This is a Hindi bhajan, which some of you will recognise from Devi Bhava nights on Tour with Amma. The rough translation of the first line is, ‘The Mother Queen is showering her Grace upon us’, but my absolute favourite part is later on – ‘The Empress of the Universe has arrived, all my wishes are fulfilled.’
Please note : I am offering sessions as usual on the weekdays I am at home during the period of Europe Tour.
I hope to see you somewhere on the Tour and would love to say Hi in person 🙂 Remember that the UK program is not in London. If you want to see Amma more than once, I would recommend getting accommodation nearby (or on site, if there is any left, and you can handle dormitory style sleeping). Also, here is a helpful announcement from the UK ashram : “Mantra Initiation Important Update. This year Amma will be giving Mantra Initiation during all four programs at Sandown Park, Esher. Previously, She only gave mantras during the last night of Her visit. If you would like to receive a mantra this year, we would very much like to ask if you might consider attending one of the first two days of the program. It is not essential and more for everyone’s convenience, as we suspect Saturday night will be rather busy. You are most welcome to attend any or all four of the programs. We hope this information will help with your planning. Om Namah Shivaya.”
The next Free Online Group Healing is Friday 28th November @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them. Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you🙏
I remember years ago, seeing a person wake up at the microphone during a Q&A with Adyashanti and also witnessing Ric Weinman individually removing people’s Core Veils one-by-one, during early Vortex Healing classes designated for that purpose. I honestly never dreamed that one day this would be happening in my sessions (and outside of my sessions to clients who were ‘ripe’, as they say). Now, this has happened so many times it feels normal. That, in and of itself, amazes me… Having written about a few of these cases in past newsletters, I would like to share some of the latest stories with you. All of these people are now lucky enough to be in the Core Veil class currently happening 🙂 In this first person, I was very motivated to move the Veil for a myriad of reasons, not least because of this class coming up and the possibility the person could lose the Veil early and take it. So I mustered all my focus and the tools and prayed to Merlin, and somehow – it worked! Something really cool happened in the aftermath, which was that this person was stroking the sofa she was lying on in disbelief (that the sofa was existing) and went into hysterical laughter, uttering the words, “It’s a joke”. I experienced that moment as incredibly profound…as if her words were spoken right from the heart of Truth. Even though I am aware that this awakening was manifested by a combination of Merlin and Amma, it felt very moving to hear confirmation from Ric and feedback, “Nice work!” The next case actually happened before this, in July, and the funny thing is there is nothing to write about it. It was an awakening beyond that : it simply happened to this person spontaneously – not in session, not in class, with no teacher and no method at all. This is something I really wish to honour. This is only ever likely to take place from an uncontrived burning desire for Truth / Bhakti / freedom / service – or something like that. There is yet more to this case. During the course of the 2 & 1/2 months following the awakening, I was working as usual on this person’s 11 month old son, for a few sessions. During the last one, even when I only connected to him, I went into deep bliss……… When I looked for, and channelled into, his Core Veil – I found nothing there. My theory is that he had been patterning his mother’s awakeness, plus she was just in Foundational class, so there was an extremely conducive environment in which this could have happened. Whatever it was though, the awakening happened naturally (and Ric confirmed this), well in time for the baby’s First Birthday – which is today 🙂
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The next Free Online Group Healing is this Friday 3rd Oct @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them. Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you🙏 NB: the following one will be end of November, due to seva on Tour with Amma.
Please also note : I am offering all other sessions as usual on the weekdays I am at home during the period of Europe Tour.
Upon request from the last Group Healing, here is the passage I read out at the beginning from Adyashanti’s book, ‘Sacred Inquiry’, pg. 1 :-
“Transforming Emotions, Feelings of Unworthiness and Physical Challenges
There is a thread of presence that runs through all, through sickness and health, through happiness and sorrow, through success and defeat. That thread is what you hold to and weave all through your human self, for it is a pure light of conscious being, ever shining and weaving its way through the forest of all your days.
Transmuting Emotions
Transmuting Suffering
Q : Why does the mind return, time and time again, to negative experiences from the past? It seems there is energy there that is in need of being transmuted by allowing awareness to come in and illuminate the negative impressions left from negative experiences. Yet sometimes I get caught up in just trying to solve a past negative experience and it turns into a battle of “what ifs”. Is the transmutation that can occur with past negative impressions a matter of awareness becoming conscious of the impression?
A : The mind returns again and again to unresolved emotional issues for two basic reasons :
First, the ego-mind is magnetically drawn to negativity because that is what sustains its point of view. Negativity by its very nature is magnetic; it pulls everything in toward itself much like physical mass creates gravity.
Second, negativity is looking for resolution and release. All forms of suffering seek to be free from the grip of sorrow. Sometimes the ways suffering seeks release only creates more sorrow, as when one succumbs to blame, shame, victimhood, control, guilt, etc. But when suffering seeks its release through compassion, love and wisdom, the doors to resolution and freedom begin to open.
The first and most important step is to remain fully conscious and present in the face of suffering. Because we experience our suffering deeply, we may think we are being fully conscious of it. But to be fully conscious means more than to simply experience suffering; it means to be fully accepting of it in the intimacy of the heart. It means to allow one’s sorrow (not only your own, but the sorrow of all beings) to crack open the heart. It means to stop defending yourself against your own pain and allow your point of view – your negative story about your suffering – to open up to new and unexpected perspectives. Holding your suffering in the felicity of love instead of the self-justifying or self-loathing narrative of ego protectionism is the key that unlocks the door to greater freedom and completeness.”
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I hope to see you somewhere on Europe Tour and would love to say Hi in person 🙂
One of my favourite directives from Amma is that, we cannot sit in meditation expecting the third eye to open when we have closed the other two to the suffering of this world.
The next Free Online Group Healing is tomorrow 11th April@ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.
Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions.Thank you 🙏
I saw some of you at the EarthShift this past weekend 🙂 Wasn’t it incredible..? I have to say that I think, for me, that was the most intense and striking one to date (aside from the first one I ever did in 2002). In this one, we managed to create – well, Merlin and the Angels really 😉 – a massive Peace Portal into humanity. There was one particular episode we all did together where I could literally feel the Peace bridging into humanity and it made me cry. It was so palpable…it felt like Peace was enveloping the whole human race. I felt a renewed hope, which burst my heart open and I could sense the reality of Peace. It cut through everything…all the bullshit, everything… It was as if I could see through all the ‘stuff’ that gets in the way and perceive this inpouring of Peace into Creation. That river or ocean of Peace was a true and direct expression of Divinity. I felt so awe-struck and grateful to be part of the unfoldment of that and for the wider Divine context of my role in life. To be able to make a small contribution to the healing of this human race was experienced as a deep fortune and privilege.
The following morning, I was sitting in bliss on my balcony in the sunshine, when something truly remarkable happened. It seemed to demonstrate or hint at the power of these EarthShifts. I received an out-of-the-blue message from one of you, who had not been in the class nor knew anything about it. He wanted to donate money to Amma’s charity and wondered could I pass it on to Amma..? Aside from the beauty of that, the interesting thing was that I had previously made a donation to Amma’s charity for the EarthShift on behalf of me and a friend who did the class with me – but had had the subtle thought that perhaps I hadn’t given enough for two people. Now it felt as if the person sending that message was adding the final amount to our joint contribution! You know when you have a slight thought without attachment and then it comes true..? Things line up. It was one of those. I couldn’t get over the timing of this person’s apparently ‘random’ request!
Our message stream culminated in this stunning statement from him about his reason for wanting to donate the money : “Have an opportunity to be connected to something bigger, more caring than you feel yourself, giving a hope. It’s like a light string, and i wish everyone have that Thread of light no matter what, to escape and be Safe.” Aside from how beautiful his service orientation is, he couldn’t have known that during the EarthShift we had each received the gift of a Thread of Peace into our personal systems! I am convinced that this person sensed that on some level, without being there in the class and without me communicating anything at all about it to him at any stage. The practically identical language he used is not a coincidence in my opinion. Just amazing stuff…
Thank you to the person who sent me this statement during the week. It is something which has been resounding in my heart for many years now, though she didn’t know that – another wow! I feel it really captures the reason, so-to-speak, why ‘personal’ awakening is significant in manifesting peace in the world :-
That same person helpfully mentioned that my favourite Amma documentary (again without knowing it is), ‘Amma’s Way’, is now available on Amazon Prime, YouTube and Apple TV. It is by Italian director Anna Agnelli. Please watch this trailer if you are interested in knowing more about the actual experience of being with Amma :-
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The next Free Online Group Healing is 4th April@ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.
Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions.Thank you 🙏
Thank you for your beautiful and moving messages in the chat (and elsewhere) from the Group Healing today. This one has touched me particularly deeply and I want to share it with you : “I can’t express how happy being some part of the Group makes me. You’re right – it is community.”
Amma will have a program in London this year (dates as yet unknown). It is possible that this will be Amma’s final Europe Tour, therefore you may want to cancel things to make space for it. I know it is difficult to plan as we don’t know when the Tour will be yet – lol! But perhaps try seeing this process as part of the self-effort and pilgrimage attitude necessary to accept Truth and freedom.
There is a Vortex Healing EarthShift coming up very soon : 5th – 6th April. If you have taken Foundational class, you can take this one and it is F R E E 🙂 Here is what Ric Weinman writes, “In this Earthshift, we will manifest a massive Peace Portal in humanity’s group psyche..” These EarthShifts are a fantastic opportunity to do Seva (selfless service) for the whole of humanity and the Earth, donate money (however small) to Amma’s charity, receive an upgrade to your energy system and engage in fruitful connection and community with like-hearted souls 🙂
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“When the desire to know the Self arises, you will start doing all the things that are required to attain that goal and start avoiding all the things that will take you away from it. The more love you develop for the goal and the more you understand the need for the various disciplines and spiritual practices, the easier it will be to adhere to those disciplines and practices. The love for the goal is like the petrol in your tank. It is what gives enthusiasm, energy and vitality in your practices.” ~ Amma
The next Free Online Group Healing is today Fri 7th March @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.
Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions.Thank you 🙏
I would like to share some good news with you. After the rollercoaster of the past two years with Portugal, I am staying here in London. It’s been a nerve-wracking process of choosing, particularly during the last two months. My absolute deepest gratitude to Ric Weinman for assisting me with this. We had a public exchange in the Manifesting Intention class, which was the beginning of the gradual collapse of a house-of-cards within me. Something that he also helped me see was that, whatever I choose – truth or fiction – to take responsibility. That missing piece of the puzzle was the game-changer…
Amma will be holding a program in London this year 🙂 🙂 🙂 It will be some time from April onwards, but as yet no one knows the dates.
A friend who had been living with Amma for 3 months recently, shared something important with me. Amma said that the last two weeks of March this year will be very bad indeed for travel. Apparently there will be some kind of affliction in general in humanity at that time, which will impact travelling.
I would like to share the exciting news that someone’s Core Veil moved in a private session recently 🙂 I don’t remember this ever having happened before. The person is a Vortex Healing student (Lifeform) and I was intentionally working to release the Core Veil. There was a moment in the Zoom session, when I felt something totally leave her. And simultaneously, she breathed a huge breath. I noticed that afterwards her breathing pattern had changed dramatically. She reported that the word “Freedom” had come to her in that moment. I also noticed in the post-session dialogue, that her voice seemed to be speaking from a different place, her face had relaxed and she expressed recognition that it was the Divine looking at me now, rather than her. I checked in with Ric to make sure and he confirmed what I felt had happened. Nevertheless, I remain floored by it…
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Although I wish to emphasise that every single session and Group for me is special, it’s not every day that one receives a message from beyond. It was during a session with the wonderful person I wrote about last time, who has a Guardian Angel in her field. This person recently said post-session, that the Angel had spoken to her for the first time and that it had a message for me. I was very surprised. The message was, “I see the beauty in your precious heart.” Even writing this now, I get goosebumps everywhere…and a feeling of depth…of stillness…and of becoming completely quieted by something. For personal reasons, the gratitude I felt upon hearing those words is truly impossible to convey.
I have recently completed the repeat of Manifesting Intention class, which means I have a new energetic tool to use with you called Divine Magic 🙂 🙂 🙂 I will be using this for extra transformation during individual sessions. It can be used on anything – it is very versatile. Its particular strength lies in transforming the deeper intelligence of the system.
As is so often the case though, the sparkle in these Vortex Healing classes happens spontaneously 🙂 It is often greatly helped by the Group Field of the class itself. Check out this session which happened in that field :-
I was on the tube on the way to a client and happened to turn my head at one point. I saw the words ‘Lancaster Gate’ on the platform outside. They captured my gaze… I was smashed out of the engrossed mood and message stream I was in. I had flashbacks of shifts and breakthroughs in that grand room at The Columbia over many years. Not too long after this, I caught sight of some other words on a platform which read, “it’s time to believe in magic again.”
I was very pleased to see the client I was treating when I arrived 🙂 ‘X’ has also taken Foundational class. She has a wild and exciting life, working at a bar / hotel / restaurant frequented by creatives and she sings, acts, directs films and gives healings. Amongst other things, ‘X’ wanted to receive a session to get her deposit back from her previous landlady, who looked to be withholding it unfairly. At the start of the session, I noticed an unusual amount of oneness and Grace… I won’t give you a blow-by-blow account, but there was a moment when I felt I needed to work on the ex-landlady, ‘Y’. I asked for her permission and Merlin’s and received a Yes. It was really fascinating – and I think the only time I have ever seen this – but she had a broken Divine Line in her crown chakra. I could see that, as a result, she didn’t feel the Divine, and was also profoundly out of body. It looked as though she had been born with that Divine Line broken. In mending it, I became aware of a higher purpose to the session and communicated my sense of things to ‘X’. On hearing this, she began to cry and could sense exactly why she had lived in that crazy previous housing situation. She got more in touch with her role as a Healer. Although I didn’t have these words at the time, I think both of us could feel the presence of Divine Will. There was immediately a sense of surrender and ‘bigger picture’ in the room and it was very fulfilling…
After the session ended, ‘X’ looked at her phone and there was a message from ‘Y’ regarding returning the deposit 🙂 The time the message had been sent was exactly when I was fixing the broken Divine Line! Plus, as I write these words to you now, fireworks (which were not here at all beforehand and are not in season right now) are suddenly going off outside – not joking!
Later on, ‘X’ sent me this message : “The tears that poured out of my face didn’t even feel like mine at first. I think this may be the closest in all my healing history I’ve ever felt to the divine!”
I have space where I am living in London to treat you in person. Also, if you live within tube Zones 1 or 2, I can come to you if you prefer that. Please contact me via regular text, WhatsApp, Telegram or email to arrange in-person sessions.
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One fantastic transmission which deepened for me in this MI repeat is Bio-Dynamic Flow. This can only be channelled in-person. It works on all levels, including the emotional, to restore flow – to bring the system back into flow. Bio-Dynamic Flow transmission does not create flows and tides in the body – rather, it amplifies the ones already present. If you don’t like being touched, it can even be channelled from up to 7 feet away.
The next Free Online Group Healing is Friday 21st Feb @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.
Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions.Thank you 🙏
Here is another session, which also happened in a Group Field (this time for a mini class Ric facilitated on 8/2/25) : this is about a child client, ‘Z’, who is someone I have written about previously. To refresh you, this is what I noted originally (feel free to skip this paragraph if you remember): I could feel a certain power of Divinity within ‘Z’, in particular in her womb and solar plexus. It was surprising to discover such power in a child who is only 8 years old. I immediately recognised her as a Healer, not ‘growing into’, but already. It was almost as if an adult teacher had been squashed into a child’s body. I could see that she is part of a witch lineage and the next thing I knew, that lineage came into the session. One of the Head Witches entered to give her a gift, which looked like a fairly large jewel or gemstone. To my astonishment, this Head Witch then began to give me a healing, which activated my third eye and began drawing conditioning up and out of me! I had tears in my eyes from being so moved, both by receiving the healing and by the sheer beauty of it all. The Witch began speaking to me : I can’t explain it any other way than to say I could hear her and understand her language. She told me she had already met Ric Weinman and was aware of our Merlin Lineage. She seemed to be saying that the two lineages are connected in some significant way. The child’s mother (who was there as her legal guardian) couldn’t hold back at that point. She explained that ‘Z’ had recently started writing sentences in school, one of which was, “I am a witch.” Thankfully, she attends a Steiner School, so they are more likely to receive (or even honour) that. ’T’ (the mother) then told her that she is an advanced being, which I wholeheartedly agree with. The child asked, “What does advanced mean..?” and, upon learning what it meant, corrected her mother by saying, “No, that’s not right. There is no better or worse.” She went on to explain – as if she were talking about the most garden-variety thing in the world – “I’m Free.”
In the second session : the healing was only about 15 minutes and after beginning, I became aware that ‘Z’ was giving me a healing. I had a vision of a horse-shoe shaped table, around which there were many Witches seated. It felt as if a Witch lineage was doing the healing on me through ‘Z’. During channelling integration for her, I asked ‘Z’ if she was aware that she had been giving me a healing. With innocence and with clarity, she replied simply, “Yes.” She explained that she gets a feeling in her hands, like a tingly feeling. She went on to describe it as energy in her hands and said that when it gets “uncomfortable” she puts her hands on her body. But it became overwhelming, so she wanted to put them on my body and put the energy there, she said. I told her what I saw, with the Witches around the table etc., but she said “No” she didn’t see that. She saw one Witch, like a black shape in front of her. She added that she gets this experience a lot. If it ever becomes too uncomfortable, she showed me how she clasps one hand around the other. I wrote to Ric about it all and he agreed that ‘Z’ is an extraordinary being. He also went on to say that she has no Core Veil 🙂
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Even though I have taken Manifesting Intention class 4 or 5 times now, the significance of this one completely blew me away… I can’t say that any was better than any other, because there were such unique openings in each and they have all been crucial to my work, my path and my life. Although impossible to capture the experience and livingness of this class in words, here are some things I learned :-
Perhaps the most remarkable event on a class level, happened to a student there who had previously had multiple strokes, leaving the left side of her face and part of her body paralysed. After doing a few simple class exercises, utilising the transmissions known as Tissue Pulsing + Tissue Unglue + Aliveness in alternate combinations, she regained sensation in her left face!
The mind : the mind is just a tool and seeing it as such may help break your identification with it. It’s a very useful tool and there’s nothing wrong with it. There’s nothing wrong with a hammer, but what if you were to think, “I am a hammer.” Another problem is with the ‘observer.’ People sometimes shift their identification to being the observer of the mind. But that is not the same as freedom at all; they are still tightly bound in fact. It’s stuck and it’s also not a very warm place. The person is not simply observing, they have become an observer. In a place where you’re simply observing, you are in flow – and all this awareness of what is happening is going in, and going out. In this flow, you’re going to have a natural heart response to whatever’s happening. Whereas if you’re identified as the observer, then you’re going to separate yourself from everything and that separation becomes a cold place. I have heard it said that this is arguably the greatest weakness of Vipassana. There was once a Vipassana teacher who went to see the awakened teacher Papaji. After seeing Papaji, he remarked that he had been teaching Vipassana for 13 years but doing it all wrong : he felt he had been creating this ‘mirror’, but that Papaji just broke the mirror 🙂
Of course, it’s never us that does such things – only people we know, lol! 😉
What is Divine Intention..? Well, it lies in Mystery. So it’s not the way the ego would intend. But it’s like there’s some kind of magical intention there…
Braces and orthodontics : please do not give these to your children, teenagers or young adults! Sorry for the rant and for if you have heard about this before. Braces block what is trying to happen in the body, particularly in the head. The impact they have is to cut off many crucial cranio-sacral pathways, cranial bone movements and cranial rhythms, which flow throughout the body (in particular the cranial mid-line over the top front teeth). All these should be opening and closing with the breath, in a harmony created by nature. The head itself, for example, is not a fixed thing : it is always in subtle motion, it’s moving. When this is forced to stop, the body starts to ‘fight itself’ : everything begins resisting that block and this creates a tremendous amount of tension in the head, jaw and neck etc. This eventually culminates downwards, until even the lower body cannot ground anymore. Ric says that, when he had a hands-on healing practice for many years, he could tell just by touching a person’s head if they had had braces or not. If they had, the head felt like a bowling ball with no natural movement or ‘breathing-like’ expansions and contractions. Later on, it is very hard to get all of the tension out of the head and jaw etc., but you could try a Percussor (which is an electronic massage instrument) held lightly underneath the chin (with the mouth gently closed), being sure to use a wide flat pad piece on the head of the Percussor. Ric believes that will get around 65% of the tension out. NB : if you feel your child etc. really needs braces, it is possible to find orthodontists who will fit Visalign but without making a single piece across the top front teeth, so that the head can still move naturally enough.
Karma Day :these are days at the end of major classes where Merlin releases for us however much of the Karma of Events as possible. Karma of Events is essentially the worst kind of bad karma : it is either an action you did in a previous lifetime, which comes back as an event in this lifetime (like a car accident, as an example). Or it is an action which returns to you like that as glue holding your major core issues in place. So far, the only way we have found to release this type of Karma is through a class like MI.
The Acupuncture system is the manifested system of the body, whereas the Jin Shin system is the manifesting system.
Menopause : if you are going through this and would like help, a Genetic Modification is the best first step.
After class, something very important Ric explained was that, “Too much sitting loads the spleen pathways. The spleen energy is the ‘engine’ for the lymph system. If that ‘engine’ goes into slow gear, the lymph becomes stagnant, and then congested. This also sets the stage for Candida.”
Aliveness : people are loving this new transmission 🙂 It works a bit like energising. It is channeled 2/3 from my spine and 1/3 from my heart. It brings back to life dead / lifeless areas of the system.
NB : the reason one can feel more tried after receiving this / receiving any energising type transmission or even a massage, is because all of these support the nervous system, adrenals, kidneys etc. The support relaxes all those systems and they come out of a state of struggle or over-stimulation : it’s like we often walk around cranked up in ‘battle-mode’. So, feeling more tired after treatment is normal. This kind of tired though, is a sign of growing health.
Another thing you might like – and please do ask me for – is having all your joints and tissues saturated with compressed pre-natal Jing 🙂
The next Free Online Group Healing is this Friday the 13th Dec @ 1pm London time. So, before you watch a horror film, do this – lol! If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.
Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions.Thank you 🙏
And all other sessions are now available 7 days per week, 11 30am – 9 30 pm London time 🙂
I thought you might be interested in hearing a little about life since that peak awakening surrender which happened in The Magical Jewel class in April this year.
It’s like everything is being moved through : each experience, each encounter, each moment is illuminated by a kind of passing-through-ness. There is almost a feeling of being the wind passing through. And with it a sense of big sky…….although even that is saying too much. Perhaps it is true to say there is a subtle continuum, a continuous ‘through-ness.’ Although not in a rush of any kind and not ‘getting somewhere’.
Before the shift in April, every single ‘thing’ felt in some way efforted and slightly different to every other thing. I could maybe still have labelled things ‘good’, ‘bad’, ‘in-between’ etc. : they could have been assigned a degree or spectrum of value. Now, that has almost totally gone. Everything is, in a manner of speaking, kind-of the same to me now… There is a clearer Oneness. It’s not that things have lost their delicious unique-ness though, or that there’s only blandness. It’s more as if the felt sense of difference / divisiveness / separateness is vanishing and what is revealed is a vastness. Also, the form now seems much more accustomed to its natural state – a kind of space of availability. One cool side-effect of that seems to be having energy at any time, regardless of the hour of day or night etc.
What previously could have been called the most terrible experience or the most amazing experience and so on, are now animated by a gentle no-thing-every-thing-ness. I feel like permission has been ‘granted’ somehow for each thing to be what or as it is. This freeness engenders the experience of things being both the same – in a way that is very hard to convey – and also identical in value. But not as a concept or an attitude one has adopted though. And not what is commonly meant by ‘acceptance’ or ‘forgiveness’ etc. – nothing like that. What I am speaking of is at no distance whatsoever. It’s intimate. It is intimacy. Not dissociated, removed or detached. Here.
Everything is allowed since it is no longer being judged as ‘x, y or z’, nor is it being experienced as truly individuated. Even though there are frequently huge emotions or huge mental thought story-books, they are not experienced as they were beforehand – as threatening in some way. What would have been separate, different or oppositional experiences / things / etc., are now softly unique-ish, but that’s all. Yes they’re doing their own thing, so-to-speak, but it’s like a firework display of Divinity.
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If you were there to participate (or simply receive it in the world), did you enjoy the EarthShift last weekend..? There were around 450 of us attending to actually facilitate the shift and we were working on a spot deep in the genetic group psyche for survival power. This was released in every human being on the planet. Although the impacts may not be what we dream of most, there will be a kind-of background effect over time to loosen the grip of that flavour of fearful power from the human race. Something interesting which was discussed in the group at one point which I wanted to share with you, is that Ric believes there are currently 13 avatars on the planet 🙂 🙂 🙂 As I wrote that, goosebumps consumed me…….. Many of these are apparently babies and children and some of those don’t even know that they are avatars. Not every one of them would have a role like Amma’s role – in fact none might. But nevertheless, the impact of having such beings on the planet is phenomenal…….. If you even think for a moment about the effect Christ had / has on this world, then Neem Karoli Baba and now Amma, it’s easy to see that this is very very good news!
I actually felt a huge transformation from the first day of the EarthShift myself, so much so that I wrote to Ric about it :-
“I had a delightful day doing the EarthShift with Claudia 🙂 🙂 🙂 I feel the impact still of having had the angel in my spine, the oneness and soft blissfulness it engendered within my being, and the impact of the entire systemic shift of the class. When I was on the tube on the way home, an old Adyashanti satsang came onto my headphones randomly. It took me deeper still…and I began to experience clarity, like a crystal clear awake presence within. This seeing, knowing as not-knowing (innocent openness in a way) and contentment due to an uncontrived stopping and due to a very deep peacefulness with what is.
Right now I recognise that I didn’t get what I want [in my life] but I got something much better. I could describe it as freedom, but it’s more than that – and also less than that at the same time. I don’t have a word or any words for this………”
Within just a few hours, completely without me realising it, began the aftermath of that deepening. I started to come down with a gut illness (which is very unusual for me) and by Sunday night, I was extremely ill and that has continued until today. As Adyashanti once said, “everyone wants awakening, not everyone wants the fall-out. Because there’s a fall-out to awakening, and the fall-out can sometimes be quite messy.” Three of my friends also reported having gotten different illnesses at the same time, another friend’s mother had a heart-attack and the renowned, talented yogin (and grandson of the original Ashtanga) Sharath Jois died agedonly 53 – of a heart-attack – the day after.
As I was in my sick bed, I happened to glance at the EarthWorks V Group I am part of. To my utter astonishment, especially as it has nothing to do with the healing we are doing in that group, I bore witness to reading there some of the most hateful concepts about trans people that I have ever seen… My heart immediately went to my caring, talented and successful trans friends Jake and Leia and I imagined their eyes seeing such vitriolic words. Through tears, I responded in the Group to explain why the statements being made were false and to suggest creating a boundary for such incidents. I explained how unsafe it could potentially make anyone who is othered feel (which includes me by the way). There was a back and forth, with a few supportive voices saying at least something. I think it is different when it’s your own loved ones being attacked. Otherwise, how easy is it to ignore, since you don’t actually have any trans friends anyway..? Suddenly, the original person not only made more transphobic assertions, but now dragged Amma into them as well, presenting Amma as transphobic. For clarity, Amma publicly invited a large group of Indian trans women to receive awards and grants from Her charity on stage in Amritapuri when I was there this past winter. Although by this point in the thread there had been many triggering attitudes and statements, reading these baseless lies about Amma truly was the final straw. That kind of violence, cascading into a tender community space intended to heal the earth and people on it, left me too emotional (and I was already too ill) to come from a clear space any longer. I decided to leave the group.
Obviously, there is no way to know whether all of the events above are connected or not, or whether the EarthShift transformed things in this kind of way. But I’m attempting, like perhaps a painter might, to illustrate some possibilities in terms of the Divine’s version of integration, embodiment and what is needed to go deeper into Truth. After hours and days of meeting my feelings (which the illness thankfully forced me into, since I could barely do anything at all) and of sitting in and releasing the deep core issue which had been playing out all along, I began (slowly) to enter into something which could perhaps be described as renunciation. It is a path I have never walked on before. At first I was transported back in time to a conversation with my second girlfriend, after we had broken up and she had gone to live in Amritapuri. Having become a Renunciate (dedicating her life solely to Amma), she asked, what is renunciation? Amma answered that true renunciation is to renounce the mind. Let that sink in for a minute.
I think that anyone can probably renounce ‘things’; like sex or meat or alcohol or money. Not easy, but certain, and possible. But who do we really know that has renounced the mind..?
In the ensuing Silence of Being, this particular kind of renunciation became so important to me……in a way that it hadn’t done before. I’m not even pretending that I can do it, or that I will get there. I’m just saying that it’s so significant to me………. Amma has said that we need to long for God-realisation more than a drowning man gasping for air. I hope I have written some words to show that the weirdest things along the way can be used by the Divine to set light to a kind of out-of-options inner drive. Time will tell whether or not anything is left in the pathway which cannot be burned up like so much camphor in the Arati lamp.
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I have something wonderful to share with you and I highly recommend listening to the entire thing; it’s that good all the way through. My additional hope is that you can do so when you have time to really hear and not just listen. Do you know the difference..? Between hearing and listening. That difference is everything. Awake teacher Anthony de Mello presented this in America in the 1970s :-
I am well here in Portugal 🙂 The next Free Online Group Healing is this Friday 27th September – also Amma’s Birthday! – @ 1pm Lisbon / London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them.
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I want to say how much I enjoy acknowledging the creative achievements of my clients 🙂 I consider them immensely brave and risk-taking and I see how daunting it is to enter this world as an artist. I think that’s perhaps having grown up amidst the peaks and troughs of my parents’ careers in the golden age of advertising. To continue in the vein of my last newsletter, I wanted to send you this link to Laxmi Hariharan’s new book [NB: her pen name is different] :-
By request from the last Group Healing, I am sharing the awakening which happened this year during The Magical Jewel class :-
There was a meditation in which Ric Weinman asked the class to “use the world as the mantra”. All-of-a-sudden, for some unknown reason, I recognised immediately what was being pointed to. It was as if whatever Ric was instructing, I was able to sense both what he was talking about and where he was saying it from. So when the aforementioned words were spoken, I burst into tears and my breathing completely changed in seeing this : the world itself IS Divinity.
Everything began to ‘become’ this beauty…and I couldn’t contain it. My body could not contain the revelation of that because of the depth it reached. Simultaneously, there was a sense of ‘this is the missing piece of the puzzle. This is what I always longed to admit to myself and to surrender to.’ I began more and more to perceive this true beauty and it broke my heart completely… Then the crying and the breathing really exploded even more and my body was breaking apart and melting away into That. I could see that every single thing was as-if being birthed by Divinity as its own Self. There was no longer any subject / object though : it was as if the world was the Divine in a complete and total way. The gratitude to perceive it all and the inherent joy of the world was totally overwhelming……… The beauty was so exquisite that I couldn’t contain in my body what I was feeling and so everything broke, again and again… The insights which were coming in were impossible to record mentally, but it was like a flow throughout the being. When I would pray to Amma, it was like She was melted into the world.
I was shocked by two things : first of all, how could I have missed this? And secondly, how could I think that anything which had happened was bad or wrong? Then I started to feel this remorse about the things I had said about people or done or thought and I began to say sorry via inner prayer profusely. But when I said sorry, there was this benevolence and Love which met the apologies and were pouring over those “wrongdoings” like a kind of fluid of Love – yet beyond Love. Perhaps it was similar to what Adyashanti calls Redemptive Love. There was this profound sense of redemption of everything I had “done wrong” – and for everyone else too. I couldn’t believe I had ever thought someone had wronged me. That whole sense was completely gone……..and I saw that there was absolutely no truth in it. How foolish I had been not to see that no-one could ever do that and I could never do that. Everything was ‘forgiven’ so-to-speak, and then it was noticed that there was actually an inherent sense of forgiveness in the world itself. The world was forgiving everyone that was doing these things, including even me. And this was the overriding revelation : that the world itself is Divinity. There was no ‘Divine coming into creation’, there were no two different things happening, even though the Divine was birthing the world. At another time, this would have seemed like a paradox, yet there was no sense of paradox. All I could do, was to bow down in front of this beauty… Although there was no subject / object or anything like that, there was a bowing down in true reverence for what was being seen.
There was an in-loveness with life, yet with everything being the same thing there wasn’t any neediness, attachment or drama. There were also no exceptions being made to this Loving : it was a total and utter thing. It didn’t make exceptions for this person or that person. I was praying, “Let me not forget this. Let me live from this, instead of going back to the old way of acting out and getting into dramas.” I was almost begging, “Let me not forget what I’ve seen. Let me live this now.” Simultaneously, strangely enough, there was such a stillness and a resting and a Silence. It was a recognition of what life actually is and how much I love it. It took me out of this ‘trying to get something from life’ and ending up eventually in despair, which was replaced with, ‘of course I love life!’ There was a distinct returning. It was a return to this absolute love of the world, this total Love…for no reason and with no agenda. From That, naturally arose tender celebration.
I am good 🙂 Just in case you are wondering, I am not in London. The stage of the residency process I am currently in here in Portugal would not allow me to take that flight on the 11th, as planned. So I am returning to London for around 3 weeks on the 15th December. During that time, I will be offering in-person private sessions again 🙂 🙂 🙂 If you live within London tube Zones 1 or 2, I will come to your home. The price is £100 and you can pay via bank transfer, cash, Wise or PayPal before the start time of your session. Please contact me via WhatsApp or Telegram to book in-person sessions.
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Now that I have had time to process it, I am ready to acknowledge Adyashanti’s retirement. Hopefully you have heard about this already and my mentioning it is not a shock. It is difficult for me to write or talk about this because I have felt so emotional about Adya retiring. I just can’t believe that this time has come…I never thought it would, even though it feels completely right. I feel that from the depth which he is now in, there is nothing more to communicate about awakening or embodiment. He has given everything to the world and now is the time to surrender into the Silence he so loves in a final way. (Just to be clear, I am not talking about physical death.) The legacy Adya is leaving behind in retiring, is one of grass-roots goodness, Truth, Compassion and dharmic selflessness. I will be ever grateful for all he has revealed and encouraged me to dive into within. The blessings he has brought into my life are exquisite, continuous in nature, untold, untellable… Often, I find myself crying inside and, in moments of solitude, these tears surface to freedom.
I hope you enjoyed the Group today 🙂 I felt so inspired by the subject of ‘What is devotion?’ and moved by the whole Group that I dove into Amma’s livestream with renewed verocity afterwards. I found myself weeping and crying out to Divinity in no time at all. Later on, I received a wonderful message from one of you, noting a change in the depth of the recent Groups, which he offered could have been created by the movement in the Vortex Healing class ‘Awakening From Freedom’, which I took a little while back. I don’t know, but I am so pleased to see how switched on some people are and interested in awakening and the evolution of it. In messaging a friend after that, I recognised that she was more aware of the evolution she had been through in said class – and was in agreement with that person. I found this fascinating.
I want to share that I will be going on holiday to celebrate my mother’s belated 80th Birthday 🙂 She, I, my brother, sister-in-law and darling baby niece are going to Puglia, in the south of Italy – the heel of the boot. I really need this holiday on a human level and am also excited to be going away 🙂
I will be back and giving sessions and Groups after I return on the 16th September. Before the 10th, you are welcome to message or call me with your questions or comments. After that, please do not contact me until my return – thank you.
Take care, and again, I hope you got something from the Group today (or lost something no longer needed 🙂 ) If you attended, you are still in Merlin’s Global Healing Grid in the background for a couple more hours.
May devotional Love bless you always with its vast opening presence xxx
Have you noticed there is a vast feeling of space everywhere, at all times and in all situations..? It is a grand Silence, relatable to the feeling of walking into a cathedral or huge art-deco ballroom. It is both ‘inside’ and ‘outside’. It’s as if Eternity is rising to greet the mind with a welcoming happy glance. Often the mind says, No [insert excuses], which is fine and the vast space remains totally undisturbed. There is something beautifully non-negotiable about it…we just cannot bargain with what is. What is, is never part of that game: the game of being “in business with life” as Tony Parsons has so wonderfully described it. That belongs to a completely different landscape, a level upon which the real doesn’t dance its dance. The real can easily disguise itself inside one of the dancers, but it does not itself devote to that kind of manipulation. All forcing, beguiling and making deals ends with the dawning of unconditional Love, which is perhaps the culmination of this vast space.
It’s a funny thing that the unreal never is or was real, so why do we all pretend for so many painful years that it is? Eventually of course, death comes and immediately exposes the mythology upon which we have laid our fantasies; what we may even have termed “our lives”. Maybe all the while, Divinity is asking, hinting, “Why wait?” The freedom we crave is fully available right now. And only, ever and always now.
Somehow, I am reminded here of something Amma once said :-
“When there is true Love, anything is effortless”
Like almost everything Amma says, the sheer simplicity of it is sort-of finalising: it has a finality to it, daring the ego to stop…..dead………..check-mate.
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Lastly today, you might enjoy this track from Massive Attack. It is one of those songs which everyone in my generation in England would have at least heard (if not, partially grown up on) during their teenage years. Aside from a multiverse of enthused comments I could make about it, I will say that there is something wonderfully wistful about it… And the timbre of the aural landscape gives the chance for expanse, opening, relaxation. Enjoy 🙂
The next Free Online Group Healing is this Wed 15th Dec @ 1pm GMT. NB: please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-
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I would like to share this episode of Max Buchmann’s podcast. You may know Max from the Group Healings or from interviewing me as part of this series. As I feel it is crucial that men are supported by other men in the dawning vision of embodied masculinity, the following episode is perhaps my favourite :-
Great news! From now on, all EarthShifts are free! 🙂 🙂 🙂 These incredible opportunities to give love, support and transformation to the earth + humanity are also now open to any Vortex Healing student or practitioner at any level 🙂 We suggest a donation to Amma’s charity ‘Embracing the World’. Please search ‘Vortex Healing’ for details.
I would like to share the learning from recent classes I have repeated in Vortex Healing. It never ceases to amaze me that every time I repeat a class, it goes deeper and contributes to a sense of ongoing freedom of what I am, deepening in Divinity, in Silence and in Mystery. With awakening, we are far more available for life: to live life on its own terms. This allows more opportunity for having heart in any situation, no matter what the situation is, and less conditioned reflexes and programs.
Many people wish to sense better: to see within, or to see something in the outside world in a clearer and deeper way. This would traditionally be known as being ‘psychic’, yet that word has too much baggage to use today I feel. The interesting thing about this, is that whatever we see is controlled by where we are looking from. Furthermore, if we can find a ‘place’ we are looking from, then that can’t be Truth – it has to be some place of separation.
In a similar way, whatever we encounter in the outside world is dependant upon where we are coming from. For example, if we are ordering food in a restaurant, the waiter is going to have a pre-existing range of responses within him. The one which comes out, though it ‘belongs to’ him so-to-speak, is going to be the one which best ‘fits’ us at that time.
Love is not an emotion. We may process it through our emotional system and even try to turn it into an emotion. But really love is a direct expression of Divinity. It comes from much deeper…….and certainly, deeper than any emotion.
I hope you enjoyed this and are enjoying life and growth 🙂 I’m looking forward to seeing you in the Group on Wednesday if you can make it,
The next Free Online Group Healing is this Wed 3rd Nov @ 1pm GMT.
NB: the clocks have gone back in the UK. And please attend only if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr). Here is the link you need for booking :-
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Looking forward to seeing you in the Group if you can make it 🙂
I am buzzing and smiling today, from having taken the EarthShift class (which finished yesterday night) plus the day before that repeating Sensing 1. Some of you were there too 🙂 🙂 🙂 I don’t know how coherent this email will be – lol! But it’s worth a try, since I feel moved to write to you.
The EarthShift itself was certainly the biggest we have ever facilitated as a lineage. The magnitude of that world event is simply impossible to convey in words. But what I can say is that the intention behind it was to alter a point of choice for humanity as a whole, in a radical way. There was a Choice Point 200,000 years ago, where humanity went down a darker path into conflict and violence. It’s obvious anywhere you look in history how that has played out. Why was this choice made, you may ask? More about choices later in this email. Back in the March 2019 EarthShift, we dissolved that ancient Choice Point. In this EarthShift, we manifested a New Choice Point for humanity, to take us into a path more aligned with Truth, Freedom and Divinity – as a whole human species.
When you step outside today, please take a moment to feel the atmosphere in nature or in a person you are talking to. The EarthShift has left everything much lighter…….and whatever transformation has occurred is permanent, even though the feeling of that may not be permanent because it seems to go to the background of our awareness over time (and even though the effects of this transformation are entirely unpredictable). I’m not sure I can express much else about this event right now, as I am in the digestion phase. What I am eager to share with you are a few notes I made from classes. This is one of the most precious things about taking Vortex Healing classes – the discussions. We all learn so much from the teachers and from one another, and I want to share some of it with you. I have also added a sprinkling of my own wisdom, gathered during the course of my path.
Sensing: people often wonder, “Why can’t I sense?” Actually everyone can sense, as it is an in-built human capacity. What blocks sensing is usually trauma, fear or anxiety, because of the way they create a shut-down against experience, which then gets stuck inside and carried forward. We need to stop ignoring, and feel what is there. As we process more and more, sensing usually follows.
Strangely enough, people sometimes ‘lose’ their sensing ability when they take a Vortex Healing class in sensing. This is because they had been sensing from an out-of-body space, which they had originally landed in due to trauma etc. In these cases, what usually happens is that sensing goes away and then returns later on, when it is more aligned with Truth and Divinity.
From a Vortex Healing perspective, there is nothing but Divine Choice. There was never any decision which was not made by Divinity itself, and there is no separate individual person with the power or the control to do so. Let’s take an apparent individual person, for example: there is all this conditioning going on constantly inside them… At any given moment, the Divine either allows that conditioning to play out, or it tweaks it a little. Occasionally it tweaks it a lot. This whole ‘play’ is going on all the time, not only when we notice it. This is so amazing to me…
However, it’s not that ‘nothing matters’ or we don’t need to assume responsibility; it is more akin to a comment Adyashanti once made on this subject, which was that we have none of the power, but all of the responsibility. This responsibility is perhaps best taken in doing the inner work we know we need to do, or being around a genuine awake teacher, or simply daring to unchain ourselves in a difficult situation and do what the Divine is guiding us to do, rather than what we impulsively feel like doing. As we grow and mature in terms of awakeness, there is more ‘room’ (so-to-speak) for the Divine to come through untethered. All of this is not entirely accurate to say, but it’s the best I can do.
The secret fantasy about sensing Truth is something like, “If I sense the truth of this situation / decision, then it will lead me to not suffer / into a path of less pain.” The reality about sensing Truth is that when we actually sense it – and follow what we sense – it will lead us into whatever we need to experience for our path. Be that suffering or not suffering (or any variation in between). The bigger picture is that, in a manner of speaking, Divinity is trying to get us to a particular place in our path. It doesn’t actually mind what it needs to do to get us there, or what that looks or feels like; it is not so concerned about that, because its true concern is so much vaster.
The idea that everything is a reflection of what is inside us is actually not a particularly useful one. More useful may be to see where we are reacting. These are the relationships or situations in which our remaining conditioning is being revealed – and that is very useful, because then we can directly experience what our issue is and work through it. Just by being aware of where we are reacting, we already have one foot out – into Freedom. This begins the journey of dissolving the conditioning, which certainly requires self-effort and the right tools for the job.
The next Free Online Group Healing is next week. Please contact me via messaging for individual sessions, or if easier just Google ‘Wuji Web’ and book me on the system there. Remember that I have a package of 3 sessions at a discount.
Enjoy yourself, and know that you are part of a lighter human race now 🙂
I am good 🙂 Currently, I am repeating the Vortex Healing class ‘Awakening to Divinity’ and it is Ric Weinman’s Birthday (the Vortex founder and teacher of this class).
As requested, here is the quote from Neem Karoli Baba (translated by one of his closest devotees), which I read during the last group session. The timing feels so right, because this avatar happens to be Ric’s Guru :-
I am like the wind
No one can hold me
I belong to everyone
No one can own me
The whole world is my home
All are my family
I live in every heart
I will never leave you
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We will gather together to explore surrendering separateness. To explain what I mean by this and to support a broader understanding of the awakening embodiment evolution, I will share something from the class I am currently taking.
Ric took us through an exceptionally beautiful guided meditation yesterday, while the ‘transmission’ for ‘Awakening to Divinity’ was running through him. If you are wondering what the name of the class means, I hope that my sharing will also go some way to answering that. As I went deeper in meditation, I felt touched by Divinity in such a direct way…that I was brought to tears. Following this, there was suddenly a rushing energetic shift (akin to a shock) throughout my system. Next, panic and terror began to release from within (pertaining to my core conditioning) and that was accompanied by a spontaneous breathing release, and by shaking. As the panic and terror released, I saw that they were at the root of all my other emotions. This embodied perception set me free, completely, from the grip of these other emotions, and also from projection and blame in way that was spontaneous and organic.
Then came some profound realisations, not as ideas, concepts or insights, but as something far far more real than that. I fell deeper in meditation, to the point where I sensed the remaining separateness inside with total clarity. In this clarity, I recognised that separateness is actually created – from within. I saw how this fictional separateness was animating the conditioning, literally giving it ‘realness’ which it didn’t actually have.
Not only was the conditioning not real, but the separateness itself (which is much deeper – being the origin point – primary) wasn’t real either. What I was ‘left with’ so-to-speak, was Divinity. Previously, Divinity had still been experienced as somewhat ‘outside’ in a subtle way, for example in Amma. But now it revealed itself as what I am. The appearance of a subtle boundary between ‘inside’ and ‘outside’ dissolved. This was not an experience, it was beyond. There is a totality to Divinity which may be impossible to convey in words.
I am writing today about a subject very close to my heart. Indeed it is the language of my Guru, Amma. What I have learned over the course of the last year, is that the real reason for our unhappiness and for the pain in our connections with other people, is not that we haven’t found someone / something we are looking for, or that there is something wrong with ‘them’ or with ‘us’ or with the world. When we look very deeply in meditation, we can see that the real reason for our suffering is that we are not loving properly. We are loving in a conditional way – in order to get something. And we are not loving the whole of the other person / ourselves / the animal / Mother Nature etc. When we really see this, actually see – without going into victim, shame, fear or any other position (which actually re-blinds us to what we have realised) – there becomes available profound liberation and freedom. Through the willingness to stop and accept what we see, this freedom settles within like a falling feather. And like a kind of silent sound, it spreads right out…………. Ironically, this pivotal event is the subtle dawning and beginning of real unconditional Love in our heart.
From there, anything is possible! I would like to add that upon writing these very words, a fox-cub rushed in from the neighbouring garden and almost ran right into me! It suddenly realised I was a human and scurried away, turning to look only when I said, “Hello sweetie.”
So I am inviting you into an exploration of this, if you are interested. In this coming Wednesdays’s Group, we will come together with the intention of opening to what unconditional Love really is. As part of this, I will be nourishing you with the tools of Vortex Healing Manifesting Intention, mantra sounds, Silence / meditation and holding a sharing circle at the end. I would dearly love to see you and hope you will feel the sense of community, healing and Divinity inherent in these Groups.
Please book via this link. This is a free session, Wednesday 9th September, 1pm BST:-
Please note that almost all the Vortex Healing trainings are now online, offered in classes via Zoom 🙂 This is a very exciting development! I encourage you to do the Foundational training if you feel drawn to, or to continue your training. Here is the latest info:-
Here are the VortexHealing Trainings available as Online Virtual classes for Europe and Israel with Anthony for 2020 and the first half of 2021.
You can book classes with the organiser listed for that class, or if both organisers are listed you can book with whichever organiser you are most used to dealing with.
I am well 🙂 I am writing to invite you to the next Free Online Group Healing this Wednesday 26th August at 1pm BST. These will be fortnightly as usual from then on. The group session will be guided by the Divine and intuition. A beautiful opportunity for you to receive, relax and let go. Please sign up here:-
Anyone not present on Zoom for the duration of the session will not be included in the healing.
For individual sessions, a gentle reminder to pay before the session.
Please note that cancellations or rescheduling must be done 24 hrs before the start of a session, or the session is charged in full.
If you would like to contact me at any point about anything, please message or call rather than emailing. Thank you.
As some of you know, I am in a tight spot re: housing. So if you know any good landlords or have any tips, I would greatly appreciate. I am looking for a self-contained flat in central-ish London (a studio, or similar). Thank you.
How are you? I am well, really enjoying giving healing at the moment and also enjoying my degree. This week I have had some lovely feedback from sessions, which I’d like to share with you. Sometimes it’s all about the aftermath of a session, as one of you reported:-
“Was in bed by 9 30pm yesterday. Feeling wonderful today – thanks for the session!”
One person was diagnosed with a somewhat ancient ailment called ‘quinsy’. It is like tonsillitis gone awry, and an abscess forms behind the tonsils. The doctor wanted to send her to hospital, but she felt she would be ok. Two hours after the first session, I received this text:-
“Just to let you know that the swelling in the throat has
gone right down! Amazing work. Thank you!”
The following day, the doctor reported that what she had now was reduced to normal tonsillitis.
I would like to add a wonderful idea which this person gave me. She said that sometimes you have to get out of context…to learn in life. She was referring to making changes in her life to get more involved in the world. It made me contemplate the great good that changing the scenery does, in getting out of the way of what wishes to express through us as the Divine.
Next up on the table this week was my Mum. For reasons of boundaries, I had stopped giving Mum healing, but she had had a visual disturbance and was worried she may have a stroke. So I did a short 45 minute session on her. She felt better straight afterwards and still does. I was very happy 🙂 However, I would like to emphasise that Mum IS seeking medical treatment as well. Everyone should do this who has a medical condition of any kind. I am certainly not a doctor and have great respect for those who are.
And finally, it is worth bearing in mind that when you have an emotional issue, it may not be the core issue. One of you this week came with an issue which turned out to be an off-shoot of another, deeper core issue. This is because we tend to suppress our core issues very deeply and develop sophisticated defences around them. When I work with your ‘stuff’, I try to find out what is underpinning it all. This gives you the best possible help and a deeper taste of the freedom that lies beyond all suffering.
“I have been seeing Daisy for over a year now and she has helped me with so many aspects of my life. I suffered from Sciatica for years but since Daisy performed what can only be described as some internal unobtrusive surgery in my sacral area, I haven’t felt the pain and have been more able physically than I have ever been. Emotionally and in terms of my career, I am a lot clearer and have worked through a lot of past karma as well. I cannot recommend Daisy enough and many of my close friends are also now clients after seeing such a difference in me!”
Katya Boirand
Actress and Poet
“It is really incredible what Daisy does. Vortex Healing® is such a powerful experience and has helped me in many ways. I’m so grateful that I had the opportunity to experience it with Daisy, who has a real understanding of and passion for the healing process.”
Cerys Beynon
Student
“Thank you Daisy. You remind me of who I really am and what I really know. And the time where you worked on me, actual magic happened!”
Sheryl Mehmet
Music Producer
“Thank you for the session, so much. I feel a happiness and love that’s been absent and it’s so precious.”
SJ
Research Analyst
“I have felt what you do and I have a lot of faith in your abilities. You were the only one who ever came into my life and helped to the degree that you have and for that I will always be grateful. I will continue to recommend you to everyone I meet who needs help. Thank you!”
Karla Salabie,
Graduate in Law
“Daisy is a remarkable healer. Vortex Healing® is a powerful healing tool and with Daisy’s strong intuition, deep understanding of the healing process and her ability to explain abstract concepts in such a clear manner, a healing session with Daisy is a transformational experience. She has helped me enormously – from completely transforming my relationship with my past to helping me deal with more recent traumatic and stressful experiences.”
Shiraya,
Project Manager
“That was the most amazing healing experience of my life”
Kevin Pritchett
Executive Officer, OISC
“Daisy has integrity and a real openness to the truth at any cost. Don’t work with her if you want to stay in denial. Do work with her if you want to smash through the boundaries of your limitations and get real and honest with yourself! Her beauty lies in being totally non-judgemental and unconditionally loving of all that you are.”