle and energetic crystal of healing with Christ energy, around the ruling powers in England]

Divine Clearing Network for the Russia / Europe 2nd World War trauma

Divine Clearing Network for the Japan 2nd World War trauma

Feel free to email me if you would like a more detailed explanation of what these are. I didn’t want to go into a wordy explanation here, for those who are not needing this. Essentially, it’s that as a group we have much more power to effect healing transformation in spaces or situations all over the world, by creating permanent Divine openings to facilitate healing. So that’s what we did, and it’s what these particular classes are really all about.

Something interesting which we discussed in class was capitalism. It really made me feel validated in my everlong scepticism about this modality. We were agreeing that, even though there may not be a viable alternative right now, capitalism only works if you are willing to really abuse nature and this planet. Maximising profit alone is a dysfunctional way to carry on, which has been proven through masses of experience. This led me to thinking about the Divine Feminine, perhaps because Amma has said that awakening the feminine / Divine Mother energy everywhere is the only hope for the world to survive and thrive. I didn’t truly know what the feminine was (on the level of mind) until I sat down to contemplate it. To me, the feminine is connectivity, receptivity, devotion, love, nurture, effulgence and trust.

I hope this newsletter finds you well and enjoying your day, or your process, or deepening ever more into this Truth at the heart of us all.

Love,

xDaisy

Jan 3

Happy New Year! :-)

Hello 🙂

Happy New Year to you 🙂 🙂 🙂 May 2020 bring you real Love, Truth and effulgence on every level.

How are you?

I am well now, but I must be honest in saying that it’s been a wild rollercoaster processing everything in Steve and I’s ending. That is why I haven’t written for a while. What we learn in the break-up of a deep long-term relationship is often just as valuable as what we learn in the relationship itself.

As some of you know, I attended the Vortex Healing classes ‘Sensing III’ and ‘Sensing IV’ with Anthony Gorman in Holland, in late November. I found the classes so powerful in terms of how they changed my life and how embodied I was by the end, that I actually felt all other paths except for Amma and Vortex Healing fall away. It is hard to express the depth of gratitude I feel……and the expertise that I feel Anthony has, in addition to the sheer healing power of this lineage… The experience of catalysed evolution in terms of my path from taking Vortex Healing classes is phenomenal…

Anthony summed up the classes as a deepening in Magic. I agree! The classes are also designed to deepen and improve our sensing (psychic feeling / seeing) as practitioners. I look forward to continuing to share the benefits of these trainings in my sessions with you. I feel so grateful and happy that I can work with you: thank you for showing up to your lives and making this work a part of doing that.

There is a sacred Puja happening on the 5th Jan at the MA Centre in Bromley (Amma’s UK ashram). Please contact me for details if you would like to attend. The cost is £80 which all goes to Amma’s global humanitarian aid charity ‘Embracing The World’.

May I highlight again my cancellation policy? If you need to cancel or rearrange, please do so 24 hours or more before your session time. Otherwise the session will be charged in full. Also to remind you that I am no longer on Facebook (since mid-October), so please don’t feel offended if I don’t respond to your posts there, or if you can’t find me there etc. I am still on the FB Messenger app.

See you in the year 2020 🙂 Love,

xDaisy

Nov 6

Why Breaking Up Is Sometimes Good

Hello 🙂

How are you? I have quite a lot to tell you today. Firstly, who came to Amma? And how was it, if you did? One of you summed up her first experience with Amma in such a beautiful way that I want to share it. She said, “I’m just completely blown away by her. It’s the highest level of love. How lucky are we to be in her presence.” And that’s it.

I found this part of Amma’s speech particularly inspiring. Amma said that anger is the only thing that can truly defeat us; whereas patience is true victory. She pointed out that there are numerous things each day which can cause us to get angry. But when we do, we actually empower that situation or person to control our mind. Amma compared projecting anger at someone with grabbing a burning ember and throwing it at them: we get burned first, before burning the other person.

As you may have guessed from the title of this newsletter, Steve Vieau and I’s awakened relationship has come to its final end. It happened on the 15th October, hence my recent silence and withdrawal. I don’t feel that it is necessarily appropriate to share details about how the break-up happened. But I will say that it was deeply shocking, almost like experiencing trauma or PTSD. After that, it was excruciatingly painful and devastating for me, because he is the love of my life. The pain was beyond words, unbearable loss – almost as if I was losing Amma – which plunged me into literally the deepest darkness of my life. Thank goodness I was then miraculously with Amma in person. After what She transmitted to me, I am now beginning to experience the ending of Steve and I’s relationship as a healthy and powerful hit to my ego: a way for the Divine to completely destroy what is untrue inside, and create transformation. The whole thing is gradually becoming sobering, humbling and liberating. Which is why I chose the title I did for this newsletter today. Thank you to all those who rode the rollercoaster of the past two years with us, supporting us in our journey together. I also want to express how much solace and love I am finding in the Divine, in my friends and in all of you: my work is even more precious to me at this time.

There is an opportunity to learn Amma’s incredible IAM Technique on the 23rd and also to be with Br. Shubamrita (Amma’s senior disciple) on the 30th. Please contact me for further details about these events at MA Centre UK (Amma’s Bromley ashram).

A note to please correspond with me via WhatsApp, Messenger, phonecall or text for a swift response – i.e., not email. For hopefully obvious reasons, I have deactivated my Facebook account, so please don’t think that I have blocked or de-friended you if we were connected on there. FB Messenger still works fine.

Love,

xDaisy

Sep 27

Divine Doors

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I am rejoicing in learning today 🙂 I learned so much from listening to Anthony Gorman on the Vortex Healing classes I took with him recently, here in London. One thing was a completely new way of looking at bridging (not sensing, but rather the connection from me to you which allows Divine energy to penetrate deeply into your system). The aspect of bridging that I knew most about, is a manner of connecting with you as oneness. And then it’s as if I create rivers through which the Divine energies pour and move themselves into you. But Anthony explained another side of bridging, which I had thought about less. He said that what makes us better bridges (and more “qualified” – to use his word – as healers to address issues in you), is actually what we have survived and worked through ourselves. I find this profound… I always had a slight inkling that my own life experiences were designed in some mysterious way for the service of others, but I hadn’t heard this spoken out loud before.

To follow on from what I wrote about the EarthWorks classes I attended recently, I wanted to mention that I can make a Divine Guidance Door into an object for you, as part of a session. This helps you with your own sensing and seeing from Truth. It takes about 15mins – like a regular Divine Door. You can sit with the object, or ask questions if that is more natural to you. For example, I made one for myself in a small rose quartz crystal. Other possibilities include an Angelic Divine Door. Believe it or not, I have one of those in my trainers! Nature Divine Doors are also available.

Here is the link for Amma’s Europe Tour. She will be in Surrey on the 1st and 2nd Nov. It’s free, it’s a party – what’s not to like? 🙂 Please let me know via message or call if you need any information about the event of the year 🙂 It’s also really cool to see her in another city if you can: you get more space and time to just be with Amma, when it isn’t your home city.

https://amma.org/meeting-amma/europe

I will be at Marlies Cocheret in London on Fri 4th Oct and Sat 5th Oct, so please join me if you can (flyer attached). Booking is important for this.

On the 6th Oct, there is the Official Opening Day of the MA Centre UK (Amma’s ashram), which is in Bromley. It’s free, but advisable to book your place:-

https://www.eventbrite.co.uk/e/ma-centre-opening-celebration-tickets-71802686769

Please note (as some people are not aware) that I need 24hrs notice to change or cancel a session, otherwise the session will be charged at the normal rate.

See you soon,

Much Love,

xDaisy

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