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Jul 18

Aren’t we incredibly fortunate? 

Hello 🙂

How are you doing? 🙂 

At breakfast just now, some wisdom flew in that I felt to share with you. I was contemplating how one lives this awakeness, instead of continuing along in the old actions and the old narrative. I had an insight about what stops this naturalness. One face of the coin, is the sheer quantity of conditioning that is left over from past incarnations, genetics and childhood, and that it is way more than we imagine. Simultaneously, it’s the identification with remaining separateness, with the deep sense of ‘me’, which persists even after profound awakenings and / or significant extent of embodiment of those awakenings. Vortex Healing is a robust path because it offers a way through both of these – and is perhaps the best thing out there doing so. Aren’t we incredibly fortunate? 

I have been sitting with re-starting the Groups. I don’t feel a clear Yes – for now anyway. My sense is that it isn’t the right time. It could change at any point though and I will let you know. I am very sorry about this.

There is a Foundational class in Vortex Healing® with Anthony from 18th to 22nd September. If you would like to take this magical class for the first time, or repeat it, please book here :- 

https://anthonygorman.org/Foundational.html

I think you will be pleased to hear that I am gradually coming back to in-person sessions 🙂 🙂 🙂 I am certainly very happy about this 🙂 🙂 🙂 The room I previously suggested, I feel will not work now though, so I plan to come to you instead. Please bear with me in the unfolding process and details of this. I am currently in Portugal (since last Saturday) and will be here until the 20th August. Therefore, in-person sessions will be available only after that. Please note that I am offering private sessions via Zoom as usual while here. Here is the link to book regular private sessions via Zoom :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

I have received inner guidance not to write more about my experiences of living with Amma at the moment, so apologies if you were waiting for these. I think this may be because so much has happened since then, in terms of embodiment. Perhaps the learning I gained while with Amma in the flesh has been absorbed into the fabric of what I am and is maturing here. If so, it will already be expressing in what I offer to all of you. But honestly, I don’t know why – I only know to follow the  guidance which arises from within.

In an interview with Amma which I was watching recently, She was asked what her central message to humanity is. She replied, “Be honest with oneself and have faith.” Even as I write these words, I get goosebumps all over and feel Light filling everywhere… Later on in the interview, Amma added, “I don’t have a message higher than my own life.” 

Love,

xDaisy

Oct 5

Free Online Group Healing: Surrendering Separateness

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I am good 🙂 Currently, I am repeating the Vortex Healing class ‘Awakening to Divinity’ and it is Ric Weinman’s Birthday (the Vortex founder and teacher of this class). 

As requested, here is the quote from Neem Karoli Baba (translated by one of his closest devotees), which I read during the last group session. The timing feels so right, because this avatar happens to be Ric’s Guru :-

I am like the wind

No one can hold me

I belong to everyone

No one can own me

The whole world is my home

All are my family

I live in every heart

I will never leave you

The next fortnightly Free Online Group Healing is this Wednesday 7th October at 1pm BST. Here is the link with which to book:-

https://www.wuji-web.uk/daisy

We will gather together to explore surrendering separateness. To explain what I mean by this and to support a broader understanding of the awakening embodiment evolution, I will share something from the class I am currently taking. 

Ric took us through an exceptionally beautiful guided meditation yesterday, while the ‘transmission’ for ‘Awakening to Divinity’ was running through him. If you are wondering what the name of the class means, I hope that my sharing will also go some way to answering that. As I went deeper in meditation, I felt touched by Divinity in such a direct way…that I was brought to tears. Following this, there was suddenly a rushing energetic shift (akin to a shock) throughout my system. Next, panic and terror began to release from within (pertaining to my core conditioning) and that was accompanied by a spontaneous breathing release, and by shaking. As the panic and terror released, I saw that they were at the root of all my other emotions. This embodied perception set me free, completely, from the grip of these other emotions, and also from projection and blame in way that was spontaneous and organic. 

Then came some profound realisations, not as ideas, concepts or insights, but as something far far more real than that. I fell deeper in meditation, to the point where I sensed the remaining separateness inside with total clarity. In this clarity, I recognised that separateness is actually created – from within. I saw how this fictional separateness was animating the conditioning, literally giving it ‘realness’ which it didn’t actually have. 

Not only was the conditioning not real, but the separateness itself (which is much deeper – being the origin point – primary) wasn’t real either. What I was ‘left with’ so-to-speak, was Divinity. Previously, Divinity had still been experienced as somewhat ‘outside’ in a subtle way, for example in Amma. But now it revealed itself as what I am. The appearance of a subtle boundary between ‘inside’ and ‘outside’ dissolved. This was not an experience, it was beyond. There is a totality to Divinity which may be impossible to convey in words. 

Now, I must to bed. See you soon,

Love,

xDaisy