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Dec 11

Subtle Continuum 

Hello 🙂 

How are you? I am well and enjoying London 🙂 

The next Free Online Group Healing is this Friday the 13th Dec @ 1pm London time. So, before you watch a horror film, do this – lol! If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them. 

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

And all other sessions are now available 7 days per week, 11 30am – 9 30 pm London time 🙂  

I thought you might be interested in hearing a little about life since that peak awakening surrender which happened in The Magical Jewel class in April this year. 

It’s like everything is being moved through : each experience, each encounter, each moment is illuminated by a kind of passing-through-ness. There is almost a feeling of being the wind passing through. And with it a sense of big sky…….although even that is saying too much. Perhaps it is true to say there is a subtle continuum, a continuous ‘through-ness.’ Although not in a rush of any kind and not ‘getting somewhere’. 

Before the shift in April, every single ‘thing’ felt in some way efforted and slightly different to every other thing. I could maybe still have labelled things ‘good’, ‘bad’, ‘in-between’ etc. : they could have been assigned a degree or spectrum of value. Now, that has almost totally gone. Everything is, in a manner of speaking, kind-of the same to me now… There is a clearer Oneness. It’s not that things have lost their delicious unique-ness though, or that there’s only blandness. It’s more as if the felt sense of difference / divisiveness / separateness is vanishing and what is revealed is a vastness. Also, the form now seems much more accustomed to its natural state – a kind of space of availability. One cool side-effect of that seems to be having energy at any time, regardless of the hour of day or night etc. 

What previously could have been called the most terrible experience or the most amazing experience and so on, are now animated by a gentle no-thing-every-thing-ness. I feel like permission has been ‘granted’ somehow for each thing to be what or as it is. This freeness engenders the experience of things being both the same – in a way that is very hard to convey – and also identical in value. But not as a concept or an attitude one has adopted though. And not what is commonly meant by ‘acceptance’ or ‘forgiveness’ etc. – nothing like that. What I am speaking of is at no distance whatsoever. It’s intimate. It is intimacy. Not dissociated, removed or detached. Here. 

Everything is allowed since it is no longer being judged as ‘x, y or z’, nor is it being experienced as truly individuated. Even though there are frequently huge emotions or huge mental thought story-books, they are not experienced as they were beforehand – as threatening in some way. What would have been separate, different or oppositional experiences / things / etc., are now softly unique-ish, but that’s all. Yes they’re doing their own thing, so-to-speak, but it’s like a firework display of Divinity.  

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Love,

xDaisy 

Jul 20

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Grace

Hello 🙂

How are you doing? 🙂 

It’s difficult to describe the beauty of this country of Portugal, of my friends and of this retreat centre. Yet I found myself again sitting at breakfast and writing, in the pin-drop Silence, deep in the natural world, with a realisation dawning as if it had been sent on the wind.

“It’s Grace that’s brought me here, brought me to this moment. And everything – but only everything – which came before this, led me here. What people call the good, the bad and the ugly – all of it. 

Perhaps, then, every single experience is karma, and if so, what sense is there in resisting any part of the process of life? Do we simply receive back what we have previously given? If so, is this not the harmony – already fully existing – which we so voraciously seek outside of ourselves, outside of this moment, always outside..? 

What if harmony, what if peace, what if cessation, are all an inside job? Who am I to argue with this life..? Who am I?”

There is a Foundational class in Vortex Healing® with Anthony from 18th to 22nd September. If you would like to take this magical class for the first time, or repeat it, please book here :- 

https://anthonygorman.org/Foundational.html

I have been sitting with re-starting the Groups. I don’t feel a clear Yes – for now anyway. My sense is that it isn’t the right time. It could change at any point though and I will let you know.

Please note that I am offering private sessions via Zoom – as usual – while here in Portugal. Also, the time zone here is the same as London. Here is the link to book :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling : instead, utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this purpose. It could end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing or cancelling / rearranging less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time, will result in you being charged in full.

I will conclude today with an experience which occurred during the build-up to the first Darshan of my long stay in Amritapuri. There is a kind of poetry to the fact it happened on the very last day of 2022 and that it was my first Darshan in three years. Here is what I wrote about it :-

“I received Darshan just as this day had broken. As the man in front of me was receiving his, Amma showed me Her eyes….… It was in a way I had never seen them before. She showed me Eternity……… 

It felt like a steadying force for me, especially for my mind. What I saw was so deep…in those eyes…like pools going on forever……. Eternity….…yet more…….. I felt Amma displaying clearly what I need to dive into.”

Stay free,

Love,

xDaisy