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Nov 14

EarthShift, Podcast, Free Will and Free Online Group Healing

Hello 🙂

Yes, as many of you will be aware, we are in the middle of an EarthShift 🙂 I don’t want to get into too much complexity about what we are doing, since I think it runs the risk of feeling a little distancing. In a nutshell though, every so often a huge group of Vortex Healing practitioners gets together to work on the earth and human species. The group is led by Ric Weinman and Anthony Gorman. This particular EarthShift is about creating two new points of choice from Divinity, within creation, which actually allow all human beings to move into more of a friendliness with one another. What we are moving out of is a type of intense negativity. As a species, we went into that like a trajectory, many thousands of years back in time and it has been influencing life on Earth ever since. 

If you would prefer to book thenext Free Online Group Healing without reading on, then itis this Wed 17th Nov @ 1pm GMT. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

Please note that you need to pre-book. You can also book as many Groups as you like in advance. 

For Private Sessions, you will receive an email (or text if you requested this when booking) with which you can rearrange or cancel your session if you wish. That email may wind up in your junk box – so please check. 

Here is the link to book Private Sessions:-

I am very happy to say that I was interviewed for a podcast during the summer. The series has been created by Max Buchmann, who you may know from the Group Healings. I have received very humbling and moving feedback about our conversation and I feel it is time to share it with all of you. Please also feel free to explore the other episodes in this series since, like I have, you may learn a great deal from them :-

On a different subject, many of you ask me about free will or free choice. It is indeed a fascinating topic 🙂 and I would like to share more. These insights are from discussions with my friends and experiences on my own path and those of the teachers and practitioners of Vortex Healing. 

The essential thing is that all choice is Divine choice. Contrary to popular belief, the intellect has little involvement in making choices. Every choice – big or small – arises from Mystery. It then moves through the body and system of the individual, giving it the appearance of coming from that individual. The only such thing as free choice or free will is that which comes out of what is already free (ie, Divinity). At any point when a choice is being made, life can actually go in either direction: Divinity can choose to follow egoic consciousness, or it can choose to follow freedom. Also worth noting, is that the power to do any of this is coming from the only source of any power: Divinity. Surprisingly enough, the ego doesn’t have any power. It has no power ‘of its own’. 

A question may then arise, something like, “But why would Divinity choose to follow egoic consciousness?” You may have noticed that, in fact, Divinity mostly does choose the forays of egoic consciousness. I think that this is for the pure play of it all. Remember, Divinity does not have likes nor dislikes. So it’s not in that separation game whatsoever – it’s not condemning anything, it’s not exalting anything, it’s not believing one person to be better than another etc. etc. By moving into egoic consciousness, I think Divinity is exploring 🙂 It’s exploring the experience of separation 🙂  Divinity is absolutely fascinated by the play of that and by the myriad ways in which that expresses. And it seems to me that Divinity is doing this…until it isn’t any more 🙂 

Love,

xDaisy

Jun 28

Free Online Group Healing: Breaking Our Addiction to the Next Moment

Hello 🙂

How are you? 

In many ways, it is our addiction to the next moment which keeps the whole egoic structure going. The ‘I’, the ‘me’, the source of separation and suffering, depends upon time. Contrary to our reflex and to popular belief, we do not need this ‘I’ in order to function optimally. 

Whatever is happening, we feel sure that it could be improved upon – or that a catastrophe is about to happen – and so we dream of the next big thing, the future, the soulmate, or of escaping disaster, of being saved etc. Therefore we will not allow ourselves to stop. 

But it is in stopping, deeply and truly, that we are able to break these fantasies. As it all breaks down, we finally get in touch with the Divinity within. This is the stillness, Love, peace, harmony, and more, which we are seeking. In fact, everything we thought we were going to find in what is beyond the now, is already here. The contrast is quite incredible, between where we thought we would find all this and where we do find it. Divinity is revealed to us by resting gently as awareness: simply by doing that and nothing more than that. 

The Free Online Group Healing on this, will be on Wednesday @ 1pm BST. NB: please write to me at the email stated in the ‘Contact’ section, in order to be added to the group email invitations for these sessions.

On a different note, here is a message from Amma’s UK ashram:-

‘We are delighted to share that, as of 2 weeks ago, our Covid-19 fundraising campaign for India raised just over £10,500 (from 106 donors). Thank you to everyone who donated, spread the word and shared the link. As the need is high, we will keep the campaign running for a couple more weeks – pls do share this update with anyone you know who has contributed or would still like to. (Select “Covid-19 India Crisis” from the optional drop-down menu) 

https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webscr?cmd=_s-xclick&hosted_button_id=86GSDHXVKGYU6&source=url

Wishing you all a beautiful day with Ammas Infinite Grace.’

Love,

xDaisy

Ps As a little boy in Amritapuri (Amma’s ashram) said to Amma during a public Q&A a few days ago, “When we turn towards the sun, there is no shadow. There is only light. But when we turn away from the sun, there is a shadow. Likewise with God. When we turn towards God and face That always, there will be no shadows.”

Mar 23

Free Online Group Healing: Breaking Our Addiction to the Next Moment

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I am very well, enjoying life and taking some incredible Vortex Healing classes at the moment 🙂 First things first: the next Free Online Group Healing is tomorrow @ 1pm GMT. Thank you to those of you who have already booked. NB: please book only if you can DEFINITELY attend the session, and if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr):-

https://www.wuji-web.uk/daisy

In many ways, it is our addiction to the next moment which keeps the whole egoic structure going. The ‘I’, the ‘me’, the source of separation and suffering, depends upon time. Contrary to our reflex and to popular belief, we do not need this ‘I’ in order to function optimally. 

Whatever is happening, we feel sure that it could be improved upon – or that a catastrophe is about to happen – and so we dream of the next big thing, the future, the soulmate, or of escaping disaster, of being saved etc. etc. etc. So we will not allow ourselves to stop. 

Yet it is in stopping, deeply and really, that we are able to break these fantasies. As it all breaks, we finally get in touch with the Divinity within. This is the stillness, peace, harmony and more – everything we thought we were going to find in what we dreamed is beyond the now. The contrast is quite incredible between where we thought we would find all of this, and where we really find it. Divinity is revealed to us by resting gently as awareness: simply by doing that, and nothing more than that. In my opinion and experience, this is what happiness actually is. And there is no end to the depth of it. This will be the focus of the Group tomorrow. I plan to facilitate a guided meditation, first to feel the addiction to the next moment and then to rest as awareness. You could think of awareness as the stillness in the middle of all that constant thinking or constant movement. 

Love,

xDaisy

Feb 7

Free Online Group Healing: Loneliness

Hello 🙂

How are you?

The subject of this week’s Group is Loneliness, and the reason I chose it is because this is something we all feel deep down inside. During the past week, I was with a friend and I began to weep and weep and weep – and it all just came pouring out. I didn’t actually know what I was feeling, only that I was feeling. But she knew, and explained that I was experiencing loneliness. Then through such an open-hearted original discussion with her, complete with more tears and snot :-), I began to see that despite its inherently isolating nature, loneliness is felt by everybody everywhere. For those with families, partners or living with close friends, they are locked in together sometimes 24/7 (in London at any rate) and may begin to feel that what they had projected into these relationships, isn’t actually there. (It isn’t meant to be there, but that is another discussion of its own, which we won’t go into right now). And so the loneliness arises from where it always was inside. For others like me, who are living a solo life, there is the more obvious form of loneliness. It is not something that is in any way dependent upon our circumstances, contrary to egoic perception. In reality, it is the primary feeling which follows on from any sense, big or small, of separation from Divinity – from our true nature. Perhaps you have also had your lockdown loneliness meltdown, or perhaps it is still to come. Either way, I believe you will get something important from this Group, where we will explore this deep and intimate facet of the human condition together. I will be including guided meditation, chanting (briefly) and transformative energy work, plus there will be a chance to feel connected to community and to share at the end if you wish to do so. 

This Free Online Group Healing is this Wednesday at 1pm GMT. Please book your place here, if you can attend for the duration of the hour on Zoom:-

https://www.wuji-web.uk/daisy

I’m sorry for this repeat, since almost all of you have got this message by now, but for the few who have not, I must emphasise: it is crucial to pay beforehand for all private sessions. Thank you. 

I look forward to seeing you in the Group if you can attend, or otherwise in private sessions 🙂 

Love,

xDaisy

Oct 5

Free Online Group Healing: Surrendering Separateness

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I am good 🙂 Currently, I am repeating the Vortex Healing class ‘Awakening to Divinity’ and it is Ric Weinman’s Birthday (the Vortex founder and teacher of this class). 

As requested, here is the quote from Neem Karoli Baba (translated by one of his closest devotees), which I read during the last group session. The timing feels so right, because this avatar happens to be Ric’s Guru :-

I am like the wind

No one can hold me

I belong to everyone

No one can own me

The whole world is my home

All are my family

I live in every heart

I will never leave you

The next fortnightly Free Online Group Healing is this Wednesday 7th October at 1pm BST. Here is the link with which to book:-

https://www.wuji-web.uk/daisy

We will gather together to explore surrendering separateness. To explain what I mean by this and to support a broader understanding of the awakening embodiment evolution, I will share something from the class I am currently taking. 

Ric took us through an exceptionally beautiful guided meditation yesterday, while the ‘transmission’ for ‘Awakening to Divinity’ was running through him. If you are wondering what the name of the class means, I hope that my sharing will also go some way to answering that. As I went deeper in meditation, I felt touched by Divinity in such a direct way…that I was brought to tears. Following this, there was suddenly a rushing energetic shift (akin to a shock) throughout my system. Next, panic and terror began to release from within (pertaining to my core conditioning) and that was accompanied by a spontaneous breathing release, and by shaking. As the panic and terror released, I saw that they were at the root of all my other emotions. This embodied perception set me free, completely, from the grip of these other emotions, and also from projection and blame in way that was spontaneous and organic. 

Then came some profound realisations, not as ideas, concepts or insights, but as something far far more real than that. I fell deeper in meditation, to the point where I sensed the remaining separateness inside with total clarity. In this clarity, I recognised that separateness is actually created – from within. I saw how this fictional separateness was animating the conditioning, literally giving it ‘realness’ which it didn’t actually have. 

Not only was the conditioning not real, but the separateness itself (which is much deeper – being the origin point – primary) wasn’t real either. What I was ‘left with’ so-to-speak, was Divinity. Previously, Divinity had still been experienced as somewhat ‘outside’ in a subtle way, for example in Amma. But now it revealed itself as what I am. The appearance of a subtle boundary between ‘inside’ and ‘outside’ dissolved. This was not an experience, it was beyond. There is a totality to Divinity which may be impossible to convey in words. 

Now, I must to bed. See you soon,

Love,

xDaisy