Posts tagged ‘Adyashanti’

Dec 11

The Real Centre of Life

Hello 🙂

🕉 Om Amriteswaryai Namah 🕉

“Regardless of all we have accumulated or are striving to accumulate, for most people life still feels incomplete – like the letter ‘C’. This gap, or lack, will always be there. Only spiritual knowledge and realisation of the Self can fill this gap and unite the two ends which will make it like the letter ‘O’. The knowledge of ‘That’ alone will help us feel well grounded in the real centre of life.” ~ Amma

Please note : I will be with Amma in India 28th Dec – 21st March. I will miss you all very much. I am sorry for the short notice – I only knew myself a few days ago. I plan to open my full schedule while there, so private sessions and Groups will run as usual 🙂

The next Free Online Group Healing is tomorrow 12th December @ 1pm London time.If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them. Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you🙏

During Europe Tour, Amma kept saying in Her speeches that without the passport of compassion, we cannot gain the visa of liberation. This is so true… It also somehow reminded me of something Adyashanti once said, that Truth is not Truth without Love. He went on to explain that if we tell a truth to somebody without the heart of love in it, then it becomes not the truth at all. My belief is that for either of these, we need to be in touch with the Divine Feminine, which resides inside all beings. The effulgent inner waters of patience, love, compassion and empathy bring the most delicate wisdom to our interactions, situations and dilemmas.

For online private sessions, book here (NB : ‘Schedule’ button must be pressed after payment, or the booking is not accepted and money returned):-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your junk mail, so please check. (NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.)

I believe it was Brahmacharini Amrita Chaitanya who recounted this beautiful story, during a speech she gave on Europe Tour. There was a schoolteacher who came to Amma for darshan and spoke about an incident at her school, where she taught Maths to young refugee children. The children were learning about fractions and the teacher was conveying the difference between 1/2 and 1/4. She asked them, if they were offered chocolate, would they take 1/2 or 1/4 of it? The children replied that they would take 1/4. “Oh no”, thought the teacher, “They haven’t understood the lesson – they don’t know that 1/4 is less than 1/2.” So she asked them why they had chosen 1/4. As she was recounting this part to Amma, her eyes filled with tears. The children said they would take 1/4 so that other children could have some, who might not otherwise be able to have any. These refugee children had nothing, yet they thought of those less fortunate than themselves. If we all had such compassion in our hearts, what more would be needed to make this earth a heaven?

Love,

xDaisy

Oct 23

🕉 In This Very Moment 🕉

Hello 🙂

“Will it be possible to see our image in a mirror completely covered with dust? Wipe away the dust particles and clean the mirror, then look and definitely you will see. Our true face is God. Clean away the impurities of the mind through spiritual practices and it will be revealed to you.” ~ Amma

Please note : I am offering sessions as usual on the weekdays I am at home during the period of Europe Tour.

Here’s a little pre-Tour story for you 🙂 I went to a drum’n’bass rave recently, and my friend was late, so I went to the bar to order a drink. As soon as I turned around, I saw someone I knew 🙂 Michael is a guy I have known within almost all my communities for many years. We immediately found ourselves talking about Amma. He revealed that he had actually met Amma on Her first ever trip to London, in the late 1980s, with only about 50 other people there! Wow… He didn’t actually know Amma was doing a Tour of Europe now, but had been keeping some dates aside in his calendar from 20th – 22nd Nov, without knowing why. He was amazed to find out that those are the exact dates Amma will be here and now he is coming! She gathers us from all places into Her lap.

The next Free Online Group Healing is Friday 28th November @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them. Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you🙏

I can honestly say that being with Amma in Switzerland was the most incredible Europe Tour stop so far in my life, aside from when I actually met Amma for the first time. Here are two stories which may be able to convey a little of that magic :-

I got to Winterthur the night before the start of Tour and settled into my hotel briefly, before receiving messages and calls from friends telling me to come to the program hall. I was thinking about going anyway to offer seva for set-up, but didn’t realise Amma was in fact attending! When I arrived at the entrance to the hall, the carpet had been laid out for Amma. Hardly any of us were there – probably 30 people. We began chanting “Om Amriteswaryai Namaha” in unison. Suddenly, Amma’s car appeared and Amma got out. When I beheld Amma’s face for the first time, I literally raised my hands to my own face in shock : it was like getting a Love-shock. It felt as if I had never seen Amma before. I began to go into ecstasy… As we sat for meditation inside the dining hall, Amma was in a playful mood and so young – like a child. She was making jokes and beaming at us all. The whole vibe was utterly magical… At this point, the place began to fill up with volunteer Tour Staff, plus a few more of us who had heard the call. During the MA-OM part of the White Flowers Meditation, everything just fell away… Me and everything else was gone. In place of it, there arose Peace, as if for the first time. For a long time, I had no thoughts – they just stopped – and no anything else either. When this spontaneously happens (which is usually in Amma’s physical presence), I realise that absolutely nothing I take as real is actually real. I can see everything with a true perspective. What arises from that is profound Love for everyone… All the people I was arguing with in my head, I loved all of them, I just loved all of them. All the dramas in my life (in my mind really) vanished. Cessation. And the feeling of being absolutely focused in the present moment, yet without efforting or forcing, was so deeply fulfilling and completing… There was only Now. Genuine, sweet, open, present. I knew, without mental knowing yet from within, that there is nothing outside of this. There is nothing real outside of such purity. I am crying writing about this.

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The next story reveals the sheer intensity that we can sometimes go through on Tour, plus the unimaginably perfect timing and Divine intentionality of all of it. On the first day of the program, I was talking with one of you in the main hall as you cried about your situation of single motherhood. It was heartbreaking. And yet you were so strong that it was palpable. Next, another of you approached me and we had a conversation. All-of-a-sudden in the middle of it, someone was hugging me from the other side. Before I knew, I saw it was the number one person I was extremely anxious and vulnerable about, plus had had 0% contact with for many long months. I had no idea he would be there. Despite all of this, we could not stop hugging once we embraced. In that holding, he said to me, “It’s so good to see you, oh my god.” Those words and the rare warmth between us are both things I had entirely lost hope of ever feeling again. I had had to let this person go so completely, not once but again and again and again. The felt sense of this hug was so wonderful…yet ordinary, relieving and everything else all-at-once. His action was brave, kind and gentlemanly. I was also very pleased that the friend I was talking to beforehand was there, because this seemed to facilitate such an unexpected reconnection. My entire body was softly shaking. At that exact moment, another of you called on the phone. I knew it was about something extremely serious, so I answered. I was there for the shock of grief for you, honestly just hoping I was doing a good enough job still shaking. After the call, I got into the darshan line, since earlier I had been handed a token by a friend-of-a-friend (such Grace!!), and decided to take another friend’s picture for photo-darshan (due to the incredibly rough time she is having at the moment). In the queue, I could only try to process everything as best I could! I was guided from somewhere, “Just keep doing your mantra.” As I entered the stage and beheld Amma, the sheer joy of seeing Her face suddenly brought me to my knees in tears. I could only bow down in reverence to such awe-inspiring beauty. When it was my turn, Amma blessed each person in the photo very carefully with sandalwood paste. She then pulled me in for the hug, chanting in my ear very intensely. Suddenly, towards the end of the darshan, Amma changed the words She was chanting. I knew immediately and from a previous experience, that it was a blessing of some kind for the bond between that aforementioned gentleman and I. When She had finished, Amma drew back and in stillness we stared into one another’s eyes, for what seemed like an eternity. Amma was smiling so broadly, beaming in fact. Then She said, looking directly into my eyes, “Ok.” It wasn’t a question, it was a statement. I felt like She was telling me, “You’re totally fine.” She seemed to communicate just through one word and one look, that I can in fact handle the chaotic challenges I think I can’t. Honestly, that reminder changed everything.

On top of all of this, that particular date, exact place and the fact I was with Amma was incredibly significant. In identical circumstances six years earlier, Amma and I had had a Q&A during darshan which was the most significant I have ever had with Her in my life. The timing and synchronicity were spell-binding…it felt as though everything had come full-circle and healed. How transformed I am from the person I was back then… Following my darshan, I sat on stage with Amma for about 2 hours, again with the inner guidance to keep doing my mantra. I believe Amma was still working on the friend in the photo and on me as well. The stage with Amma always feels to me like the centre of the universe. The whole of life is there.

Love,

xDaisy

Oct 11

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Awakening from the dream state

Hello 🙂

This is a Hindi bhajan, which some of you will recognise from Devi Bhava nights on Tour with Amma. The rough translation of the first line is, ‘The Mother Queen is showering her Grace upon us’, but my absolute favourite part is later on – ‘The Empress of the Universe has arrived, all my wishes are fulfilled.’

Please note : I am offering sessions as usual on the weekdays I am at home during the period of Europe Tour.

I hope to see you somewhere on the Tour and would love to say Hi in person 🙂 Remember that the UK program is not in London. If you want to see Amma more than once, I would recommend getting accommodation nearby (or on site, if there is any left, and you can handle dormitory style sleeping). Also, here is a helpful announcement from the UK ashram : “Mantra Initiation Important Update. This year Amma will be giving Mantra Initiation during all four programs at Sandown Park, Esher. Previously, She only gave mantras during the last night of Her visit. If you would like to receive a mantra this year, we would very much like to ask if you might consider attending one of the first two days of the program. It is not essential and more for everyone’s convenience, as we suspect Saturday night will be rather busy. You are most welcome to attend any or all four of the programs. We hope this information will help with your planning. Om Namah Shivaya.”

Amma’s Europe Tour 2025

I remember years ago, seeing a person wake up at the microphone during a Q&A with Adyashanti and also witnessing Ric Weinman individually removing people’s Core Veils one-by-one, during early Vortex Healing classes designated for that purpose. I honestly never dreamed that one day this would be happening in my sessions (and outside of my sessions to clients who were ‘ripe’, as they say). Now, this has happened so many times it feels normal. That, in and of itself, amazes me… Having written about a few of these cases in past newsletters, I would like to share some of the latest stories with you. All of these people are now lucky enough to be in the Core Veil class currently happening 🙂 In this first person, I was very motivated to move the Veil for a myriad of reasons, not least because of this class coming up and the possibility the person could lose the Veil early and take it. So I mustered all my focus and the tools and prayed to Merlin, and somehow – it worked! Something really cool happened in the aftermath, which was that this person was stroking the sofa she was lying on in disbelief (that the sofa was existing) and went into hysterical laughter, uttering the words, “It’s a joke”. I experienced that moment as incredibly profound…as if her words were spoken right from the heart of Truth. Even though I am aware that this awakening was manifested by a combination of Merlin and Amma, it felt very moving to hear confirmation from Ric and feedback, “Nice work!” The next case actually happened before this, in July, and the funny thing is there is nothing to write about it. It was an awakening beyond that : it simply happened to this person spontaneously – not in session, not in class, with no teacher and no method at all. This is something I really wish to honour. This is only ever likely to take place from an uncontrived burning desire for Truth / Bhakti / freedom / service – or something like that. There is yet more to this case. During the course of the 2 & 1/2 months following the awakening, I was working as usual on this person’s 11 month old son, for a few sessions. During the last one, even when I only connected to him, I went into deep bliss……… When I looked for, and channelled into, his Core Veil – I found nothing there. My theory is that he had been patterning his mother’s awakeness, plus she was just in Foundational class, so there was an extremely conducive environment in which this could have happened. Whatever it was though, the awakening happened naturally (and Ric confirmed this), well in time for the baby’s First Birthday – which is today 🙂

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See you soon I hope 🙂 🙂 🙂

Love,

xDaisy

Sep 30

Free Online Group Healing – last one for a while!

Hello 🙂

The next Free Online Group Healing is this Friday 3rd Oct @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them. Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you🙏 NB: the following one will be end of November, due to seva on Tour with Amma.

Please also note : I am offering all other sessions as usual on the weekdays I am at home during the period of Europe Tour.

Upon request from the last Group Healing, here is the passage I read out at the beginning from Adyashanti’s book, ‘Sacred Inquiry’, pg. 1 :-

“Transforming Emotions, Feelings of Unworthiness and Physical Challenges

There is a thread of presence that runs through all, through sickness and health, through happiness and sorrow, through success and defeat. That thread is what you hold to and weave all through your human self, for it is a pure light of conscious being, ever shining and weaving its way through the forest of all your days.

Transmuting Emotions

Transmuting Suffering

Q : Why does the mind return, time and time again, to negative experiences from the past? It seems there is energy there that is in need of being transmuted by allowing awareness to come in and illuminate the negative impressions left from negative experiences. Yet sometimes I get caught up in just trying to solve a past negative experience and it turns into a battle of “what ifs”. Is the transmutation that can occur with past negative impressions a matter of awareness becoming conscious of the impression?

A : The mind returns again and again to unresolved emotional issues for two basic reasons :

First, the ego-mind is magnetically drawn to negativity because that is what sustains its point of view. Negativity by its very nature is magnetic; it pulls everything in toward itself much like physical mass creates gravity.

Second, negativity is looking for resolution and release. All forms of suffering seek to be free from the grip of sorrow. Sometimes the ways suffering seeks release only creates more sorrow, as when one succumbs to blame, shame, victimhood, control, guilt, etc. But when suffering seeks its release through compassion, love and wisdom, the doors to resolution and freedom begin to open.

The first and most important step is to remain fully conscious and present in the face of suffering. Because we experience our suffering deeply, we may think we are being fully conscious of it. But to be fully conscious means more than to simply experience suffering; it means to be fully accepting of it in the intimacy of the heart. It means to allow one’s sorrow (not only your own, but the sorrow of all beings) to crack open the heart. It means to stop defending yourself against your own pain and allow your point of view – your negative story about your suffering – to open up to new and unexpected perspectives. Holding your suffering in the felicity of love instead of the self-justifying or self-loathing narrative of ego protectionism is the key that unlocks the door to greater freedom and completeness.”

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I hope to see you somewhere on Europe Tour and would love to say Hi in person 🙂

One of my favourite directives from Amma is that, we cannot sit in meditation expecting the third eye to open when we have closed the other two to the suffering of this world.

Love,

xDaisy

Sep 18

Free Online Group Healing : tomorrow 19th Sept

🕉 Om Amriteswaryai Namah 🕉 “The Guru is beyond the body; he is beyond being human. He is the embodiment of pure consciousness. In reality, he is formless and nameless. There is no person there. Only nothingness. How can the formless, nameless Guru snatch anything from you? How can he control you? He simply is, and you benefit from his presence. If you really want to use the Guru, then surrender to your own Self. Your Self is the same as the Guru’s Self” ~ Amma

The next Free Online Group Healing is tomorrow 19th Sept @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them (NB: these Groups are fortnightly). Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

I have had the great fortune to be in several group fields recently and to embody and also learn a huge amount. This was from Adyashanti giving his finale event, the EarthWorks V in-person class with Anthony Gorman and an Embodiment class taught by Ric Weinman. Right now there is an extraordinary sense of Grace, Love and gratitude, in addition to a clear feeling of embodiment. Yet integrating all of this leaves me rather speechless to explain it – lol! Perhaps that’s the point 😉

This appeared in the sky above us over Hyde Park, during a pivotal moment in conversation with friends on the evening the EarthWorks V class finished :-

There are a few things from that very recent Embodiment class, however, which I would like to share. There were 157 of us present. It was beautiful to hear Ric reading from Adyashanti’s book ‘Falling Into Grace’, part of which contained fascinating notes on the end of suffering. The gist of this bit I feel is crucial to groc. It is essentially that, waking up to the true nature of our being but also waking up to a whole roomful of illusions we carry, is probably going to be the only way to end the suffering we feel. Awakening can be quite disturbing really, because “who wants to find out that everything they felt was real was nothing but a pocketful of dreams..? Who wants to find out that everything they hold onto and cling to is the very reason they suffer..?”

Adyashanti went on to explain our addiction to approval, power and control, none of which brings an end to suffering – and, in fact, is the actual cause of it. So the truth is that most of us don’t actually want to wake up at all; we don’t want to end our suffering – rather, we want to manage it. We would like to have a little bit less of it, so that we can just go on with our lives as they are – unchanged, the way we want to live them. Hearing Adya’s words reminded me a bit of something Jesus is supposed to have said, written in the Gospel of Thomas : “Seek, and you shall find. But when you find, you will be disturbed. And when you are disturbed, you will marvel. And then you will reign. And after you have reigned, you will rest.” Taken in the correct manner and not by the ego, this statement can be very freeing. The deepest addiction we have is to suffering itself – and this is something we really don’t want to see. “The very thing we want to be without is the thing we’re addicted to.” If we look at this sincerely, it can be revealed that we have no idea how to live without suffering. We don’t know how to interact, what to do with our time and energy or how to be, if we aren’t suffering.

Here is the link you need for Amma’s Europe Tour :-

Amma’s Europe Tour 2025

For online private sessions, book here (NB : ‘Schedule’ button must be pressed after payment, or the booking is not accepted and money returned):-

Love,

xDaisy

Aug 30

The Fire of Truth

Hello 🙂

“Sometimes I go about pitying myself – and all the while I am being carried across the sky by beautiful clouds” ~ Native American saying

The next Free Online Group Healing is this Friday 5th Sept @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them (NB: these Groups are fortnightly). Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

I learned a lot from an Adyashanti satsang I was listening to on the tube this week. I will try to convey some of that learning here. The recording was made in 2002, which was the year I first met Adyashanti (now retired), when he transformed my perspective on awakening completely. When we allow ourselves to experience this moment exactly as it is, the barrier between what’s happening in the outside world and inside our skin becomes very transparent. Experiencing sounds – the humdrum of life in the street, the cars – and the sounds inside us become of the same quality. A feeling in our body isn’t really different than the sound of a vehicle – not ours and not other than ours. An understanding which is not in words, but is the direct experience of what is, reveals itself as a great gift of not looking for an alternate experience. Something mysterious knows…something mysterious experiences this moment. Yet we can’t say what it is. Because as soon as we try to – it’s not that. It’s closer, more immediate. As soon as we think about it, it’s not the thoughts – it’s before a thought. It’s closer. We begin to experience directly that we don’t exist, and yet know that we do – but we don’t, but we do… Knowing beyond understanding, yet not able to define in any way. Knowing by this mysterious unknown experiencer. We are not us after all; maybe we are this, that is awake, before all seeking. This mysterious awakeneness… But to sacrifice this for something else – for anything else… Can we not sacrifice this that’s awake, in the chair where we happen to be sitting? Not sacrifice this for the promise of a better moment. A better event, a better experience. This is the Fire of Truth. This that is awake now in us – as us – shows up the utter irrelevance of every other argument, whatever that may be. This fire is unseen and unknown. We all have a choice of, what do I give my life to? Maybe this choice has never been conscious before, but now it is. What is important to us..? Don’t lose ourself – are we going somewhere? Or are we staying here? Just notice… Whatever we do is ok 🙂 🙂 🙂 Just notice where we’re choosing to go. This is it – this is the fire. It does not leave dramatics in its wake – it leaves something unspeakable in its wake. Something more satisfying than joy, something more satisfying than peace. Beyond excitement. When we sell this that is awake out, if we sell it out – be aware and awake to what we’re selling it out to. Make the sure the bargain is what we want it to be. Or perhaps we may, by some Grace, realise that nothing inside of us wants to sell this that is awake out anymore. Not even for our security, our existence or the good opinion of others. A life free from negotiation and bargaining. As Tony Parsons used to ask us, “Are you in business with life?” This is what the fire of this Truth removes from us : our negotiation and our bargaining with what is. That violence of attitude is finally absent. To really receive this gift fully, it’s got to be given to everybody, everywhere. We’ve got to notice that this that is awake doesn’t want anyone to change or improve – at all. That’s the ash of the fire. “A minute a go I wanted you to change, but now I don’t. You’re fine.” Nobody conformed to our pattern and yet happiness more than anything before is now here. This that is awake is the same in everybody and everything. The rest is a beautiful diversity.

For online private sessions, book here (NB : ‘Schedule’ button must be pressed after payment, or the booking is not accepted and money returned):-

Love,

xDaisy

Aug 3

Breaking News

Hello 🙂

The Breaking News is that Amma will indeed do Her European Tour 🙂 🙂 🙂 My sources have told me it will probably be mid-October to end of November 2025. The UK program is likely to be held at Sandown Racecourse (in Esher, Surrey) again – in November. Please do not contact me about exact dates as they are not yet known. I will let you know as soon as I do 😉

The next Free Online Group Healing is this Friday 8th August, on the Lion’s Gate :-), @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them. Please note that these Groups are back to being fortnightly.

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

I need to move home urgently. Preferably, I will live solo or with only 1 other person. Islington, Highbury, Hackney Wick, Archway, Stoke Newington or Hackney – but I can be flexible if the place is right. I need somewhere with very low noise coming in and be able to work consistently – in deep quiet on Zoom – and sleep consistently. An environment where no one else is working from home is important due to my specialised role. I would prefer somewhere that has a bathtub 🛀 Please do connect me with anyone you think may be able to help in any way. Thank you 🙂

Please note the new schedule, if you haven’t done so already : individual sessions are available Mon to Fri, 10am – 6 30pm UK time.

For online private sessions, book here (NB : ‘Schedule’ button must be pressed after payment, or the booking is not accepted and money returned):-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your junk mail, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.

🕉 Om Amriteswaryai Namah 🕉

The Divine is present in everyone, in all beings, in everything. Like space, God is everywhere, all pervading, all powerful and all knowing. God is the principal of life, the inner light of consciousness, and pure bliss awareness. It is your very own self. You can understand the secret of bliss when you contemplate the nature of the self. When the waves of the mind subside you will see that everything you seek is already within you.

*****(((Amma)))*****

Love,

xDaisy

Apr 16

May all beings benefit from your sincerity

Hello 🙂

The next Free Online Group Healing is this Friday 18th April@ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

I received very beautiful messages from a number of you regarding the last Group Healing – thank you – and wanted to share this one : “Dearest Daisy, I’m writing to thank you for the beautiful and deep healing you held space for this past Friday. By the afternoon, I couldn’t function and had to nap. The next day, I was clear and energized. A pattern that was taxing and tiring my system was released. I awoke on Saturday feeling grounded, calm, empowered, confident. And there was so much Peace! Sincere thanks for all you give and have given to our community and to me personally. With Love ❤️”

I have space where I am living in London to treat you in-person. Also, if you live within tube Zones 1 or 2, I can come to you if you prefer that. Please contact me via regular text, WhatsApp, Telegram or email to arrange this.

Please pay before the session via bank transfer, cash or PayPal – thank you. NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.

For online private sessions, book here (NB : ‘Schedule’ button must be pressed after payment, or the booking is not accepted and money returned):-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your junk mail, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.

I would like to acknowledge the life and death of my father, Roger Nokes, as the 14th anniversary is tomorrow. It is a vulnerable moment for me, because of our unique closeness, and one which I find tougher being single. Here is a photo of Dad holding me with love :-

I re-watched ‘Amma’s Way’ and it had such a profound impact on me that I thought I would re-encourage you to see it. It is available to rent / buy on YouTube, Amazon Prime and Apple TV. Here is the trailer :-

Love,

xDaisy

Apr 3

Divine Magic II

Hello 🙂

The next Free Online Group Healing is tomorrow 4th April@ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

There is a Vortex Healing EarthShift class this weekend 5th – 6th April. If you have taken Foundational class, you can take this one and it is F R E E 🙂 Here is what Ric Weinman writes, “In this Earthshift, we will manifest a massive Peace Portal in humanity’s group psyche..” If you haven’t yet received information about it, this will be either because you haven’t taken Foundational or because you didn’t get the group email sent by Ric. If it is the latter, please check your junk email, and if it isn’t there just let me know and I’ll forward it. These EarthShifts are a fantastic opportunity to do Seva (selfless service) for the whole of humanity and the Earth, donate money (however small) to Amma’s charity, receive an upgrade to your energy system and engage in fruitful connection and community with like-hearted souls 🙂

I am honestly amazed to say that it has happened again – a person went through awakening in a session. Originally, this person only came because of a stomach problem, yet within only 3 sessions and 2 Vortex Healing classes, she lost her Core Veil during a session (confirmed later on by Ric). As if that wasn’t incredible enough on its own, during a simple phone call with her best friend in the weeks which followed, that friend ended up with a hole being blown through her Core Veil during the phone call! It came to light in a session with said friend and was later confirmed by Ric. Although what I am writing here now is a very nutshell version of everything which has unfolded (and it’s also impossible to capture the incredible journey these two have been – and are still – on), I wanted to paint a bit of a picture because it’s just so beautiful…

I have just been fortunate enough to take the Vortex Healing class Divine Magic II 🙂 Divine Magic II is a beautiful new energy which feels to me broad, subtler than say The Magical Jewel and very very magical… It also seeps into all other transmissions, increasing their power by around 15%.

The rich learning in class often mesmerises me…I think all of us really. I would like to share some wisdom from the class with you here. A common question that people in awakening circles will ask is how to ‘manifest’ a relationship and indeed this came up during one Q&A with Ric. He explained that the truth is, if there is a particular reason for it in terms of your awakening path, the Divine will manifest one for you anyway. At the same time, of course you can do things to make yourself more ripe for whatever you want – like pray, for example, which is in a sense beseeching the Magic of all that Is to manifest something for you. But that’s distinct from you being able to manifest it yourself. There is a whole school out there which believes in a kind of ‘positive thinking’ way of doing things, where you repeat whatever you want over and over etc. In Ric’s view, that’s bullshit really and I would agree with that. But what the Divine will sometimes do, is ‘play the game’. It will let the person think they’re manifesting what they want (sort of a set-up), then push comes to shove and it becomes a really important thing and suddenly they can’t do anything… It’s as if the Divine was setting the ego up, kind of like when you’re reeling in a really big fish – you’ve got to give it a lot of line to work with. Ric said he has seen that happen and I can also say that I have lived that.

I guess the thing to grasp here, is that it’s the ego’s ultimate fantasy that it can simply manifest what it wants. And you can look around the wellness scene and see thousands of people and schools offering this. But you can bet on it that the universe has not been arranged to fit the ego’s ultimate fantasy. Now on the other hand, there can be a desire very deep in the heart and there can also be Surrender, which is what one could say the path is ‘looking for’ so-to-speak. Certainly that is going to be responded to a lot more from the universe than an “I have the power” attitude. By the way, one way to explain what Surrender is, is to imagine how a person feels and responds when they see a baby.

On Karma : karma is not just about what we do, it’s about the energy we are coming from to do it.

What is the difference between Divinity and Magic? Ric explained it’s that Magic is something the Divine has. It’s an expression of Divinity and a power which Divinity has. It’s the ability the Divine has to create something out of nothing.

For online private sessions, book here (NB : ‘Schedule’ button must be pressed after payment, or the booking is not accepted and money returned):-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your junk mail, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.

Some wonderful news : my brother Luke got married today in a civil partnership to the wonderful Tash 🙂 They have been together for around 13 years and have Eva, who will be 4 this month 🙂 I love their relationship and I’m so glad it’s her who is with my brother 🙂 🙂 🙂

Also, this was aired on Radio 4 today. Abi Morgan and I share Eva as our niece (Abi is my brother’s sister-in-law) and it made me feel inspired and happy hearing this genuinely impressive interview. I hope you enjoy it too :-

https://www.bbc.co.uk/programmes/m0029jjj

Love,

xDaisy

Mar 21

That Bliss of the Self is always with you

Hello 🙂

The next Free Online Group Healing is 4th April@ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

Thank you for your beautiful and moving messages in the chat (and elsewhere) from the Group Healing today. This one has touched me particularly deeply and I want to share it with you : “I can’t express how happy being some part of the Group makes me. You’re right – it is community.”

Amma will have a program in London this year (dates as yet unknown). It is possible that this will be Amma’s final Europe Tour, therefore you may want to cancel things to make space for it. I know it is difficult to plan as we don’t know when the Tour will be yet – lol! But perhaps try seeing this process as part of the self-effort and pilgrimage attitude necessary to accept Truth and freedom.

There is a Vortex Healing EarthShift coming up very soon : 5th – 6th April. If you have taken Foundational class, you can take this one and it is F R E E 🙂 Here is what Ric Weinman writes, “In this Earthshift, we will manifest a massive Peace Portal in humanity’s group psyche..” These EarthShifts are a fantastic opportunity to do Seva (selfless service) for the whole of humanity and the Earth, donate money (however small) to Amma’s charity, receive an upgrade to your energy system and engage in fruitful connection and community with like-hearted souls 🙂

For online private sessions, book here (NB : ‘Schedule’ button must be pressed after payment, or the booking is not accepted and money returned):-

NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.

“When the desire to know the Self arises, you will start doing all the things that are required to attain that goal and start avoiding all the things that will take you away from it. The more love you develop for the goal and the more you understand the need for the various disciplines and spiritual practices, the easier it will be to adhere to those disciplines and practices. The love for the goal is like the petrol in your tank. It is what gives enthusiasm, energy and vitality in your practices.” ~ Amma

Love,

xDaisy

Mar 13

Fabric of Life

Hello 🙂

The next Free Online Group Healing is the following Friday, 21st March @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

Upon seeing a photo of Amma which I had sent him this week, someone said the most beautiful thing about Her, which has stayed with me since : “It’s like she knows something we don’t know and happy to introduce that for us, and more than that, she is happy for what we are going to know.” Amma will have a program in London this year, some time from May onwards (dates as yet unknown).

For online private sessions, book here (NB : ‘Schedule’ button must be pressed after payment, or the booking is not accepted and money returned):-

NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.

Something I have been reminded of this week is that, when we make a prayer or use our energetic tools with a selfless attitude for someone else – our intention always manifests. I imagine many of you have observed this phenomenon. Sometimes we make a selfish intention – and that is natural! – and then we feel disappointed because it doesn’t come to life. But it’s easy to experience what happens when instead, one day (almost like an accident), we happen to create a movement into life which is truly selfless. One important aspect to this process, is making your intention without expectation. That might even sound contradictory in a way, yet I have noticed it can be the X factor in manifestation.

Love,

xDaisy

Mar 7

Message From Beyond

Hello 🙂

The next Free Online Group Healing is today Fri 7th March @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

I would like to share some good news with you. After the rollercoaster of the past two years with Portugal, I am staying here in London. It’s been a nerve-wracking process of choosing, particularly during the last two months. My absolute deepest gratitude to Ric Weinman for assisting me with this. We had a public exchange in the Manifesting Intention class, which was the beginning of the gradual collapse of a house-of-cards within me. Something that he also helped me see was that, whatever I choose – truth or fiction – to take responsibility. That missing piece of the puzzle was the game-changer…

Amma will be holding a program in London this year 🙂 🙂 🙂 It will be some time from April onwards, but as yet no one knows the dates.

A friend who had been living with Amma for 3 months recently, shared something important with me. Amma said that the last two weeks of March this year will be very bad indeed for travel. Apparently there will be some kind of affliction in general in humanity at that time, which will impact travelling.

I would like to share the exciting news that someone’s Core Veil moved in a private session recently 🙂 I don’t remember this ever having happened before. The person is a Vortex Healing student (Lifeform) and I was intentionally working to release the Core Veil. There was a moment in the Zoom session, when I felt something totally leave her. And simultaneously, she breathed a huge breath. I noticed that afterwards her breathing pattern had changed dramatically. She reported that the word “Freedom” had come to her in that moment. I also noticed in the post-session dialogue, that her voice seemed to be speaking from a different place, her face had relaxed and she expressed recognition that it was the Divine looking at me now, rather than her. I checked in with Ric to make sure and he confirmed what I felt had happened. Nevertheless, I remain floored by it…

For online private sessions, book here (NB : ‘Schedule’ button must be pressed after payment, or the booking is not accepted and money returned):-

NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.

Although I wish to emphasise that every single session and Group for me is special, it’s not every day that one receives a message from beyond. It was during a session with the wonderful person I wrote about last time, who has a Guardian Angel in her field. This person recently said post-session, that the Angel had spoken to her for the first time and that it had a message for me. I was very surprised. The message was, “I see the beauty in your precious heart.” Even writing this now, I get goosebumps everywhere…and a feeling of depth…of stillness…and of becoming completely quieted by something. For personal reasons, the gratitude I felt upon hearing those words is truly impossible to convey.

Love,

xDaisy

Feb 25

Radiating in all directions

Hello 🙂

‘I Am That’ pg. 296 – “Q : You make all these extraordinary statements about yourself. What makes you say those things? What do you mean by saying that you are beyond space and time?

M : You ask and the answer comes. I watch myself – I watch the answer and see no contradiction. It is clear to me that I am telling you the truth. It is all very simple. Only you must trust me that I mean what I say, that I am quite serious. As I told you already, my Guru showed me my true nature – and the true nature of the world. Having realised that I am one with, and yet beyond the world, I became free from all desire and fear. I did not reason out that I should be free – I found myself free – unexpectedly, without the least effort. This freedom from desire and fear has remained with me since then. Another thing I noticed was that I do not need to make an effort; the deed follows the thought, without delay and friction. I have also found that thoughts become self-fulfilling; things would fall in place smoothly and rightly. The main change was in the mind; it became motionless and silent, responding quickly, but not perpetuating the response. Spontaneity became real. And above all, infinite affection, love, dark and quiet, radiating in all directions, embracing all, making all interesting and beautiful, significant and auspicious.

Q : We are told that various Yogic powers arise spontaneously in a man who has realised his own true being. What is your experience in these matters?

M : Man’s fivefold body (physical etc.) has potential powers beyond our wildest dreams. Not only is the entire universe reflected in man, but also the power to control the universe is waiting to be used by him. The wise man is not anxious to use such powers, except when the situation calls for them. He finds the abilities and skills of the human personality quite adequate for the business of daily living. Some of the powers can be developed by specialised training, but the man who flaunts such powers is still in bondage. The wise man counts nothing as his own. When at some time and place some miracle is attributed to some person, he will not establish any causal link between events and people, nor will he allow any conclusions to be drawn. All happened as it happened because it had to happen; everything happens as it does, because the universe is as it is.” (for interested parties, that was the passage I read out at the beginning of the last Group Healing)

The next Free Online Group Healing is this Fri 28th Feb @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

Amma will be holding a program in London this year 🙂 🙂 🙂 It will be some time from April onwards, but as yet no one knows the dates.

I have space where I am living in London to treat you in person. Also, if you live within tube Zones 1 or 2, I can come to you if you prefer that. Please contact me via regular text, WhatsApp, Telegram or email to arrange in-person sessions.

I want to highlight a very moving session which happened recently. A new person who has taken Jewel class in Vortex Healing came to see me. I must say, her present-life backstory was genuinely heartbreaking and horrifying… I will not convey details, but suffice to say it was the most extreme history I have ever heard (which includes my years working as a Therapist in deprived areas of London). Here’s the thing though, when I bridged into her system expecting the worst, what I felt was the opposite. There was all this Light which seemed to be emanating from her… I began to feel I was being bathed in Angelic Light. After the session, I wrote to Ric Weinman with a photo, saying I thought it possible that this person might be an Incarnated Angel.

When I lay down that night, I couldn’t stop thinking about the whole thing. I decided to tune into some Incarnated Angels I know (I am only aware of 2 actually) and then back to this client. I felt that there was something the same, yet something different. I then had a premonition of Ric explaining to me that this person has a Guardian Angel in her field. When I opened my inbox the following day, that is exactly what he said. I have never experienced a Guardian Angel before (as far as I remember anyway), so this is beyond exciting! (NB : people do sometimes believe they have one – you may have already heard somebody say this. Plus, it’s a term in common verbiage. Yet a real Guardian Angel is very rare.) The most significant thing about this particular unfoldment – I suppose what moved me the most – is the sense of how deeply help was needed and that it came to this person. I am infinitely moved by this……….it really leaves me in awe of the Divine.

For online private sessions, book here (NB : ‘Schedule’ button must be pressed after payment, or the booking is not accepted and money returned):-

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NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.

My Mum and I had fun visiting the AdWomen exhibition at the Museum of Brands in London last week 🙂 As many of you know, my mother Barbara Nokes is one of the most celebrated and awarded Advertising creatives globally, rising to fame during the Golden Age of Advertising in the 80s and 90s. Although by no means her only work, she wrote the concept and screenplay for (and also cast Nick Kamen in) the now legendary Levi’s ‘Launderette’ commercial, in 1985. I felt proud to see her splattered all over this exhibition and to see how much the other women who also shaped culture at that time were inspired by her 🙂 Here is a little souvenir, although the exhibition’s screening of ‘Madwomen’ was our favourite bit. That documentary is probably still available on Channel 4 in some capacity if you would like to watch, plus this exhibition is still on in Ladbroke Grove :-

Love,

xDaisy

Feb 6

🕉 Free Online Group Healing : tomorrow 7th Feb 🕉

Hello 🙂

“Due to our impatience, most of the time, we aren’t even aware of what we are doing or saying. Rather than feeling depressed about the opinions others may have about us, we should transcend our own limitations and try to do what we must with an optimistic attitude. Thus, patience, constant enthusiasm and firm determination to reach the goal are all necessary factors for success” ~ Amma

The next Free Online Group Healing is tomorrow 7th February @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

For online private sessions, book here (NB : ‘Schedule’ button must be pressed after payment, or the booking is not accepted and money returned):-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.

Love,

xDaisy

Jan 19

The Big Fish

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I was very sad to hear of the death of David Lynch a few days ago. He was an incredibly important influence on my family, friends and I. I actually consider him to be a creative genius and the greatest director of all time. By 1991, his work had taken London by storm…it was a massive thing. Responding to a question about the success of his series ‘Twin Peaks’, David told Patti Smith, “Do what you believe in.”

Kyle MacLachlan, who starred as Agent Dale Cooper in that series, wrote in tribute : “He was not interested in answers because he understood that questions are the drive that make us who we are.” Beautiful in standalone, as an observation about the way of things, his remark also reminded me that I had once heard Adyashanti saying, “I haven’t come to answer your questions but to question your answers.” Of course, I am not making any of the three the same, but it is true that Lynch was an avid meditator. Tomorrow, which would have been his 79th Birthday, his four children have called for a 10 minute worldwide meditation in honour of their father. It is at 8pm London time. You can read more about it here (thank you Shannon Chamberlain for this) :-

https://variety.com/2025/film/news/david-lynch-children-worldwide-group-meditation-1236278181/

Steven Spielberg has described Lynch as “a singular visionary dreamer who directed films that felt handmade.” When I found out he had died, I had a similar reaction to that of when my father died, in that I felt no resistance at all but rather a sense of aligned Truth, whilst also experiencing love and loss (though to very differing degrees in each case). The strange thing is, a day or so before Lynch’s death I decided to make the following list :-

Top 6 TV series of all time :-

Twin Peaks
I May Destroy You
Peaky Blinders
Succession
Girls
Chewing Gum

Again uncannily, the evening before my father Roger Nokes died (which was completely sudden and unexpected), my brother and I were with him compiling lists of the best films of all time! We were having such a laugh together with it… Maybe realising it was a type of futile madness to rate creativity like this, and yet somehow compelled, perhaps out of sheer passion for the work we had all been exposed to over many decades and different eras in history.

The next Free Online Group Healing is this Friday 24th Jan @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

There is an upcoming Foundational class in Vortex Healing with Anthony Gorman (18th – 22nd Feb). Please book here :-

https://www.anthonygorman.org/Foundational.html

For online private sessions, book here (NB : ‘Schedule’ button must be pressed after payment, or the booking is not accepted and money returned):-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.

Love,

xDaisy

Jan 16

Free Online Group Healing : tomorrow!

Hello 🙂

How are you?

The next Free Online Group Healing is tomorrow Fri 17th Jan @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

A friend told me a very beautiful story this week, which I would like to share with you. There was once a Tibetan monk who became imprisoned by the Chinese government during the taking of Tibet. He was in prison for 15 years and was tortured frequently. When he came out, friends asked him how it was. He replied describing the prison as a very dangerous place. The friends nodded, saying they had imagined it would be, and asking him to continue. The monk said, “There were two moments when I almost lost compassion.”

For online private sessions, book here (NB : ‘Schedule’ button must be pressed after payment, or the booking is not accepted and money returned):-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.

There is an upcoming Foundational class in Vortex Healing with Anthony Gorman (18th – 22nd Feb). Please book here :-

https://www.anthonygorman.org/Foundational.html

Love,

xDaisy

Jan 1

Happy New Year! :-) :-) :-)

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I must say, I am starting 2025 feeling super blissed-out… And I can’t wait to serve you this year! I had an absolutely epic NYE, thanks to Kate Valentine + Nik in Sussex, who put on a thrilling, friendly and loving party in their beautiful house & community 🙂 🙂 🙂 Sometimes one party can turn everything around…

The first Free Online Group Healing of 2025 is this Friday 3rd January @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

🕉 Om Amriteswaryai Namah🕉

“When the yogi turns off his mind, the play, or the program, ends. It’s just like turning off a television set. When you want to see the program, you press the ‘on’ button. If you want to watch it, it is there; and when you don’t want to watch anymore, you turn the TV off and the program disappears. The on and off button of the mind is in the yogi’s hand, under his perfect control. If you have something and you can let go of it anytime you want, what does that mean? It means you are not attached to it. You do not possess it and it doesn’t bind you. Whether you have it or not, you don’t care. This is detachment. Like this, the yogi is in a supreme state of detachment.”

*****(((Amma)))*****

For online private sessions, book here (NB : ‘Schedule’ button must be pressed after payment, or booking is not accepted and money returned):-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.

Also a recap : all sessions (other than Groups) are available 7 days per week, 11 30am – 9 30 pm London time 🙂

Love,

xDaisy

Dec 19

Merry Christmas :-) :-) :-)

Hello 🙂

The next Free Online Group Healing is tomorrow 20th Dec @ 1pm London time. This is the final Group of 2024. My apologies for the late notice. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

For online private sessions, book here (NB : ‘Schedule’ button must be pressed after payment, or booking is not accepted and money returned):-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.

🕉 Om Amriteswaryai Namah 🕉

“When thoughts are reduced, power of the mind and its subtlety increases, tunes with the Universe. Then you can see the realms beyond the common understanding. When the mind is pure and quiet it becomes one with the universal mind. That mind is like a mirror. The secrets of the Universe will be revealed there.”

*****(((Amma)))*****

Love,

xDaisy

Dec 11

Subtle Continuum

Hello 🙂

How are you? I am well and enjoying London 🙂

The next Free Online Group Healing is this Friday the 13th Dec @ 1pm London time. So, before you watch a horror film, do this – lol! If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

And all other sessions are now available 7 days per week, 11 30am – 9 30 pm London time 🙂

I thought you might be interested in hearing a little about life since that peak awakening surrender which happened in The Magical Jewel class in April this year.

It’s like everything is being moved through : each experience, each encounter, each moment is illuminated by a kind of passing-through-ness. There is almost a feeling of being the wind passing through. And with it a sense of big sky…….although even that is saying too much. Perhaps it is true to say there is a subtle continuum, a continuous ‘through-ness.’ Although not in a rush of any kind and not ‘getting somewhere’.

Before the shift in April, every single ‘thing’ felt in some way efforted and slightly different to every other thing. I could maybe still have labelled things ‘good’, ‘bad’, ‘in-between’ etc. : they could have been assigned a degree or spectrum of value. Now, that has almost totally gone. Everything is, in a manner of speaking, kind-of the same to me now… There is a clearer Oneness. It’s not that things have lost their delicious unique-ness though, or that there’s only blandness. It’s more as if the felt sense of difference / divisiveness / separateness is vanishing and what is revealed is a vastness. Also, the form now seems much more accustomed to its natural state – a kind of space of availability. One cool side-effect of that seems to be having energy at any time, regardless of the hour of day or night etc.

What previously could have been called the most terrible experience or the most amazing experience and so on, are now animated by a gentle no-thing-every-thing-ness. I feel like permission has been ‘granted’ somehow for each thing to be what or as it is. This freeness engenders the experience of things being both the same – in a way that is very hard to convey – and also identical in value. But not as a concept or an attitude one has adopted though. And not what is commonly meant by ‘acceptance’ or ‘forgiveness’ etc. – nothing like that. What I am speaking of is at no distance whatsoever. It’s intimate. It is intimacy. Not dissociated, removed or detached. Here.

Everything is allowed since it is no longer being judged as ‘x, y or z’, nor is it being experienced as truly individuated. Even though there are frequently huge emotions or huge mental thought story-books, they are not experienced as they were beforehand – as threatening in some way. What would have been separate, different or oppositional experiences / things / etc., are now softly unique-ish, but that’s all. Yes they’re doing their own thing, so-to-speak, but it’s like a firework display of Divinity.

For online private sessions, book here (NB : ‘Schedule’ button must be pressed after payment, or booking is not accepted and money returned):-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.

Love,

xDaisy

Dec 5

It’s about letting the Silence be louder than the noise

Hello 🙂

First and foremost, the next Free Online Group Healing is tomorrow 6th December @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

Amma says, “In the end love is the only medicine that can heal the wounds of the world. In this universe, it is love that binds everything together. As this awareness dawns within us, all discord will cease. Abiding peace alone will reign.”

All sessions are now available 7 days per week, 11 30am – 9 30 pm London time 🙂

Friends have said some truly beautiful things to me recently 🙂 The one I wish to share with you most is from an Amma-raver friend, who said during a long and delicious conversation that the practice of the 1000 Names (chanted for you before the Group Healings), “…is like having breakfast for the soul.”

I want to give a shout out to my yoga teachers, Leila Sadeghee :-

Tiffany Hamilton-Atkins :-

and Tamzin Jade :-

They are all a phenomenal presence on this blue planet…….I have so much love in my heart for them. If you would like to join the classes, please check out Samya Studios, Highbury (London).

For in-person sessions, I will come to you if you live within tube Zones 1 or 2. Please contact me via regular text, WhatsApp or Telegram to arrange this (or email for my number if you don’t have it).

For online private sessions, book here (NB : ‘Schedule’ button must be pressed after payment, or booking is not accepted and money returned):-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.

Amma says, “This is the moment to awaken the love and compassion within us. This is the time to pray with our hearts and work with our hands. Let us lend a helping hand to those who are grieving and thus light lamps of kindness and compassion.”

Love,

xDaisy

Nov 26

November Magic

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I would like to remind you of the exciting news that all sessions are now available 7 days per week : 11 30am – 9 30 pm London time 🙂 🙂 🙂 Yes, you can now have a session on the weekend 🙂

The next Free Online Group Healing is this Friday 29th Nov @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

For in-person sessions = I will come to you if you live within tube Zones 1 or 2. Please contact me via regular text, WhatsApp or Telegram to arrange this.

For online private sessions = please book here :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.

I made this over the weekend and thought I would share it with you :-

And lastly, this is a clip of Amma doing the 1000 Names!

Love,

xDaisy

Nov 20

Happy New Schedule :-)

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I would like to share the exciting news that all sessions are now available 7 days per week : 11 30am – 9 30 pm London time 🙂 🙂 🙂 Yes, you can now have a session on the weekend 🙂

For in-person sessions, I will come to you if you live within tube Zones 1 or 2. Please contact me via regular text, WhatsApp or Telegram to arrange this.

The next Free Online Group Healing is Friday 29th Nov @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

For online private sessions, please book via :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.

I think you will enjoy this beautiful offering from Adyashanti :-

Something you may like to try, which I discovered and have been experimenting with : if you have Vortex Healing / other healing tools, try channelling to clear a bad attitude. You can even do this while riding a bike, driving, washing up, cooking etc. Obviously safety first though, otherwise a bad attitude will be the last thing on your mind (quite literally), LOL!

Love,

xDaisy

Nov 14

Land of Love

Hello 🙂

How are you?

The next Free Online Group Healing is tomorrow 15th November @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

If you were there to participate (or simply receive it in the world), did you enjoy the EarthShift last weekend..? There were around 450 of us attending to actually facilitate the shift and we were working on a spot deep in the genetic group psyche for survival power. This was released in every human being on the planet. Although the impacts may not be what we dream of most, there will be a kind-of background effect over time to loosen the grip of that flavour of fearful power from the human race. Something interesting which was discussed in the group at one point which I wanted to share with you, is that Ric believes there are currently 13 avatars on the planet 🙂 🙂 🙂 As I wrote that, goosebumps consumed me…….. Many of these are apparently babies and children and some of those don’t even know that they are avatars. Not every one of them would have a role like Amma’s role – in fact none might. But nevertheless, the impact of having such beings on the planet is phenomenal…….. If you even think for a moment about the effect Christ had / has on this world, then Neem Karoli Baba and now Amma, it’s easy to see that this is very very good news!

I actually felt a huge transformation from the first day of the EarthShift myself, so much so that I wrote to Ric about it :-

“I had a delightful day doing the EarthShift with Claudia 🙂 🙂 🙂 I feel the impact still of having had the angel in my spine, the oneness and soft blissfulness it engendered within my being, and the impact of the entire systemic shift of the class. When I was on the tube on the way home, an old Adyashanti satsang came onto my headphones randomly. It took me deeper still…and I began to experience clarity, like a crystal clear awake presence within. This seeing, knowing as not-knowing (innocent openness in a way) and contentment due to an uncontrived stopping and due to a very deep peacefulness with what is.

Right now I recognise that I didn’t get what I want [in my life] but I got something much better. I could describe it as freedom, but it’s more than that – and also less than that at the same time. I don’t have a word or any words for this………”

Within just a few hours, completely without me realising it, began the aftermath of that deepening. I started to come down with a gut illness (which is very unusual for me) and by Sunday night, I was extremely ill and that has continued until today. As Adyashanti once said, “everyone wants awakening, not everyone wants the fall-out. Because there’s a fall-out to awakening, and the fall-out can sometimes be quite messy.” Three of my friends also reported having gotten different illnesses at the same time, another friend’s mother had a heart-attack and the renowned, talented yogin (and grandson of the original Ashtanga) Sharath Jois died aged only 53 – of a heart-attack – the day after.

As I was in my sick bed, I happened to glance at the EarthWorks V Group I am part of. To my utter astonishment, especially as it has nothing to do with the healing we are doing in that group, I bore witness to reading there some of the most hateful concepts about trans people that I have ever seen… My heart immediately went to my caring, talented and successful trans friends Jake and Leia and I imagined their eyes seeing such vitriolic words. Through tears, I responded in the Group to explain why the statements being made were false and to suggest creating a boundary for such incidents. I explained how unsafe it could potentially make anyone who is othered feel (which includes me by the way). There was a back and forth, with a few supportive voices saying at least something. I think it is different when it’s your own loved ones being attacked. Otherwise, how easy is it to ignore, since you don’t actually have any trans friends anyway..? Suddenly, the original person not only made more transphobic assertions, but now dragged Amma into them as well, presenting Amma as transphobic. For clarity, Amma publicly invited a large group of Indian trans women to receive awards and grants from Her charity on stage in Amritapuri when I was there this past winter. Although by this point in the thread there had been many triggering attitudes and statements, reading these baseless lies about Amma truly was the final straw. That kind of violence, cascading into a tender community space intended to heal the earth and people on it, left me too emotional (and I was already too ill) to come from a clear space any longer. I decided to leave the group.

Obviously, there is no way to know whether all of the events above are connected or not, or whether the EarthShift transformed things in this kind of way. But I’m attempting, like perhaps a painter might, to illustrate some possibilities in terms of the Divine’s version of integration, embodiment and what is needed to go deeper into Truth. After hours and days of meeting my feelings (which the illness thankfully forced me into, since I could barely do anything at all) and of sitting in and releasing the deep core issue which had been playing out all along, I began (slowly) to enter into something which could perhaps be described as renunciation. It is a path I have never walked on before. At first I was transported back in time to a conversation with my second girlfriend, after we had broken up and she had gone to live in Amritapuri. Having become a Renunciate (dedicating her life solely to Amma), she asked, what is renunciation? Amma answered that true renunciation is to renounce the mind. Let that sink in for a minute.

I think that anyone can probably renounce ‘things’; like sex or meat or alcohol or money. Not easy, but certain, and possible. But who do we really know that has renounced the mind..?

In the ensuing Silence of Being, this particular kind of renunciation became so important to me……in a way that it hadn’t done before. I’m not even pretending that I can do it, or that I will get there. I’m just saying that it’s so significant to me………. Amma has said that we need to long for God-realisation more than a drowning man gasping for air. I hope I have written some words to show that the weirdest things along the way can be used by the Divine to set light to a kind of out-of-options inner drive. Time will tell whether or not anything is left in the pathway which cannot be burned up like so much camphor in the Arati lamp.

I am here in London until at least May next year without any travelling at all. I am offering in-person sessions and will come to you if you live within tube Zones 1 or 2. Please contact me via regular text, WhatsApp or Telegram to arrange this.

Online private sessions continue as usual :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.

I have something wonderful to share with you and I highly recommend listening to the entire thing; it’s that good all the way through. My additional hope is that you can do so when you have time to really hear and not just listen. Do you know the difference..? Between hearing and listening. That difference is everything. Awake teacher Anthony de Mello presented this in America in the 1970s :-

Love,

xDaisy

Nov 6

Immortal Bliss

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I must say that I was shocked, devastated and traumatised by the result of the U.S. election today and the beginning of Trump’s new presidency. At first, I simply couldn’t take it in – I was in shock. I even felt like pinching myself several times today, to see if it was real or just a very bad dream from which I would wake sweating and terrified, telling myself, “It’s just a dream, it’s just a dream.” Eventually, I took to the meditation cushion. I sat there talking and crying to Amma. What was revealed (beyond the mind) that it all honestly triggered for me, was deep loneliness and the excruciating pain of that inside. The only thing to do was my spiritual practice, so I got on with it. To my genuine astonishment, doing the 108 Names and the 1000 Names completely shifted things. I do not mean this as a spiritual bypass in any way. Through the tears and pain and including those too, I suddenly saw in a flash a part of the translation of one of the 108 Names : “…Immortal Bliss…” It was like the Divine had ‘planted it’ there, or magnetised my eyes to it. I was captivated… It occurred to me where life is going. Where we are likely to end up sooner or later. It totally redirected my attention and awareness. In a sense it was a remembering and in a sense it was a forgetting. Do you know what I mean?

Perhaps another way of putting it, or something closely related, is in this note from Amma :-

If you are or have been struggling like I was, I strongly suggest you stick to your practices and lean into them even more. This is the time for rituals, for chanting, for meditation, for singing, for all the good stuff. What else is truly going to help us now? Not endless debate and not social media. The only other thing I would suggest for supporting and nourishing yourself at this time is sangha (community). One of you actually sent me a very beautiful quote about that earlier this week :-

“Having thus reflected, Ananda went to see the Buddha, and after saluting him told the Buddha what he thought, namely that spiritual friendship was half of the holy life. The Buddha disagreed. Spiritual friendship, companionship, or comradeship was not half of the holy life, but the whole of it, he told Ananda.”

The next Free Online Group Healing is this Friday 8th November @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

Online private sessions continue as usual :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.

This weekend, it is the EarthShift 🙂 If you have taken the Foundational class in Vortex Healing, you are eligible to join and it is free. Please contact me if you need details on how to do this. If you will not be in class, I hope you can rest assured that this is yet more evidence of the Divine action happening in the world and that everyone in the human race will be positively impacted by. It may be that Ric Weinman shifts the intention a little (considering what has happened today), or it may be that we continue with clearing a spot in the genetic group psyche for survival power. Let’s see what the Divine has in store. I am excited 🙂 Especially right now, when this is more needed than ever before. Every person in the world will benefit from this work and so will the Earth itself, Gaia and the universe – all will receive healing. Somehow, I am reminded here of Adyashanti’s words and the place we long for within : the silent abyss beyond all knowing.

Love,

xDaisy

Oct 21

The Blissful Abode

Hello 🙂

How are you?

Yesterday, I was lucky enough to catch the tail-end of the London Film Festival. I went to see Pedro Almodovar’s new film ‘The Room Next Door’. In most of his work, Almodovar likes to look right in the face of death, courage, friendship and high voltage women. Even just this by itself makes me love him. He tells the truth about things. I also love the use of colour in all his films, it’s like magic : always precisely the right one and somehow he can make colours speak like voices on the screen. As much as the actors themselves do, the colours seem to tell the story. The film I saw at the festival will be out on general release next week, I believe, and is Almodovar’s first English language feature film.

The next Free Online Group Healing is this Friday 25th October @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

I would like to explain that I will be here in London until at least May next year, without any travelling at all.

I am offering in-person sessions and will come to you if you live within tube Zones 1 or 2. Please contact me via regular text, WhatsApp or Telegram to arrange this.

Online private sessions continue as usual from here in London :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.

I found this extremely moving and wanted to share it with you :-

Finally, I would like to share with you an absolutely beautiful message I received out-of-the-blue this morning. I have been working with this person for only a couple of sessions so far. This is shared with their permission :-

“Hi, Daisy.

I want to give some feedback.

The suffering is gone. And I noticed that in a couple of places, I was still trying to make Reasons for suffering – yet I felt there was no root, no reason, and found my actions as-if artificial. I felt them like that. It’s like suffering is gone but the habit in the brain neurones is left. I really feel there is no suffering in the ‘basement’.

It has been a tough week, but again, there is no suffering and no ‘reasons’ in the ‘basement’.

All movements to expand problems where they don’t exist feel like my own artificial moves. I think this was a habit in memory, and nothing else.”

I would like to add a bit of colour here, by explaining that this person had an awakening opening during the last session, brought on by losing their last karma knots, karmic webbing and ego positions. What can be felt and understood in the message above, beautifully illustrates the potentiality of losing that karmic package. Ric Weinman has always said that the movement is like a mini-awakening. Here, one can perceive what is actually meant by that. Although it is our fear which guards that door, it is as if awake consciousness is only waiting to rush in. When the fruit is ripe, it falls off the tree with the slightest wind. I have tears in my eyes and a swelling heart writing these words. Congratulations to this person and to all of you on this most significant of paths : to end all suffering, to sit at the table with God, to be what you truly are…

Love,

xDaisy

Oct 2

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Eclipsed Out

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I am well here in Portugal 🙂 There was a Solar Eclipse tonight at 21 40 (Lisbon / London time). Amma has often said how inauspicious these are and that they show a malefic alignment. So hopefully you didn’t look at the eclipse itself? Don’t worry if you did, it’s just ideal not to. As general eclipse advice (all of kinds) it’s good to be indoors, doing whichever spiritual practices you like, either as a group or solo. You may well have felt the fiery build-up to this, and it is noteworthy that many of us experience more intensity before the event, than during it. We have also been in a kind-of ‘eclipse corridor’ between the lunar eclipse on 18th Sept and this one today. So things will improve now we are through 🙂

The next Free Online Group Healing is this Friday 4th October @ 1pm Lisbon / London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

Online private sessions continue as usual from here in Portugal :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

I would like to share a few more anecdotes from the U.S. Tour with Amma this summer.

In many satsangs, Amma gave us a sobering warning, saying that “Because we lack spiritual understanding, we turn to drugs in search of peace.” In another, She said that our heart is like a parachute : if it opens, it can save us and even others. But if it fails to open, we are in big trouble.

I may have already shared this one, but the thing which most strikes me in what Amma communicates verbally to us, are actually Her words upon arriving on stage :-

“Amma bows down to all of you, who are the very embodiments of pure love and the supreme consciousness”

I often reflect upon the fact that, She actually knows that. The only problem here is that we don’t know it. This is one of the reasons Amma is always so relaxed. During Q&A in Darshan or the Question Line, you could be asking the most crucial of questions from your point of view, yet Amma is totally unfazed by it : perfectly relaxed, yet intimately engaged. She doesn’t need to distance Herself away from the suffering or the dilemma you are presenting and Her beautifully undisturbed manner melts even the most anxious of hearts. She knows exactly what you are, therefore She remains unruffled by your inner kicking and screaming – lol! My friends and I often walk away feeling something along the lines that, if Amma is not worried about this – am I really worried..?

Love,

xDaisy

Sep 4

Free Online Group Healing : this Friday

Hello 🙂

“It is our discernment in the present moment which determines the true value of our life” ~ Amma

The Free Online Group Healings are now weekly. I hope you are as pleased about this as I am 🙂 Other than dates I cannot do, I have begun scheduling these weekly instead of fortnightly. The link below will allow you to book them. The next Free Online Group Healing is this Friday 6th September @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

A reminder (and apologies if you know already) that my fees have changed :-

Online private session = £95

In-person session = £115

Online Group Healing = still free

I am currently in London offering in-person sessions until the 16th September and will come to you if you live within tube Zones 1 or 2. Please contact me via regular text, WhatsApp or Telegram to arrange this and please pay before the session via bank transfer, cash or PayPal. NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

Alternatively, here is the link to book online private sessions :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

Here is that quote which was shared so beautifully during the Q&A at the end of the last Group Healing :-

“One does not become enlightened by imagining figures of light, but by making the darkness conscious” ~ Carl Jung

And here is that aforementioned poem, read to us by Adyashanti during one of the Silent Retreats before his retirement :-

Symeon the New Theologian – Christ’s Body

Love,

xDaisy

Aug 28

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Paramatman Dayz

Hello 🙂

I thought I would try to share with you all, some of the Light from this evening with Mother Meera here in London 🙂 Is it coming through..? I hope so 🙂 Many of you will have been to see this Saint before I think. My experience this time was that Mother Meera was able to open a space in which my mind kept stopping. It was quite amazing… As she stared into each of our eyes (this time at some distance, because the format has changed), everything I was so sure about beforehand simply vanished.

One moment I was in a mind-set, in the literal sense, and the next there was nothing there – only Light. The Vortex teachers say that Mother Meera is able to bring down from above and channel into us all Paramatman Light, which is the highest form of energy apparently. As her eyes turned, it was as if my being would respond accordingly : when her eyes were ‘away’ I experienced Silence and mind-chatter would come and go, sometimes intensely, sometimes not. But when her gaze turned, even a little in my direction, all of that would simply stop. It was as if it had never existed. There was only what could be described as the Beyond…

Was it Bliss? Or fulfilment-emptiness-still-point-Silence-Grace? Naming it didn’t occur in those moments. Perhaps what she was doing was also a beautiful demonstration by the Divine of how we are all the time being moved by Divinity. It is almost like someone has a remote control and switches it on and off : now the mind is on, now it is off. Of course I do not believe at all that there is a separated special being up there beyond the clouds, controlling me or anyone else. What I mean is that I felt like Divinity was cheekily saying, “Look what I can do!”, and played a game like a child – just for fun, just for the pure joy of it 🙂 And in that pure innocence, It happened to break my mind.

As I say, it was like one moment everything seemed real, but the next all of that vanished – just disappeared! As this continued, yet ever fresh and natural, a situation about which I had felt quite some degree of certainty, arose in my thoughts. But instantly it became almost…silly – lol! And this is a very serious situation I’m referring to! In that Light, in that density of Silence, which seemed to fill the room and go beyond the walls too and was penetrating absolutely everything, although the serious situation existed – it was resting now. Resting inside a context. It was being held. But not held by someone or something. It was being held but not by anyone or anything. The mind was very very spacious – it still is in fact, even after London public transport and the streets of Tower Hamlets 😉 The sense of expansiveness is amazing………

In that expanse of the indescribable, the serious situation discovered its own nature. There was simultaneously a deep sense of impersonality to it, yet not at all in a cold way and not in a detached way. Intimacy was still present and freed from any feeling of entanglement / merging / stickiness.

Now sitting here writing to you, I feel like a blank sheet of paper. Unspoilt by the mind, untainted by the stain of harsh emotion. I feel I am nothing and I also feel at the same time that I am everything. My heart is beating, my lungs are breathing…there is no noisiness inside or outside. There is no trying or not trying. There is a kind of profound Stillness, yet it is subtle.

The next Free Online Group Healing is this Friday 30th August @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

Another quick reminder just in case – sorry if this is annoying – from the last newsletter, that my fees have changed and are as follows :-

Online private session = £95

In-person session = £115

Online Group Healing = still free

I am currently in London offering in-person sessions and will come to you if you live within tube Zones 1 or 2. Please contact me via regular text, WhatsApp or Telegram to arrange this (please pay before the beginning of the session via bank transfer, cash or PayPal). NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

Alternatively, here is the link to book online private sessions :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

Love,

xDaisy

Jun 26

Free Online Group Healing : yes, this Friday :-)

🕉 Om Amriteswaryai Namah 🕉

“In spirituality, the seeker renounces all that he has to the Supreme Principle, God. All that one can claim as one’s own, all the attachments and aversions one has are the product of one’s ego. They can also be referred to as vasanas or accumulated tendencies. All these things which we claim as our own do not, in fact, belong to us since we have no control over them. Reputation, fame, position, our homes, wives, husbands, children – none of these can stay with us permanently. We may have such things now, but who knows what is going to happen the next moment? But this is not the case with the accumulated tendencies, with the ego. The ego is our own. It belongs to us. Nobody else can claim it. Therefore, real self-surrender is surrendering or renouncing one’s ego at the feet of the Supreme Self.”

*****(((Amma)))*****

The next Free Online Group Healing is this Friday 28th June @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

Alternatively, here is the link to book online private sessions :-

[insert link]

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

I am flying out on 5th July and back on 13th August. Although I am not offering private sessions during that period, please note that I am considering going ahead with the Groups which fall between those dates from ‘Tourland’ 🙂 🙂 🙂 I think it could be a fantastic and rare opportunity for you to feel Amma’s direct presence as part of this community 🙂

I hope to see you on U.S. Tour 🙂 Here are the details :-

https://us.amma.org/meeting-amma/ammas-north-america-tour

Love,

xDaisy

Apr 21

The Magical Jewel (pt.1)

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I am great 🙂 I’m writing to share what happened during the phenomenal Vortex Healing class ‘The Magical Jewel’ and to tell you about the next Free Online Group Healing. I am now back in London and will be here for at least 1 month, while I integrate this class and another significant event which happened during it.

The part of the class I wish to share, is what could be called (for want of better words) a profound awakening, which has probably been the most life-changing so far. Here is what I wrote about it and shared in class :-

There was a meditation in which Ric Weinman asked the class to “use the world as the mantra”. All-of-a-sudden, for some unknown reason, I recognised immediately what was being pointed to. It was as if, whatever Ric was instructing, I was able to sense both what he was talking about, but more importantly where he was coming from. So when those words were spoken, I burst into tears and my breathing completely changed in the seeing that the world itself ISDivinity.

Everything began to ‘become’ this beauty and I couldn’t contain it… My body could not contain the revelation of that because of the depth it reached. Simultaneously, there was a sense of ‘this is the missing piece of the puzzle, this is what I always longed to admit to myself and to surrender to.’ I began more and more to perceive this true beauty and it broke my heart completely… Then the crying and the breathing really exploded even more and my body was breaking apart and melting away into That. I could see that every single thing was as-if being birthed by Divinity as its own Self. There was no longer any subject / object though : it was as if the world was the Divine in a complete and total way. The gratitude to perceive it all and the inherent joy of the world was totally overwhelming……… The beauty was so exquisite that I couldn’t contain in my body what I was feeling and so everything broke again and again. The insights which were coming in were impossible to record mentally, but it was like a flow throughout the being. When I would pray to Amma, it was like She was melted into the world.

I was shocked by two things : first of all, how could I have missed this? And secondly, how could I think that anything which had happened was bad or wrong? Then I started to feel this remorse about the things I had said about people or done or thought and I began to say sorry profusely. But when I said sorry, there was this benevolence and Love which met the apologies and were coming over those “wrongdoings” like a kind of fluid of Love – yet beyond Love. I think it was what Adyashanti calls Redemptive Love. There was this profound sense of redemption of everything I had “done wrong” – and for everyone else too. In that, I couldn’t believe I had ever thought someone had wronged me. That whole sense was completely gone……..and I saw that there was absolutely no truth in it. How foolish I had been not to see that no-one could ever do that and I could never do that. Everything was ‘forgiven’ so-to-speak, and then it was noticed that there was actually an inherent sense of forgiveness in the world itself. The world was forgiving everyone that was doing these things, including even me. And this was the overriding revelation : that the world itself is Divinity. There was no ‘Divine coming into creation’, there were no two different things happening, even though the Divine was birthing the world. At another time, this would have seemed like a paradox, yet there was no sense of paradox. All I could do, was to bow down in front of this beauty… Even though there was no subject / object or anything like that, there was a bowing down in true reverence for what was being seen.

There was an in-loveness with life, yet with everything being the same thing there wasn’t any neediness, attachment or drama. There were also no exceptions being made to this Loving : it was a total and utter thing. It didn’t make exceptions for this person or that person. I was praying, “Let me not forget this. Let me live from this, instead of going back to the old way of acting out and getting into dramas.” I was almost begging, “Let me not forget what I’ve seen. Let me live this now.” Simultaneously, strangely enough, there was such a stillness and a resting and a Silence. It was a recognition of what life actually is and how much I love it. It took me out of this ‘trying to get something from life’ and ending up eventually in despair, which was replaced with, ‘of course I love life!’ There was a distinct returning. It was a return to this absolute love of the world, this total Love…for no reason and with no agenda. Out of that naturally arose tender celebration.

The next Free Online Group Healing is this Tuesday 23rd April @ 10am London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

I am offering in-person sessions and will come to you, if you live within London tube zones 1 or 2. Please contact me via WhatsApp, Telegram or regular text to arrange this (price = £100, payable before the beginning of the session via cash, bank transfer or PayPal).

Here is the link to book online private sessions :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

Love,

xDaisy

Mar 27

Free Online Group Healings :-)

Hello 🙂

How are you?

The next Free Online Group Healing is on April Fool’s Day (lol!) 1st April @ 1pm (London time) 🙂 Please book your place here if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr), in a quiet space free from distractions.

If you feel drawn, please let your friends / fam / etc. know about the Group by sharing this link with them. Thank you 🙏

There are two more sessions as well, which you can book via this link.

I will return to London on the 18th April, having completed the class ‘The Magical Jewel’ (the most advanced level of Vortex Healing) in Virginia Beach, USA. Again, I will be offering in-person, private online and online group sessions at that time.

I was recently watching a rare live satsang by Adyashanti, who was talking directly from awakened intelligence. I would like to share my take on some of what he conveyed that day. The idea that we need to get rid of our egos is only an idea which arises from ego. The Truth has a totally different way, a completely other orientation, and then there is what could be described as a third way. This is when our egos find their proper relationship to our deeper nature, when they come into service to it. The potential of that is that the ego is simply a support to true nature. You see, there’s no war – no going into battle with your mind (which never worked anyway) – and no going against anything. Not even any choosing. It’s as if a type of marriage or coming together occurs : a marriage of what once appeared as opposites. This is the integration, embodiment and surrender which colours true human evolution.

Here is the link to book online private sessions :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

During Maha Shivarartri in Amritapuri recently, Amma surprised us all by playing an interview she had been asked to give by UNESCO for International Women’s Day! Both days happened to fall on the same date this year, like a marriage of masculine and feminine I felt 🙂 Although the interview we were shown during the celebration was the full length one and this has been greatly reduced, I wanted to include it here. Enjoy 🙂

Om purnamadah purnamidam

Purnat purnamudacyate

Purnasya purnamadaya

Purnam-eva-vasisyate

Om santih santih santih

Om sri gurubyo namah

Hari Om

Om, That is the whole, this is the whole,

from the whole the whole becomes manifest

taking away the whole from the whole,

the whole remains.

Om peace, peace, peace

Om, reverence to the auspicious gurus

Hari Om

Love,

xDaisy

Mar 12

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Breaking Into Bhakti

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I am very well indeed and am now writing to you from London 🙂

At the end of my stay in Amritapuri, which was filled with peace and happiness this time, I found myself sitting on the floor of the main hall for bhajans. My flight was to leave later on that night, so (in a way) I was saying goodbye to Amma.

I’m going to try to convey what it feels like to be with this Living Master and perhaps a tiny bit of what She is doing with our paths to God-realisation. It is difficult to do so, partly because you have to have really stayed with Amma for a good amount of time to grok this, and partly because it is so tricky to communicate in words what is totally beyond words. Nevertheless, I feel to try.

There was a particular bhajan which Amma sang that night which seemed to crack me open completely. I often feel that She takes us from a sort-of habitual mundane emotional state to the uppermost heights of what the passion for Divinity is capable of; and it can happen in a split second when She sings. All She needs is a tiny crack – a hair’s breadth of space – in which to reveal the Great Mystery in all its glory. As I was sitting there singing with everyone, this happened to a whole new degree. Amma leaves the very best til last 😉

As my heart burst with longing, I started sobbing uncontrollably and there was a surrender which felt almost physical and beyond physicality at the same time, as if my heart opened from the front to the back (spine) and outwards, beyond…….. What I was feeling was a blend of the most immense gratitude, with joy – pure joy – and devotional Love (Bhakti). As my system underwent Amma’s ‘surgery’, I felt the return to Innocence, unconditional Love and the perception (as if for the first time) of what She is doing with us all. I could see in that moment, that Amma is the salvation for the whole of humanity. Ric Weinman once told me that She “has the long-haul job of transforming the heart of humanity” and Adyashanti once created a series about what he describes as ‘Redemptive Love’. It was as if those two insights came alive at once, yet in a brand new way, and then went beyond even that…

There was this absolutely overwhelming – literally overwhelming – gratitude. It was for all of the above and also for the beyondness of what was being revealed, and yet simultaneously it was uncaused. There was zero sense of specialness, yet a complete sense of being present and available for the transformation happening through this body and heart and through the bodies and hearts of all those around me on that sacred ground. Perhaps it could be said that the small self / me / I suddenly broke open and was consumed by / merged into Divinity / became what it truly had always been. The crying was so intense that I couldn’t contain it in any way. I was floored byTrue Love, fiery devotion (which was also recognised as being choiceless) and the sense of being in the right place at the right time : of pre-destiny. That was mixed with the utter gratefulness for what Amma has done for us all, and how different things could have been if She hadn’t come to Earth during this era. This seeing engendered in me such confidence…….trust, surrender, and faith in the highest. It was breathtaking.

In the taxi on the way to Trivandrum airport afterwards, I noticed that there was complete Peace, “the peace which surpasses all understanding” as Adyashanti puts it. Thoughts would still arise and pass, but ‘witnessing’ – in the most engaged way – would simply perceive them, without interfering. It was a simple seeing, no more no less. I realised that you don’t actually need detachment when Bhakti has taken over. Love ‘becomes’ (so-to-speak) the only thing which makes sense. And the stunning thing is, it doesn’t even need to make sense.

To discover more about the incredible global impacts of what Amma is doing, check out :-

Humanitarian

“Those who know the Self are always compassionate. They wish to see society thrive in peace and harmony.

Love is the very foundation, beauty and fulfilment of life. If we dive deep enough into ourselves, we will find that the one thread of universal love ties all beings together.

As this awareness dawns within us, peace alone will reign.” ~ Amma

Here is the link to book online private sessions and please note that the usual schedule is now back on :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

Looking forward to seeing you again 🙂 🙂 🙂

Love,

xDaisy

Feb 16

Sessions are back on :-)

Hello 🙂

How are you?

Yes, sessions are back on 🙂 You can book any day 10am – 2 15pm Indian Standard Time, except Mondays and Tuesdays. NB : your session will be displayed in your own timezone in the email you will receive from Calendly.

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

A natural aspect of Embodiment of whatever degree of awakening one has realised, is service (seva), as the force of awake energy moves from the personal to the impersonal. Until that shift happens, Embodiment itself means very little at all, no matter how many classes / awakenings / breakthroughs / experiences of Divinity etc. etc. one has been through. Both Adyashanti and Eckhart Tolle have spoken eloquently on this. Another part of such Embodiment though, could perhaps be described as the stillness aspect. Having the opportunity to sit for many hours on stage with Amma and simply meditating in that radiance, is incredibly nourishing for this aspect. I have never found anything better for Embodiment and certainly no replacement for this simple and humbling act. Beholding the beauty of this avatar, this direct incarnation of Divinity in a human body, is a motion of awe….…any identification with form, any separation lingering, anything ‘else’, gently dissolves back into Divinity.

It becomes clearer and clearer that the ‘reason’ (if there is one or needs to be) for coming here to Amritapuri is God-realisation. And in every single Darshan, Amma is putting it right in our face! Because of our naturally and passionately arising devotion to Amma, and the resulting alignment, surrender and deepening (in Divinity) created by that, in my opinion it will follow for Amma’s children.

Looking forward to seeing you again,

Love,

xDaisy

Dec 3

London until 15th Jan :-)

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I am very well indeed, feeling inspired, grateful and in love with the winter and Christmas season here in London 🙂 I am in London until the 15th Jan 2024, at which time I will fly to Amma in India.

Please be aware that once I arrive in Amritapuri, I will be taking time to focus solely on Amma and God-realisation. This will be for at least 3 weeks, possibly more, so please plan your sessions accordingly for before that time. You can book online private sessions via the usual link :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

The next Free Online Group Healing is on Friday 29th December @ 1pm (London time) 🙂 Please book your place here, if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions :-

Love,

xDaisy

Nov 16

Free Online Group Healing : tomorrow (17th Nov) @ 1pm

Hello 🙂

The next Free Online Group Healing is tomorrow 17th November @ 1pm (Lisbon / London time) 🙂 Please book your place here if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions :-

Please note thatnothing changes with online private sessions from here in Portugal, or when I am in London. You can book via the usual link :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

I am returning to London for around 3 weeks on the 15th December. During that time, I will be offering in-person private sessions again 🙂 🙂 🙂 If you live within London tube Zones 1 or 2, I will come to your home. The price is £100 and you can pay via bank transfer, cash, Wise or PayPal before the start time of your session. Please contact me via WhatsApp or Telegram to book in-person sessions.

Love,

xDaisy

Nov 1

Free Online Group Healing : 1pm this Friday 3rd Nov

Hello 🙂

The next Free Online Group Healing is this Friday the 3rd November @ 1pm (Lisbon / London time) 🙂 Please book your place here if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions :-

Please note thatnothing changes with online private sessions from here in Portugal, or when I am in London. You can book via the usual link :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

Love,

xDaisy

Oct 18

Free Online Group Healing : 1pm this Friday

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I am good 🙂 Just in case you are wondering, I am not in London. The stage of the residency process I am currently in here in Portugal would not allow me to take that flight on the 11th, as planned. So I am returning to London for around 3 weeks on the 15th December. During that time, I will be offering in-person private sessions again 🙂 🙂 🙂 If you live within London tube Zones 1 or 2, I will come to your home. The price is £100 and you can pay via bank transfer, cash, Wise or PayPal before the start time of your session. Please contact me via WhatsApp or Telegram to book in-person sessions.

The next Free Online Group Healing is this Friday the 20th October @ 1pm (Lisbon / London time) 🙂 Please book your place here, if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions, thank you :-

Please note thatnothing changes with online private sessions from here in Portugal, or when I am in London. You can book via the usual link :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

Now that I have had time to process it, I am ready to acknowledge Adyashanti’s retirement. Hopefully you have heard about this already and my mentioning it is not a shock. It is difficult for me to write or talk about this because I have felt so emotional about Adya retiring. I just can’t believe that this time has come…I never thought it would, even though it feels completely right. I feel that from the depth which he is now in, there is nothing more to communicate about awakening or embodiment. He has given everything to the world and now is the time to surrender into the Silence he so loves in a final way. (Just to be clear, I am not talking about physical death.) The legacy Adya is leaving behind in retiring, is one of grass-roots goodness, Truth, Compassion and dharmic selflessness. I will be ever grateful for all he has revealed and encouraged me to dive into within. The blessings he has brought into my life are exquisite, continuous in nature, untold, untellable… Often, I find myself crying inside and, in moments of solitude, these tears surface to freedom.

Love,

xDaisy

Sep 24

Free Online Group Healings are back on :-)

Hello 🙂

How are you?

Yes, the Free Online Group Healings are back on each fortnight 🙂 🙂 🙂 Let’s come together again to water the seeds of faith, optimism and surrender, so that the heart can breathe again. Although each Group Healing will have a specific focus, they are also an opportunity to rest and to soak up the nectar of the Divine practices you have been engaging in. Here, Divinity creates a space of softness and tenderness to heal, allowing many levels of intimate sharing to unfold – without pressure.

The first of these is on the 6th October at the usual time of 1pm (Lisbon time is the same as London time). Here is the link to book your place :-

Please note that nothing changes with online private sessions here in Portugal. You can book via the usual link :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

I would like to end with a reminder that Truth lives in our bodies. It feels like an opening and it lands in our systems like a remembering.

Love,

xDaisy

Oct 4

Free Online Group Healing : tomorrow 5/10/22

Hello 🙂

If you would like to attend the next Free Online Group Healing, it is tomorrow 5th October @ 1pm BST. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

Please note that you need to pre-book. You can also book as many Groups as you like in advance.

“When the body becomes still, the mind follows” ~ Suzuki Roshi

I learned this during a Sunday community meditation practice with Mukti. For those of you who don’t know her, she is Adyashanti’s wife, both a teacher in her own right and the leader of Open Gate Sangha since Adya’s sabbatical. It was one of those moments when the words just went right through me……..and landed inside. I recognised something which had been taught to me so many times before, but which I was not then ready to actually hear. Can any of you meditators relate to this..? I think I will just leave it at that (instead of adding more words or ideas) in order to leave space for contemplation of that statement by the renowned Zen master. If you would like to attend the meditation sessions, please email me for details.

Here is an interview with the Dalai Lama, in which he weaves a lovely talk based on his appreciation of the Quantum physicist David Bohm. I love the way in which he points his finger when he speaks. That, combined with a wisdom he just radiates, reminds me of my late great uncle, Brendan O’Toole, who died very recently in his late 90s. Brendan would use his hands in the same manner during our wonderings together, which were often based around Christ in ordinary life. Brendan was one of only a tiny handful of people in my family who were on a conscious awakening path, and our connection was very tender and meaningful to me. I hope you enjoy the interview 🙂

I also thought to let you know that I have moved home. Mostly, it was intuition. In addition, there was a kind of (new) dark energy coming into my bedroom from neighbours on one side of the house, which was impacting my body, dreams and sleep every night. I am now at my Mum’s house and I plan to move to east London in the New Year. From there, I will be able to meet up with most of my friends and other family members more easily.

For Private Sessions here is the link. You will receive an email (or text if you request this when booking) with which you can rearrange or cancel up to 24hrs before the start time :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

There is a remaining opportunity to take the Foundational training in Vortex Healing very soon, but you will need to book this asap. Here are a few details from Anthony Gorman :-

Foundational Training: 27-31st October

https://anthonygorman.org/Foundational.html

…region 4, and anyone in region X can also join as a first-timer: https://www.vortexhealing.org/Policy-BookingVirtualWorkshops.pdf

…a few spots for repeaters…….if you feel drawn to join, you can book directly on https://www.anthonygorman.org/AdvancedTrainings.html

‘Yantra Fridays’ with Anthony are back on 🙂 These are free and they are seva (selfless service) for the earth and humanity. Anyone who has completed the Foundational training (or above) can participate. Please contact me if you would like to do this and do not have the details to join.

Did you know that you can see Amma live online every day? What a wonder…we are so blessed and graced to have the chance to be with a living Divine incarnation – a pure and direct embodiment of Divinity in human form – so regularly and easily 🙂 🙂 🙂 It is the first time in the history of the world that this is the case. Ever since the original pandemic lock-down, Amma has been providing this spiritual lifeline to all those who have met Her in-person or who have done seva for Embracing The World. If you are already watching – fab (and hopefully this is also a reminder) – but if you qualify and don’t yet have access, please write to me and I will explain how. Amma is currently back in the ashram in India (Amritapuri) and you are free to visit 🙂

Love,

xDaisy

Aug 19

Free Online Group Healing : Wed 24th Aug

Hello 🙂

If you would like to attend the next Free Online Group Healing, it is this Wed 24h August @ 1pm BST. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

Please note that you need to pre-book. You can also book as many Groups as you like in advance.

Please feel free to invite people to the Groups via this booking link. If they would like to receive this newsletter, a message to me via WhatsApp, Telegram or regular text containing their email address is good.

For Private Sessions with me, here is the link. You will receive an email (or text if you request this when booking) with which you can rearrange or cancel up to 24hrs before the start time, if you wish :-

I request that you do not contact me about rearranging, cancelling or scheduling: please utilise the email from Calendly for this. It may end up in your spam / junk box, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.

I had a sweet request from one of you during the last session, to include the passage I read from Adyashanti’s book ‘Sacred Inquiry’. Here it is for your enjoyment 🙂

“What allows this ultimate letting go, this unreserved surrender? Of course there can be no formula, no way to let go. I am sitting here in my living room, late at night, writing this response to you. You are here with me as I am there with you, and I can feel that in the deepest place within you is the complete willingness to let go completely; it has already let from before the beginning of time. Yet here you are wondering what can bring about this letting go. Such is the final paradox.

You cannot do it because it has already been done, but you must still find this letting go within yourself, allow it to bloom and flower completely.

What a divine paradox, to find a letting go that has let go from before the beginning of time. We do not do the letting go as much as we embrace it, give everything without reserve to it. It is a matter of love, is it not? And it is the courage to die for what we love, to give everything without holding back, without reserve, without expecting anything in return, not even a better life or a better experience.

Our deepest desire is for truth or God, is it not? And not just for how God can be experienced by self, but how God is experienced by God – something neither the ego nor self can ever know. The infinity of the infinite will always be experienced as annihilation to self when self comes to its own boundary and imagines what is beyond it.

Love truth, love the infinite, love God, with all your heart. Do not love your experiences of truth, but rather love truth as it is within itself. Take leave of yourself; flow out from yourself completely in all things. We all must die into life out of love, and thus embrace life lived beyond all self. We must become what we already are and let go into what has never held on.

How do you breathe? You just breathe. How do you embrace this letting go? You just embrace it. It’s like breathing out, continually. It’s an emptying out of all uneccessary ‘selfing’.” (Pg 118 – 119)

Love,

xDaisy

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