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Free Online Group Healing: Clearing The Brain + Nervous System

Hello 🙂

How are you? 

I am well and enjoying life 🙂 I would dearly love to invite you to the next Free Online Group Healing, this coming Wednesday 4th Nov @ 1pm GMT (please note that bst is now over, and we are in GMT). We will be focussing on Clearing The Brain + Nervous System, prompted by the anxiety in the collective consciousness. The likely cause of that, I feel, is the upcoming US election, covid, upcoming lockdown (in England) and the fall-out from the covid crisis. Therefore it makes me very happy to be able to offer you some kind of solution. 

Thank you to Kim and Shaun for contributing so much to make these offerings available. Please sign up via the following link :-

https://www.wuji-web.uk/daisy

There is also a free offering at 7 30pm GMT every day from Bromley ashram here in England. This is for Amma’s White Flowers Meditation (which She specifically designed for the covid crisis). And each Saturday, there is the free Live broadcast from Amma Herself, in Amritapuri (the Indian ashram). Please WhatsApp message me for the log-in details of these.

I have been taking some advanced Vortex Healing classes recently and am eager to share with you some of the wisdom from those, and particularly from Ric Weinman. Did you know that around 90% of experience is actually coming from within you? This includes suffering. Even at a party, for example, that 90% still stands. Kinda cuts out the excuses, huh? Lol! 

Further to that little morsel, when feeling your ‘survival drive’ it is worth remembering that remaining alive is not in your hands anyway. You could simply recognise that, “Yes, I’m alive in this moment, but the next moment – it’s up to Divinity.” All of our survival drama is already obsolete, because surviving was never in our hands anyway. 

The Victim: most people come into this life with some kind of victim position. Then circumstances develop to support that. You see how different this perspective is from what the victim tells us inside, or from how all of that drama is typically seen? 

A note on awakening: awakening is not about getting rid of suffering. In any case, suffering is only another experience. Awakening is about going beyond experience. 

A note on Surrender: people often either believe they are surrendering when they are in fact not, or otherwise they find it hard to truly surrender. So, how do we get to the point of genuine Surrender? The simple answer to this (from Ric) is: willingness.

See you in the Group hopefully,

Much Love,

xDaisy

Free Online Group Healing: Surrendering Separateness

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I am good 🙂 Currently, I am repeating the Vortex Healing class ‘Awakening to Divinity’ and it is Ric Weinman’s Birthday (the Vortex founder and teacher of this class). 

As requested, here is the quote from Neem Karoli Baba (translated by one of his closest devotees), which I read during the last group session. The timing feels so right, because this avatar happens to be Ric’s Guru :-

I am like the wind

No one can hold me

I belong to everyone

No one can own me

The whole world is my home

All are my family

I live in every heart

I will never leave you

The next fortnightly Free Online Group Healing is this Wednesday 7th October at 1pm BST. Here is the link with which to book:-

https://www.wuji-web.uk/daisy

We will gather together to explore surrendering separateness. To explain what I mean by this and to support a broader understanding of the awakening embodiment evolution, I will share something from the class I am currently taking. 

Ric took us through an exceptionally beautiful guided meditation yesterday, while the ‘transmission’ for ‘Awakening to Divinity’ was running through him. If you are wondering what the name of the class means, I hope that my sharing will also go some way to answering that. As I went deeper in meditation, I felt touched by Divinity in such a direct way…that I was brought to tears. Following this, there was suddenly a rushing energetic shift (akin to a shock) throughout my system. Next, panic and terror began to release from within (pertaining to my core conditioning) and that was accompanied by a spontaneous breathing release, and by shaking. As the panic and terror released, I saw that they were at the root of all my other emotions. This embodied perception set me free, completely, from the grip of these other emotions, and also from projection and blame in way that was spontaneous and organic. 

Then came some profound realisations, not as ideas, concepts or insights, but as something far far more real than that. I fell deeper in meditation, to the point where I sensed the remaining separateness inside with total clarity. In this clarity, I recognised that separateness is actually created – from within. I saw how this fictional separateness was animating the conditioning, literally giving it ‘realness’ which it didn’t actually have. 

Not only was the conditioning not real, but the separateness itself (which is much deeper – being the origin point – primary) wasn’t real either. What I was ‘left with’ so-to-speak, was Divinity. Previously, Divinity had still been experienced as somewhat ‘outside’ in a subtle way, for example in Amma. But now it revealed itself as what I am. The appearance of a subtle boundary between ‘inside’ and ‘outside’ dissolved. This was not an experience, it was beyond. There is a totality to Divinity which may be impossible to convey in words. 

Now, I must to bed. See you soon,

Love,

xDaisy

The Bigger Picture

Hello,

How are you? I talked with some of you yesterday evening and had many interesting conversations. It feels good to catch up with how you are and how your journey is unfolding.

I want to let you know about time off I will be having to take the next Vortex Healing class, in Brighton, called ‘Awakening the BodyMind and the Core Beliefs’. When I know more about this exciting class I will share. As far as I know, it is an embodiment class bridging awake consciousness deeper through the physical body and breaking down the ‘Core Beliefs’, such as “I exist”, “I need ‘x'”, “I must survive” etc. (and all that that entails :-). It runs from the 14th – 21st March.

I had a very interesting talk with a friend about the purpose of giving Vortex Healing sessions, outside of the obvious. We concluded that in the bigger picture, having sessions aims to get you to the edge of genuine surrender to what is (not only as a flash of insight, but as an ongoing reality). This will take a varying amount of time depending on where you are in terms of that surrender. But receiving Vortex Healing is not about having sessions forever and the sessions being the be all and end all. The point is freedom. Please do ask me if you have any questions about this.

Some of you have wondered to me whether I receive Vortex Healing myself. Of course I do, though I admit not enough. The healings I have been exchanging with a practitioner-friend have been so powerful recently… After one I gave to her, she remarked, “That was the most physically intense session of my life”. The session was at a distance, incidentally, and this person has been doing Vortex since 1997. When the moment is right, the Divine can strike 🙂 This really has nothing to do with me, it is simply a question of timing, which ties in with what I have been talking about.

I often remark on the importance of catch-up work, i.e. bridging the release work done in the session through your whole system in an integrating fashion. There is a new discovery for this, which Ric writes about: “this is an important area that needs catching up: if you intend to catch up your LifeField pathways to all the other work you have done (with M.Grace), it should all be caught up within 10 minutes. And it will give you a good sense of the LifeField pathways since all the movement will be within them.” If you would like to have this done, please ask me.

And finally, also from Ric, something I thought would interest you: “This is to alert the general Vortex community that two new kinds of healing work have come in at the Merlin’s Grace level, in case you feel this can help you. As Merlin’s Grace has gone deeper, it is now effective at releasing the fascia pathways as well as what I call the biochemical pathways. The result is the ability to clear trauma at a much deeper level, to be able to get much deeper into the way both trauma and issues are held at a brain level”.

See you soon,

Love,

xDaisy

I Surrender

Hello 🙂

 Oh I feel so blessed to have had Amma here in London! I saw a few of you there and that made me very happy 🙂 Please do write to me with your experiences of her, as I would dearly love to hear what went on for you.

 Were any of you there during the speeches about Amma at the beginning of the first evening? I felt they were outstanding, the best I have ever heard. Among them was a speech from Manish Pandey, writer of acclaimed British film ‘Senna’. In it he quoted Amma devotee and musician David Sylvian from his song “I Surrender” (written about Amma) from his 1999 album ‘Dead Bees on a Cake’. I burst into tears on hearing this. It is the most accurate description in words of my first darshan with Amma many years ago and the way that I still feel in her immeasurable presence now:-

 I’ve travelled all this way for your embrace

Enraptured by the recognition on your face

 Hold me now while my old life dies tonight and I surrender

My mother cries beneath the open skies and I surrender

 An ancient evening just before the fall

The light in your eyes, the meaning of it all

 Birds fly and fill the summer skies and I surrender

 She throws the burning books into the sea

“Come find the meaning of the word inside of me”

 It’s alright the stars are all aligned and I surrender

My mother cries beneath the moonlit skies and I surrender

 My body turns to ashes in her hands

The disappearing world of footprints in the sand

 Tell me now that this love will never die and I’ll surrender

My mother cries beneath the open skies and I surrender

 David Sylvian

 It still makes me cry sharing it with you now. I have more to write but don’t want to overwhelm you, so will do it in bits. For now I leave you with the good news that I will be here for the Christmas holidays, since I have just been with Amma in Berlin and will visit her again briefly in Milan (8th – 11th Nov). So, I will be offering healing during a time when I am usually awayand I am sure when you need it most. I look forward to speaking with you soon,

 Love,

xDaisy