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Message From Beyond 

Hello 🙂 

The next Free Online Group Healing is today Fri 7th March @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them. 

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

I would like to share some good news with you. After the rollercoaster of the past two years with Portugal, I am staying here in London. It’s been a nerve-wracking process of choosing, particularly during the last two months. My absolute deepest gratitude to Ric Weinman for assisting me with this. We had a public exchange in the Manifesting Intention class, which was the beginning of the gradual collapse of a house-of-cards within me. Something that he also helped me see was that, whatever I choose – truth or fiction – to take responsibility. That missing piece of the puzzle was the game-changer… 

Amma will be holding a program in London this year 🙂 🙂 🙂  It will be some time from April onwards, but as yet no one knows the dates. 

A friend who had been living with Amma for 3 months recently, shared something important with me. Amma said that the last two weeks of March this year will be very bad indeed for travel. Apparently there will be some kind of affliction in general in humanity at that time, which will impact travelling. 

I would like to share the exciting news that someone’s Core Veil moved in a private session recently 🙂 I don’t remember this ever having happened before. The person is a Vortex Healing student (Lifeform) and I was intentionally working to release the Core Veil. There was a moment in the Zoom session, when I felt something totally leave her. And simultaneously, she breathed a huge breath. I noticed that afterwards her breathing pattern had changed dramatically. She reported that the word “Freedom” had come to her in that moment. I also noticed in the post-session dialogue, that her voice seemed to be speaking from a different place, her face had relaxed and she expressed recognition that it was the Divine looking at me now, rather than her. I checked in with Ric to make sure and he confirmed what I felt had happened. Nevertheless, I remain floored by it… 

For online private sessions, book here (NB : ‘Schedule’ button must be pressed after payment, or the booking is not accepted and money returned):-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your junk mail, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.

Although I wish to emphasise that every single session and Group for me is special, it’s not every day that one receives a message from beyond. It was during a session with the wonderful person I wrote about last time, who has a Guardian Angel in her field. This person recently said post-session, that the Angel had spoken to her for the first time and that it had a message for me. I was very surprised. The message was, “I see the beauty in your precious heart.” Even writing this now, I get goosebumps everywhere…and a feeling of depth…of stillness…and of becoming completely quieted by something. For personal reasons, the gratitude I felt upon hearing those words is truly impossible to convey. 

Love,

xDaisy 

Radiating in all directions 

Hello 🙂 

‘I Am That’ pg. 296 – “Q : You make all these extraordinary statements about yourself. What makes you say those things? What do you mean by saying that you are beyond space and time?

M : You ask and the answer comes. I watch myself – I watch the answer and see no contradiction. It is clear to me that I am telling you the truth. It is all very simple. Only you must trust me that I mean what I say, that I am quite serious. As I told you already, my Guru showed me my true nature – and the true nature of the world. Having realised that I am one with, and yet beyond the world, I became free from all desire and fear. I did not reason out that I should be free – I found myself free – unexpectedly, without the least effort. This freedom from desire and fear has remained with me since then. Another thing I noticed was that I do not need to make an effort; the deed follows the thought, without delay and friction. I have also found that thoughts become self-fulfilling; things would fall in place smoothly and rightly. The main change was in the mind; it became motionless and silent, responding quickly, but not perpetuating the response. Spontaneity became real. And above all, infinite affection, love, dark and quiet, radiating in all directions, embracing all, making all interesting and beautiful, significant and auspicious.

Q : We are told that various Yogic powers arise spontaneously in a man who has realised his own true being. What is your experience in these matters?

M : Man’s fivefold body (physical etc.) has potential powers beyond our wildest dreams. Not only is the entire universe reflected in man, but also the power to control the universe is waiting to be used by him. The wise man is not anxious to use such powers, except when the situation calls for them. He finds the abilities and skills of the human personality quite adequate for the business of daily living. Some of the powers can be developed by specialised training, but the man who flaunts such powers is still in bondage. The wise man counts nothing as his own. When at some time and place some miracle is attributed to some person, he will not establish any causal link between events and people, nor will he allow any conclusions to be drawn. All happened as it happened because it had to happen; everything happens as it does, because the universe is as it is.” (for interested parties, that was the passage I read out at the beginning of the last Group Healing) 

The next Free Online Group Healing is this Fri 28th Feb @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them. 

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

Amma will be holding a program in London this year 🙂 🙂 🙂  It will be some time from April onwards, but as yet no one knows the dates. 

A friend who had been living with Amma for 3 months recently, shared something important with me. Amma said that the last two weeks of March this year will be very bad indeed for travel. Apparently there will be some kind of affliction in general in humanity at that time, which will impact travelling. 

I have space where I am living in London to treat you in person. Also, if you live within tube Zones 1 or 2, I can come to you if you prefer that. Please contact me via regular text, WhatsApp, Telegram or email to arrange in-person sessions.

Please pay before the session via bank transfer, cash or PayPal – thank you. NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full. 

I want to highlight a very moving session which happened recently. A new person who has taken Jewel class in Vortex Healing came to see me. I must say, her present-life backstory was genuinely heartbreaking and horrifying… I will not convey details, but suffice to say it was the most extreme history I have ever heard (which includes my years working as a Therapist in deprived areas of London). Here’s the thing though, when I bridged into her system expecting the worst, what I felt was the opposite. There was all this Light which seemed to be emanating from her… I began to feel I was being bathed in Angelic Light. After the session, I wrote to Ric Weinman with a photo, saying I thought it possible that this person might be an Incarnated Angel. 

When I lay down that night, I couldn’t stop thinking about the whole thing. I decided to tune into some Incarnated Angels I know (I am only aware of 2 actually) and then back to this client. I felt that there was something the same, yet something different. I then had a premonition of Ric explaining to me that this person has a Guardian Angel in her field. When I opened my inbox the following day, that is exactly what he said. I have never experienced a Guardian Angel before (as far as I remember anyway), so this is beyond exciting! (NB : people do sometimes believe they have one – you may have already heard somebody say this. Plus, it’s a term in common verbiage. Yet a real Guardian Angel is very rare.) The most significant thing about this particular unfoldment – I suppose what moved me the most – is the sense of how deeply help was needed and that it came to this person. I am infinitely moved by this……….it really leaves me in awe of the Divine. 

For online private sessions, book here (NB : ‘Schedule’ button must be pressed after payment, or the booking is not accepted and money returned):-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.

My Mum and I had fun visiting the AdWomen exhibition at the Museum of Brands in London last week 🙂 As many of you know, my mother Barbara Nokes is one of the most celebrated and awarded Advertising creatives globally, rising to fame during the Golden Age of Advertising in the 80s and 90s. Although by no means her only work, she wrote the concept and screenplay for (and also cast Nick Kamen in) the now legendary Levi’s ‘Launderette’ commercial, in 1985. I felt proud to see her splattered all over this exhibition and to see how much the other women who also shaped culture at that time were inspired by her 🙂 Here is a little souvenir, although the exhibition’s screening of ‘Madwomen’ was our favourite bit. That documentary is probably still available on Channel 4 in some capacity if you would like to watch, plus this exhibition is still on in Ladbroke Grove :- 

Love,

xDaisy 

Divine Magic

Hello 🙂 

I have recently completed the repeat of Manifesting Intention class, which means I have a new energetic tool to use with you called Divine Magic 🙂 🙂 🙂 I will be using this for extra transformation during individual sessions. It can be used on anything – it is very versatile. Its  particular strength lies in transforming the deeper intelligence of the system. 

As is so often the case though, the sparkle in these Vortex Healing classes happens spontaneously 🙂 It is often greatly helped by the Group Field of the class itself. Check out this session which happened in that field :-

I was on the tube on the way to a client and happened to turn my head at one point. I saw the words ‘Lancaster Gate’ on the platform outside. They captured my gaze… I was smashed out of the engrossed mood and message stream I was in. I had flashbacks of shifts and breakthroughs in that grand room at The Columbia over many years. Not too long after this, I caught sight of some other words on a platform which read, “it’s time to believe in magic again.” 

I was very pleased to see the client I was treating when I arrived 🙂 ‘X’ has also taken Foundational class. She has a wild and exciting life, working at a bar / hotel / restaurant frequented by creatives and she sings, acts, directs films and gives healings. Amongst other things, ‘X’ wanted to receive a session to get her deposit back from her previous landlady, who looked to be withholding it unfairly. At the start of the session, I noticed an unusual amount of oneness and Grace… I won’t give you a blow-by-blow account, but there was a moment when I felt I needed to work on the ex-landlady, ‘Y’. I asked for her permission and Merlin’s and received a Yes. It was really fascinating – and I think the only time I have ever seen this – but she had a broken Divine Line in her crown chakra. I could see that, as a result, she didn’t feel the Divine, and was also profoundly out of body. It looked as though she had been born with that Divine Line broken. In mending it, I became aware of a higher purpose to the session and communicated my sense of things to ‘X’. On hearing this, she began to cry and could sense exactly why she had lived in that crazy previous housing situation. She got more in touch with her role as a Healer. Although I didn’t have these words at the time, I think both of us could feel the presence of Divine Will. There was immediately a sense of surrender and ‘bigger picture’ in the room and it was very fulfilling… 

After the session ended, ‘X’ looked at her phone and there was a message from ‘Y’ regarding returning the deposit 🙂 The time the message had been sent was exactly when I was fixing the broken Divine Line! Plus, as I write these words to you now, fireworks (which were not here at all beforehand and are not in season right now) are suddenly going off outside – not joking! 

Later on, ‘X’ sent me this message : “The tears that poured out of my face didn’t even feel like mine at first. I think this may be the closest in all my healing history I’ve ever felt to the divine!”

I have space where I am living in London to treat you in person. Also, if you live within tube Zones 1 or 2, I can come to you if you prefer that. Please contact me via regular text, WhatsApp, Telegram or email to arrange in-person sessions.

Please pay before the session via bank transfer, cash or PayPal – thank you. NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full. 

One fantastic transmission which deepened for me in this MI repeat is Bio-Dynamic Flow. This can only be channelled in-person. It works on all levels, including the emotional, to restore flow – to bring the system back into flow. Bio-Dynamic Flow transmission does not create flows and tides in the body – rather, it amplifies the ones already present. If you don’t like being touched, it can even be channelled from up to 7 feet away. 

The next Free Online Group Healing is Friday 21st Feb @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them. 

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

Here is another session, which also happened in a Group Field (this time for a mini class Ric facilitated on 8/2/25) : this is about a child client, ‘Z’, who is someone I have written about previously. To refresh you, this is what I noted originally (feel free to skip this paragraph if you remember): I could feel a certain power of Divinity within ‘Z’, in particular in her womb and solar plexus. It was surprising to discover such power in a child who is only 8 years old. I immediately recognised her as a Healer, not ‘growing into’, but already. It was almost as if an adult teacher had been squashed into a child’s body. I could see that she is part of a witch lineage and the next thing I knew, that lineage came into the session. One of the Head Witches entered to give her a gift, which looked like a fairly large jewel or gemstone. To my astonishment, this Head Witch then began to give me a healing, which activated my third eye and began drawing conditioning up and out of me! I had tears in my eyes from being so moved, both by receiving the healing and by the sheer beauty of it all. The Witch began speaking to me : I can’t explain it any other way than to say I could hear her and understand her language. She told me she had already met Ric Weinman and was aware of our Merlin Lineage. She seemed to be saying that the two lineages are connected in some significant way. The child’s mother (who was there as her legal guardian) couldn’t hold back at that point. She explained that ‘Z’ had recently started writing sentences in school, one of which was, “I am a witch.” Thankfully, she attends a Steiner School, so they are more likely to receive (or even honour) that. ’T’ (the mother) then told her that she is an advanced being, which I wholeheartedly agree with. The child asked, “What does advanced mean..?” and, upon learning what it meant, corrected her mother by saying, “No, that’s not right. There is no better or worse.” She went on to explain – as if she were talking about the most garden-variety thing in the world – “I’m Free.” 

In the second session : the healing was only about 15 minutes and after beginning, I became aware that ‘Z’ was giving me a healing. I had a vision of a horse-shoe shaped table, around which there were many Witches seated. It felt as if a Witch lineage was doing the healing on me through ‘Z’. During channelling integration for her, I asked ‘Z’ if she was aware that she had been giving me a healing. With innocence and with clarity, she replied simply, “Yes.” She explained that she gets a feeling in her hands, like a tingly feeling. She went on to describe it as energy in her hands and said that when it gets “uncomfortable” she puts her hands on her body. But it became overwhelming, so she wanted to put them on my body and put the energy there, she said. I told her what I saw, with the Witches around the table etc., but she said “No” she didn’t see that. She saw one Witch, like a black shape in front of her. She added that she gets this experience a lot. If it ever becomes too uncomfortable, she showed me how she clasps one hand around the other. I wrote to Ric about it all and he agreed that ‘Z’ is an extraordinary being. He also went on to say that she has no Core Veil 🙂 

For online private sessions, book here (NB : ‘Schedule’ button must be pressed after payment, or the booking is not accepted and money returned):-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.

Even though I have taken Manifesting Intention class 4 or 5 times now, the significance of this one completely blew me away… I can’t say that any was better than any other, because there were such unique openings in each and they have all been crucial to my work, my path and my life. Although impossible to capture the experience and livingness of this class in words, here are some things I learned :-

Perhaps the most remarkable event on a class level, happened to a student there who had previously had multiple strokes, leaving the left side of her face and part of her body paralysed. After doing a few simple class exercises, utilising the transmissions known as Tissue Pulsing + Tissue Unglue + Aliveness in alternate combinations, she regained sensation in her left face! 

The mind : the mind is just a tool and seeing it as such may help break your identification with it. It’s a very useful tool and there’s nothing wrong with it. There’s nothing wrong with a hammer, but what if you were to think, “I am a hammer.” Another problem is with the ‘observer.’ People sometimes shift their identification to being the observer of the mind. But that is not the same as freedom at all; they are still tightly bound in fact. It’s stuck and it’s also not a very warm place. The person is not simply observing, they have become an observer. In a place where you’re simply observing, you are in flow – and all this awareness of what is happening is going in, and going out. In this flow, you’re going to have a natural heart response to whatever’s happening. Whereas if you’re identified as the observer, then you’re going to separate yourself from everything and that separation becomes a cold place. I have heard it said that this is arguably the greatest weakness of Vipassana. There was once a Vipassana teacher who went to see the awakened teacher Papaji. After seeing Papaji, he remarked that he had been teaching Vipassana for 13 years but doing it all wrong : he felt he had been creating this ‘mirror’, but that Papaji just broke the mirror 🙂  

Of course, it’s never us that does such things – only people we know, lol! 😉 

What is Divine Intention..? Well, it lies in Mystery. So it’s not the way the ego would intend. But it’s like there’s some kind of magical intention there… 

Braces and orthodontics : please do not give these to your children, teenagers or young adults! Sorry for the rant and for if you have heard about this before. Braces block what is trying to happen in the body, particularly in the head. The impact they have is to cut off many crucial cranio-sacral pathways, cranial bone movements and cranial rhythms, which flow throughout the body (in particular the cranial mid-line over the top front teeth). All these should be opening and closing with the breath, in a harmony created by nature. The head itself, for example, is not a fixed thing : it is always in subtle motion, it’s moving. When this is forced to stop, the body starts to ‘fight itself’ : everything begins resisting that block and this creates a tremendous amount of tension in the head, jaw and neck etc. This eventually culminates downwards, until even the lower body cannot ground anymore. Ric says that, when he had a hands-on healing practice for many years, he could tell just by touching a person’s head if they had had braces or not. If they had, the head felt like a bowling ball with no natural movement or ‘breathing-like’ expansions and contractions. Later on, it is very hard to get all of the tension out of the head and jaw etc., but you could try a Percussor (which is an electronic massage instrument) held lightly underneath the chin (with the mouth gently closed), being sure to use a wide flat pad piece on the head of the Percussor. Ric believes that will get around 65% of the tension out. NB : if you feel your child etc. really needs braces, it is possible to find orthodontists who will fit Visalign but without making a single piece across the top front teeth, so that the head can still move naturally enough. 

Karma Day :these are days at the end of major classes where Merlin releases for us however much of the Karma of Events as possible. Karma of Events is essentially the worst kind of bad karma : it is either an action you did in a previous lifetime, which comes back as an event in this lifetime (like a car accident, as an example). Or it is an action which returns to you like that as glue holding your major core issues in place. So far, the only way we have found to release this type of Karma is through a class like MI. 

The Acupuncture system is the manifested system of the body, whereas the Jin Shin system is the manifesting system. 

Menopause : if you are going through this and would like help, a Genetic Modification is the best first step. 

After class, something very important Ric explained was that, “Too much sitting loads the spleen pathways. The spleen energy is the ‘engine’ for the lymph system. If that ‘engine’ goes into slow gear, the lymph becomes stagnant, and then congested. This also sets the stage for Candida.” 

Aliveness : people are loving this new transmission 🙂 It works a bit like energising. It is channeled 2/3 from my spine and 1/3 from my heart. It brings back to life dead / lifeless areas of the system. 

NB : the reason one can feel more tried after receiving this / receiving any energising type transmission or even a massage, is because all of these support the nervous system, adrenals, kidneys etc. The support relaxes all those systems and they come out of a state of struggle or over-stimulation : it’s like we often walk around cranked up in ‘battle-mode’. So, feeling more tired after treatment is normal. This kind of tired though, is a sign of growing health. 

Another thing you might like – and please do ask me for – is having all your joints and tissues saturated with compressed pre-natal Jing 🙂 

Love,

xDaisy 

The Blissful Abode 

Hello 🙂 

How are you?

Yesterday, I was lucky enough to catch the tail-end of the London Film Festival. I went to see Pedro Almodovar’s new film ‘The Room Next Door’. In most of his work, Almodovar likes to look right in the face of death, courage, friendship and high voltage women. Even just this by itself makes me love him. He tells the truth about things. I also love the use of colour in all his films, it’s like magic : always precisely the right one and somehow he can make colours speak like voices on the screen. As much as the actors themselves do, the colours seem to tell the story. The film I saw at the festival will be out on general release next week, I believe, and is Almodovar’s first English language feature film. 

The next Free Online Group Healing is this Friday 25th October @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them. 

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

I would like to explain that I will be here in London until at least May next year, without any travelling at all. 

I am offering in-person sessions and will come to you if you live within tube Zones 1 or 2. Please contact me via regular text, WhatsApp or Telegram to arrange this.

Please pay before the session via bank transfer, cash or PayPal – thank you. NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full. 

Online private sessions continue as usual from here in London :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.

I found this extremely moving and wanted to share it with you :-

Finally, I would like to share with you an absolutely beautiful message I received out-of-the-blue this morning. I have been working with this person for only a couple of sessions so far. This is shared with their permission :-

“Hi, Daisy. 

I want to give some feedback. 

The suffering is gone. And I noticed that in a couple of places, I was still trying to make Reasons for suffering – yet I felt there was no root, no reason, and found my actions as-if artificial. I felt them like that. It’s like suffering is gone but the habit in the brain neurones is left. I really feel there is no suffering in the ‘basement’. 

It has been a tough week, but again, there is no suffering and no ‘reasons’ in the ‘basement’. 

All movements to expand problems where they don’t exist feel like my own artificial moves. I think this was a habit in memory, and nothing else.”

I would like to add a bit of colour here, by explaining that this person had an awakening opening during the last session, brought on by losing their last karma knots, karmic webbing and ego positions. What can be felt and understood in the message above, beautifully illustrates the potentiality of losing that karmic package. Ric Weinman has always said that the movement is like a mini-awakening. Here, one can perceive what is actually meant by that. Although it is our fear which guards that door, it is as if awake consciousness is only waiting to rush in. When the fruit is ripe, it falls off the tree with the slightest wind. I have tears in my eyes and a swelling heart writing these words. Congratulations to this person and to all of you on this most significant of paths : to end all suffering, to sit at the table with God, to be what you truly are… 

Love,

xDaisy 

I Am Free We Are All Free 

Hello 🙂 

How are you? 

I am well here in Portugal 🙂 The next Free Online Group Healing is this Friday 27th September – also Amma’s Birthday! – @ 1pm Lisbon / London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them. 

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

Online private sessions continue as usual from here in Portugal :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

I want to say how much I enjoy acknowledging the creative achievements of my clients 🙂 I consider them immensely brave and risk-taking and I see how daunting it is to enter this world as an artist. I think that’s perhaps having grown up amidst the peaks and troughs of my parents’ careers in the golden age of advertising. To continue in the vein of my last newsletter, I wanted to send you this link to Laxmi Hariharan’s new book [NB: her pen name is different] :- 

https://amzn.eu/d/geGA6Y2

By request from the last Group Healing, I am sharing the awakening which happened this year during The Magical Jewel class :- 

There was a meditation in which Ric Weinman asked the class to “use the world as the mantra”. All-of-a-sudden, for some unknown reason, I recognised immediately what was being pointed to. It was as if whatever Ric was instructing, I was able to sense both what he was talking about and where he was saying it from. So when the aforementioned words were spoken, I burst into tears and my breathing completely changed in seeing this : the world itself IS Divinity. 

Everything began to ‘become’ this beautyand I couldn’t contain it. My body could not contain the revelation of that because of the depth it reached. Simultaneously, there was a sense of ‘this is the missing piece of the puzzle. This is what I always longed to admit to myself and to surrender to.’ I began more and more to perceive this true beauty and it broke my heart completely… Then the crying and the breathing really exploded even more and my body was breaking apart and melting away into That. I could see that every single thing was as-if being birthed by Divinity as its own Self. There was no longer any subject / object though : it was as if the world was the Divine in a complete and total way. The gratitude to perceive it all and the inherent joy of the world was totally overwhelming……… The beauty was so exquisite that I couldn’t contain in my body what I was feeling and so everything broke, again and again… The insights which were coming in were impossible to record mentally, but it was like a flow throughout the being. When I would pray to Amma, it was like She was melted into the world. 

I was shocked by two things : first of all, how could I have missed this? And secondly, how could I think that anything which had happened was bad or wrong? Then I started to feel this remorse about the things I had said about people or done or thought and I began to say sorry via inner prayer profusely. But when I said sorry, there was this benevolence and Love which met the apologies and were pouring over those “wrongdoings” like a kind of fluid of Love – yet beyond Love. Perhaps it was similar to what Adyashanti calls Redemptive Love. There was this profound sense of redemption of everything I had “done wrong” – and for everyone else too. I couldn’t believe I had ever thought someone had wronged me. That whole sense was completely gone……..and I saw that there was absolutely no truth in it. How foolish I had been not to see that no-one could ever do that and I could never do that. Everything was ‘forgiven’ so-to-speak, and then it was noticed that there was actually an inherent sense of forgiveness in the world itself. The world was forgiving everyone that was doing these things, including even me. And this was the overriding revelation : that the world itself is Divinity. There was no ‘Divine coming into creation’, there were no two different things happening, even though the Divine was birthing the world. At another time, this would have seemed like a paradox, yet there was no sense of paradox. All I could do, was to bow down in front of this beauty… Although there was no subject / object or anything like that, there was a bowing down in true reverence for what was being seen. 

There was an in-loveness with life, yet with everything being the same thing there wasn’t any neediness, attachment or drama. There were also no exceptions being made to this Loving : it was a total and utter thing. It didn’t make exceptions for this person or that person. I was praying, “Let me not forget this. Let me live from this, instead of going back to the old way of acting out and getting into dramas.” I was almost begging, “Let me not forget what I’ve seen. Let me live this now.” Simultaneously, strangely enough, there was such a stillness and a resting and a Silence. It was a recognition of what life actually is and how much I love it. It took me out of this ‘trying to get something from life’ and ending up eventually in despair, which was replaced with, ‘of course I love life!’ There was a distinct returning. It was a return to this absolute love of the world, this total Love…for no reason and with no agenda. From That, naturally arose tender celebration. 

Love,

xDaisy

The Magical Jewel (pt.1)

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I am great 🙂 I’m writing to share what happened during the phenomenal Vortex Healing class ‘The Magical Jewel’ and to tell you about the next Free Online Group Healing. I am now back in London and will be here for at least 1 month, while I integrate this class and another significant event which happened during it. 

The part of the class I wish to share, is what could be called (for want of better words) a profound awakening, which has probably been the most life-changing so far. Here is what I wrote about it and shared in class :-

There was a meditation in which Ric Weinman asked the class to “use the world as the mantra”. All-of-a-sudden, for some unknown reason, I recognised immediately what was being pointed to. It was as if, whatever Ric was instructing, I was able to sense both what he was talking about, but more importantly where he was coming from. So when those words were spoken, I burst into tears and my breathing completely changed in the seeing that the world itself ISDivinity. 

Everything began to ‘become’ this beauty and I couldn’t contain it… My body could not contain the revelation of that because of the depth it reached. Simultaneously, there was a sense of ‘this is the missing piece of the puzzle, this is what I always longed to admit to myself and to surrender to.’ I began more and more to perceive this true beauty and it broke my heart completely… Then the crying and the breathing really exploded even more and my body was breaking apart and melting away into That. I could see that every single thing was as-if being birthed by Divinity as its own Self. There was no longer any subject / object though : it was as if the world was the Divine in a complete and total way. The gratitude to perceive it all and the inherent joy of the world was totally overwhelming……… The beauty was so exquisite that I couldn’t contain in my body what I was feeling and so everything broke again and again. The insights which were coming in were impossible to record mentally, but it was like a flow throughout the being. When I would pray to Amma, it was like She was melted into the world. 

I was shocked by two things : first of all, how could I have missed this? And secondly, how could I think that anything which had happened was bad or wrong? Then I started to feel this remorse about the things I had said about people or done or thought and I began to say sorry profusely. But when I said sorry, there was this benevolence and Love which met the apologies and were coming over those “wrongdoings” like a kind of fluid of Love – yet beyond Love. I think it was what Adyashanti calls Redemptive Love. There was this profound sense of redemption of everything I had “done wrong” – and for everyone else too. In that, I couldn’t believe I had ever thought someone had wronged me. That whole sense was completely gone……..and I saw that there was absolutely no truth in it. How foolish I had been not to see that no-one could ever do that and I could never do that. Everything was ‘forgiven’ so-to-speak, and then it was noticed that there was actually an inherent sense of forgiveness in the world itself. The world was forgiving everyone that was doing these things, including even me. And this was the overriding revelation : that the world itself is Divinity. There was no ‘Divine coming into creation’, there were no two different things happening, even though the Divine was birthing the world. At another time, this would have seemed like a paradox, yet there was no sense of paradox. All I could do, was to bow down in front of this beauty… Even though there was no subject / object or anything like that, there was a bowing down in true reverence for what was being seen. 

There was an in-loveness with life, yet with everything being the same thing there wasn’t any neediness, attachment or drama. There were also no exceptions being made to this Loving : it was a total and utter thing. It didn’t make exceptions for this person or that person. I was praying, “Let me not forget this. Let me live from this, instead of going back to the old way of acting out and getting into dramas.” I was almost begging, “Let me not forget what I’ve seen. Let me live this now.” Simultaneously, strangely enough, there was such a stillness and a resting and a Silence. It was a recognition of what life actually is and how much I love it. It took me out of this ‘trying to get something from life’ and ending up eventually in despair, which was replaced with, ‘of course I love life!’ There was a distinct returning. It was a return to this absolute love of the world, this total Love…for no reason and with no agenda. Out of that naturally arose tender celebration. 

The next Free Online Group Healing is this Tuesday 23rd April @ 10am London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

I am offering in-person sessions and will come to you, if you live within London tube zones 1 or 2. Please contact me via WhatsApp, Telegram or regular text to arrange this (price = £100, payable before the beginning of the session via cash, bank transfer or PayPal). 

Here is the link to book online private sessions :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

Love,

xDaisy

Breaking Into Bhakti

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I am very well indeed and am now writing to you from London 🙂 

At the end of my stay in Amritapuri, which was filled with peace and happiness this time, I found myself sitting on the floor of the main hall for bhajans. My flight was to leave later on that night, so (in a way) I was saying goodbye to Amma. 

I’m going to try to convey what it feels like to be with this Living Master and perhaps a tiny bit of what She is doing with our paths to God-realisation. It is difficult to do so, partly because you have to have really stayed with Amma for a good amount of time to grok this, and partly because it is so tricky to communicate in words what is totally beyond words. Nevertheless, I feel to try. 

There was a particular bhajan which Amma sang that night which seemed to crack me open completely. I often feel that She takes us from a sort-of habitual mundane emotional state to the uppermost heights of what the passion for Divinity is capable of; and it can happen in a split second when She sings. All She needs is a tiny crack – a hair’s breadth of space – in which to reveal the Great Mystery in all its glory. As I was sitting there singing with everyone, this happened to a whole new degree. Amma leaves the very best til last 😉 

As my heart burst with longing, I started sobbing uncontrollably and there was a surrender which felt almost physical and beyond physicality at the same time, as if my heart opened from the front to the back (spine) and outwards, beyond…….. What I was feeling was a blend of the most immense gratitude, with joy – pure joy – and devotional Love (Bhakti). As my system underwent Amma’s ‘surgery’, I felt the return to Innocence, unconditional Love and the perception (as if for the first time) of what She is doing with us all. I could see in that moment, that Amma is the salvation for the whole of humanity. Ric Weinman once told me that She “has the long-haul job of transforming the heart of humanity” and Adyashanti once created a series about what he describes as ‘Redemptive Love’. It was as if those two insights came alive at once, yet in a brand new way, and then went beyond even that… 

There was this absolutely overwhelming – literally overwhelming – gratitude. It was for all of the above and also for the beyondness of what was being revealed, and yet simultaneously it was uncaused. There was zero sense of specialness, yet a complete sense of being present and available for the transformation happening through this body and heart and through the bodies and hearts of all those around me on that sacred ground. Perhaps it could be said that the small self / me / I suddenly broke open and was consumed by / merged into Divinity / became what it truly had always been. The crying was so intense that I couldn’t contain it in any way. I was floored byTrue Love, fiery devotion (which was also recognised as being choiceless) and the sense of being in the right place at the right time : of pre-destiny. That was mixed with the utter gratefulness for what Amma has done for us all, and how different things could have been if She hadn’t come to Earth during this era. This seeing engendered in me such confidence…….trust, surrender, and faith in the highest. It was breathtaking.

In the taxi on the way to Trivandrum airport afterwards, I noticed that there was complete Peace, “the peace which surpasses all understanding” as Adyashanti puts it. Thoughts would still arise and pass, but ‘witnessing’ – in the most engaged way – would simply perceive them, without interfering. It was a simple seeing, no more no less. I realised that you don’t actually need detachment when Bhakti has taken over. Love ‘becomes’ (so-to-speak) the only thing which makes sense. And the stunning thing is, it doesn’t even need to make sense. 

To discover more about the incredible global impacts of what Amma is doing, check out :-

“Those who know the Self are always compassionate. They wish to see society thrive in peace and harmony. 

Love is the very foundation, beauty and fulfilment of life. If we dive deep enough into ourselves, we will find that the one thread of universal love ties all beings together.

As this awareness dawns within us, peace alone will reign.” ~ Amma

Here is the link to book online private sessions and please note that the usual schedule is now back on :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

Looking forward to seeing you again 🙂 🙂 🙂 

Love,

xDaisy

Sessions are back on :-) 

Hello 🙂

How are you?

Yes, sessions are back on 🙂 You can book any day 10am – 2 15pm Indian Standard Time, except  Mondays and Tuesdays. NB : your session will be displayed in your own timezone in the email you will receive from Calendly. 

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

A natural aspect of Embodiment of whatever degree of awakening one has realised, is service (seva), as the force of awake energy moves from the personal to the impersonal. Until that shift happens, Embodiment itself means very little at all, no matter how many classes / awakenings / breakthroughs / experiences of Divinity etc. etc. one has been through. Both Adyashanti and Eckhart Tolle have spoken eloquently on this. Another part of such Embodiment though, could perhaps be described as the stillness aspect. Having the opportunity to sit for many hours on stage with Amma and simply meditating in that radiance, is incredibly nourishing for this aspect. I have never found anything better for Embodiment and certainly no replacement for this simple and humbling act. Beholding the beauty of this avatar, this direct incarnation of Divinity in a human body, is a motion of awe….…any identification with form, any separation lingering, anything ‘else’, gently dissolves back into Divinity. 

It becomes clearer and clearer that the ‘reason’ (if there is one or needs to be) for coming here to Amritapuri is God-realisation. And in every single Darshan, Amma is putting it right in our face! Because of our naturally and passionately arising devotion to Amma, and the resulting alignment, surrender and deepening (in Divinity) created by that, in my opinion it will follow for Amma’s children. 

Looking forward to seeing you again,

Love,

xDaisy

Reminder: in-person sessions in London until 15th Jan :-) 

Hello 🙂

Yes, I am offering in-person private sessions if you live within London tube Zones 1 or 2 : I will come to your home. The price is £100 and you can pay via bank transfer, PayPal or cash before the start time of your session. Please contact me via WhatsApp or Telegram to book. I am in London until I fly to Amma in India on the 15th January. 

Please be aware, once I arrive in Amritapuri I will be taking time to focus solely on Amma and God-realisation. This will be for at least 3 weeks, possibly more – therefore please plan your sessions accordingly, for before that period. You can book online private sessions via the usual link :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

The next Free Online Group Healing is on Friday 29th December @ 1pm (London time) 🙂 Please book your place here, if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions :-

Below is a short cute video I think you will enjoy 🙂 

Love,

xDaisy

Back In London :-) 

Hello 🙂

Yes, I am now back in London 🙂 I will be here for about 5 weeks.

The next Free Online Group Healing is this Friday 1st December @ 1pm (London time) 🙂 Please book your place here, if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions :-

You can book online private sessions via the usual link :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

I thought you might like to read these inspiring words from Amma :- 

🕉 Om Amriteswaryai Namah 🕉 

“Life is like a garden. Quite naturally, leaves wither and flowers fade. Only if we clear the decay of the past then and there can we really enjoy the beauty of the new leaves and flowers. Likewise, we must clear the murkiness of the past bad experiences from our minds. Life is remembrance in forgetfulness. Forgive what ought to be forgiven; forget what ought to be forgotten. Let us embrace life with renewed vigour. We should be able to face every moment of life with renewed expectation, like a freshly blossomed flower.”

 ~ Amma

Love,

xDaisy

Flow of Beauty

Hello 🙂

How are you? 

I’m thinking so fondly of you all and hoping things are well, kind and aligned. I would like to share some musings I had recently, during one of those perfect moments. That moment right in the middle of life, when you can finally relax……exhale…and everything is right. Everything is just so, just the way it is and bliss fills you from the inside out, covering your body in goosebumps, emptying your mind, until there is nothing left but Love :-

“I feel all of life just coming to me on a breeze……. I look around and all I see are these free beings everywhere…everybody…all these free beings. And everything just relaxing into oneness again, Divinity manifesting through the bodies around me……the flow of beauty, of creation…”

Please note that nothing changes with online private sessions from here in Portugal. You can book via the usual link :-

Good news = I have been sitting again with re-starting the Groups and I feel a Yes 🙂 🙂 🙂 I will put all the details in the upcoming newsletter, so pleased stay tuned.  

And finally, no pressure at all, but I thought you might want to know about this (from the UK Amma team) :-

“In the wake of the recent catastrophic fires, many devotees are sending relief items to Maui. Others have asked us how they can participate in this effort. Please join the MA Centers in making financial support available. Donate here (choose Maui Relief from dropdown)  

https://donate.amma.org/classic

Read more here 

https://amma.org/groups/north-america/ma-center-san-ramon/news/maui-relief-effort-help-now

Love,

xDaisy

Grace

Hello 🙂

How are you doing? 🙂 

It’s difficult to describe the beauty of this country of Portugal, of my friends and of this retreat centre. Yet I found myself again sitting at breakfast and writing, in the pin-drop Silence, deep in the natural world, with a realisation dawning as if it had been sent on the wind.

“It’s Grace that’s brought me here, brought me to this moment. And everything – but only everything – which came before this, led me here. What people call the good, the bad and the ugly – all of it. 

Perhaps, then, every single experience is karma, and if so, what sense is there in resisting any part of the process of life? Do we simply receive back what we have previously given? If so, is this not the harmony – already fully existing – which we so voraciously seek outside of ourselves, outside of this moment, always outside..? 

What if harmony, what if peace, what if cessation, are all an inside job? Who am I to argue with this life..? Who am I?”

There is a Foundational class in Vortex Healing® with Anthony from 18th to 22nd September. If you would like to take this magical class for the first time, or repeat it, please book here :- 

https://anthonygorman.org/Foundational.html

I have been sitting with re-starting the Groups. I don’t feel a clear Yes – for now anyway. My sense is that it isn’t the right time. It could change at any point though and I will let you know.

Please note that I am offering private sessions via Zoom – as usual – while here in Portugal. Also, the time zone here is the same as London. Here is the link to book :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

I will conclude today with an experience which occurred during the build-up to the first Darshan of my long stay in Amritapuri. There is a kind of poetry to the fact it happened on the very last day of 2022 and that it was my first Darshan in three years. Here is what I wrote about it :-

“I received Darshan just as this day had broken. As the man in front of me was receiving his, Amma showed me Her eyes….… It was in a way I had never seen them before. She showed me Eternity……… 

It felt like a steadying force for me, especially for my mind. What I saw was so deep…in those eyes…like pools going on forever……. Eternity….…yet more…….. I felt Amma displaying clearly what I need to dive into.”

Stay free,

Love,

xDaisy

Free Online Group Healing: Loneliness

Hello 🙂

How are you?

The subject of this week’s Group is Loneliness, and the reason I chose it is because this is something we all feel deep down inside. During the past week, I was with a friend and I began to weep and weep and weep – and it all just came pouring out. I didn’t actually know what I was feeling, only that I was feeling. But she knew, and explained that I was experiencing loneliness. Then through such an open-hearted original discussion with her, complete with more tears and snot :-), I began to see that despite its inherently isolating nature, loneliness is felt by everybody everywhere. For those with families, partners or living with close friends, they are locked in together sometimes 24/7 (in London at any rate) and may begin to feel that what they had projected into these relationships, isn’t actually there. (It isn’t meant to be there, but that is another discussion of its own, which we won’t go into right now). And so the loneliness arises from where it always was inside. For others like me, who are living a solo life, there is the more obvious form of loneliness. It is not something that is in any way dependent upon our circumstances, contrary to egoic perception. In reality, it is the primary feeling which follows on from any sense, big or small, of separation from Divinity – from our true nature. Perhaps you have also had your lockdown loneliness meltdown, or perhaps it is still to come. Either way, I believe you will get something important from this Group, where we will explore this deep and intimate facet of the human condition together. I will be including guided meditation, chanting (briefly) and transformative energy work, plus there will be a chance to feel connected to community and to share at the end if you wish to do so. 

This Free Online Group Healing is this Wednesday at 1pm GMT. Please book your place here, if you can attend for the duration of the hour on Zoom:-

https://www.wuji-web.uk/daisy

I’m sorry for this repeat, since almost all of you have got this message by now, but for the few who have not, I must emphasise: it is crucial to pay beforehand for all private sessions. Thank you. 

I look forward to seeing you in the Group if you can attend, or otherwise in private sessions 🙂 

Love,

xDaisy

Free Online Group Healing

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I am well 🙂 I am writing to invite you to the next Free Online Group Healing this Wednesday 26th August at 1pm BST. These will be fortnightly as usual from then on. The group session will be guided by the Divine and intuition. A beautiful opportunity for you to receive, relax and let go. Please sign up here:-

https://wuji-web.as.me/daisy-group-healing

Anyone not present on Zoom for the duration of the session will not be included in the healing.

For individual sessions, a gentle reminder to pay before the session.

Please note that cancellations or rescheduling must be done 24 hrs before the start of a session, or the session is charged in full.

If you would like to contact me at any point about anything, please message or call rather than emailing. Thank you.

As some of you know, I am in a tight spot re: housing. So if you know any good landlords or have any tips, I would greatly appreciate. I am looking for a self-contained flat in central-ish London (a studio, or similar). Thank you.

Love,

xDaisy

Free Online Group Healing: Immune Boost + Body Pathway Transformation

Hello 🙂

I am offering a Free Online Group Healing next Wednesday, 12th August, at 1pm BST. We will be focussing on boosting immunity and transforming the body pathways – utilising the Immune Boost transmission (which came in to support resistance to coronavirus), deeply energising / vitalising your whole system and releasing what has been trapped in the pathways of your body (thereby strengthening immune response).

The group session will be 1 hour and will include the highest levels of Vortex Healing, Sanskrit mantra chanting and the opportunity to be with other like-hearted souls in loving communion.

Please book via this link:-

http://www.wuji-web.uk/daisy 

With special thanks to Shaun and Kim for their background work and support, which optimise these free offerings.

Love,

xDaisy

Free Online Group Healing: Inner Reconnection

Hello 🙂

I am offering a Free Online Group Healing tomorrow, 29th July, at 1pm BST. We will be focussing on Inner Reconnection: on contacting and relaxing into that inner sanctuary which weathers every storm without diminishing and without resisting. As we come into ourselves as we truly are, all anxiety, stress and strain subsides and we recognise the Love and beauty inside. In this way our eyes are opened to the beauty all around us, in each other, in nature and in all of life. This is the return to innocence that the heart both longs for and is simultaneously – yet which is oftentimes hidden from feeling or view. I welcome you to de-frag, deepen and cast away any doubt in the prevalence of Loving awake presence.

The group session will be 1 hour and will include the highest level of Vortex Healing, guided meditation, mantra chanting and the opportunity to be with other like-hearted souls, connecting together. Sangha!

Please book via this new link:-

http://www.wuji-web.uk/daisy 

With special thanks to Shaun and Kim for their background work and support which optimise these free offerings.

For individual sessions, please pay before the session from now on – thank you.

And when contacting me, please choose messaging or calling, rather than emailing – thank you again.

Love,

xDaisy

Free Online Group Healing

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I am well 🙂 I am writing to invite you to the next Free Online Group Healing on Wed 1st July at 1pm BST. These will be fortnightly as usual from then on. This session will be guided by the Divine and intuition. A beautiful opportunity for you to receive, relax and let go… Please sign up here:-

https://wuji-web.as.me/daisy-group-healing

Let’s come together in community and open to Divinity – a deepening in Silence / Being-Light-Love-awakeness, which could reveal these to be your own true nature.

Please note that anyone not present on Zoom for the duration of the session will not be included in the healing.

“When a number of minds come together in prayer and meditation, it has a deeper impact in bringing peace and harmony to the world.” ~ Amma (White Flowers Meditation)

Love,

xDaisy

Free Online Group Healing: Inner Reconnection

Hello 🙂

I am offering a Free Online Group Healing this Thursday 23rd April at 1pm GMT. We will be focussing on Inner Reconnection: on contacting and relaxing into that inner sanctuary that can weather any storm without moving and without resisting. When we come into ourselves as we truly are, all anxiety, stress and strain subsides and we recognise the Love and beauty inside. In this way our eyes are opened to the beauty all around us, in each other, in nature and in all of life. This is the return to innocence that the heart both longs for and is simultaneously, yet is oftentimes hidden from feeling or view. I welcome you to de-frag, deepen and cast away any doubt in the prevalence of Loving awake presence.

The session will be 1 hour and will include the highest level of Vortex Healing, guided meditation, mantra chanting and the opportunity to be with other like-hearted souls, connecting together.

Quite a few people who were part of the last group session did not appear on Zoom; in that moment I decided to still send them the healing. But this could potentially create a scattered-ness which is difficult for me and for the group, so please be aware of this. I am not telling you off by the way – not my style! However, please only reply this time if you can actively attend – thank you. If you would like to receive and can do so on Zoom for the duration, please message or email me and I will send the link and password for this group healing session.

Love,

xDaisy