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Apr 30

The Magical Jewel (pt. 2) 

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I am great 🙂 I’m writing to share the next instalment of the incredible class I just did in Virginia Beach with Ric Weinman, The Magical Jewel, following on from the shift I wrote about in my second to last newsletter. I suppose I find it somehow important to attempt to convey the power and lived experiences / aftermaths of this awakening embodiment evolution and these Vortex Healing classes. 

Also, the next Free Online Group Healing is tomorrow 1st May @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

To continue :-

Class ended for the day after that unbelievable breakthrough I had had and the plan was to go to a friend’s Birthday party at a restaurant later on and pick up groceries beforehand. My friends and I got into the truck of a person who is extremely dear to me and who had offered to drive us to the supermarket. Even before I got to the truck and sat in the passenger seat, I began to have sensations in my body which built and built. As I touched the dashboard of the car, I could feel orgasmic waves passing through everything… I mean, it was ecstatic for me just to touch the car in this way. Yet these waves of heaven were in everything / as everything, so it wasn’t personal and it wasn’t sexual as much as it was sensual; it felt like Divine Union everywhere all at once. My breathing deepened and transformed in a similar way to when the breakthrough was occurring, difficult to convey in words, but it was something like gasping while simultaneously breathing very very deeply. I became sensitive to the cold and any cold air on my skin was painful, yet my body was hot and especially my heart centre – which one of my friends was holding and commenting on. My whole body was waving, somehow like water, like the ocean, yet also shaking and I had nerve pain all over. I took two paracetamol and some CBD oil (without THC) because the pains were very intense, especially in my left shoulder, neck and head. I had to sit up very straight all the time in the car, which was kind of awkward, because there was Shakti was pouring out of me like continuous rivers, especially up and down my spine. My body seemed no longer to be in my conscious control, so I tried to let go more and more of trying to ‘catch’ it. None of this, nor anything else at all, was experienced in any way as a problem or as wrong. But my friends were worried about me because of how weirdly my being was behaving – lol! I could see how worried they were and I tried to reassure them often. My mind was blank, yet words were coming out of my mouth when in communication. I felt no conflicted emotions nor thought any thoughts in that vein either. Everything was experienced as perfect imperfection and as One thing happening, and on a deeper level (so-to-speak) very definitely as Divinity itself. Life was being felt without separation or individuation. 

We arrived at the supermarket and went in. Immediately, I needed to grab hold of the arm of the extremely dear person because I experienced the place as overwhelming on all levels. I wanted to whisper to him and hide from everyone, especially strangers, because there was a sense of 100% exposure. I grabbed his arm and squeezed it tightly, so much so that I was concerned I may hurt him yet unable to loosen my grip because I then found I couldn’t walk – lol! I could only shuffle. A friend saw me and said I looked like a pensioner – LOL! It was so funny… Thankfully, the dear person was patient and protective and we made our way round some of the aisles at a snail’s pace. The experience was that my feet were so rooted that they were going through the ground into the earth and the Shakti shocks and rivers continued on and on through my spine and were exploding out of my body from every angle without ceasing. All the while, my breathing was still very weird like before. I still had pain but that was lost in the absolute wonder I felt….. I couldn’t believe how amazing a supermarket is… I just kept gazing at everything and everyone in wonder. I think I felt in awe that it all existed at all. And that so much was happening all at once – it was so ecstatic and orgasmic and thrilling! Even a few steps taken by ‘my own’ body was exciting for me 🙂 My mind was still blank and still words came out of my mouth sometimes, from somewhere, but I knew not from where. I wanted to whisper secretly to this dear person, so that no one could hear or see, because I felt so see-through in every way. I felt all of my inner world was exposed right out there in front of the whole of everything. I hid behind the dear person when anyone would come along. I saw objects in the supermarket, but couldn’t relate them to anything. There was no sense of need or hunger because I was not experiencing any sense of separation. I saw a loaf of bread and was fascinated by it : what was this? Why was it here? Isn’t it amazing..?? It was like being able to see the bread in the shiny plastic packaging, but without any overlayed ideas pushed onto it. I knew somehow that it was bread, yet bread no longer had any separate meaning or story.

Well, we weren’t getting very far in that state – Lol! So the dear one suggested that we go outside into the car park where there were trees and grass. As soon as I got out of the building, my system began to open outwards and it felt like consciousness was hugely expanding and being ‘allowed’ to free itself, unbounded. My body let go and the shaking, the breathing decreased a tiny bit and I could walk a little bit faster. I sat underneath a tree, which ‘helped’ further, although not as much as I had thought it would : I still had to sit bolt upright, rather than leaning against the tree, in order to allow the continuous Shakti to flow and release. I found it comforting to feel the grass underneath my crossed legs and root chakra and to hold onto the calf (leg) of the extremely dear person. Words of gratitude began to leave my lips towards him and we talked about some private things like love. I wanted to stay there forever… 

I felt terrible, though, that I was unable to help my friends with our grocery shopping for the hotel room and fridge. I felt torn between responsibility, which was fiercely arising, and my body’s natural behaviour which was beyond my ability to alter. So I surrendered as best I could. Somehow, I knew that if I could speak my experiences into a voice recorder, that would help my system to calm (perhaps because it would gain expression). So I did that. After this, my friends returned and we all piled into the truck to go to the Birthday party. On the way to the restaurant, I wanted to wave at everyone through the window of the car because I couldn’t believe they were there. It fascinated me that people existed : I knew there was no separation at all, yet here were people walking and talking around in their lives and I couldn’t get over how amazing that was. I marvelled at it and felt like crying with joy. When I retracted my hand through the window of the car, I couldn’t understand how it was still there. How can you put a hand through, into a different place, and then draw it back? How come it didn’t stay in that ‘other’ space? I somehow expected any object / thing to just disappear and I had no issue with that. I told my friends that my hand was still there because I thought they might find it as surprising as I did. Lol! It was all very funny and filmic. The dear person and one of my friends in the truck had both taken a lot of acid in the past and said that this is what acid is like, which was very interesting to learn. Suffice to say, I didn’t make it to the party – lol! My friends went and the dear person and I ate some hearty protein, which grounded me a lot and after about three more hours, my physical and energetic expressions somewhat ‘balanced’. A funny thing is though, ever since the original shift I went through and to this day, I can no longer tolerate wearing perfume or using room spray, whereas before I loved them. Plus, my appetite has become erratic and lessened, even with some occasional nausea. I think I’ll leave it there, in case this becomes lengthy or boring. Stay tuned for more such fun, if this was fun for you 🙂 

I am in London and will be here for at least 1 month. I am offering in-person sessions and will come to you, if you live within tube zones 1 or 2. Please contact me via WhatsApp, Telegram or regular text to arrange this (price = £100, payable before the beginning of the session via cash, bank transfer or PayPal). 

Alternatively, here is the link to book online private sessions :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

If you would like to train in Vortex Healing, the next Foundational Class with Anthony Gorman is starting very soon : 8th May 🙂 Please book asap, since there might be only a few places left. I couldn’t recommend this class more highly to you 🙂 

https://www.anthonygorman.org

Love,

xDaisy

Apr 21

The Magical Jewel (pt.1)

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I am great 🙂 I’m writing to share what happened during the phenomenal Vortex Healing class ‘The Magical Jewel’ and to tell you about the next Free Online Group Healing. I am now back in London and will be here for at least 1 month, while I integrate this class and another significant event which happened during it. 

The part of the class I wish to share, is what could be called (for want of better words) a profound awakening, which has probably been the most life-changing so far. Here is what I wrote about it and shared in class :-

There was a meditation in which Ric Weinman asked the class to “use the world as the mantra”. All-of-a-sudden, for some unknown reason, I recognised immediately what was being pointed to. It was as if, whatever Ric was instructing, I was able to sense both what he was talking about, but more importantly where he was coming from. So when those words were spoken, I burst into tears and my breathing completely changed in the seeing that the world itself ISDivinity. 

Everything began to ‘become’ this beauty and I couldn’t contain it… My body could not contain the revelation of that because of the depth it reached. Simultaneously, there was a sense of ‘this is the missing piece of the puzzle, this is what I always longed to admit to myself and to surrender to.’ I began more and more to perceive this true beauty and it broke my heart completely… Then the crying and the breathing really exploded even more and my body was breaking apart and melting away into That. I could see that every single thing was as-if being birthed by Divinity as its own Self. There was no longer any subject / object though : it was as if the world was the Divine in a complete and total way. The gratitude to perceive it all and the inherent joy of the world was totally overwhelming……… The beauty was so exquisite that I couldn’t contain in my body what I was feeling and so everything broke again and again. The insights which were coming in were impossible to record mentally, but it was like a flow throughout the being. When I would pray to Amma, it was like She was melted into the world. 

I was shocked by two things : first of all, how could I have missed this? And secondly, how could I think that anything which had happened was bad or wrong? Then I started to feel this remorse about the things I had said about people or done or thought and I began to say sorry profusely. But when I said sorry, there was this benevolence and Love which met the apologies and were coming over those “wrongdoings” like a kind of fluid of Love – yet beyond Love. I think it was what Adyashanti calls Redemptive Love. There was this profound sense of redemption of everything I had “done wrong” – and for everyone else too. In that, I couldn’t believe I had ever thought someone had wronged me. That whole sense was completely gone……..and I saw that there was absolutely no truth in it. How foolish I had been not to see that no-one could ever do that and I could never do that. Everything was ‘forgiven’ so-to-speak, and then it was noticed that there was actually an inherent sense of forgiveness in the world itself. The world was forgiving everyone that was doing these things, including even me. And this was the overriding revelation : that the world itself is Divinity. There was no ‘Divine coming into creation’, there were no two different things happening, even though the Divine was birthing the world. At another time, this would have seemed like a paradox, yet there was no sense of paradox. All I could do, was to bow down in front of this beauty… Even though there was no subject / object or anything like that, there was a bowing down in true reverence for what was being seen. 

There was an in-loveness with life, yet with everything being the same thing there wasn’t any neediness, attachment or drama. There were also no exceptions being made to this Loving : it was a total and utter thing. It didn’t make exceptions for this person or that person. I was praying, “Let me not forget this. Let me live from this, instead of going back to the old way of acting out and getting into dramas.” I was almost begging, “Let me not forget what I’ve seen. Let me live this now.” Simultaneously, strangely enough, there was such a stillness and a resting and a Silence. It was a recognition of what life actually is and how much I love it. It took me out of this ‘trying to get something from life’ and ending up eventually in despair, which was replaced with, ‘of course I love life!’ There was a distinct returning. It was a return to this absolute love of the world, this total Love…for no reason and with no agenda. Out of that naturally arose tender celebration. 

The next Free Online Group Healing is this Tuesday 23rd April @ 10am London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

I am offering in-person sessions and will come to you, if you live within London tube zones 1 or 2. Please contact me via WhatsApp, Telegram or regular text to arrange this (price = £100, payable before the beginning of the session via cash, bank transfer or PayPal). 

Here is the link to book online private sessions :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

Love,

xDaisy

Mar 27

Free Online Group Healings :-) 

Hello 🙂

How are you?

The next Free Online Group Healing is on April Fool’s Day (lol!) 1st April @ 1pm (London time) 🙂 Please book your place here if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr), in a quiet space free from distractions. 

If you feel drawn, please let your friends / fam / etc. know about the Group by sharing this link with them. Thank you 🙏

There are two more sessions as well, which you can book via this link.

I will return to London on the 18th April, having completed the class ‘The Magical Jewel’ (the most advanced level of Vortex Healing) in Virginia Beach, USA. Again, I will be offering in-person, private online and online group sessions at that time. 

I was recently watching a rare live satsang by Adyashanti, who was talking directly from awakened intelligence. I would like to share my take on some of what he conveyed that day. The idea that we need to get rid of our egos is only an idea which arises from ego. The Truth has a totally different way, a completely other orientation, and then there is what could be described as a third way. This is when our egos find their proper relationship to our deeper nature, when they come into service to it. The potential of that is that the ego is simply a support to true nature. You see, there’s no war – no going into battle with your mind (which never worked anyway) – and no going against anything. Not even any choosing. It’s as if a type of marriage or coming together occurs : a marriage of what once appeared as opposites. This is the integration, embodiment and surrender which colours true human evolution. 

Here is the link to book online private sessions :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

During Maha Shivarartri in Amritapuri recently, Amma surprised us all by playing an interview she had been asked to give by UNESCO for International Women’s Day! Both days happened to fall on the same date this year, like a marriage of masculine and feminine I felt 🙂 Although the interview we were shown during the celebration was the full length one and this has been greatly reduced, I wanted to include it here. Enjoy 🙂

Om purnamadah purnamidam

Purnat purnamudacyate

Purnasya purnamadaya

Purnam-eva-vasisyate

Om santih santih santih

Om sri gurubyo namah

Hari Om

Om, That is the whole, this is the whole,

from the whole the whole becomes manifest

taking away the whole from the whole,

the whole remains.

Om peace, peace, peace

Om, reverence to the auspicious gurus

Hari Om

Love,

xDaisy

Mar 17

In-Person and Online Sessions are back on :-) 

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I am happy and well here in London 🙂 I was recently thinking about sharing some photos with you, as I felt that you might like to see a bit more of what goes on in Amma’s ashram (Amritapuri). That same day, a friend messaged me from America to say that he had seen me and my dear friend Charusila in Amma’s Maha Shivaratri 2024 video on YouTube 🙂 So, I am including that here :-

I am offering in-person sessions for the next 2.5 weeks, if you live within London tube zones 1 or 2. Please contact me via WhatsApp, Telegram or regular text to arrange this. The price is £100, payable before the start time of the session via bank transfer, cash, PayPal or Wise. 

Here is the link to book online private sessions. Please note that the usual schedule is back on :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

There is a wonderful art event being held online for Amma’s charities 🙂 Please contact me directly if you are an artist interested in contributing your own work, or if you are interested in buying :-

Join us on social media to see the beautiful Devotional Art being offered by devotees, with all proceeds going to impoverished communities worldwide from Amma’s vast network of humanitarian charities :  Embracing the World.

Instagram : @ammaprasadartauction

Fb: The Amma Shop group

https://www.facebook.com/groups/www.theammashop.org/?ref=share&mibextid=NSMWBT

Love,

xDaisy

Mar 12

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Breaking Into Bhakti

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I am very well indeed and am now writing to you from London 🙂 

At the end of my stay in Amritapuri, which was filled with peace and happiness this time, I found myself sitting on the floor of the main hall for bhajans. My flight was to leave later on that night, so (in a way) I was saying goodbye to Amma. 

I’m going to try to convey what it feels like to be with this Living Master and perhaps a tiny bit of what She is doing with our paths to God-realisation. It is difficult to do so, partly because you have to have really stayed with Amma for a good amount of time to grok this, and partly because it is so tricky to communicate in words what is totally beyond words. Nevertheless, I feel to try. 

There was a particular bhajan which Amma sang that night which seemed to crack me open completely. I often feel that She takes us from a sort-of habitual mundane emotional state to the uppermost heights of what the passion for Divinity is capable of; and it can happen in a split second when She sings. All She needs is a tiny crack – a hair’s breadth of space – in which to reveal the Great Mystery in all its glory. As I was sitting there singing with everyone, this happened to a whole new degree. Amma leaves the very best til last 😉 

As my heart burst with longing, I started sobbing uncontrollably and there was a surrender which felt almost physical and beyond physicality at the same time, as if my heart opened from the front to the back (spine) and outwards, beyond…….. What I was feeling was a blend of the most immense gratitude, with joy – pure joy – and devotional Love (Bhakti). As my system underwent Amma’s ‘surgery’, I felt the return to Innocence, unconditional Love and the perception (as if for the first time) of what She is doing with us all. I could see in that moment, that Amma is the salvation for the whole of humanity. Ric Weinman once told me that She “has the long-haul job of transforming the heart of humanity” and Adyashanti once created a series about what he describes as ‘Redemptive Love’. It was as if those two insights came alive at once, yet in a brand new way, and then went beyond even that… 

There was this absolutely overwhelming – literally overwhelming – gratitude. It was for all of the above and also for the beyondness of what was being revealed, and yet simultaneously it was uncaused. There was zero sense of specialness, yet a complete sense of being present and available for the transformation happening through this body and heart and through the bodies and hearts of all those around me on that sacred ground. Perhaps it could be said that the small self / me / I suddenly broke open and was consumed by / merged into Divinity / became what it truly had always been. The crying was so intense that I couldn’t contain it in any way. I was floored byTrue Love, fiery devotion (which was also recognised as being choiceless) and the sense of being in the right place at the right time : of pre-destiny. That was mixed with the utter gratefulness for what Amma has done for us all, and how different things could have been if She hadn’t come to Earth during this era. This seeing engendered in me such confidence…….trust, surrender, and faith in the highest. It was breathtaking.

In the taxi on the way to Trivandrum airport afterwards, I noticed that there was complete Peace, “the peace which surpasses all understanding” as Adyashanti puts it. Thoughts would still arise and pass, but ‘witnessing’ – in the most engaged way – would simply perceive them, without interfering. It was a simple seeing, no more no less. I realised that you don’t actually need detachment when Bhakti has taken over. Love ‘becomes’ (so-to-speak) the only thing which makes sense. And the stunning thing is, it doesn’t even need to make sense. 

To discover more about the incredible global impacts of what Amma is doing, check out :-

Humanitarian

“Those who know the Self are always compassionate. They wish to see society thrive in peace and harmony. 

Love is the very foundation, beauty and fulfilment of life. If we dive deep enough into ourselves, we will find that the one thread of universal love ties all beings together.

As this awareness dawns within us, peace alone will reign.” ~ Amma

Here is the link to book online private sessions and please note that the usual schedule is now back on :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

Looking forward to seeing you again 🙂 🙂 🙂 

Love,

xDaisy

Feb 16

Sessions are back on :-) 

Hello 🙂

How are you?

Yes, sessions are back on 🙂 You can book any day 10am – 2 15pm Indian Standard Time, except  Mondays and Tuesdays. NB : your session will be displayed in your own timezone in the email you will receive from Calendly. 

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

A natural aspect of Embodiment of whatever degree of awakening one has realised, is service (seva), as the force of awake energy moves from the personal to the impersonal. Until that shift happens, Embodiment itself means very little at all, no matter how many classes / awakenings / breakthroughs / experiences of Divinity etc. etc. one has been through. Both Adyashanti and Eckhart Tolle have spoken eloquently on this. Another part of such Embodiment though, could perhaps be described as the stillness aspect. Having the opportunity to sit for many hours on stage with Amma and simply meditating in that radiance, is incredibly nourishing for this aspect. I have never found anything better for Embodiment and certainly no replacement for this simple and humbling act. Beholding the beauty of this avatar, this direct incarnation of Divinity in a human body, is a motion of awe….…any identification with form, any separation lingering, anything ‘else’, gently dissolves back into Divinity. 

It becomes clearer and clearer that the ‘reason’ (if there is one or needs to be) for coming here to Amritapuri is God-realisation. And in every single Darshan, Amma is putting it right in our face! Because of our naturally and passionately arising devotion to Amma, and the resulting alignment, surrender and deepening (in Divinity) created by that, in my opinion it will follow for Amma’s children. 

Looking forward to seeing you again,

Love,

xDaisy

Jan 20

A Rain of Grace

Hello 🙂

How are you? 

It has been an incredibly busy time during December 2023 and January 2024. Happily so, with many many blessings and much Grace, but yet so very busy indeed. I want to apologise for not finding the time to do the Group on the 12th Jan, for not being so available lately and for not getting back to all of your emails and messages. 

I also want to thank you, for all your inner work in 2023, which made my job as a healer such a delight. I love what I do and I love working with you 🙂 I feel so fortunate to be working with such interesting, intelligent, loving and sincere beings. May we all get what we need and our life’s goal. 

Having arrived in India on the 16th of this month, I have had quite a ride already with travel and illness (India digestive stuff). But it has all been so right….. You know when you just realise the profound ‘rightness’ of the experiences you are having..? I don’t know if that’s really the correct word for the context, but I think you probably get the gist.

I am currently in Goa and will be travelling to Cochin in Kerala on the 24th and then on to the ashram (Amritapuri) on the 26th. As much as I would like to work from my room here in Goa, the connectivity just isn’t reliable enough. I am hoping that once I reach the ashram, I will be given a room which makes online private sessions possible. I miss you all and miss giving the sessions I so love. Although it has to be said that I will have very limited access to reliable connectivity, you can try me on WhatsApp or Telegram if you need something – especially if you are experiencing a healing emergency / crisis. 

There is something important I want to share with you all. I had a deep and mystical experience of Truth just now, whilst watching one of my favourite films of all time. These words then came through, perhaps partially channelled, perhaps partially from my interpretation of what I realised in that moment :- 

Please always know that a Rain of Grace is falling upon you. Divinity is always always always here, perfectly available and present. Listening within is the way. Doing so, any person can find the sole force of this entire universe and fall into That endlessly, or even only for a few seconds. Yet such ‘seconds’ will possibly change the rest of that person’s life, forever. 

Trust your feelings, and from there trust what is the basis of those feelings (and of all things), and from there, dive even deeper still. Surrender now, and you will never regret doing so. Be here now, and you will never regret doing so. Give yourself peace now, and you will never regret doing so. Always know that you are loved beyond imagining, by the Formless itself – in fact by Divinity in and out of form. 

I sometimes think that Unconditional Love is the only thing worth calling reality. 

It’s unlikely that I will be able to offer the Free Online Group Healings until my return to London in mid-March. However, once I am back in London I will be offering these, plus in-person sessions again as before 🙂 

For now though, you can book online private sessions via the usual link beginning in mid-March :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

Please stay tuned to these posts for info on when I can resume giving online private sessions from here in India. I hope to see you soon 🙂 

Love and care,

xDaisy

Dec 9

Reminder: in-person sessions in London until 15th Jan :-) 

Hello 🙂

Yes, I am offering in-person private sessions if you live within London tube Zones 1 or 2 : I will come to your home. The price is £100 and you can pay via bank transfer, PayPal or cash before the start time of your session. Please contact me via WhatsApp or Telegram to book. I am in London until I fly to Amma in India on the 15th January. 

Please be aware, once I arrive in Amritapuri I will be taking time to focus solely on Amma and God-realisation. This will be for at least 3 weeks, possibly more – therefore please plan your sessions accordingly, for before that period. You can book online private sessions via the usual link :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

The next Free Online Group Healing is on Friday 29th December @ 1pm (London time) 🙂 Please book your place here, if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions :-

Below is a short cute video I think you will enjoy 🙂 

Love,

xDaisy

Dec 3

London until 15th Jan :-) 

Hello 🙂

How are you? 

I am very well indeed, feeling inspired, grateful and in love with the winter and Christmas season here in London 🙂 I am in London until the 15th Jan 2024, at which time I will fly to Amma in India. 

Please be aware that once I arrive in Amritapuri, I will be taking time to focus solely on Amma and God-realisation. This will be for at least 3 weeks, possibly more, so please plan your sessions accordingly for before that time. You can book online private sessions via the usual link :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

The next Free Online Group Healing is on Friday 29th December @ 1pm (London time) 🙂 Please book your place here, if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions :-

Love,

xDaisy

Oct 18

Free Online Group Healing : 1pm this Friday 

Hello 🙂

How are you? 

I am good 🙂 Just in case you are wondering, I am not in London. The stage of the residency process I am currently in here in Portugal would not allow me to take that flight on the 11th, as planned. So I am returning to London for around 3 weeks on the 15th December. During that time, I will be offering in-person private sessions again 🙂 🙂 🙂 If you live within London tube Zones 1 or 2, I will come to your home. The price is £100 and you can pay via bank transfer, cash, Wise or PayPal before the start time of your session. Please contact me via WhatsApp or Telegram to book in-person sessions.

The next Free Online Group Healing is this Friday the 20th October @ 1pm (Lisbon / London time) 🙂 Please book your place here, if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions, thank you :-

Please note thatnothing changes with online private sessions from here in Portugal, or when I am in London. You can book via the usual link :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

Now that I have had time to process it, I am ready to acknowledge Adyashanti’s retirement. Hopefully you have heard about this already and my mentioning it is not a shock. It is difficult for me to write or talk about this because I have felt so emotional about Adya retiring. I just can’t believe that this time has come…I never thought it would, even though it feels completely right. I feel that from the depth which he is now in, there is nothing more to communicate about awakening or embodiment. He has given everything to the world and now is the time to surrender into the Silence he so loves in a final way. (Just to be clear, I am not talking about physical death.) The legacy Adya is leaving behind in retiring, is one of grass-roots goodness, Truth, Compassion and dharmic selflessness. I will be ever grateful for all he has revealed and encouraged me to dive into within. The blessings he has brought into my life are exquisite, continuous in nature, untold, untellable… Often, I find myself crying inside and, in moments of solitude, these tears surface to freedom. 

Love,

xDaisy

Aug 23

Destination Destiny

Hello 🙂

How are you? 

I have some significant news to share with you today, which might come as quite a surprise. Last week, I made the decision to move here to Portugal. It was a case of simply recognising what was already happening and then tuning into what I sensed intuitively, meditating in a Silent eucalyptus forest in the foothills of the mountains. The greatest thing I feel to communicate now, is that I want you to know I already miss you and that this move is very challenging for me. I am going on pure intuition here. 

I imagine that this may bring up a lot for some of you and I want to acknowledge that. Please feel free to reach out here, or via WhatsApp / Telegram to share your feelings with me. However, remember that during the periods when I am in London, I will offer in-person sessions again (as well as online). I will travel to you if you live in central London : please stay tuned for more details and info about this. It looks likely that I will be in London from the 11th October for a few weeks, but this does depend on the residency process in Portugal and what stage it is at. 

Please note that nothing changes with online sessions and you can book via the usual link here :-

I have been sitting again with re-starting the Groups. I still don’t feel a clear Yes, but I will let you know when I do. Apologies to those who have specifically been waiting for these. 

There is a Foundational class in Vortex Healing® with Anthony from 18th to 22nd September. If you would like to take this magical class for the first time, or repeat it, please book here :- 

https://anthonygorman.org/Foundational.html

Love,

xDaisy

Apr 19

Session schedule available :-) 

Hello 🙂

How are you? 

I am great and yes – I am back in London 🙂  

In simple terms, being with Amma in-person for three and a half months (the longest single stretch I have ever spent with Her) was a huge reset. I have so much to say about that…… One thing I realised within being reset is, any question I have, Amma will answer at the right time.  

On to practical matters: firstly, my sincere apologies for all the tech and connectivity problems in India. You did so well to tolerate – thank you for your patience.

The schedule for Private Sessions has now opened up again. Here is the link to book. Please keep checking availability, as spaces can shift around, so what you wanted becomes available again :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

I am currently waiting to hear back from a venue I have in mind for in-person sessions. Regarding Groups, please bear with me as I have only just integrated my return from Amma’s form / living in Amritapuri.

I will begin telling the stories of my adventures with Amma in the next newsletter. For now, I leave you with these searing words from a bhajan I love to sing with Her :-

“Chidananda rupah

Sivoham! Sivoham!”

I am pure awareness-bliss

I am Shiva! I am Shiva!

And :-

“When we surrender to a True Master, we surrender to the entire Creation” ~ Amma

Love,

xDaisy

Feb 8

In Wild Heaven 

Hello 🙂

How are you? 

I am great 🙂 Being here with a direct physical incarnation of Divinity, living in harmony with nature,  people and animals and having an awakening focus to everything each day, feels like wild heaven… In fact, I heard a wonderful song of similar name on the plane jukebox flying here: R.E.M’s ‘Near Wild Heaven’. 

It occurs to me that the more we willingly relinquish in favour of Truth, Reality, unconditioned Love – the happier we are. Or at least, the happier we end up: it can involve a process, sometimes a rather long one – lol! I believe this is also why Amma recommends seva (selfless service) as the primary awakening practice for all her devotees. In the deepest place within, it quite simply makes a human being happiest to serve without personal gain. 

My friends and I have been sharing that it is actually difficult to do paid work here at the ashram, because one feels as if going against a great tide…as if, in the very air and atmosphere of Amritapuri, this dharma is flowing.  

As such, I have settled on a new schedule for Private Sessions while I am here with Amma. I have not yet settled on the same for the Groups, I am still feeling into that and patiently awaiting intuition. Therefore, for now I have cancelled all existing Group Healings, so please note this. 

I will be available for one Private Session per day on Zoom in the usual way, but for 7 days per week. Sessions will be at 2 30pm IST (9am GMT) each day. This begins on the 17th February. As a  reminder, I am returning to London on the 12th April and will adjust my availability accordingly at that time. Apologies if any of this is an inconvenience you. 

Here is the link to book Private Sessions (NB any which have been previously booked will not be affected and will go ahead) :-

I would like to share a couple of short points, from things I have learned by listening to the satsangs and my experiences here. 

One aspect of compassion is viewing all experiences which come to us – the good, the bad and the ugly – as gifts from God. When this attitude becomes true and real, the mind immediately becomes tranquil. 

Something crucial I find about Darshan with Amma, in particular when asking a question, is that – whatever I bring – Amma consistently responds with such a relaxed feeling and way about Her. It makes me feel that, if Amma is so relaxed about this, perhaps I can relax about it too. That is one of the greatest gifts Amma has given me over the course of my lifetime (and possibly many lifetimes – who knows?). 

One devotee shared a very beautiful thing which Amma once said : “At the end of our days on this earth, after all our successes and failures, the measure of our life will be how much we have loved” ~ Amma  

Love,

xDaisy

Feb 4

Update :-) :-) :-) 

Hello once again from Amma’s ashram 🙂

How are you? 

I am sorry it has taken this long to get back to you: I have been completely locked out of my Yahoo email account, due to a tricky tech problem. However, due to the power of Grace, the 1000 Names and a very willing Sevite here in the ashram, the seemingly impossible was made possible 🙂 

I am returning to London on the 12th April, hoping then to be able to give in-person sessions. This is a dream of mine 🙂 Another is an in-person retreat in Portugal in October with Chetana Thornton 🙂 So I will keep you updated and send invites as that unfolds. 

From soon-ish (and that’s a big ‘ish’, as everything in India seems to take about half a day to accomplish – lol!) until mid-April, I will make sessions available via Zoom as usual. There will be more limited availability. However, I plan to give a session each day – meaning to include the weekend. This will be very good news for some of you 🙂 I will write again once I have sorted the tech aspects of the changes and etc.: I am looking forward to being with you again 🙂 

I would like to leave you with just a few insights from my time here in Amritapuri – briefly, as I am cooked! A combination of an incredible Darshan with Amma last night, intense seva (selfless service), deep sadhana (spiritual practices) and lack of sleep. I feel it’s a thrillingly relentless schedule of Divinity in Amma’s physical presence. Definitely for those born to be wild 🙂 Actually, Amma apparently once said that while the Guru lives, their organisation is like a jungle; when they die, it’s like an office. I am so happy and fulfilled to be in the jungle!

In her comments after the satsang given on the 29th January, Amma said, “The most effective way to eliminate the ego is to have a roommate with a bigger ego.” LOL! How true… She added, in a more general sense, that only by facing the challenges of life will we be able to transcend the ego. 

An early Amma devotee named Kusuma, witnessed Amma healing a man named Dattan of King Leprosy (I have seen the footage of this, in which Amma actually licks his sores with her tongue). She asked Amma how she could stand it – when every other person was moving away from Dattan..? Amma replied that the real miracle is that she (Kusuma) herself has the same power inside her, but she doesn’t know it.

Love is the answer,

xDaisy

Jul 19

Inviting Grace Into Your Life + next Group = 27/7/22

Hello 🙂

I am currently watching this video from Eckhart Tolle and Ram Dass. I feel so inspired by it that I wish to send it to you right away :-

If you would like to attend the next Free Online Group Healing, it is happening on Wednesday 27th July @ 1pm BST. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

Please note that you need to pre-book. You can also book as many Groups as you like in advance. 

Please feel free to invite people to the Groups or to receive this newsletter: a message to me via WhatsApp, Telegram or regular text would be best to arrange this (as so with anything else, since email-replying is not my strong point).

For Private Sessions with me, here is the link. You will receive an email (or text if you request this when booking) with which you can rearrange or cancel your session up to 24hrs before the start time, if you wish :- 

I request that you never contact me about rearranging, cancelling or scheduling : instead, simply utilise the email sent to you by Calendly for this very purpose. It may end up in your spam / junk box, so please check.

Please also note that lateness, no-showing, cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full for that session. Thank you 🙂 

I am going to be offering workshops at Secret Garden Party this weekend and am leaving on Thursday. Please note that, as a result of this, I will not be contactable from 21st – 25th July. I hope, next time, I will be given more notice so I can invite you all 🙂 It would be so lovely to have you there! 

I also want to announce that there will be a course offered in Amma’s IAM Meditation in early September. Once we have organised this at Amma’s London ashram, I will let you know.

Love,

xDaisy

Jun 28

Free Online Group Healing : Tomorrow

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I am excited about offering this Group tomorrow 🙂 🙂 🙂 I really hope you can attend. Aside from the transformational aspect, I love being in community with all of you and forming pathways through this world mess together, with love and understanding. 

I hope you fared ok during the Summer Solstice. For me, this Solstice energy felt like a wild forest fire blazing its way through me. A friend remarked the day after, that whereas during Winter Solstice there is darkness outside so we find the light inside, during Summer Solstice there is light outside so we find the darkness within. This darkness is both the dazzling dark, the feminine divine essence, and also our most tightly held identities, secrets and core primal wounding. 

If you would like to attend the next Free Online Group Healing, it is happening tomorrow 29th June @ 1pm GMT. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

Please note that you need to pre-book. You can also book as many Groups as you like in advance. 

For Private Sessions with me, here is the link. You will receive an email (or text if you request this when booking) with which you can rearrange or cancel your session up to 24hrs before the start time, if you wish :- 

I request that you never contact me about rearranging, cancelling or scheduling : instead, simply utilise the email sent to you by Calendly for this very purpose. It may end up in your spam / junk box, so please check.

Please also note that lateness, no-showing, cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full for that session. Thank you 🙂 

Love,

xDaisy

Jun 10

Free Online Group Healing : this Wednesday (15th June)

Hello 🙂

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How are you?

If you would like to attend the next Free Online Group Healing, it is happening this Wednesday 15th June @ 1pm GMT. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

Please note that you need to pre-book. You can also book as many Groups as you like in advance. 

For Private Sessions with me, here is the link. You will receive an email (or text if you request this when booking) with which you can rearrange or cancel your session up to 24hrs before the start time, if you wish :- 

I request that you never contact me about rearranging, cancelling or scheduling : instead, simply utilise the email sent to you by Calendly for this very purpose. It may end up in your spam / junk box, so please check.

Please also note that lateness, no-showing, cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full for that session. Thank you 🙂 

I am in a particularly silent space after my practices this morning, so I don’t have anything to add today. I hope you are enjoying the sunshine 🙂 

Love,

xDaisy

May 17

Free Online Group Healing : Tomorrow

Hello 🙂

Often when I am preparing for the Group, I will read something which spontaneously makes me burst into tears. Perhaps the Divine arranges it this way so I don’t cry the whole way through the Group – lol! Because they are certainly worthy of that: the courage and the tenderness and love which run like threads through all these Groups are stunning. Plus, being as an emotional a being as I am (yet also so very guarded at the same time) often gives me the sensation that I could burst like this at any moment. Or perhaps it is the purity of life which does this to me. The purity and the joy and the pain and the suffering – all of it. Don’t you feel that being alive is the most amazing adventure? We never know what is coming next or how anything will be or look. It’s like life is continuously arising to greet itself, without any preconceived notions or pattern. I find that happy chaos very nourishing. Sometimes it is expressed well in free jazz. 

Anyway, one such thing which brought on those tears was reading this observation by Rupert Spira :-

“The greatest discovery in life is to discover that our essential nature does not share the limits nor the destiny of the body and mind” 

If you would like to attend the next Free Online Group Healing, it is happening tomorrow Wed 18th May @ 1pm GMT. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

Please note that you need to pre-book. You can also book as many Groups as you like in advance. 

For Private Sessions with me, you will receive an email (or text if you requested this when booking) with which you can rearrange or cancel your session, if you wish. That email may wind up in your spam / junk box, so please check. Here is the link to book Private Sessions:-

Please never contact me about rearranging, cancelling or scheduling : instead, simply utilise the email sent to you by Calendly for this very purpose.

And please also note that lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full for that session. Thank you 🙂 

As a closing note today, I would like to share this short video of Adyashanti in conversation with Loch Kelly :-

Love,

xDaisy

May 2

Free Online Group Healing : this Wednesday :-) 

Hello 🙂

How are you? I am very well 🙂 

If you would like to attend the next Free Online Group Healing, it is happening this Wed 4th May @ 1pm GMT. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

Please note that you need to pre-book. You can also book as many Groups as you like in advance. 

For Private Sessions with me, you will receive an email (or text if you requested this when booking) with which you can rearrange or cancel your session, if you wish. That email may wind up in your spam / junk box, so please check. Here is the link to book Private Sessions:-

Please never contact me about rearranging, cancelling or scheduling : instead, simply utilise the email sent to you by Calendly for this very purpose.

And please also note that lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full for that session. Thank you 🙂 

There happens to be a Kartika Puja happening at the ashram (Amritapuri) right now, so if you have time, click this link 🙂 :-

Love,

xDaisy

Apr 19

Free Online Group Healing : Tomorrow, plus new Amma film :-) 

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I am feeling fab after my holiday in Greece 🙂 🙂 🙂 I am excited to see you all and facilitate this next Group 🙂 It is tomorrow 20th April, so if you would like to attend @ 1pm GMT, here is the link you need for booking :-

Please note that you need to pre-book. You can also book as many Groups as you like in advance. 

For Private Sessions with me, you will receive an email (or text if you requested this when booking) with which you can rearrange or cancel your session, if you wish. That email may wind up in your spam / junk box, so please check. Here is the link to book Private Sessions:-

Please never contact me about rearranging, cancelling or scheduling : instead, simply utilise the email sent to you by Calendly for this very purpose.

And please also note that lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full for that session. Thank you 🙂 

There is a new Amma film coming soon, from a female Italian director 🙂 Here is the trailer:-

If you would like to support Ukraine, you can donate here:-

https://www.paypal.com/donate/?hosted_button_id=86GSDHXVKGYU6

On holiday, I began to delve deeper into Adyashanti’s book ‘Sacred Inquiry’. I would like to recommend it as reading for you and I invite you to engage with it without any preconceived notions about awakening, even those gathered from Vortex Healing classes or sessions.

See you tomorrow I hope 🙂

Love and care,

xDaisy

Dec 12

Free Online Group Healing this Wednesday

Hello 🙂

The next Free Online Group Healing is this Wed 15th Dec @ 1pm GMT. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

Please note that you need to pre-book. You will not be able to book on the day itself and no link is available to join like that. You can also book as many Groups as you like in advance. 

For Private Sessions, you will receive an email (or text if you requested this when booking) with which you can rearrange or cancel your session, if you wish. That email may wind up in your spam / junk box, so please check. Please do not contact me regarding rearranging or cancelling. 

Here is the link to book Private Sessions:-

I would like to share this episode of Max Buchmann’s podcast. You may know Max from the Group Healings or from interviewing me as part of this series. As I feel it is crucial that men are supported by other men in the dawning vision of embodied masculinity, the following episode is perhaps my favourite :-

Great news! From now on, all EarthShifts are free! 🙂 🙂 🙂 These incredible opportunities to give love, support and transformation to the earth + humanity are also now open to any Vortex Healing student or practitioner at any level 🙂 We suggest a donation to Amma’s charity ‘Embracing the World’. Please search ‘Vortex Healing’ for details.

I would like to share the learning from recent classes I have repeated in Vortex Healing. It never ceases to amaze me that every time I repeat a class, it goes deeper and contributes to a sense of ongoing freedom of what I am, deepening in Divinity, in Silence and in Mystery. With awakening, we are far more available for life: to live life on its own terms. This allows more opportunity for having heart in any situation, no matter what the situation is, and less conditioned reflexes and programs. 

Many people wish to sense better: to see within, or to see something in the outside world in a clearer and deeper way. This would traditionally be known as being ‘psychic’, yet that word has too much baggage to use today I feel. The interesting thing about this, is that whatever we see is controlled by where we are looking from. Furthermore, if we can find a ‘place’ we are looking from, then that can’t be Truth – it has to be some place of separation. 

In a similar way, whatever we encounter in the outside world is dependant upon where we are coming from. For example, if we are ordering food in a restaurant, the waiter is going to have a pre-existing range of responses within him. The one which comes out, though it ‘belongs to’ him so-to-speak, is going to be the one which best ‘fits’ us at that time.

Love is not an emotion. We may process it through our emotional system and even try to turn it into an emotion. But really love is a direct expression of Divinity. It comes from much deeper…….and certainly, deeper than any emotion. 

I hope you enjoyed this and are enjoying life and growth 🙂 I’m looking forward to seeing you in the Group on Wednesday if you can make it,

Love,

xDaisy

Nov 14

EarthShift, Podcast, Free Will and Free Online Group Healing

Hello 🙂

Yes, as many of you will be aware, we are in the middle of an EarthShift 🙂 I don’t want to get into too much complexity about what we are doing, since I think it runs the risk of feeling a little distancing. In a nutshell though, every so often a huge group of Vortex Healing practitioners gets together to work on the earth and human species. The group is led by Ric Weinman and Anthony Gorman. This particular EarthShift is about creating two new points of choice from Divinity, within creation, which actually allow all human beings to move into more of a friendliness with one another. What we are moving out of is a type of intense negativity. As a species, we went into that like a trajectory, many thousands of years back in time and it has been influencing life on Earth ever since. 

If you would prefer to book thenext Free Online Group Healing without reading on, then itis this Wed 17th Nov @ 1pm GMT. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

Please note that you need to pre-book. You can also book as many Groups as you like in advance. 

For Private Sessions, you will receive an email (or text if you requested this when booking) with which you can rearrange or cancel your session if you wish. That email may wind up in your junk box – so please check. 

Here is the link to book Private Sessions:-

I am very happy to say that I was interviewed for a podcast during the summer. The series has been created by Max Buchmann, who you may know from the Group Healings. I have received very humbling and moving feedback about our conversation and I feel it is time to share it with all of you. Please also feel free to explore the other episodes in this series since, like I have, you may learn a great deal from them :-

On a different subject, many of you ask me about free will or free choice. It is indeed a fascinating topic 🙂 and I would like to share more. These insights are from discussions with my friends and experiences on my own path and those of the teachers and practitioners of Vortex Healing. 

The essential thing is that all choice is Divine choice. Contrary to popular belief, the intellect has little involvement in making choices. Every choice – big or small – arises from Mystery. It then moves through the body and system of the individual, giving it the appearance of coming from that individual. The only such thing as free choice or free will is that which comes out of what is already free (ie, Divinity). At any point when a choice is being made, life can actually go in either direction: Divinity can choose to follow egoic consciousness, or it can choose to follow freedom. Also worth noting, is that the power to do any of this is coming from the only source of any power: Divinity. Surprisingly enough, the ego doesn’t have any power. It has no power ‘of its own’. 

A question may then arise, something like, “But why would Divinity choose to follow egoic consciousness?” You may have noticed that, in fact, Divinity mostly does choose the forays of egoic consciousness. I think that this is for the pure play of it all. Remember, Divinity does not have likes nor dislikes. So it’s not in that separation game whatsoever – it’s not condemning anything, it’s not exalting anything, it’s not believing one person to be better than another etc. etc. By moving into egoic consciousness, I think Divinity is exploring 🙂 It’s exploring the experience of separation 🙂  Divinity is absolutely fascinated by the play of that and by the myriad ways in which that expresses. And it seems to me that Divinity is doing this…until it isn’t any more 🙂 

Love,

xDaisy

Oct 19

Free Online Group Healing Tomorrow

Hello 🙂

How are you my lovelies? I hope this email finds you well and diving deep into your path in this delicious living presence. 

The next Free Online Group Healing is tomorrow 20th October @ 1pm BST. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-

Please note: you need to pre-book, so as not to get locked out on the day.

For Private Sessions, you will receive an email (or text if you requested this when booking) with which you can rearrange your session if you wish. THAT EMAIL MAY GO TO YOUR JUNK – so please check. Here is the link to book Private Sessions:-

Yesterday, I completed my third repeat of the Vortex Healing class Deepening in Divinity. Wow……. There are really no words at this point. And suffice to say I am also recovering from a Divine battering – lol! But I would like to share what I learned from a few of the class discussions. 

If we grow up with parents who we don’t trust, things can go either way as an adult. On the one hand, some people will extend that not trusting to the Divine as well. This is maybe the most common way for things to go. But other people with this same childhood experience, will only trust the Divine and nothing else. Both of these are problematic in their own ways. 

To give a little more colour to what I mean by this, I would like to relay another absolutely beautiful discussion, between Ric Weinman and a student in the class. The student was sharing how deeply grateful she feels for her husband, since he has been able to give her what her Dad didn’t – namely that he is reliable, supportive and not abandoning of her. Ric said that this is really good karma, because the tendency from conditioning would have been to repeat the cycle. It was what he went on to say, though, which also struck me. He said that there tends to be this idea in awakening paths / circles that one should only get love from the Divine alone. This can set up a big problem – a wall – and the person actually blocks love (the love which flows out and in naturally – into and out of everything and everyone). I have definitely seen this happen within the communities I am part of. I always felt confused by this kind of avoidant and defensive way of being, too often justified with a spiritual quote or two. It is not my way nor how I feel, so it was certainly affirming to hear this wisdom from a spiritual guide whom I greatly respect. I often feel that Ric Weinman has a way of putting into words things which I deeply feel but would struggle to clearly articulate. 

On the other hand (just in case any of you are getting too comfortable ;-), what can also happen is lots of attachment and aversion in relationships. And this is where the person is playing out neediness, co-dependency and loneliness etc., which will tend to create clinging or toxicity or mistakenly searching for love as only ‘coming from’ relationships. 

I also felt inspired to share with you these beautiful words from Amma :-

“Patience is a great asset. Patience is the antibiotic that destroys the germs of bad feelings like anger. Patience helps us to have a proper perspective of the thoughts that we entertain. If a person commits a mistake, we should not abhor the person but the mistake. Even if we have to punish a person, deep within ourselves we should have love towards him” ~ Amma

Looking forward to seeing you in the Group if you can make it 🙂

Love,

xDaisy

Sep 7

Free Online Group Healing: tomorrow

Hello 🙂

The next Free Online Group Healing is tomorrow @ 1pm BST. NB: please write to me at the address on the Contact page for the invitation to this Free Group. Thank you 🙂

I would like to share this from Amma:-

“If you deny people after seeing their faults, their faults will remain the same. Only through love can you bring people to the path of knowledge and devotion through their wrong paths” ~ Amma

Looking forward to seeing you tomorrow if you can make it 🙂 🙂 🙂 

Love,

Daisy

Aug 23

Free Online Group Healing: this Wednesday 25/8/21

Hello 🙂

The next Free Online Group Healing is this Wednesday 25/8/21 @ 1pm BST. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) :-

Please use the Contact page to contact me about this event. Thank you 🙂

See you there I hope 🙂 

Love,

xDaisy

Aug 10

Free Online Group Healing Tomorrow

Hello 🙂

The next Free Online Group Healing is tomorrow 11th August @ 1pm BST. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) :-

Please contact me via the Contact page for this

If you want to really progress with your energetic and spiritual development, I highly recommend these upcoming trainings in Vortex Healing :-

Click to access vortexhealing-foundational-flyer-online.pdf

https://anthonygorman.org/MoreTraining.html

If you would like a spiritual film to watch, this one really blew my mind… Thank you Amyas for sending this :- 

For the Benefit of all Beings – Film

Please note the following regarding private sessions: –

* I will send a new Zoom link just before each session

* Please complete your payment for the session before it begins. Thank you

* If you need to cancel or reschedule, please do so at least 24 hrs before the start of the session, in order to avoid full payment for the session

See you tomorrow I hope 🙂 

Love,

xDaisy

Jul 14

Track + Passage

Hello 🙂 

This is for those who attended the Group just now. I hesitate to provide a YouTube link to the Dire Straits track, because I would rather you hear it on either vinyl, tape or CD. 

If you really have to though, there is the aforementioned option 😉 Here are the lyrics:-

Brothers In Arms

These mist covered mountains

Are a home now for me

But my home is the lowlands

And always will be

Some day you’ll return to

Your valleys and your farms

And you’ll no longer burn 

To be brothers in arms

Through these fields of destruction

Baptisms of fire

I’ve watched all your suffering

As the battles raged higher

And though they did hurt me so bad

In the fear and alarm

You did not desert me

My brothers in arms

There’s so many different worlds

So many different suns

And we have just one world

But we live in different ones

Now the sun’s gone to hell

And the moon’s riding high

Let me bid you farewell

Every man has to die

But it’s written in the starlight

And every line on your palm

We’re fools to make war

On our brothers in arms

The passage was from Adyashanti’s book ‘The End of Your World’ page 41 – 43.

See you again in a fortnight I hope,

Love,

xDaisy

Jun 28

Free Online Group Healing: Breaking Our Addiction to the Next Moment

Hello 🙂

How are you? 

In many ways, it is our addiction to the next moment which keeps the whole egoic structure going. The ‘I’, the ‘me’, the source of separation and suffering, depends upon time. Contrary to our reflex and to popular belief, we do not need this ‘I’ in order to function optimally. 

Whatever is happening, we feel sure that it could be improved upon – or that a catastrophe is about to happen – and so we dream of the next big thing, the future, the soulmate, or of escaping disaster, of being saved etc. Therefore we will not allow ourselves to stop. 

But it is in stopping, deeply and truly, that we are able to break these fantasies. As it all breaks down, we finally get in touch with the Divinity within. This is the stillness, Love, peace, harmony, and more, which we are seeking. In fact, everything we thought we were going to find in what is beyond the now, is already here. The contrast is quite incredible, between where we thought we would find all this and where we do find it. Divinity is revealed to us by resting gently as awareness: simply by doing that and nothing more than that. 

The Free Online Group Healing on this, will be on Wednesday @ 1pm BST. NB: please write to me at the email stated in the ‘Contact’ section, in order to be added to the group email invitations for these sessions.

On a different note, here is a message from Amma’s UK ashram:-

‘We are delighted to share that, as of 2 weeks ago, our Covid-19 fundraising campaign for India raised just over £10,500 (from 106 donors). Thank you to everyone who donated, spread the word and shared the link. As the need is high, we will keep the campaign running for a couple more weeks – pls do share this update with anyone you know who has contributed or would still like to. (Select “Covid-19 India Crisis” from the optional drop-down menu) 

https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webscr?cmd=_s-xclick&hosted_button_id=86GSDHXVKGYU6&source=url

Wishing you all a beautiful day with Ammas Infinite Grace.’

Love,

xDaisy

Ps As a little boy in Amritapuri (Amma’s ashram) said to Amma during a public Q&A a few days ago, “When we turn towards the sun, there is no shadow. There is only light. But when we turn away from the sun, there is a shadow. Likewise with God. When we turn towards God and face That always, there will be no shadows.”

May 18

Free Online Group Healing (tomorrow)

Hello 🙂

The next Free Online Group Healing is tomorrow @ 1pm BST. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) :-

Please write to the email on the ‘Contact’ page, requesting to be added to the group email invitation.

A funny little synchronicity happened today. I had been planning on writing to you with a link for Amma’s Pujas in her Amritapuri ashram, in order to support your lives and processes. Today, I happened to use a Vortex Healing technique to perform a Puja for one of you, in session. So it seems as if Pujas – and the magic and Grace of them – are in the air 🙂 

These Pujas in the Indian ashram are performed in the traditional manner, by Pujaris chosen by Amma who have a deep alignment with the Divine. Amma very recently said that the world is going through a malific period in terms of Vedic astrology. So it would actually be ideal to get a Puja done at this time. All proceeds go to Amma’s charity ‘Embracing The World’. This global humanitarian initiative provides a Covid 19 relief program to Indians with no other assistance, pensions for women, financial support for orphanages and speciality hospitals across India, amongst many other projects. No one in the entire organisation is paid (or has ever been), including Amma: all work is carried out voluntarily as seva (selfless service). Please peruse this link at your convenience :- 

https://static.amritapuja.org/puja_reco_start.html

Love,

xDaisy

May 13

Amma’s Covid Relief Aid in India

Hello 🙂

How are you?

If you are looking for a reliable way to donate to the current Covid crisis in India, here are details of how to do so via Amma’s charity:-

The donation link for the “MA Centre U.K. Covid-19 India Relief” fund is now live. All money raised will go directly to India and will be pivotal to the medical and related relief efforts already provided by the Mata Amritanandamayi Math. NB: it is essential for you to choose “COVID-19 India Crisis” from the optional drop down list; if you fail to select this option, volunteers will be unable to categorise your donation into the covid-19 fund. I hope you share this link far and wide with friends, family and colleagues who are looking for a trusted source to donate to.

To obtain the link, please write to the email address provided on the ‘Contact’ page (as I was unsure if it would be appropriate to share this publicly). Apologies for the inconvenience.

The next Free Online Group Healing will be this coming Wednesday (19th May). Details to follow beforehand.

Love,

xDaisy

Apr 20

Free Online Group Healing: What Do You Value Most?

Hello 🙂

The next Free Online Group Healing is tomorrow @ 1pm BST. Thank you to those of you who have already booked. NB: please book only if you can DEFINITELY attend the session, and if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr):-

https://www.wuji-web.uk/daisy

Please note another free event : every Friday @ 6pm BST, open to all Vortex students who have completed Foundational class – Yantra Fridays, with Anthony Gorman. Login details are posted regularly on the VortexHealers Group or the EarthWorks Group pages on Facebook.

I think it can be easy, when we are on an awakening path for a long time (or even if we are just beginning), to lose sight of what it is that truly took us there. Another way of saying this is that it is surprisingly easy, especially when getting into lots of complexity regarding technique or spiritual community, to forget what it is that one truly values most. 

Yet without this rudder guiding our boat, we can end up in muddy or sometimes even dangerous waters. Dangerous – usually – in the sense of life consequences or of spiritualised ego. This week we are going to explore what we value most – not conceptually, but really. I will use guided meditation and Vortex Healing to assist you in your inquiry, although fundamentally such inquiry is guided from within. Just giving a little space for that…….can often be so helpful in the flourishing of your inner longing, fire and values. 

My inspiration for addressing this subject came out of the connected closeness I have with one of my best friends and from Adyashanti’s seminal work ‘The Way of Liberation: a practical guide to spiritual enlightenment’ – a book I highly recommend if you feel drawn. 

I am feeling the Love and sending it to you. You are more precious than you could ever imagine and far less of an individual than you could ever imagine too 🙂 

Love,

xDaisy

Apr 6

Free Online Group Healing Tomorrow

Hello 🙂

How are you?

The next Free Online Group Healing is tomorrow @ 1pm GMT. Thank you to those of you who have already booked. NB: please book only if you can DEFINITELY attend the session, and if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr):-

https://www.wuji-web.uk/daisy

I am yet to receive guidance about what the focus will be, but I can’t wait to see you there 🙂 🙂 🙂 

Here is some important information about upcoming Vortex Healing classes with Anthony Gorman, which will be relevant to some of you:-

• There is a NEW Magical Structures training on the schedule for 9-13 June. This is the next class to take if you have only taken the Foundational training.

  • If you have already taken Multi-Frequency, then the follow on LifeForm training still has some places left for 26-30 April, the next one will be given in 2022 . So if you are planning on taking it and you still haven’t booked, then you should book straight away. By Monday the 12th of April, places of repeaters who booked their place will be guaranteed.

And a gentle reminder to please pay beforehand for all individual sessions, thank you.

Love,

xDaisy

Feb 23

Free Online Group Healing: The Voridians

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I am excited about this new Vortex Healing work to optimise the Voridians 🙂 The Voridians are deep connecting pathways in the physical body and energy system, which Ric Weinman has named for ease of locating and working on. For myself and those of you who have received this technique so far, the results have been phenomenal. The key thing I have noticed after this technique, is that your entire system uptakes energising in a far more effective, long-lasting and robust way. In other words, when done deeply enough, as your system subsequently receives Energising it will be able to ‘retain’ that much more effectively and for longer. So I would like to focus on clearing / optimising the Voridians in the upcoming Group Healing tomorrow. We will not be able to get the deepest layers, as per a private session, but I still deem this important enough to offer in a Group (as does Ric Weinman) because of the strength of the impact. 

Even if you have had this done in a private session, it is certainly worth you attending the Group, because the Divine will clear any bits previously not ready to shift (if any) or do something different with you. 

This Free Online Group Healing will take place tomorrow at 1pm GMT. Thank you to those of you who have already booked. NB: please only book if you can DEFINITELY attend the session. AND only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration of the hour:-

https://www.wuji-web.uk/daisy

I am including a couple of notes Ric has sent us, to give you a feel for some of what the Voridians are responsible for:-

“…whenever I see a weak organ, the Voridian flow into it is weak, which reduces the amount of energy flowing to the cells. So in higher level healing protocols, the intention to get all the energy pathways flowing into all the cells will still be limited by the state of the Voridians. This goes for damaged organs as well”

“Voridians & Meridians: I’ve noticed that when an organ is physically congested, such as when the lungs are congested, the voridians seem to get more affected than the meridians. This is probably because the voridians are more fully engaged with the physical organ.”

See you in the Group 🙂

Love to you 🙂

xDaisy

Feb 21

Short Reminder of Important Transformations in my Healing Practice

Hello 🙂

I am writing about some important transformations in my healing practice. This is a reminder for those who missed the last group email. 

What is staying the same :-

The Group Healings remain free 🙂

Prices are equal for Private Sessions and Space Clearings

In-person sessions are still not allowed

What is changing :-

Sessions are available 7 days per week. Yes, this means I am working weekends 🙂 

Session hours each day are: 10am until 6pm (NB, these are thefirst and the last start times) 

Sessions are 1 hour

Sessions are £85

There is a new Package Deal, saving you money. This is a package of 3 sessions for £240

Please message or call using WhatsApp, text, FB Messenger or Telegram with any questions you may have. Everything is effective immediately (not including sessions booked before the last group email). 

I hope you are having a wonderful peace-filled weekend 🙂  

Love,

xDaisy

Sep 21

Free Online Group Healing: Transforming the Emotional Body

Hello 🙂

How are you?

This week we will be exploring the Emotional Body, a vital aspect of our humanness and of the energy system. The Emotional Body is what sees the colours and the beauty of life. From its perspective, everything comes from and returns to Love in each and every moment. For a person in touch with this, everything is seen through the eyes of Love, which brings a great amount of joy to life 🙂 

However, the Emotional Body is also heavily conditioned with ancient experiences, making it dense and causing us to sometimes see things from there in a distorted way. In this Free Online Group Healing, we will be focussing on dropping into this energetic body as awareness and on clearing the ‘holding-on’ (and other types of) emotions which clog up the flow of the waters of truth. This transformation is also an important one, because of the intimate weaving of the emotional body with the physical body. 

These Groups are an opportunity to receive MI (Manifesting Intention) level Vortex Healing, to engage in guided meditation, chant sacred mantras together for world peace, be in community and share with like-hearted people. 

Please book via the link directly below. This Group is on Wednesday, at 1pm BST, and will be held fortnightly – themed according to my inner guidance for each session. Please only sign up if you have Zoom, and can use it for the duration of the hour in a quiet, settled place:-

https://www.wuji-web.uk/daisy

I’m looking forward to seeing you then 🙂

Love,

xDaisy

Sep 5

Free Online Group Healing: Opening to Unconditional Love

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I am writing today about a subject very close to my heart. Indeed it is the language of my Guru, Amma. What I have learned over the course of the last year, is that the real reason for our unhappiness and for the pain in our connections with other people, is not that we haven’t found someone / something we are looking for, or that there is something wrong with ‘them’ or with ‘us’ or with the world. When we look very deeply in meditation, we can see that the real reason for our suffering is that we are not loving properly. We are loving in a conditional way – in order to get something. And we are not loving the whole of the other person / ourselves / the animal / Mother Nature etc. When we really see this, actually see – without going into victim, shame, fear or any other position (which actually re-blinds us to what we have realised) – there becomes available profound liberation and freedom. Through the willingness to stop and accept what we see, this freedom settles within like a falling feather. And like a kind of silent sound, it spreads right out…………. Ironically, this pivotal event is the subtle dawning and beginning of real unconditional Love in our heart. 

From there, anything is possible! I would like to add that upon writing these very words, a fox-cub rushed in from the neighbouring garden and almost ran right into me! It suddenly realised I was a human and scurried away, turning to look only when I said, “Hello sweetie.” 

So I am inviting you into an exploration of this, if you are interested. In this coming Wednesdays’s Group, we will come together with the intention of opening to what unconditional Love really is. As part of this, I will be nourishing you with the tools of Vortex Healing Manifesting Intention, mantra sounds, Silence / meditation and holding a sharing circle at the end. I would dearly love to see you and hope you will feel the sense of community, healing and Divinity inherent in these Groups. 

Please book via this link. This is a free session, Wednesday 9th September, 1pm BST:-

https://www.wuji-web.uk/daisy

Please note that almost all the Vortex Healing trainings are now online, offered in classes via Zoom 🙂 This is a very exciting development! I encourage you to do the Foundational training if you feel drawn to, or to continue your training. Here is the latest info:-

Here are the VortexHealing Trainings available as Online Virtual classes for Europe and Israel with Anthony for 2020 and the first half of 2021. 

There are also online Trainings available with Ric. See the schedule online https://www.vortexhealing.org/schedule

The Trainings are listed here in order of Pre-Requisites needed.

Repeating classes has a 25% discount except for Deepening in Meditation with Merlin which is already discounted by default.

Foundational Trainings for new students ; not open to repeaters (no pre-requisite required)

12th-16th October 2020 Colin 

4th-8th November 2020 Colin 

9th-13th February 2021 Patrick

2nd-6th March 2021 Colin

Deepening in Meditation with Merlin (pre-requisite Foundational)

18 October 2020  Colin

15 November 2020   Patrick

14 February 2021 Patrick 

7 March 2021Colin

Magical Structures (pre-requisite Foundational)

20-24 November 2020 Colin or Patrick

Sensing 1 (pre-requisite Magical Structures)

21 September 2020 Patrick 

Karmic Intensive (pre-requisite Magical Structures)

28-29 November 2020 Colin or Patrick

Multi-Frequency and Merlin’s Jewel (pre-requisite Karmic Intensive)

23-28 January 2021 Colin or Patrick

LifeForm (pre-requisite Multi-Frequency)

8-12 September 2020 Colin 

22-26 September 2020 Patrick 

17-21 April 2021 Colin or Patrick 

Genetics and Multi-Frequency Devices (pre-requisite Multi-Frequency)

8-12 May 2021 Colin or Patrick

Omega is still scheduled as an In-Person class (pre-requisite LifeForm)

7-13 June in Zutphen Holland, Organiser Patrick 

21-27 June in London, England, Organiser Colin 

Flowchart of classes https://www.vortexhealing.org/flowchart.pdf

Class descriptions https://www.vortexhealing.org/class-descriptions.pdf

Full schedule https://www.vortexhealing.org/schedule

The Organisers:

You can book classes with the organiser listed for that class, or if both organisers are listed you can book with whichever organiser you are most used to dealing with.

Colin  (england@vortexhealing.org)

Patrick (netherlands@vortexhealing.org)

A gentle reminder to please pay before the session for individual sessions. And also to connect with me via calling or messaging, NOT via email. 

Love,

xDaisy

Aug 24

Free Online Group Healing

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I am well 🙂 I am writing to invite you to the next Free Online Group Healing this Wednesday 26th August at 1pm BST. These will be fortnightly as usual from then on. The group session will be guided by the Divine and intuition. A beautiful opportunity for you to receive, relax and let go. Please sign up here:-

https://wuji-web.as.me/daisy-group-healing

Anyone not present on Zoom for the duration of the session will not be included in the healing.

For individual sessions, a gentle reminder to pay before the session.

Please note that cancellations or rescheduling must be done 24 hrs before the start of a session, or the session is charged in full.

If you would like to contact me at any point about anything, please message or call rather than emailing. Thank you.

As some of you know, I am in a tight spot re: housing. So if you know any good landlords or have any tips, I would greatly appreciate. I am looking for a self-contained flat in central-ish London (a studio, or similar). Thank you.

Love,

xDaisy

Aug 5

Free Online Group Healing: Immune Boost + Body Pathway Transformation

Hello 🙂

I am offering a Free Online Group Healing next Wednesday, 12th August, at 1pm BST. We will be focussing on boosting immunity and transforming the body pathways – utilising the Immune Boost transmission (which came in to support resistance to coronavirus), deeply energising / vitalising your whole system and releasing what has been trapped in the pathways of your body (thereby strengthening immune response).

The group session will be 1 hour and will include the highest levels of Vortex Healing, Sanskrit mantra chanting and the opportunity to be with other like-hearted souls in loving communion.

Please book via this link:-

http://www.wuji-web.uk/daisy 

With special thanks to Shaun and Kim for their background work and support, which optimise these free offerings.

Love,

xDaisy

Jul 28

Free Online Group Healing: Inner Reconnection

Hello 🙂

I am offering a Free Online Group Healing tomorrow, 29th July, at 1pm BST. We will be focussing on Inner Reconnection: on contacting and relaxing into that inner sanctuary which weathers every storm without diminishing and without resisting. As we come into ourselves as we truly are, all anxiety, stress and strain subsides and we recognise the Love and beauty inside. In this way our eyes are opened to the beauty all around us, in each other, in nature and in all of life. This is the return to innocence that the heart both longs for and is simultaneously – yet which is oftentimes hidden from feeling or view. I welcome you to de-frag, deepen and cast away any doubt in the prevalence of Loving awake presence.

The group session will be 1 hour and will include the highest level of Vortex Healing, guided meditation, mantra chanting and the opportunity to be with other like-hearted souls, connecting together. Sangha!

Please book via this new link:-

http://www.wuji-web.uk/daisy 

With special thanks to Shaun and Kim for their background work and support which optimise these free offerings.

For individual sessions, please pay before the session from now on – thank you.

And when contacting me, please choose messaging or calling, rather than emailing – thank you again.

Love,

xDaisy

Apr 19

4 Comments

Free Online Group Healing: Inner Reconnection

Hello 🙂

I am offering a Free Online Group Healing this Thursday 23rd April at 1pm GMT. We will be focussing on Inner Reconnection: on contacting and relaxing into that inner sanctuary that can weather any storm without moving and without resisting. When we come into ourselves as we truly are, all anxiety, stress and strain subsides and we recognise the Love and beauty inside. In this way our eyes are opened to the beauty all around us, in each other, in nature and in all of life. This is the return to innocence that the heart both longs for and is simultaneously, yet is oftentimes hidden from feeling or view. I welcome you to de-frag, deepen and cast away any doubt in the prevalence of Loving awake presence.

The session will be 1 hour and will include the highest level of Vortex Healing, guided meditation, mantra chanting and the opportunity to be with other like-hearted souls, connecting together.

Quite a few people who were part of the last group session did not appear on Zoom; in that moment I decided to still send them the healing. But this could potentially create a scattered-ness which is difficult for me and for the group, so please be aware of this. I am not telling you off by the way – not my style! However, please only reply this time if you can actively attend – thank you. If you would like to receive and can do so on Zoom for the duration, please message or email me and I will send the link and password for this group healing session.

Love,

xDaisy

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