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The Real Centre of Life 

Hello 🙂 

🕉 Om Amriteswaryai Namah 🕉 

“Regardless of all we have accumulated or are striving to accumulate, for most people life still feels incomplete – like the letter ‘C’. This gap, or lack, will always be there. Only spiritual knowledge and realisation of the Self can fill this gap and unite the two ends which will make it like the letter ‘O’. The knowledge of ‘That’ alone will help us feel well grounded in the real centre of life.” ~ Amma 

Please note : I will be with Amma in India 28th Dec – 21st March. I will miss you all very much. I am sorry for the short notice – I only knew myself a few days ago. I plan to open my full schedule while there, so private sessions and Groups will run as usual 🙂  

The next Free Online Group Healing is tomorrow 12th December @ 1pm London time.If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them. Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you🙏 

During Europe Tour, Amma kept saying in Her speeches that without the passport of compassion, we cannot gain the visa of liberation. This is so true… It also somehow reminded me of something Adyashanti once said, that Truth is not Truth without Love. He went on to explain that if we tell a truth to somebody without the heart of love in it, then it becomes not the truth at all. My belief is that for either of these, we need to be in touch with the Divine Feminine, which resides inside all beings. The effulgent inner waters of patience, love, compassion and empathy bring the most delicate wisdom to our interactions, situations and dilemmas. 

For online private sessions, book here (NB : ‘Schedule’ button must be pressed after payment, or the booking is not accepted and money returned):-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your junk mail, so please check. (NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.) 

I believe it was Brahmacharini Amrita Chaitanya who recounted this beautiful story, during a speech she gave on Europe Tour. There was a schoolteacher who came to Amma for darshan and spoke about an incident at her school, where she taught Maths to young refugee children. The children were learning about fractions and the teacher was conveying the difference between 1/2 and 1/4. She asked them, if they were offered chocolate, would they take 1/2 or 1/4 of it? The children replied that they would take 1/4. “Oh no”, thought the teacher, “They haven’t understood the lesson – they don’t know that 1/4 is less than 1/2.” So she asked them why they had chosen 1/4. As she was recounting this part to Amma, her eyes filled with tears. The children said they would take 1/4 so that other children could have some, who might not otherwise be able to have any. These refugee children had nothing, yet they thought of those less fortunate than themselves. If we all had such compassion in our hearts, what more would be needed to make this earth a heaven? 

Love,

xDaisy 

Message From Beyond 

Hello 🙂 

The next Free Online Group Healing is today Fri 7th March @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them. 

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

I would like to share some good news with you. After the rollercoaster of the past two years with Portugal, I am staying here in London. It’s been a nerve-wracking process of choosing, particularly during the last two months. My absolute deepest gratitude to Ric Weinman for assisting me with this. We had a public exchange in the Manifesting Intention class, which was the beginning of the gradual collapse of a house-of-cards within me. Something that he also helped me see was that, whatever I choose – truth or fiction – to take responsibility. That missing piece of the puzzle was the game-changer… 

Amma will be holding a program in London this year 🙂 🙂 🙂  It will be some time from April onwards, but as yet no one knows the dates. 

A friend who had been living with Amma for 3 months recently, shared something important with me. Amma said that the last two weeks of March this year will be very bad indeed for travel. Apparently there will be some kind of affliction in general in humanity at that time, which will impact travelling. 

I would like to share the exciting news that someone’s Core Veil moved in a private session recently 🙂 I don’t remember this ever having happened before. The person is a Vortex Healing student (Lifeform) and I was intentionally working to release the Core Veil. There was a moment in the Zoom session, when I felt something totally leave her. And simultaneously, she breathed a huge breath. I noticed that afterwards her breathing pattern had changed dramatically. She reported that the word “Freedom” had come to her in that moment. I also noticed in the post-session dialogue, that her voice seemed to be speaking from a different place, her face had relaxed and she expressed recognition that it was the Divine looking at me now, rather than her. I checked in with Ric to make sure and he confirmed what I felt had happened. Nevertheless, I remain floored by it… 

For online private sessions, book here (NB : ‘Schedule’ button must be pressed after payment, or the booking is not accepted and money returned):-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your junk mail, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.

Although I wish to emphasise that every single session and Group for me is special, it’s not every day that one receives a message from beyond. It was during a session with the wonderful person I wrote about last time, who has a Guardian Angel in her field. This person recently said post-session, that the Angel had spoken to her for the first time and that it had a message for me. I was very surprised. The message was, “I see the beauty in your precious heart.” Even writing this now, I get goosebumps everywhere…and a feeling of depth…of stillness…and of becoming completely quieted by something. For personal reasons, the gratitude I felt upon hearing those words is truly impossible to convey. 

Love,

xDaisy 

Land of Love

Hello 🙂 

How are you?

The next Free Online Group Healing is tomorrow 15th November @ 1pm London time. If you feel drawn to do so, please let your friends / fam / etc. know by sharing this link with them. 

Please book your place if you can remain on Zoom for the duration (1hr) in a quiet space free from distractions. Thank you 🙏

If you were there to participate (or simply receive it in the world), did you enjoy the EarthShift last weekend..? There were around 450 of us attending to actually facilitate the shift and we were working on a spot deep in the genetic group psyche for survival power. This was released in every human being on the planet. Although the impacts may not be what we dream of most, there will be a kind-of background effect over time to loosen the grip of that flavour of fearful power from the human race. Something interesting which was discussed in the group at one point which I wanted to share with you, is that Ric believes there are currently 13 avatars on the planet 🙂 🙂 🙂 As I wrote that, goosebumps consumed me…….. Many of these are apparently babies and children and some of those don’t even know that they are avatars. Not every one of them would have a role like Amma’s role – in fact none might. But nevertheless, the impact of having such beings on the planet is phenomenal…….. If you even think for a moment about the effect Christ had / has on this world, then Neem Karoli Baba and now Amma, it’s easy to see that this is very very good news! 

I actually felt a huge transformation from the first day of the EarthShift myself, so much so that I wrote to Ric about it :-

“I had a delightful day doing the EarthShift with Claudia 🙂 🙂 🙂 I feel the impact still of having had the angel in my spine, the oneness and soft blissfulness it engendered within my being, and the impact of the entire systemic shift of the class. When I was on the tube on the way home, an old Adyashanti satsang came onto my headphones randomly. It took me deeper still…and I began to experience clarity, like a crystal clear awake presence within. This seeing, knowing as not-knowing (innocent openness in a way) and contentment due to an uncontrived stopping and due to a very deep peacefulness with what is. 

Right now I recognise that I didn’t get what I want [in my life] but I got something much better. I could describe it as freedom, but it’s more than that – and also less than that at the same time. I don’t have a word or any words for this………”

Within just a few hours, completely without me realising it, began the aftermath of that deepening. I started to come down with a gut illness (which is very unusual for me) and by Sunday night, I was extremely ill and that has continued until today. As Adyashanti once said, “everyone wants awakening, not everyone wants the fall-out. Because there’s a fall-out to awakening, and the fall-out can sometimes be quite messy.” Three of my friends also reported having gotten different illnesses at the same time, another friend’s mother had a heart-attack and the renowned, talented yogin (and grandson of the original Ashtanga) Sharath Jois died aged only 53 – of a heart-attack – the day after.

As I was in my sick bed, I happened to glance at the EarthWorks V Group I am part of. To my utter astonishment, especially as it has nothing to do with the healing we are doing in that group, I bore witness to reading there some of the most hateful concepts about trans people that I have ever seen… My heart immediately went to my caring, talented and successful trans friends Jake and Leia and I imagined their eyes seeing such vitriolic words. Through tears, I responded in the Group to explain why the statements being made were false and to suggest creating a boundary for such incidents. I explained how unsafe it could potentially make anyone who is othered feel (which includes me by the way). There was a back and forth, with a few supportive voices saying at least something. I think it is different when it’s your own loved ones being attacked. Otherwise, how easy is it to ignore, since you don’t actually have any trans friends anyway..? Suddenly, the original person not only made more transphobic assertions, but now dragged Amma into them as well, presenting Amma as transphobic. For clarity, Amma publicly invited a large group of Indian trans women to receive awards and grants from Her charity on stage in Amritapuri when I was there this past winter. Although by this point in the thread there had been many triggering attitudes and statements, reading these baseless lies about Amma truly was the final straw. That kind of violence, cascading into a tender community space intended to heal the earth and people on it, left me too emotional (and I was already too ill) to come from a clear space any longer. I decided to leave the group. 

Obviously, there is no way to know whether all of the events above are connected or not, or whether the EarthShift transformed things in this kind of way. But I’m attempting, like perhaps a painter might, to illustrate some possibilities in terms of the Divine’s version of integration, embodiment and what is needed to go deeper into Truth. After hours and days of meeting my feelings (which the illness thankfully forced me into, since I could barely do anything at all) and of sitting in and releasing the deep core issue which had been playing out all along, I began (slowly) to enter into something which could perhaps be described as renunciation. It is a path I have never walked on before. At first I was transported back in time to a conversation with my second girlfriend, after we had broken up and she had gone to live in Amritapuri. Having become a Renunciate (dedicating her life solely to Amma), she asked, what is renunciation? Amma answered that true renunciation is to renounce the mind. Let that sink in for a minute.

I think that anyone can probably renounce ‘things’; like sex or meat or alcohol or money. Not easy, but certain, and possible. But who do we really know that has renounced the mind..? 

In the ensuing Silence of Being, this particular kind of renunciation became so important to me……in a way that it hadn’t done before. I’m not even pretending that I can do it, or that I will get there. I’m just saying that it’s so significant to me………. Amma has said that we need to long for God-realisation more than a drowning man gasping for air. I hope I have written some words to show that the weirdest things along the way can be used by the Divine to set light to a kind of out-of-options inner drive. Time will tell whether or not anything is left in the pathway which cannot be burned up like so much camphor in the Arati lamp. 

I am here in London until at least May next year without any travelling at all. I am offering in-person sessions and will come to you if you live within tube Zones 1 or 2. Please contact me via regular text, WhatsApp or Telegram to arrange this.

Please pay before the session via bank transfer, cash or PayPal – thank you. NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full. 

Online private sessions continue as usual :-

Please do not contact me regarding scheduling, rearranging or cancelling. Instead, please utilise the email you receive from Calendly for this. It can end up in your spam, so please check.

NB: lateness, no-showing, cancelling or rescheduling less than 24 hrs in advance of the session time will result in you being charged in full.

I have something wonderful to share with you and I highly recommend listening to the entire thing; it’s that good all the way through. My additional hope is that you can do so when you have time to really hear and not just listen. Do you know the difference..? Between hearing and listening. That difference is everything. Awake teacher Anthony de Mello presented this in America in the 1970s :-

Love,

xDaisy 

Free Online Group Healing: Opening to Unconditional Love

Hello 🙂

How are you?

I am writing today about a subject very close to my heart. Indeed it is the language of my Guru, Amma. What I have learned over the course of the last year, is that the real reason for our unhappiness and for the pain in our connections with other people, is not that we haven’t found someone / something we are looking for, or that there is something wrong with ‘them’ or with ‘us’ or with the world. When we look very deeply in meditation, we can see that the real reason for our suffering is that we are not loving properly. We are loving in a conditional way – in order to get something. And we are not loving the whole of the other person / ourselves / the animal / Mother Nature etc. When we really see this, actually see – without going into victim, shame, fear or any other position (which actually re-blinds us to what we have realised) – there becomes available profound liberation and freedom. Through the willingness to stop and accept what we see, this freedom settles within like a falling feather. And like a kind of silent sound, it spreads right out…………. Ironically, this pivotal event is the subtle dawning and beginning of real unconditional Love in our heart. 

From there, anything is possible! I would like to add that upon writing these very words, a fox-cub rushed in from the neighbouring garden and almost ran right into me! It suddenly realised I was a human and scurried away, turning to look only when I said, “Hello sweetie.” 

So I am inviting you into an exploration of this, if you are interested. In this coming Wednesdays’s Group, we will come together with the intention of opening to what unconditional Love really is. As part of this, I will be nourishing you with the tools of Vortex Healing Manifesting Intention, mantra sounds, Silence / meditation and holding a sharing circle at the end. I would dearly love to see you and hope you will feel the sense of community, healing and Divinity inherent in these Groups. 

Please book via this link. This is a free session, Wednesday 9th September, 1pm BST:-

https://www.wuji-web.uk/daisy

Please note that almost all the Vortex Healing trainings are now online, offered in classes via Zoom 🙂 This is a very exciting development! I encourage you to do the Foundational training if you feel drawn to, or to continue your training. Here is the latest info:-

Here are the VortexHealing Trainings available as Online Virtual classes for Europe and Israel with Anthony for 2020 and the first half of 2021. 

There are also online Trainings available with Ric. See the schedule online https://www.vortexhealing.org/schedule

The Trainings are listed here in order of Pre-Requisites needed.

Repeating classes has a 25% discount except for Deepening in Meditation with Merlin which is already discounted by default.

Foundational Trainings for new students ; not open to repeaters (no pre-requisite required)

12th-16th October 2020 Colin 

4th-8th November 2020 Colin 

9th-13th February 2021 Patrick

2nd-6th March 2021 Colin

Deepening in Meditation with Merlin (pre-requisite Foundational)

18 October 2020  Colin

15 November 2020   Patrick

14 February 2021 Patrick 

7 March 2021Colin

Magical Structures (pre-requisite Foundational)

20-24 November 2020 Colin or Patrick

Sensing 1 (pre-requisite Magical Structures)

21 September 2020 Patrick 

Karmic Intensive (pre-requisite Magical Structures)

28-29 November 2020 Colin or Patrick

Multi-Frequency and Merlin’s Jewel (pre-requisite Karmic Intensive)

23-28 January 2021 Colin or Patrick

LifeForm (pre-requisite Multi-Frequency)

8-12 September 2020 Colin 

22-26 September 2020 Patrick 

17-21 April 2021 Colin or Patrick 

Genetics and Multi-Frequency Devices (pre-requisite Multi-Frequency)

8-12 May 2021 Colin or Patrick

Omega is still scheduled as an In-Person class (pre-requisite LifeForm)

7-13 June in Zutphen Holland, Organiser Patrick 

21-27 June in London, England, Organiser Colin 

Flowchart of classes https://www.vortexhealing.org/flowchart.pdf

Class descriptions https://www.vortexhealing.org/class-descriptions.pdf

Full schedule https://www.vortexhealing.org/schedule

The Organisers:

You can book classes with the organiser listed for that class, or if both organisers are listed you can book with whichever organiser you are most used to dealing with.

Colin  (england@vortexhealing.org)

Patrick (netherlands@vortexhealing.org)

A gentle reminder to please pay before the session for individual sessions. And also to connect with me via calling or messaging, NOT via email. 

Love,

xDaisy